Chu Nanyue returned to her boudoir, it seemed that this boudoir was still being cleaned, and it was quite clean, not long after she lay down, Chu Nanxin came over, she cringed a little, as if she remembered that she had hurt Chu Nanyue so much before, but she still took the initiative to speak: "Although there were many unhappiness in the past, after all, it is now the New Year, let's go buy some New Year's goods." ”

The two sisters didn't have much time together, Chu Nanyue didn't want to go, but after thinking about it, she only had to face Chu Nanxin alone when she went out with Chu Nanxin, and she could only nod her head when she stayed in Chu Mansion and faced the family's emptiness and grievances.

After the two of them went out, Chu Nanxin breathed a sigh of relief: "Whether it is in the Qi Palace's Mansion or the Jingning Marquis Mansion, I feel a pressure on my chest, pressing me out of breath." ”

When Chu Nanyue heard this, she remembered what Qingxing said before: "Is King Qi not good to you?" ”

Hearing this, Chu Nanxin sighed and said slowly: "It's good, it's good, after all, it's still me who is in charge of everything in the house, it's not good to say, it's not good, since the last incident, King Qi hasn't been to my room again." ”

This is indeed uncomfortable enough, Chu Nanxin is to blame for all this, but for some reason, after she knew that Chu Nanxin wanted to tell her about this last time, she felt a little sympathy for Chu Nanxin.

I only heard Chu Nanxin continue: "A while ago, I heard King Qi say that he wanted to raise Lu Qi as a side concubine, but Lu Qi's background was too low, and he was still thinking about which adult he wanted to find and accept Lu Qi as a righteous daughter, so that Lu Qi could enter the door." ”

Saying that, the two came to a ready-to-wear shop, Chu Nanxin took Chu Nanyue into it together, and selected clothes for Chu Nanyue: "I hated you in the past, I hated you at that time, I hated you to die at that time, and I did a lot of wrong things, I am now married into the Qi Palace, and I am left out in the cold, I have figured it out, I don't expect you to forgive me, because I am to blame, I only ask for luxury, if one day I really can't get by, you can help me." ”

Chu Nanyue listened to Chu Nanxin's words but became more and more frightened, she really would never forgive Chu Nanxin in her life, but now she couldn't figure out what Chu Nanxin wanted to do, so she had to comfort: "You are still young, everything still has a chance." ”

Wasn't she once too, she was killed by someone, thinking that this life was over, who knew that God had given her a chance to start over?

Chu Nanxin sighed: "I hope." ”

She has done too many wrong things, and she has been wrong again and again, and she has long lost her previous competitive spirit, especially ...... She heard that Zhao Jingyu was going to get married in the next year.

Although she has long understood that Zhao Jingyu doesn't love herself, but now when she hears the news of Zhao Jingyu's marriage, she still feels uncomfortable in her heart, she wants to die, but she is unwilling to be like this.

Chu Nanxin picked out three clothes for Chu Nanyue, and asked the maid to take them back to the house, but he didn't take any of them, Chu Nanyue saw it, picked out a red skirt, and said: "You are now the master mother of the Qi Palace, it would be better to have more red clothes." ”

Chu Nanxin was stunned, but saw Chu Nanyue and said: "People, after all, live for yourself, if you really feel sorry for me in the past, then be kind and charitable from now on, in recent years, natural and man-made disasters have continued, if you can do your part for the people, I will also be very grateful to you." ”

Chu Nanyue handed over the things she had just bought to the maid, and then took Chu Nanxin all the way forward to South Street, where most of the people in this street are the poorest families in Beijing.

Chu Nanyue pointed to the row of houses in front of him and said, "Do you know? Many of the people here can't even afford charcoal fires in winter. ”

At this time, a little boy in tattered straw sandals came forward, he was emaciated, and his body was full of sewn and mended clothes, and he came forward and prayed to the two of them, "Two young ladies, give them food." ”

He was so hungry that he couldn't bear it, Chu Nanxin couldn't bear it, and stepped forward to give the child two copper plates, and the child immediately wanted to kneel down and kowtow excitedly, but she stopped him.

She used to be a glamorous official lady, and she had never been here, but she didn't know that there was such a place in this prosperous capital.

Seeing that the people in this place couldn't eat enough, and remembering that she wore gold and silver every day, she couldn't help but reflect.

If she can really help these people, it will be a kind of meaning of life, she nodded at Chu Nanyue and said, "Don't worry, I will help them." ”

"It's better to teach people to fish than to teach them to fish, and there's nothing I can do to help them all the time, and I always think that it would be nice if I could help them all find their own work." Chu Nanyue looked at the snow and a grass house in front of him and said.

"I'll leave it to me here, I saw a lot of people going in and out of the Qi Wangfu to do business before, I think I may have a way." Chu Nanxin turned her head, she had already vowed to help these people.

She wants to thank Chu Nanyue, if it weren't for Chu Nanyue, she might not know this place for the rest of her life, maybe she helped others more, which was to make up for the wrong things she had done in the previous twenty years.

……

By the time the two of them returned to the Jingning Hou Mansion, it was already night, and even Qingxing could see that when Chu Nanxin went and when he came back, he seemed to be a different person, and even his spirit was different, she wanted to ask Chu Nanxin what was wrong, but when she saw Chu Nanyue who was expressionless on the side, she stopped talking.

At this time, Jing Ninghou stepped forward and took the initiative to greet: "Why did you two come back so late, now that the year is over, many gangsters have come out to commit murder, I heard that a few days ago, there was an official lady on West Street who was robbed." ”

Chu Nanyue took a sip of tea, suddenly felt a lot warmer, and said casually: "The robber on West Street has been caught by the King of Bei'an, and now Jingzhong is managed by the King of Bei'an and Jingzhao Mansion, so you can rest assured." ”

Chu Nanxin obviously seemed to be in a much better mood, and then said: "If we really meet gangsters, it will be the gangsters' bad luck, not our bad luck." ”

Hearing this, Marquis Chu still frowned and said, "Even if you are strong in martial arts, you must be careful." ”

Chu Nanyue let out a casual "um", if it wasn't for Marquis Chu saying this, she would have forgotten that she didn't go out to see Tanglin Shuo today, and she didn't know if Donglin Shuo was busy now.

Thinking so, a smile unconsciously appeared on her lips, making her whole face more vivid.

At this time, a maid came over with two bowls of soup and said, "The eldest lady knows that the two girls have just come back from outside, so she went to the kitchen to boil some hot soup for the girls." ”

Since Chu Nanxin had a miscarriage, his foundation has been very poor, and he was chilled all over his body in winter, and when he saw the hot soup, he immediately picked it up and drank it.

And Chu Nanyue didn't feel cold because she usually practiced martial arts, she frowned, instinctively didn't like the taste of this soup, so she just put it on the table and didn't move.

After Chu Nanxin drank half a bowl, he seemed to be a little unsatisfied, and seeing that Chu Nanyue didn't move, he urged: "Why doesn't my sister drink it?" My sister has never drunk such a delicious soup. ”

Chu Nanyue was a little curious when she heard this, as soon as she lifted the bowl, she heard a "pop", Chu Nanyue hurriedly looked over, and saw Chu Nanxin holding her abdomen and suddenly convulsed in pain.