Chapter 196: Making Trade-offs

God will always be fair, there will always be a holy scene in the world outside of the remnants of the world, and Zhang Pengyun fled to a mountain with Zhang Yuan.

This mountain is one of the few mountains that has not been flooded, and the mountain is full of life at this time, but there is a touch of bright color in this winter.

And two people sit on the top of the mountain and look at it, they can see all the scenery of Jiudaoguan Town, and the victims are crawling around like ants, which makes people feel extremely small.

And the two of them sat side by side, the wind blew their hair, Zhang Yuan gathered the clothes on his body, Zhang Pengyun took off his cloak and draped it on her, and whispered: "You are a weak woman, so let's wear more clothes first." ”

"Since you know that I am weak, why did you take me to the mountains to blow the wind?" Zhang Yuan turned her head to look at him and asked, but there was a smile and adoration in her eyes.

Zhang Pengyun also smiled, and his whole body took a step back, supporting the weight of his body with his arms.

He closed his eyes again: "This is the only place where we can get a moment of peace, if we go down there we will see the victims, we will see the wailing, we will hear the pain of people losing their homes and relatives, I have been through so much that I don't want to hear such voices again." ”

Only people with stories can say such things, and only people who have really experienced life and death parting will have such feelings.

The wind blew Zhang Pengyun's hair, covering the scar on his face, with a manly wildness, which made Zhang Yuan's heartbeat beat two wrong beats at once.

Zhang Yuan also learned his movements and whispered: "Zhang Pengyun, I like you." ”

"What?" Zhang Pengyun opened his eyes and sat up straight, thinking that Zhang Yuan was talking nonsense.

Unexpectedly, Zhang Yuan took a long breath, and his voice became even higher: "Zhang Pengyun I like you, I have liked you very much since I first met you, but because of my identity and my past, I can only hide this love in my heart." ”

"That ......" Zhang Pengyun stood up and turned around in place twice, and suddenly smiled.

Zhang Yuan couldn't figure out what his mind was: "Qingqing once told me that if you like someone, you are brave to pursue, I like you, so do you like me?" ”

"Zhang Yuan......" After Zhang Pengyun finally calmed down, the smile on his face also shrank, and finally he thought of something at the same time. I thank you for liking me, you are a good girl. I've heard about the things you've experienced before, and you shouldn't blame the beasts for all of them, so why would you want to impose other people's faults on you? ”

"I don't care if it's someone else's fault, anyway, it has already affected my past, and I just want to know Zhang Pengyun now What do you think of me?"

It is already a rare and precious thing for a woman to have the courage to say such a thing, and Zhang Yuan doesn't want to procrastinate, she wants to get a definite answer from Zhang Pengyun's mouth.

Zhang Pengyun has always been free and easy, but he didn't expect that he would be silent when he encountered this kind of thing.

"I see, you don't like me." After a long time, Zhang Yuan slowly spoke, and she took off the cloak on her body and threw it on the ground, but when she wanted to leave, Zhang Pengyun grabbed her arm all of a sudden.

The man's strength was very heavy at first, but he suddenly let it go gently: "Zhang Yuan, you are a good girl, and I thank you for liking me, but the two of us can't be together." ”

"Why?"

Zhang Peng didn't explicitly refuse, why can't the two be together?

Zhang Pengyun suddenly smiled, he looked at his legs: "I've been on the battlefield before, do you know?" ”

"I know."

"My body was injured on the battlefield, so I have no fertility, if you marry me, would you want to have no children for the rest of your life? So I don't want to lie to you, and I don't want to delay you, it's impossible for the two of us to be together. ”

Zhang Yuan originally thought that this matter was just a matter between men and women, but all of a sudden, it was brought to the future.

What a distant thing it will be in the future, but if the two of them nod their heads in agreement, the distance will become close at hand.

Zhang Yuan has been criticized all her life because she had no children when she was with Fang Lu, and now she finally mustered up the courage to say these words to Zhang Pengyun, but told her that Zhang Pengyun can't have children in her life, so it means that she has lost her qualification to be a mother for the rest of her life?

"That me...... I feel a little cold. Zhang Yuan hugged her body tightly, her eyes dodging. I want to go to Qingqing, I want to go to Qingqing, I'm afraid they are in danger. ”

Zhang Yuan almost said a series of words, and even she didn't know what she wanted to express.

As soon as he spoke, he ran down the hill at a brisk pace.

Shen Qingqing did not live with those victims, but spent some silver to live in the inn.

The inn charges a lot a night for the current year, but Shen Qingqing doesn't want to let herself and her children have the possibility of being infected with the epidemic, so she can give as much as she can.

And when Shen Qingqing just opened the door, he saw Zhang Yuan standing at the door in despair.

Shen Qingqing hurriedly put down the washbasin in his hand and pulled Zhang Yuan in: "How is it?" Did Zhang Pengyun go to save you? I saw that Wu Qiang took you away, so I asked Zhang Pengyun to rescue you, are you injured? ”

"I didn't." Zhang Yuan sat down and drank a cup of hot tea, her whole body warmed up, and her consciousness was a little clearer.

And when Shen Qingqing just wanted to say something, Zhang Yuan took her hand with the whole person: "Qingqing, I told Zhang Pengyun today that I have a good impression of him." ”

"Really?? Shen Qingqing smiled, Zhang Yuan was able to take this step bravely, she was very pleased. "What did Zhang Pengyun say, did the two of you talk about getting married in the future?"

From Shen Qingqing's point of view, Zhang Pengyun is also interesting to Zhang Yuan, otherwise he would not have heard that Zhang Yuan was so anxious to save her when she was in danger.

But she didn't expect Zhang Yuan to shake her head, she lowered her head and covered her forehead with both hands: "Zhang Pengyun, he rejected me." ”

"Why?"

"Zhang Pengyun said that he had been on the battlefield, and he was physically injured and could not have children for the rest of his life, so he rejected me."

"This ......" Shen Qingqing's body took a step back, her posture relaxed and glanced at Zhang Yuan, Zhang Yuan's movements were clearly extremely painful.

Shen Qingqing thought about it for a while, and then thought of something: "Zhang Yuan, this is Zhang Pengyun's concern, Zhang Pengyun was afraid that you would lose your qualification to be a mother, so he rejected you, but what did you think in your heart?" Do you really like Zhang Pengyun or do you really like children? ”

Shen Qingqing has already said it very bluntly, this is nothing more than a multiple-choice question, Zhang Yuan must lose the child if he wants Zhang Pengyun, but if he wants a child, he can't be with Zhang Pengyun.

Which is more important depends on the weight in her heart.

Zhang Yuan looked up at Shen Qingqing, opened her mouth and wanted to speak, but the words stayed in her mouth and swallowed again, she smiled for the last time: "Qingqing, you really enlightened me, I think clearly now, although I like children very much, I like Zhang Pengyun more, if I can be with him, I am willing to be a mother for the rest of my life." ”

"That's good, if Zhang Pengyun also likes you, if you can talk to Zhang Pengyun about what you think in your mind, I'm afraid I will have to drink your happy wine after a while."

"What are you talking about?" Although Zhang Yuan said this, there was a touch of shyness on her face.

The two women's families talked a lot more privately, and finally Zhang Yuan asked: "Now this Jiudaoguan Town will definitely not be able to stay, if you want to stay here, the living conditions will definitely not be as good as usual, what are your plans?" ”

"If you don't ask me about this, I will take the initiative to tell you, call Yulian over, and I will discuss it with the two of you."

Shen Qingqing already had an idea in her heart, so when Yulian came over, she said directly: "Yulian Zhang Yuan, what is the situation in Jiudaoguan now, the two of you should also know in your hearts, we must not be able to stay here anymore I am going to take the child to the prefect." What do you two think? ”

Relying on the friendship between Shen Qingqing and the prefect, if you go to him, there is no reason not to take him in.

Yulian hurriedly spoke: "Sister Qingqing, I will go wherever you go, and I will follow you if you go to the prefect, anyway, I will not be separated from you for the rest of my life." ”

"Okay." Shen Qingqing said with a doting face, and then turned his head to look at Zhang Yuan. "Zhang Yuan, what do you think?"

Zhang Yuan hesitated, she finally settled down on the matter with Zhang Pengyun, is she going to leave now?

Shen Qingqing smiled: "It's okay, Zhang Yuan, just say what you think in your heart, and we won't blame you." ”

"I want to help Zhang Pengyun in this way."

It's good to be like this, Shen Qingqing supports Zhang Yuan's decision very much, since the two of them have said everything, then being together is just around the corner, if the two of them are forcibly separated, then Shen Qingqing will not become a big villain?

Thinking of this, Shen Qingqing took out a bottle of potion from the package and put it in Zhang Yuan's hand: "This elixir is omnipotent. Whether it's a cold, fever or whatever, as long as you let people drink it, although it can't be safe, it can relieve the symptoms in case of emergency. ”

What Shen Qingqing gave her was spiritual spring water.

With these things out of the way, it's time to hit the road.

Shen Qingqing took stock of the silver taels on his body, although there were still them, but it was far from enough for the four people to go to Zhizhou, if they encountered disaster victims and riots on the way, there was no one around to protect them, and the two women with two children would definitely be a dead end.

Thinking of this, Shen Qingqing put away the silver and took Yulian to Master Liu's house.

Master Liu has a lot of real estate, one of which has been flooded, and there is another one to live in, and most of the relief victims are also his money.

Old Man Liu's reputation for being kind-hearted can be regarded as spreading all at once, and he was also busy with anxiety, seeing Shen Qingqing coming over and barely having time to greet him, he finally had time to let his subordinates pour some good things for Shen Shen Qingqing: "Sister, why did you rush over at this time?" What do you think? What's the situation in your village? ”

"Don't talk about it." Shen Qingqing shook his head. "Almost all of them have been flooded, and we villagers have now become refugees."

"And how do you plan to do it?"

"Master Liu, I want to go to Zhizhou to find the prefect, I heard that Boss Zhen Qian has already gone to Zhizhou for refuge, right?"

"Yes." Master Liu nodded. "If you want to go to Zhizhou, what are your plans for this long journey?"

"I came to you today because of this kind of thing, we don't have enough entanglements on our bodies, I don't know if Master Liu can borrow a little?"

"This ......" If Master Liu had agreed happily in the past, but now it costs money to help the victims, and their homes have been flooded a lot, and there is not much money in their hands.

Shen Qingqing didn't embarrass him, and directly took out the spiritual spring water: "Master Liu, the contents of my bottle are omnipotent, if you drink it to prolong your life, not to mention that it can cure all diseases, how about I exchange this with you?" ”

Of course, Master Liu didn't believe in such a mysterious thing, but after working with Shen Qingqing for so long, he didn't have any doubts about her, and the woman actually said that she could help a little bit, so she asked the housekeeper to go to the back and get a lot of silver and give it to Shen Qingqing.

The problem of entanglement has finally been solved.