Chapter 218: Aesthetics
However, I still enjoyed my time with him, no matter what he did, I just wanted to watch him quietly, and I wanted to go on like this, but I knew better than anyone that this good time could only be short-lived.
I wandered slowly beside him, but I didn't pay attention to the clothes he had dried on my body, and the warmth of being touched by the dry clothes made me come back to my senses for a moment, and at that moment, I really felt that I was the happiest woman in the world, but what could I do?
He is so gentle with this man, and his attitude towards women is so good, how can he not have a wife. And, it seems, their relationship must be pretty good, for he had just heard his servant say that he was buying something for Miss Pelle.
Although I admired him, I couldn't do that thing that destroyed other people's families, I didn't dare to talk to him at that time, because I was afraid, as soon as I opened my mouth, I would cry, or confess to him, I could only put on his clothes and sit aside,
Smelling the incense on his clothes. I really wish that this time could stop here, and let me be so quietly under the same roof with him, not caring about anything, regardless of his identity, family, and country,
I just want to be so quiet and stay with him, but, I can really only say, the sky is not beautiful, the rain just now was obviously heavy, it didn't stop in three moments, looking at the sky from cloudy to sunny, my heart couldn't help but be lonely, but what can I do? It's going to rain on this day, my mother is going to get married, this man is destined to keep him for a while and not for a lifetime.
I put his clothes where I made them, and then got up and saluted him, without waiting for Xie Yu to talk to me, maybe, everyone who has a crush on someone else is cowardly and humble, although my conditions are in Jiangnan, which is one of the best, but I really don't know the aesthetics of this Fan man.
When I got home, I was very sick, maybe because of the rain, or maybe because of the people I met during the rain, when they were sick. I really miss him, I think, I want to ask my father, to ask Xie Yu's family, and identity.
However, even if I am sick, I still have some sanity, my mother is still there, in addition to me, there is only one younger brother left in the family, if I am really desperate to marry this Fan country, then my mother will naturally not be able to accept it.
I comforted myself so calmly, and after recovering from a serious illness, I continued to be a tenacious and optimistic Qinyuan, but only in my heart. I know, how reluctant I was to that person, until that time, I didn't know his name, and my father ended his business in Fan Guo early.
Because my father really felt that his daughter was too unaccustomed here, if I stayed any longer, my father was worried that I would die in Fan Guoxiang, but how could I tell my father that I was in love with a Fan Guoren, and it was very likely that he had a wife.
In this way, I followed my father on the boat back to Jiangnan, I thought, maybe, after I go back, my father should give me a marriage, then this man, as my dream in Fanguo, a beautiful, strange and fascinating dream.
I thought it was all settled at this time, and I would never know his name, but at the docks, I met him, and he seemed to be sending someone, and I walked in front and plucked up my courage, thinking that this might be the last time we would see each other.
Before I walked to him, I listened to the people around him say, Childe, you send them away, then, what about your marriage? This is the marriage that the lord of the kingdom has set for you, and you have now sent your fiancée's father away. How can this be good?
You're stupid, aren't you? Even though this man is my fiancée's father, doesn't he also speak of my teacher? Do you think I don't know what my father is thinking? My father wanted me to marry the teacher's child, not because he wanted the teacher's people to support me. After I marry the teacher's child, I'm afraid that if I am a teacher, there will be no need to exist.
What's more, I don't plan to marry the teacher's child, I don't want my pillow person to marry because of political interests, and the person I marry should be the one I love.
Princess, do you know? How excited I was when I heard that he didn't have a wife and wasn't planning to marry his fiancée, I felt like my heart stopped beating at that moment. I forgot where I was, I knew, I cried with joy.
He turned around and saw me, as if a little surprised, without waiting for him to speak, I threw myself at him, I abandoned my reserve, kissed him on the cheek, and said to him, I like you, I know you may not like me, but it's okay, I'll come again.
With that, I ran away, Princess, you know what? It was the boldest time in my life, and I regretted it after kissing him, what should I do? Will he think that I am not reserved and do not look like a boudoir daughter.
After a few steps, I heard him call out to me. I didn't dare to turn back, I covered my face and turned my back to him, and I heard him say, Qinyuan! If you like me, you should ask my name, isn't it? Qin Yuan, my name is Xie Yu, I am waiting for you to come again.
He offered to tell me his name. Whether this means that he also has some feelings for me, I didn't dare to think about it anymore, after all, the boat back to my hometown with my father is about to sail. Xie Yu, this name is really good, and it also echoes his evaluation in my heart.
I feel that coming to Fan Guo is probably the most right thing I have done in my life. However, my vision came true, and sure enough. After I returned to Jiangnan, my mother had already set up to marry me, and it was no one else. It's my cousin.,Although my cousin is my childhood sweetheart.,The two have no guesses.,But,I really just treat him as an older brother.。 How can I marry him?
In the sixteen years since I was born, I had an argument with my mother for the first time, and my heart was stinging when I saw my mother's eyes red with anger.
However, for the sake of my happiness, I had to be ruthless, and I felt that it was time to confess to my mother.
I went to my mother's bedroom to find her, and I knew that my mother was still a little angry with me, but she forgave me. When I entered my mother's bedroom, I fell to my knees and didn't say anything, but kowtowed to my mother a few times.
Maybe my mother never saw me kowtow to her after I was ten years old, and my mother was a little panicked at that time, and she didn't even call the grandmother around her, so she came over to help me, but I broke free from my mother's support, and I said solemnly to this mother.
"Mother, the child is not filial, I am afraid that I will not be able to serve your old man in the future." My mother was astonished when she heard me, and maybe, she felt that I had run away from home for the sake of her marriage to my cousin, or something, and she said to me with tears in her eyes,
"Yuan'er, what are you talking about. If you really don't want to marry your cousin, your mother can't force you. What do you say you can't be loyal to your mother. Are you blaming your mother for giving you a marriage assignment? Yuan'er, as long as you don't leave your mother. Who do you want to marry in this Jiangnan. Mothers agreed. ”
At that time, I didn't understand my mother's mind, I just thought about it. Mother is really selfish, obviously she has a younger brother by her side, but she still wants me to accompany her, not to mention, this rare daughter is not far from marrying, her happiness is in Fan Kingdom, how can she let her mother be a stumbling block to her happiness. Now, as a mother, I can naturally understand the thoughts of mothers, and parents in the world do everything that is not good for their children.
However, at that time, I was blindfolded by the so-called love, and I said to my mother vigorously, "Mother, the child doesn't want to run away from home, the child is in Fanguo." has a sweetheart, and, maybe she has made a private decision for life, and the child decided that he will not marry in this life. ”
I was instigated by love, and I said cruel words to my mother who loved me the most, and even stabbed her in the heart. When my mother heard me, she was very sad. She may not have thought that her daughter, who has always been well-behaved, would say such things to herself for what love?
Marry Fan Guo? This source is not familiar with the life of Fan Guo. is so far away, lonely and helpless to marry Fan Guo, not to mention the question of whether to marry or not, if this Fan man does not have the heart to marry Yuan'er. And what if Yuan'er is planted in it with wishful thinking? Pity the hearts of parents all over the world, this mother who has always been soft and sick, for the so-called happiness of my unfilial daughter, resolutely plans to go to Fan Kingdom with me and my father.
Even though my father, younger brother, and aunt repeatedly blocked us, my mother still followed us without looking back, but when we arrived in Fanguo, my mother fell ill, and my mother's body was originally somewhat damaged after giving birth to my younger brother, but it was finally recovered in the past few years.
However, I think it is also because of this unadaptable reason, my mother's illness is always cured and sick, and the sick is cured again and again. Seeing my mother's already not very healthy body getting thinner and thinner, I finally realized my mistake, and I cried and begged my mother to go back, but my mother stubbornly said that she wanted to see me with the man I loved. She also wants to see what kind of daughter she can make such an excellent daughter and the man she longs for.
I waited anxiously for Xie Yu. However, I knew nothing of him except his name, and I saw that my mother was so thin that I had nothing to do but be anxious.
Finally, before I could run out of patience, he finally appeared, and at the inn where I lived, like an immortal who had once again rescued me from danger, he had appeared just too late. I thanked him for his timeliness and hated his late arrival. ”