CHAPTER XXXVI

When An Nianrong heard from Sasha that Luo 'Men' intended to withdraw from the operation unit, she subconsciously sat up from the 'bed' and looked at Sasha in surprise. Sasha propped her cheeks in her hands and looked lazily at her freshly painted toenails from the waterfall of blonde hair.

"Do you need to be so surprised?"

This was a very important decision for her, or rather, Luo Men could not decide where she went without her consent. He should be the first to inform himself of this intention instead of telling others first, of course, Luo 'Men' himself may not have realized that he is inseparable from the Thirteenth Office, so he still regards himself as an outsider.

"No, it can't be." An Nianrong snorted from her nose. "It's one thing for him to think about it, and it's up to me to decide whether he can do it."

"I think it's his freedom. If he's going to go, then you can only let him go. "Sasha certainly supports Ro'mon's decision." Once someone like him makes such a decision, there must be a good reason behind it. We all know that an operative inevitably begins to go downhill at a certain stage, and fading out is the best outcome. If you don't want to see him crumble, agree to his request. ”

"Rommon is still in his prime, I'm absolutely sure of that." An Nianrong interrupted Sasha with a gaffe. "I'm not going to allow him to quit, at least not right now, and I need him more than ever."

"I don't think there's anything you can do with him, Martha." Sasha narrowed her eyes like a cat. "You didn't have anything to do with him from the beginning, and I saw that in Washington, and you told me you didn't like him."

"Sasha, now is not the time to talk about this." An Nianrong has regained her composure. "I think he did things so casually maybe just because he hadn't found his sense of belonging since he was disbanded from Unit 128. He's too laissez-faire with himself, and of course we can indulge him, but that's not a responsible thing to do, and I'm certainly not going to agree with it, and I'm not going to allow you to support him. ”

"You know I like him, and I can't help but support him no matter what he does, especially when he just asks not to go on any more missions, which is not too much." Sasha shrugged her shoulders and winked her blue eyes at An Nianrong. "If he doesn't go on a mission, we'll have time to spend more time with each other."

"Sasha!" Stretching her voice, An Nianrong looked at her with disgust. "Although Luo 'Men' is not married, he is already a family man, he has a 'girlfriend' friend, and a baby is about to be born, you can't be a third party. In China, this is a very despicable act. ”

"I'm not Chinese. Although I work for the Chinese, my soul is not. Sasha looked at An Nianrong and smiled. All I know is that I live a lonely life, and I don't know when danger will come and when life will end, so I want to make myself better. This is not too much to ask. As for whether I make others sad or not, I don't care at all now, I like Romon, I just want to be with him. ”

An Nianrong looked at Sasha sadly, and then slowly hugged this childhood friend who was also her only good friend in her arms. Sasha doesn't work for ideals and doctrines, she works for hatred, such a person can be trusted at work, and in life she is a problem person in the eyes of the world. She knew everything that happened to Sasha, so she was able to understand Sasha's thoughts.

"But you have to know that people like Luo 'Men' are very good at making 'women' sad." An Nianrong put her face on Sasha's face. "I'm afraid that not only will you not get the happiness you want in this relationship, but it will make you sad."

Sasha kissed An Nianrong on the face loudly.

"All I need is your support. Do you know? I don't know what Romen's 'girlfriend' looks like, but as long as you don't participate in the competition, I have nothing to worry about. She gently pressed her forehead against An Nianrong's forehead. Only you will make me feel threatened in the affairs of 'women', my little Martha. ”

An Nianrong's phone rang suddenly, startling both of them. An Nianrong took the phone, got up and walked to the corner of the room. Sasha rolled over and lay down on the 'bed', holding her feet high and continuing to admire her toes in the light. Her legs were long and plump, and her sun-tanned skin shone with a golden sheen. In every sense, Sasha is entitled to pursue the happiness she demands.

"Is this your boyfriend?" Sasha asked her aloud.

Of course it was Chu Jiangnan, who called at this time, except that he was a matter of work, An Nianrong would rather be called. Hearing Chu Jiangnan's voice, she let out a long breath of relief.

"What's the matter with you at this time?"

"This work 1 6k exclusive text version debuted, may not be reproduced without consent, excerpts, more latest and fastest chapters, please visit.16! I had just come back from outside, and I suddenly remembered that you told me that you needed someone to manage your department, and I happened to have a classmate who was going to be transferred out of the department, and I thought he could help you. Chu Jiangnan's voice was a little drunk. You can rest assured that this person's background is also sufficient. ”

An Nianrong smiled.

"Do you remember that?"

"My wife's words are holy decrees, and I take them to heart all the time." Chu Jiangnan laughed, and then burped. If it weren't for the drinking, he wouldn't have said such presumptuous words.

An Nianrong's face turned red.

"Who's your wife? Are you drinking too much right now? Drink some tea and go to bed, we'll talk about that tomorrow. Sasha is back and we have a lot to say today. ”

She did need a deputy to manage the day-to-day affairs of the center, but now that things have changed, since it is likely that Luo 'Men' will retire from the operation force, Luo 'Men' may be able to take over the position. Even if it's not Luo 'Men', she wants Sasha to take over, Sasha is capable, and no one knows her details, which is good for the work of the 13th Office.

"I have sent my resume to your work mailbox, you can reply to me as soon as possible after reading it, my classmate is very sought-after, if you don't want him, don't delay others to find another job." Chu Jiangnan yawned heavily. "By the way, my mom asked if you were satisfied with the new house."

"Didn't I say I didn't want them to give us a house?" An Nianrong frowned. "We can't live in our current houses, and we don't do real estate, who will take care of those houses?"

"Go and tell my old lady, wife." Chu Jiangnan laughed. "This is their mind, whether you want it or not is your business, whether you send it or not is their business."

"Can't you make it clear to the old man?" An Nianrong shook her head dissatisfiedly. The Chu family is already arranging their marriage, and An Nianrong can't 'take' the time herself, but it seems that it is impossible to count on Chu Jiangnan. Chu Jiangnan is exquisitely outside, and when she goes home, she is the shopkeeper, after all, she is an only child, and the mother of the Chu family will not support her baby son like her.

"I'll see you later, I'll go to Hong Kong for a meeting in two days, and I'm going to see you."

Chu Jiangnan kissed the phone hard again before hanging up.

An Nianrong put down the phone and saw Sasha lying on the 'bed', looking at herself carefully.

"What? The first day you saw me? ”

"Now I believe you didn't lie to me." Sasha relaxed, rolled over and lay down. "You have a boyfriend, according to you, even if you like Luo 'Men', you can't come and rob me."

"Not everyone likes Rom as much as you do." An Nianrong smiled dumbly. "Silly girl."

"Why don't you like him?" Sasha suddenly sat up and looked at An Nianrong seriously.

"If you don't like it, you don't like it, so what's the other reason." An Nianrong got under the 'bed' sheet. "That's why there are so many men in the world, nature gives us choices."

"Then I have to say, you have a really bad taste for men." Russians are Russians, and once they get serious, they have to make things clear. Sasha is fluent in Chinese and can even think like a Chinese, but at times, she is as stubborn as the Russians.

"Do we have to talk about men all night?" An Nianrong sat up in frustration.

"You're a good friend of mine, and of course I have to tell you what is on my mind." Sasha sat up as well. "You don't want to know why I like Romon?"

An Nianrong didn't know what it was like in her heart. Honestly, she didn't want to know why, she didn't even want to think about these things, but Sasha was a good friend of hers, and even if she didn't like it, she had to listen to it.

"Then tell me what impressed you." An Nianrong brushed her hair behind her ears and looked at Sasha seriously.

"It's his eyes."

Sasha rested her chin on her knees and looked sideways at An Nianrong, with a little nostalgia on her face.

"He's quiet, but he doesn't have to speak, his eyes tell you everything. Being watched by such a pair of eyes, you will feel that you will always be in his care. He cares more about how the people he cares about will feel and is always willing to go through it with you. That's the impression he made of me. He, like the other men in your life, comes to your heart and leaves, but every time you recall the past, the first thing that comes to your mind is him. You won't be surprised when he appears next to you, but when he's gone, you feel like the whole world has changed. How do you define a good man? I don't know, but I do know that what I like is Romon. ”

Her eyes suddenly filled with tears.

"When Valodya left me, I thought there would never be a man in this world to make me feel like I was alive. You say he's in love with another 'woman'? That won't affect me, I'm going to give myself and he'll make the choice himself. You have to ask me which one do I care more about when choosing 'right or wrong' or 'my own feelings'? Then I'll tell you, to hell with 'right or wrong'. ”

An Nianrong was deeply moved by her words. Sasha is no ordinary 'woman', she is between men, she can cope with an unbearable environment for men, and she certainly has a deeper view of things than most 'women'. An Nianrong knows more about the 'female' people around her, each of them seems to have low requirements for their men, just asking for "love me wholeheartedly", but even An Nianrong has to admit that a man's "wholehearted love" may be completely different from the "wholehearted love" they imagined.

Ordinary 'women' are lucky 'women' who can pick and choose between their love and men, and although this will cause their love and men to depreciate quickly, it is their right. One must accept the fact that if there is truly perfect love, it must belong only to the truly selfish. Love is always mutilated, helpless, and can only grow old because it is incompleteness and perfection.

An Nianrong herself can't say that she is willing to be with Chu Jiangnan, is it because she "likes" being with Chu Jiangnan or because she realizes that she "must" be with Chu Jiangnan? Is true love like the feeling between her and Chu Jiangnan or should it be like the feeling between Sasha and Luo 'Men'? Which is more like true love, sensible love or irrational 'obsession'?

She gently rubbed Sasha's shoulder, as if to use this movement to transmit her power through.

She has to support her good friend. Sasha is right, which is more important, "right or wrong" or "your own feelings"?

"Ro'mon won't know about the conversation between us, never will." There was a hint of resentment in Sasha's voice. "I've never heard him say how he feels about me, I'm just worried that I don't have any place in his heart."

She smiled and wiped tears from her face.

"He's a goddamn spy, and maybe it's all a deliberate illusion he created, so maybe it's not worth it to hurt him like that. I don't even know what I'm talking about, Martha, do you think I'm bored? ”

"No, you're not bored at all." An Nianrong gently hugged her friend. "You're just too blunt."

I wish I could be as blunt as you, she thought silently.

What then came to her mind was that Romen could not be withdrawn from the operational forces, at least not now. She won't talk to Luo 'Men' about this, the world shouldn't just revolve around someone, if there is, that person should also be herself and not Luo 'Men', and she will do all kinds of things to keep Luo 'Men' from leaving. Doesn't he have a way? Then An Nianrong has to see if he has enough methods for himself. In the past, the open and secret battles between the two seemed to have ended in the victory of Luo 'Gate', An Nianrong didn't like this feeling, and now she definitely couldn't let go of the opportunity to have a possible draw.

She just doesn't like the feeling that it's Luo 'Gate' who is dominant among the two.