Chapter 353: The Inevitable Choice
Zhao Tuo's words made Yan Cangyue's face change, and after a while, he said slowly: "I am not as good as you, there is a mother who would rather sacrifice her life in order to protect you." When I was a child, I envied you. What my mother is like, you know. ”
Zhao Tuo didn't understand for a while, why Wanyan Cangyue said this, but when he mentioned his mother, he was silent.
Wanyan Cangyue seemed to fall into memory.
"Mei'er is much younger than me, but she is extremely sensible at a young age. It's only up to my waist, but he coaxes me every day, just hoping that I can be happy. I'm not used to it, I think she's too clingy and even a little annoying. But even if she was terrified, her finger was broken, she endured the pain of ten fingers connected to her heart, and she knew that she couldn't do it, but she still had to protect me...... If you smile at her, she will be happy for days, and when she turns around, she will be more attentive to me. No one had ever cared about me so heartfelt before her......"
"If it wasn't for her in those years, I wouldn't be where I am today. You said that if your mother could survive, you would give anything. ”
"I didn't do it, I didn't want anything for her. I want that world, I treat her too stingy, disappoint her, and want to force her to stay by my side. It's all my fault, why blame her? Why do that to her? ”
"I finally have an eyebrow that cares about me, I only have one eyebrow! If she dies, she will die in your hand. Are you really going to kill me? Wanyan Cangyue's eyes were red.
"So what? Are you going to kill me to protect her? What am the ones I did for you? Although Yan Cangyue's words made him soften, the tight binding of the rope made Zhao Tuo's heart ache.
"I'm sorry." Wanyan Cangyue squatted down with great effort to untie Zhao Tuo. "I haven't forgotten your agreement...... Don't move your eyebrows again, okay? Wanyan Cangyue put down all the shelves, just like when the two of them helped each other and fled the real country together.
Tieing up Zhao Tuo is a taboo among allies, but his body is useless. Zhao Tuo dared to attack Yun Shu by his side, and was indifferent to his stopping, he was scared to death! He was afraid that Zhao Tuo would not listen to him and would kill Yunshu again when he woke up, so he asked Zhao Tuo to be tied up.
The night passed, Yun Shu finally eased up, his flustered mind finally calmed down, and he came to make up for it.
Zhao Tuo, who was untied, did not move for a long time.
"I'm injured right now and I can't do anything. When Mei'er's injury heals, I'll send her away! Just let her stay with me for a while. Wanyan Cangyue seemed to give Zhao Tuo a guarantee, and it seemed to give herself a prohibition order.
Zhao Tuo didn't speak, stretched out his hand to help him up, and said in a stiff voice: "You take care of your injuries." I won't touch her again. ”
Yun Shu came to her senses, and the pain in her mouthpiece let her know that last night was not a nightmare, it was someone who really wanted to strangle her. When she saw Yan Cangyue's guilty look, she couldn't help but raise her hand to touch his cheek, wanting to speak, but coughed because of a throat injury.
Wanyan Cangyue stroked her back and said distressedly: "Mei'er, your throat hurts, don't speak." ”
Yun Shu covered his neck to adjust his breath, no longer reluctantly spoke, and then raised his head to give him a bleak smile, and said with his lips: "Brother Hong, I'm still alive, don't worry." ”
She was still comforting him, and Wanyan Cangyue couldn't help but hug her. Yunshu didn't push him away. The feeling of dependence for the rest of her life after the catastrophe made her cherish that he was still by her side, without desire, and dependent. This time, the two of them didn't make a fuss.
The cloud tree that eased up and wrapped his neck around
got up, she was going to see Xie Guanniang.
"Mei'er, there is a doctor looking at her, don't worry about it anymore." Wanyan Cangyue blocked.
"Her time is running out...... "I suddenly remembered that there was a reason why she was dragged back by Wanyan Cangyue." Brother Hong the day before yesterday, what are you going to tell me? ”
"Don't just agree to other people's requests."
"Does Brother Hong know anything?" Yun Shu said keenly.
There is no need to hide this from her. "Zhuo Qingyan was taken away by the eldest prince, so she is now the eldest prince's favorite concubine." Wanyan Cangyue said.
"You say, pet concubine?" Yunshu was taken aback.
"Hmm." Wanyan Cangyue frowned slightly.
Cloud Tree noticed a change in his mood. "What's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell? ”
"I'm fine." Knowing that Yun Shu would not stay for him, he was still afraid that she would misunderstand, so he ran out of the city like last time, and told Yun Shu his story for the first time......
"Whether you believe it or not, I don't like anyone." I like only one.
He didn't like Zhuo Qingyan, and he didn't like Zhuo Qingyan to be with a man like his mother, who was desperate because of his captivity, which reminded him of his unfortunate childhood. He didn't care what happened to Zhuo Qingyan, he just didn't like that kind of thing, that kind of person.
knew that he must have experienced misfortune when he was young, but he did not know that the misfortune was even worse than hers...... Not wanting to fall into the swamp of liking or disliking, Yun Shu diverted the topic, "Then does Xie Guanniang know about Sister Qingyan's situation?" ”
"In the two days you have rested, I have asked people to investigate......" Wan Yan Cangyue remembered the results of the investigation, and her words paused slightly.
"The result?" Yunshu asked.
"In the battle of Yaoguan, many people died, and the news is not complete. From the news she got, it is speculated that Xie Guanniang's general situation is that she went to chase Zhuo Qingyan on a horse and went out of the city, probably being arrested and becoming a military prostitute. Because of the tug-of-war between the Zhen Kingdom and the Zhao Kingdom, she tossed and turned in many armies......"
Yun Shu's mouth opened wide in surprise.
Wanyan Cangyue continued: "Some of the soldiers of the Zhao State have submitted to me. According to them, before Yaoguan was broken, Xie Guanniang had always been in the camp of Zhao State, and it was after the city was broken that everyone was too busy to take care of themselves, so they fell out. ”
After Yan Cangyue's words, there were turbulent waves in Yun Shu's heart!
Xie Guanniang, as Zhuo Jingting's favorite person when he was young, became the object of the Yaoguan garrison's venting, and Zhuo Jingting was not far from her...... Is she resentful and doesn't want him to save her from the sea of suffering, or no matter how hard she tries, she can't contact that person anymore and let him save her?
Zhuo Jingting, he is a serious official, but he is cold enough to his former lover and daughter. After Yan Cangyue, he is also the same person! Even if he is so tender now, when he turns around to leave, nothing can keep him! They are telling her with practical actions: if you want to achieve the "big thing" in their hearts, there is nothing that you can't let go! Yunshu was silent, and she had already been taught a lesson in her heart.
"Mei'er?" Wanyan Cangyue recalled the cloud tree that came out of the gods.
Yun Shu looked at Yan Cangyue and looked into his deep eyes, there was no way out inside!
"I understand Brother Hong." Yun Shu's originally agile eyes had a withered cord.
Wanyan Cangyue lowered her eyelids, "Mei'er, don't look at me like this, it makes people's hearts cold." ”
Yunshu raised his hand to touch his eyebrows, caressing his chiseled cheeks.
"The road ahead is bumpy and difficult, you know. That's your obsession, I know. I hope you're well, but that's not at my will. What I can do for you, I've done all those years. You are in front of me, I ......" but I feel that I can't pull you back when I see you going to the point of no return. Just like Zhuo Jingting's efforts and abandonment over the years, where is he in exile now? She's really figured it out!
"So be it." Yunshu put down his hand, got up and walked outside the house.
Yun Shu was halfway through his words, so affectionate and mournful, Wanyan Cangyue felt uncomfortable when he heard it, but he wanted to hear more, so he took Yun Shu's hand.
"Mei'er ......"
Yun set up the pillar and waited for him to finish.
"Mei'er, Mei'er, can't, can'...... Have you ever really liked me? ”
"Like. Love your laugh. I like you to always protect me. I like you to hold my hand and accompany me to the back mountain to see my father and mother. I even like you to play with your temper and train me to death. You're my big brother, how could I not like you. ”
She said that she had forgotten all about the old days, and he didn't believe it at all, and now she had recruited herself, but this was not what he wanted to hear. "Mei'er, that's not what I'm talking about."
"Love between men and women?" Yun Shu spoke in a gloomy voice, never looking back.
Wanyan Cangyue clenched her hand. "Hmm."
"The days that you provoked, perhaps, but it was so shallow. After I had a rainy sleep, it dissipated, and I even complained to you. ”
"And now? Look at me! "Wanyan Cangyue does not give up.
Yunshu pointed to the rouge plum blossom on the window paper.
"Now, my love is all there, and I can't give you a single cent. If you still remember my good points, you will not speak of such things again. For the sake of your obsession, giving up on me is a choice you will inevitably make! ”
Everyone is greedy, and the more she deals with people, the more she knows that. Everyone else has one, wants two, has two, wants four...... She just wants her father-in-law and Song Jun to accompany her and accompany her until she dies. She was most afraid of being left alone.
Everything she does is for a reason. Whether you can see it or not, it's his business, whether to say it or not, it's her business.
Wanyan Cangyue finally let go.
Xie Guanniang was terminally ill and lacked surgery, and a few days later, it was still gone. In the last time, Yun Shu stayed with her, letting her think of herself as Zhuo Qingyan in a daze, and accompanying her to tears. When she returned to the light, Xie Guanniang finally stopped talking nonsense.
"The tree is a good boy."
Yunshu smiled softly at her. "Aunt Guan is a good mother."
Xie Guanniang's tears slid down. "I'm not a good mother. I shouldn't be an outsider and let Yan'er suffer with me. ”
"It's not your fault. It's that this world doesn't give women a good way. ”
"The tree is sensible. I hope that Shu'er will no longer suffer in this life. ”
"Thank you, Aunt Guan, for thinking about me."
"I shouldn't be embarrassed that Shu'er is looking for Yan'er for me, I just miss Yan'er too much. For all these years, I haven't been able to go to her, I hope Yan'er doesn't blame me. ”
"Aunt Guan, I envied Sister Qingyan when I was a child, and now, I still envy her for having a mother like you......" Yun Shu said with tears in his eyes.