Chapter Forty-Eight: Deep Guilt
Leaving Ling Qianyun and the hero both suspicious, looking at the back of Yingxue leaving in a hurry for a long time, I always felt that there seemed to be something wrong with Yingxue, but I couldn't say, what was wrong?
"Master, you said that this Yingxue girl, will you know the very strange woman you said?"
The hero suddenly raised his head suddenly, and said excitedly, as if he had discovered some great secret, his eyes were shining, and he looked at Ling Qianyun expectantly, waiting for Ling Qianyun to praise him.
Seeing the appearance of the hero, Ling Qianyun couldn't help but smile, his eyes turned slightly, and he also thought that it was not impossible to do so, but this kind of speculation ...... After all, there is no substantial evidence! It is not possible to jump to conclusions.
"I don't know, but you can see that Yingxue seems to be a little strange, maybe this matter really has nothing to do with her. In any case, let's see, since the woman came the first time, she will come a second time, and then we will know what the real reason behind this scene is. ”
However, Ling Qianyun really hoped that this matter had nothing to do with Yingxue......
Ling Qianyun looked at the withering and withering leaves not far away, and under the caress of a gust of breeze, the dead leaves on the tree fell faintly, smashing lightly on the ground, without a sound, silently saying goodbye to this world.
There was an unpredictable sound in Ling Qianyun's eyes, and the hero who watched was speechless for a while, so he could only frown, standing quietly aside and waiting silently.
……
An autumn rain fell suddenly, suddenly sweeping the whole world, Ling Qianyun stood in the house, looking at the drizzle in front of her.
I can't help but think of the Lin brothers and sisters who have no news again, these days, Ling Qianyun can dream of them every night.
The two siblings were not kneeling in ragged clothes, kowtowing to the passers-by one in order to pray for a little food or silver.
I just don't know which poor country they were trafficked to, and they were forced to do hard labor by bad people, and finally their sister and brother both died of overwork.
Every time at the end of the dream, Ling Qianyun's face would suddenly pop up in Ling Qianyun's mind!
Lin Duan's face was covered with blood, his eyes widened, and he asked her with a fierce expression:
"I died so tragically to save you. Then you have no comfort and comfort, and you don't care about the life or death of my two children, leaving them unsure of their life and death, I regret it! I hate! I shouldn't have saved you in the first place. ”
Lin's words, like sharp blades, pierced into Ling Qianyun's chest, making her breathe in pain.
Endless guilt and self-blame are like a big hand, pulling her into the endless abyss.
That sudden feeling of fear made Ling Qianyun suffer a lot.
Every time Ling Qianyun woke up suddenly, she would find that her pillow had been soaked with tears.
And Ling Qianyun's body was also extremely viscous, and the whole person was soaked with sweat, as if he had just been fished out of the water.
Ling Qianyun sat on the bed with a dull gaze, her eyes did not blink, and she remembered the scene in her dream vividly.
It felt like it was real, and it made her feel uncomfortable and painful.
When Ling Qianyun thought of these dreams she had in the past few nights, her heart felt as if someone had stuffed a ball of cotton, and she was out of breath.
When she went to bed at night, she didn't dare to fall asleep, for fear of having similar dreams again, and then waking up suddenly from fright and fear, Ling Qianyun was tormented by nightmares every day, which made her spirit break down a little.
The hero and Ying Xue also obviously noticed Ling Qianyun's abnormality, and asked Ling Qianyun with a concerned face several times What happened?
She has always been in a state of mind these days, not forgetting what is going on, even when there are people, she is obviously inattentive, staring into the distance, not knowing what is going on in her head.
But Ling Qianyun shook her head and said, "Nothing happened, it's just a bad mood." ”
When the hero and Yingxue saw Ling Qianyun say this, they only said that she was obviously prevaricating, but the hero and Yingxue did not break it, just nodded lightly, and went about their own affairs.
And the strange woman who sneaked up on Ling Qianyun that day and night never appeared again, as if the matter had come to an abrupt end. It's just an episode in Ling Qianyun's life.
At the beginning, Ling Qianyun was still a little uneasy, and every day before going to bed, he would tie a thin rope on the ground at the door of the room.
There were tiny bells hanging from the rope, if anyone was asleep, or when she was indulging in nightmares.
Then she secretly opened the door of her room, and the bell would make a burst of ringing, enough to wake Ling Qianyun from her dream.
Not only that, Ling Qianyun also set up some elaborate mechanisms in her house, if the woman didn't pay attention to it, she would be hit by her mechanism, and an arrow would hit her shoulder blade or calf.
The reason why Ling Qianyun designed it this way was because she also wanted to figure out what was going on with this matter, and before she figured it out, she didn't want to take someone's life so easily!
The blood on her hands has been stained enough, now that she is living a new life, on the premise of not wronging herself, Ling Qianyun chooses not to hurt the lives of others, so she tries her best not to hurt her.
However, what Ling Qianyun didn't expect was that she had seriously prepared so much, and the strange woman had not appeared since she disappeared from that day.
Ling Qianyun looked at the bell with silver thread at the door, which was already covered with a thin layer of dust, and couldn't help but feel a little lost.
Ling Qianyun found that she didn't seem to be able to completely control everything, and there were many things that she didn't expect, and she couldn't go smoothly without falling short.
The hero was also very puzzled by this, and talked to Ling Qianyun about it several times, but his face was full of puzzlement.
There was even a time when the hero asked if he wanted to ask Yingxue seriously, maybe he could ask something.
However, Ling Qianyun rejected the hero's suggestion at once. I only think that now they don't have any evidence to prove that Yingxue is related to this incident.
So it's better not to startle the snake first, maybe the woman is the master of calm personality, and she is secretly waiting for the opportunity, and she can't say if she is ready to go!
When the hero heard Ling Qianyun say this, he nodded approvingly.
One by one, they forgot about it.
However, until one night, Ling Qianyun woke up from a nightmare again.
Feeling a dry mouth, Ling Qianyun got up from the bed, came to the table and picked up the kettle and prepared to take a sip.
However, there was no water in the teapot, Ling Qianyun frowned and shook for a long time, there was not a drop of water in it, and she couldn't help but feel a little helpless.
Ling Qianyun put on her clothes again, and prepared to go downstairs to the small kitchen in the backyard to ask for water with those little guys.
However, when Ling Qianyun carried the kettle in her hand and slowly went downstairs in the dark.
found that in the middle of the night, Yingxue's room was still full of faint light.
Ling Qianyun was curious for a moment, and the ghost walked to the door of Yingxue's room by surprise, and saw the figure shaking inside.
The sound of struggle could be faintly heard, Ling Qianyun's heart tightened, and she suddenly screamed badly.
Ling Qianyun stretched out her finger and silently poked a hole in the tissue paper pasted on the window, looking through the hole.
Ling Qianyun saw that Ying Xue was tied to the bed at some point, with a ball of cloth stuffed in her mouth, her eyes closed tightly, and she continued to struggle with an extremely painful expression.
"Yingxue? Who did this? Don't cry, I'm here to save you. ”
Ling Qianyun immediately kicked open the door of Yingxue's room and strode in.
However, when Ling Qianyun came to Yingxue's bed, she looked around nervously, only to find that there was no other person around, let alone a fight.
An extremely strange feeling welled up in Ling Qianyun's heart, and she always felt that something was wrong.
Then when Ling Qianyun bent down and went to help Yingxue untie the ropes that bound her hands and feet.
Ling Qianyun found that Yingxue's eyes were tightly closed throughout the whole process, and the whole person seemed to be in a deep nightmare.
No matter how she called, Yingxue was struggling desperately, and her expression was extremely painful.
It wasn't until she saw the blood spilling from the corner of Yingxue's mouth and the knots that tied Yingxue's hands and feet that Ling Qianyun knew that it was not the gangster who tied Yingxue in the room.
Instead, Yingxue herself, stuffed a strip of cloth in her mouth, and tied herself in the room, just to prevent herself from biting herself or hurting others in a delirious way when she became ill.
And at this time, Ling Qianyun suddenly smelled the rich fragrance on Yingxue's body, which was the unique fragrance of the woman who sneaked into her room that day and wanted to assassinate her!
Ling Qianyun instantly understood that the woman who assassinated her was Yingxue!
However, all this was not Yingxue's original intention at all, and she didn't want to do that, but she couldn't control herself at all after the onset of the disease.
It's a bit like a variety of personalities, Yingxue shows her personality in front of them on weekdays, and her words and deeds are very normal.
However, once it is a certain situation, Yingxue's second personality will quietly appear, not only controlling her words and deeds, but also self-harming or hurting others.
Ling Qianyun panicked for a while, not knowing what to do. I could only watch Yingxue struggle in pain.
In the face of this kind of thing, she was powerless, seeing that Yingxue's color was getting worse and worse, and even her lips were white without a trace of blood.
Ling Qianyun was so anxious on the side, frowning vigorously that she muttered secretly, what should I do?
Then at this time, Yingxue's door was suddenly pushed open from the outside.
It turned out that the hero got up at night, and when he saw the light, he also came over by a ghost, and as soon as he walked to the door of the room, he saw that the door of the room that greeted the snow was hidden and not closed tightly.