Chapter 16: Moonlight

After the dismissal, my father and mother couldn't stay longer, so I hurriedly sent them out of the palace gate, and I hurriedly went to find the queen mother, and as soon as I entered the door, I heard Aunt Shang Lan scolding Jiulan.

“…… Who is she showing here! She is also going to come to your birthday banquet, the woman looks like a fox, Xiao Qiding has no good intentions! ”

"Okay, don't shout, you see Yue'er is here, you're saying, she's going to be annoyed."

I bowed down, "The concubine doesn't dare." ”

"What are you doing here according to these rituals, come here, give a seat."

As soon as my buttocks hit the stool, it began: "Queen Mother, Yue'er came to the palace maid on the way to report that she had already checked a little eyebrows, this woman is indeed an orchid, she used to be very famous in a folk dance workshop, and then she was ransomed, and then she actually entered another restaurant, and then came to Jiulan Mansion, so there is today's play." ”

The Queen Mother nodded and said, "Don't believe it all, this news may also be fake, what are you going to do with that woman." ”

"If the source is not clear, the concubine naturally can't be sent to His Majesty, the concubine always feels that Jiu Lan is plotting more than this, Yue'er wants to draw out Jiu Lan's purpose through this woman."

After chatting with the Queen Mother for a long time, I left the Queen Mother's dormitory, and Xiao Quanzi told me that His Majesty was looking for me, and the comparison was all passed on, and I went to the Qinzheng Palace upside down.

As soon as I entered the door, I didn't even have to ask for peace, etiquette or anything, he asked with a slashed face: "Why don't you come to me first, what are you going to do with the queen mother?" ”

You're sick! Today is the Queen Mother's field! Why did I come to you, all the moths today are because of you, and you blame me when I go to make amends for you?

I think so, but I don't dare to say that.

"The concubine saw that the queen was not in good shape today, and wanted to hurry up to serve the queen mother for ~Majesty~xia~, the concubine looked at His Majesty's daily face today, and she was full of anger when she questioned the concubine, thinking that she was very healthy, so she naturally had to take care of the queen mother first."

Small, I'll choke you.

He stared at me for a moment and snorted coldly, "What are you going to do, woman?" ”

It's still the same as at the banquet, I can't figure out his intentions, thinking that it's better to say what is in my heart, so I replied directly: "The concubine plans to find out the details first, and if the purpose of Chajiulan is really innocent, if Your Majesty likes it, it will be a pastime for Your Majesty." ”

I thought that the answer was decent, but I didn't expect him to get angry, and he slapped the table: "Do you really want me to accept her?!" ”

As soon as I saw that the situation was wrong, I immediately knelt down and replied: "The concubine is speechless, this kind of woman of unknown origin must not be able to accept the grace of the king, it is the concubine who is confused, and when the concubine finds out, she will find a reason to expel herself from the palace!" ”

I bowed down, and as soon as I looked up, I bumped into his meaningful eyes, he looked at me, and I looked at him.

His eyes were dim, he walked from the back of the case to me, the candle flame was left behind him, I couldn't see his expression clearly, he raised his hand to help me up, I was surprised in my heart, I remember that he didn't seem to have helped me, and he didn't help others.

He only helped Sun Miaohua.

Sun Miaohua.........

Why is she gone, and she still appears invisibly in my life, she has been gone for almost half a year, but there seems to be the breath of Concubine Bahu in the harem, and even when she is about to forget, there can be a long dancing girl to her, and she is still in my palace.

I didn't get tired of her, I just sighed that maybe she was living in everyone's life in another way.

His Majesty had already walked to the window with his back to me, and I shook my head, shook off my previous thoughts, and looked at his back.

He is also very sad, since Sun Miaohua left, no one in the palace dared to mention this person in front of His Majesty, but today he saw that face directly, Jiu Lan must be angry with him.

I wondered what he would ask me, whether it was to ask her why she looked so much like Concubine De, or if it was to be on the sidelines.

We both stood for a long time, and he took a deep breath, "I regret it. ”

I'm a little confused, "What...... What the? ”

He turned his head, but he didn't look at me, lowered his head, and frowned slightly in the moonlight, "I regret that kick." ”

I took a breath and understood what he was talking about, the angry kick that almost directly caused Sun Miaohua's miscarriage.

For the first time in a few months, he told me about her, and he said he regretted it.

Like a dragonfly touching water, like someone's hand pinching my heart, a thousand words blocked my mouth.

He seems to be upset.

I want to open my mouth to persuade him, I want to say that it's okay Your Majesty, it's not your fault.

I want to say, Your Majesty, after all, it was she who failed your favor.

But a thousand words stuck in my mouth. I wanted to comfort him but I couldn't even say half a word, the Queen Mother once said that I was a sharp-tongued person, and now I feel that I am really stupid.

I stood helpless, and I just wanted to say a word of comfort to him, even if it was a word.

As a result, after holding back for a long time, he grinded and chirped out the sentence "concubine". For a moment, I was decadent, I was in a hurry, and I was so anxious that I wanted to spin in place.

I couldn't see what I looked like, but His Majesty smiled.

"How can the queen blame herself, it is me who should blame herself." After saying that, he still smiled faintly and looked at the moon.

I was stunned and blurted out, "Your Majesty! Are you still thinking about Concubine De? "I immediately regretted it after saying that, what am I talking about?!

But instead of getting angry, he thought about it for a while, turned his head to look at me, and said, "I didn't think much about it." ”

I was stunned, but I didn't mean anything?

But he asked me rhetorically, "If those things are handled in a different place, and the queen becomes a concubine, how will you deal with it?" ”

I didn't think about it: "Naturally, it was a head-butting death, and it would be best if I could take King Ning away before I died." "That's what I thought.

He smiled a little deeper, and praised, "The queen is worthy of being born in the Fu family and has integrity." ”

After saying that, he took a step in my direction and walked into the shadows, I couldn't see his expression, I only heard him say: "Then the queen also thinks that Concubine De is greedy for the glory of being a side concubine and doesn't tell me, or her so-called love for me, so she continues to ......."

I suddenly realized, it turned out that he was talking about this, I was silent, I pitied her, sighed that it was not easy for her, but for me, I did hit my head and died. Concubine De did not die, perhaps there is an element of reluctance and favor in it.

I took a breath and looked at His Majesty, and I thought that today I would simply talk about what was in my heart, and it would be regarded as removing one of his knots.

"From the concubine's point of view, the concubine does not agree with her approach, but if the concubine thinks that she is a person who is greedy for wealth and nobility..."I raised my head, "No." ”

"Oh? Why? "I could see his piercing gaze in the dark.

"In this world, everyone's thoughts, personalities, thoughts, and education are different, so everyone's first thing is also different. The concubine was educated by her father since she was a child, and she had to be a person who was right and straight.

At present, the concubine is in the middle of the palace, and in the heart of the concubine, the discipline of the harem is the responsibility of the concubine, and it must be put in the first place. Your Majesty, as a Ming monarch, naturally puts the people of the world first. ”

I paused, "Some people put money first, some people put glory first, some people put love first, but there are more people in the world who put their lives first."

There are people who have died to show their will, there are people throughout the ages, but not everyone can know that Concubine De has not been taught her right and wrong since she was a child, and what she can grasp from childhood to adulthood is only life and money.

In the face of the coercion of the gangsters, no matter how unwilling she is, she also puts the preservation of herself in the first place, and of course she inevitably enjoys the honor and favor given to her by His Majesty. ”

"The queen said so much, does she want to say that Concubine De's current ending is due to education?" He took another step forward.

"Your Majesty, the concubine said before that she had you in her heart, and when King Ning did not fall, she did not pass on anything, which also proves that Concubine De is a poor person, not a completely good person, nor a big traitor, she is just an ordinary person."

I simply opened the conversation box and said everything I wanted to say, "Although the concubine was not tired of her before, she did not approve of many of her practices. The fold of her impeachment was sent to His Majesty like snowflakes.

It is true that the palace maid should be punished for doing something wrong, but it will not be killed, and the concubines should be controlled, but His Majesty said that if she does not pursue it, the concubines have no choice. ”

"Are you resentful of me and shielding her?"

"The concubine is saying that the concubine is not very similar to her thoughts. The concubine helped her speak before, because the concubine felt that she was really pitiful, not because she ended up pitiful, because her fate was pitiful, and the concubine did not approve of her approach, but this was due to her education, and the concubine did not hate her.

Miaohua is sad, pathetic, pitiful, but not hateful. ”

He was silent.

I took a deep breath and asked, "Your Majesty and the concubine have said so much, why did you regret it earlier?" "I really don't understand his attitude anymore.

He breathed a sigh of relief, regained his smile, walked up to me, and said, "Sorry, sorry, pitiful, not hateful." ”

The heart paused, and the thoughts were very chaotic, making people confused. Before I could figure out what this emotion was, I heard him say, "Thank you, Queen, I didn't expect that I was in a high position, and I didn't see it thoroughly without the Queen." ”

"Your Majesty's praise."

"The queen's name is Jiao Yao?"

He was stunned when he said it so suddenly. Why did you suddenly say my name? I just nodded in a daze.

"Is there any small print?"

Damn it! I've been married to you for so long and you don't even know my little words?

I was suddenly angry and didn't feel anything, I lowered my head and glanced at him secretly, so I had to answer obediently: "Concubine Xiaozi Yue'er." I raised my eyes and crashed into his smile.

What's wrong with him today? Why does his smirk look ...... So...... Gentle?!

Puzzled, he patted me on the shoulder, "Late at night?" The queen wants to rest in my bedchamber? ”

My whole body instantly stiffened, I gasped, hurried, turned around and ran away. On the way back, calm down, and take advantage of the moonlight, I have figured it out.

He's finally relieved.