[Before the long emotion, it is necessary for me to remind everyone that the whole content of the next article, the negative energy is a little dense, and friends who are worried about affecting their mood can click to skip it now. 】．

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First of all, I want to explain to you why this month has been almost a single change since the 10th.

Many people will wonder, is it that the author had a silver league last month, and by the way, he began to float? On the face of it, yes. But as the saying goes, there is no real empathy in this world. Friends in life, can't do it, let alone us across the Internet? How do you know what's really going on?

Now I'm going to tell you what I've been doing in the past six months. In addition to the daily work and code words, in the past half a month, I have also done one thing, that is, to buy a house.

Speaking of which, a thought will come to many people's minds, the author is so rich, he can buy a house.

If it were that simple, I wouldn't have "warned of negative energy" in front of me.

Let me tell you about the process of buying a house this time, and it can be regarded as leaving a "diary" for yourself, so as not to forget it later, because my memory is really bad.

It must be said that in front of me, I have a house. I was born in a rural area, and in 2017, I occupied the land. But I didn't become a nouveau riche, because our land is cheap, so cheap that you can't imagine it, a piece of land (ten acres) is only more than 400,000, less than 500,000, counting miscellaneous subsidies, barely able to 500,000? I haven't done the math, but I don't think so.

I have a little more than three acres of land, and I don't know the exact amount because I haven't planted it before. Even this land money that belongs to me, the process of getting into my hands is full of twists and turns, and the negative energy is even more explosive, so I won't talk about it here, it will affect everyone's mood, and it may also destroy the three views of some young friends.

Back to the point, at the beginning of 2018, I took the money and through some friends, I paid a down payment on my current house. Because I didn't understand anything, I entrusted it to others, and I was in a low mood at that time, and the whole person was in a state of 'decadence', and I almost didn't care about anything. In short, the final result was that after paying more than 100,000 yuan and carrying a monthly payment of 1,500 per month, I got a 'one-room' room. It is claimed to have forty square meters, but in fact...... You can imagine that there are multiple bathrooms in a college dormitory, which are almost that big.

The decoration is said to be 'simple', but it is more accurate to say 'the simplicity of the simple', what it looks like, you can imagine for yourself. IN THIS WAY, I MOVED TO CHANGCHUN, BECAUSE I WENT TO UNIVERSITY HERE, AND I WAS QUITE FAMILIAR, SO I SUCCESSFULLY FOUND A JOB AND STARTED THE LIFE OF A HOUSE SLAVE.

It's a strange city, and as a provincial capital, I suspect there won't be anyone poorer than this one. But relatively speaking, consumption is not small. Because the transportation is not very convenient, if you don't have a car, it is basically impossible to go anywhere you want. It's okay along the light rail, but the bus basically never arrives on time, and it may be because the planning line is unreasonable, there are overlapping parts, and the bus lines are always 'fighting', either slow and leisurely, or life and death speed, which makes people frightened. I have to mention here that the driving skills of the drivers here are really excellent, and there are almost no accidents, so you don't have to worry, safety can still be guaranteed.

Moreover, it seems that everyone's comparison is heavier, and the pressure of 'human affection' is relatively large, and if you want to do something, if there is no 'person', it is basically destined to spend more time and money.

All in all, in my mind, it's a place that stresses me out. However, compared to my previous situation, although the place where I live is very small, and the mortgage and other messes are unsatisfactory, I am still very happy. After all, this habitat is mine, and I can afford to raise it. In June 2018, in order to have an extra income, I chose to write. At first, I thought that it would be nice to be able to pay the manuscript fee monthly, so that I would have a lot less stress.

At the beginning of the first few beginnings, there was no news, until "Datang Technician" is the fifth book.

The results of this book exceeded my expectations, and I finally had a little savings in addition to living expenses and mortgage. But I'm still anxious because I'm always worried about a lot of things, such as how long the book will last, whether readers will like the plot, why the follow-up has dropped, and whether the editor will recommend it this week...... And so on, a whole bunch of questions.

At the same time, the problems in reality also make me anxious. I'm not a good social person, so I'm always in a state of 'unsociables'. For example, if a female colleague's husband buys her a bag, everyone will say something like "Your husband is really rich, and your husband loves you so much...... But I can't say it, because I think it has something to do with me. At this time, I didn't speak, and this female colleague would slant at me, probably dissatisfied.

She didn't know that when she was carrying her, the same people said that her bag was fake, that her husband was pretending to be forced, that she had no money and was pretending to be rich...... I still don't want to participate in discussions like this, because I think it has something to do with me! At this point, something even more speechless happened. These people who speak ill of people behind their backs, because I am not involved, think that I will go to the snitch...... Look at me with even stranger eyes.

I just can't figure it out, it's so hard to socialize. I don't want to talk even if I don't do it?

Back to business.

In this way, the days passed day by day, and it came to the Spring Festival in 2019.

I went home during the Spring Festival, and like everyone else, I couldn't escape the "fatal trifecta". What do you do? How much do you earn? When will you get married?

My job is very ordinary, and there is no place for pretending. How much money does it make, four thousand, and it's completely a younger brother. Although I also have some income from writing, but when I said that I wrote, my relatives and friends looked at me with a kind of "are you not having anything to say", and then said in a very pitiful tone, "Ah, write, I've heard of it." It's well written, it's a cultural person. ”

It was as if I was lying, and it was so uncomfortable that I didn't say anything about it since.

As for the third question, when will you get married......

Every time I was silent.

Is a forty-square-meter house slave also worthy of marriage? I'm not a map cannon, but in our environment, a girl who is a little too good-looking, if she doesn't ask you for a 200,000 dowry, the full RV is already a conscience. You still have a mortgage for forty square meters, if there is really a girl to marry you, unless this girl is crooked and cracked, there is something wrong, or she is really stupid, otherwise she is willing, and her parents will have to die.

After the Spring Festival, I was a little autistic. I was thinking, what am I going to do?

So in March, I riveted a lot of energy, and my idea at that time was, if I can make a breakthrough in writing, I will order 10,000 yuan, I will earn 100,000 yuan a month, and I will earn a million yuan a year, I will buy a house and a car, and find a beautiful wife, and the problem will be solved.

However, this is destined to be a dream. At the beginning of March, the average booking fell rapidly. I updated one chapter and dropped five of them because there were so few new additions. By the middle of the month, the order had dropped to two thousand five, and to be honest, I felt cold when I was typing.

But that's what I'm good at, even if I feel cold. I can also persevere, because I have been very 'tough' since I was a child, a strong seed in my bones. Maybe I really can't, but I don't give up when someone says I can't, or when I just realize that I can't. Even if I give up, I will hold on until others are not paying attention, or I myself are desperate, and silently give up. The act of licking the wound will never be seen by anyone.

So, my choice is not to give up. I chose to code words while listening to the song "Cool Cool". Then in the middle of the month, the "Daily Guide" recommendation came, ushering in the first outbreak of "Datang Technician", and the number of new subscriptions increased by 120,000 in three days. Then a silver light flashed in the "stubborn little king", and the silver alliance brought another 50,000 collections, and in the scolding of a group of trolls, "Datang Technician" was finally excellent.

This is something I didn't expect at all.

At the beginning of April, the average was 3,000 and a little bit, on the verge of precariousness.

I value this hard-won achievement, so I thought, I must add more, I must add more. In the first few days, I did. But on the 8th, I got a phone call. It is said that our family is building a new city, near the experimental primary school, there is a real estate to be sold, and I was asked if I was interested, and the house price was about 5,000.

You may think, is there still a house of 5,000 in this era? It's so cheap.

I want to tell you that this is a northeastern county town, and it is now called a 'district'. In the first two years, the house price was the most expensive, 3,550 square meters. In just two or three years, it has risen by 1,500. Do you still think this ratio is cheap?

It's much cheaper than where I live now, though.

I calculated that if the house I live in now is sold, it will increase by nearly 501 square meters compared to when I bought it. Although it is small and not a school district house, it is close to the light rail and it is still convenient to get to work. And I, facing the most garbage school district house in Changchun, also has a housing price of more than 12,000, with my current income, even if I have a family in the future, I am afraid that I will have to take three light rail stops a day to send my children to school.

Everyone advised me to stay here, after all, it is a provincial capital. But I've been living here for a year, and I really don't feel the slightest sense of happiness except for anxiety and inexplicable discomfort. After a few days of hesitation, I decided to sell it anyway, go back to the county (district), and buy the 5,001 square meter school district house that was delivered in October this year.

In the past ten days, I have been running this thing. The day before yesterday I said at the end of the chapter that I was going to do a big thing, and this is the big thing. Yesterday, I went to pay the down payment, and my current house has been sold, and I borrowed 10,000 yuan from a friend, barely enough to make up. I'm still in this house, and with three days to go, I'll have to get out of here. To be honest, there was a lot of reluctance suddenly.

I rented a house for another half a year, because I can't quit my job now. My plan is to work for another half a year, and then when the house over there comes down, I will go back to the county (district) and find a way. If you save up your salary and manuscript fee, you should be able to pay for the move-in. There must be no money for decoration for decoration, so let's live in the rough house first. I just paid the deposit for renting a house, and I still have three hundred and seven in my pocket, which is all my assets now.

When you read this, you will definitely wonder why you don't ask your parents and relatives for help.

I don't want to go into the details of the reason, because it's very uncomfortable. It's not that I don't want to look for it, and it's not that I haven't looked for it. But when I was looking for my mom, my mom said what did your dad say? My dad said, your mom has the money to find your mom.

Hehe......, my parents are like this, who else can I find? I'm also very envious of other cousins and cousins who buy houses, this one for 20,000 yuan, and the other for 30,000 yuan. But there's no way, I'm thin-skinned, and I can't afford such a big favor, so I still can't do it, just think about it, look at people's faces, and beg people with a smile.

No one is looking for it. It's not arrogant, it's stiff, it's a big seed, it's a day to be able to stand up, and if you can't bend over, you won't bend over.

I did everything myself. Now everyone can understand, why has it been changed in the past few days? To be honest, I can do more, I don't think it's easy, it's not easy. But this is not an excuse or a reason, as an author, I have not done my duty this month, I admit. But I ...... I really can't help it.

The process of buying a house is also uncomfortable.

As I said earlier, in this environment, you have to have 'someone' to do anything. Buying a house is naturally the same, and the price that people get is much cheaper than that of a 'little white man' like me. Often they are not short of this money, but I, a poor man, have no money and poor money, and I can't save money.

And because I don't know much about the house, I look like a fool when I enter the sales office. What people say, I believe. I don't understand what to say. In the end, I bought a westernmost fourth floor, and the first floor is still a shop.

There are too many unsatisfactory places, but the money has been paid, and it can't be changed...... Oops, it's uncomfortable. However, there are good places to go. I don't have to live in 40 square meters anymore, the new house is two rooms, more than twice the size. Of course, the monthly payment is also more, two thousand five per month. To be honest, I don't know if I can afford this building in the future, take one step at a time, my head is now wooden, and I can't think about it so much.

I don't know if I made the right choice, but I did. I did it, and it was too late to regret it, so it could only be like this.

I was going to tell you about it yesterday, but I've been hesitant to tell you about it. But I, no one really said. When you need help, you will know what your score is in the hearts of others, and the answer I get is 'ZERO'. But fortunately, I still have a few readers after all, and I'm still writing after all, so I'm lucky to be able to tell you about it.

This text isn't selling badly, and I don't need any extra help. The fact that you can subscribe to a few more chapters is the biggest help for me.

Finally, thank you for being with me for so long.

2019.04.28。 Yang Bi was written a day after buying a house.