Chapter 455: Boudoir Self-Pity

Han Donglang shook his head and said: "You understand the mistake, I mean to delay her beautiful youth, if it weren't for the fact that we love each other too deeply and too strongly, so thick that it can't be dissolved, she must have been a good wife and mother of someone else's family a long time ago." It's not a matter with you, whether there is a cold moon or a cold star between me and you, it is impossible to hold hands, please respect yourself and love yourself, and don't mention to me that you like or love anything from now on, I will be disgusted when I hear it. ”

Qian Wanru pretended to be angry and said: "But your eyes leaked the message of love, your body trembled restlessly, and the scene when we usually interacted, I remember it vividly." Once something happens to my family, you are the first to come to see me, comfort me, and ask me long and short questions, for fear that I will be physically hurt and mentally stimulated. If you don't like me and don't care about me, would you care so much about my safety? All the facts prove that you like me, and you don't need to argue and run away. ”

Han Donglang pushed away her hands, and said falsely: "I came to Qionglong City to meet you, it is the happiness of half my life, in my life, you are half of my world, I dare not expect to be the whole of your life, I hope you will find the person you want to marry as soon as possible." ”

Qian Wanru chased after her and said: "You are my crush, my Prince Charming, the other half of my dreams, even if I am your lover, or a concubine, I am willing and happy, I only hope that you can accept me, marry me into the cold mansion, I can give birth to a dozen children, and people will be prosperous in the future, what a beautiful life it should have!" Would you like to? ”

Han Donglang's head shook like a rattle, and he said solemnly, "I don't want to." Life is short, along the way, how many like-minded confidants can you meet? We are already very content to be friends by fate. Do you know how grateful I am to you this time if you are willing to go with me to the border to investigate the case, and you will have to walk side by side in your life-and-death border battle? When I heard that you were going to join the Border Investigation Team, I was filled with joy. Time may be fleeting, but you have no idea how excited I am! ”

Qian Wanru heard him say so many heartfelt words in one breath, and in an instant, tears welled up in her eyes, and once again hugged his waist and said gently: "Donglang, marry me!" I will be your most powerful assistant, the only good wife in the world, whether it is life or work, I will take care of you comfortably. As long as I can serve you, even if I am a concubine, I am willing, and the horse is the first to look forward. ”

Han Donglang pushed away her embrace, looked directly at her and said sternly: "Don't daydream, face the reality, although I have a wife and concubine, I only have a cold moon and cold stars in my heart, except for the cold moon and cold stars, I will never marry another third woman." ”

Qian Wanru suddenly burst into tears and said, "You are wrong, it should be the fourth woman, and Leng Yue Hanxing is the third woman." If you really feel embarrassed, you don't have to marry me, just agree to me to be your lover, you take me everywhere, the world is home, no matter where you go, I will follow you and accompany you for the rest of your life, okay? ”

Han Donglang said categorically: "No, this woman who follows me and never abandons me is only Leng Yue and Han Xing, and there is no second woman." If you go to the border because of me, it's not worth it, and you won't be rewarded for your efforts. The fate between people is met in life and lost in life. Some people and you, also had a heart-to-heart relationship, and also helped each other, and then with the barrier of space and the passage of time, the fate also changed from strong to light, from light to end, as for nothing. ”

Qian Wanru said disheartenedly: "I didn't expect you to be so ruthless and unrighteous, I have lived until now, and it is I who reject men, not men who reject me." What's more, the men I rejected were all Ling Lang, all of them were handsome and free, only eight buckets tall, they had to have good looks, they had to be tall, they had to be talented, they had martial arts, no matter what they were, they were much better than you. ”

Han Donglang laughed and said: "Then why do you want to pursue me, an old man who has a wife and a concubine and a lover, aren't you cheap?" Masochism? Have you nothing to do? ”

Qian Wanru pear blossom said with rain: "Yes, I am cheap, I have no one to ask for it, I want to marry you, I have a fancy for your official position, Dali Sizhi, Minister of Qincha, I dream of being an official wife." And these Linglang who I rejected are missing official positions, and there are many others, and they are all better than you, do you hear clearly? ”

Han Donglang said sadly and lonely: "I can't hear clearly, I'm full of cold moon and cold stars, and I can't listen to any woman's words." I just want to advise you now, please listen to it and remember, be cautious in your words and deeds, and don't easily say a few words like or love to any man, like and love are very heavy, sometimes it will be so heavy that you can't carry it, can't hold it, can't carry it, can't pick it up, once you say it, you will be responsible for it for a lifetime. Just as I said three words to the cold moon and cold star, since I said three words to her - I love you, I will be responsible for her to the end until I ascend to heaven. "Good Chinese

Qian Wanru choked up and said, "In this way, I have no chance to get your like, let alone love." Even if I give it to you, you will refuse to accept it. I can't squeeze out the cold moon and cold star in your heart even if I rack my brains, can I? ”

Han Donglang nodded and said: "Yes, I don't deserve you to do this, there is no shortage of excellent Linglang in the official office, you let go of me and focus on the unmarried Linglang, there must be someone who meets your requirements." I advise you not to love the wrong person because you are lonely, and don't be lonely for a lifetime because you love the wrong person. Hurry back and do what you want! ”

Qian Wanru burst into tears and said: "I don't believe that your heart is harder than a stone and colder than ice. Not long after you came to Qionglong City, I came to the government office to sneak a glance at you, and you had unconsciously entered my life, like a fresh breeze with sunshine, burrowing into a dim room. I'm not going to stop there, believe it, we'll see. ”

Han Donglang said indifferently: "Even so, I can only say sorry, you and I have no chance in this life, if you force a love that doesn't belong to you, then even friends can't be a friend." I can only implore you to forget about me as soon as possible and start the next relationship. ”

Qian Wanru said aggressively: "Since I am desperately in love with you, I will not give up easily, no matter what my personality does, I will not give up until I achieve my goal." I don't have the word failure in my dictionary, I don't believe in fighting the cold moon and cold stars. I want to forget you and leave you, unless I go to heaven. ”

Han Donglang looked at her awe-inspiring and inviolable appearance, and said sadly: "Death is a kind of relief, hope is a kind of torture, if you have hope for me, then you will be hurt completely." The more you give me, the deeper your pain will be. Love is a terrible thing, and it can sometimes hurt more than hate. Life in the world is like being in the midst of thorns, the heart does not move, people do not move, and if they do not move, they will not be hurt; If the heart moves, the person moves recklessly, hurts his body and hurts his bones. ”

Qian Wanru suddenly reached out and patted his chest and said, "I may not have read less books than you, and I may know more truths than you." Because I have no mother since I was a child, no one loves me, and my father is busy taking care of Julongzhai, a leader inside and out, and he is so busy that he can't breathe. For this reason, everything depends on my own survival, I came out early to mix in the world, and I have seen all kinds of people, not to mention the people of my family's Julongzhai, who has not seen people in black and white? Do I still need you to teach me life education? Especially the courses on love, marriage and family, I've listened to it a lot, you better save it! Don't recite the mantra to me. ”

Han Donglang said earnestly: "Today may be the last time you listen to my nagging, whether you are disgusted or not, whether you are well-informed or not, I still have to finish what you should say, you go back and reflect seriously, and be kind to yourself and others." ”

Qian Wanru said sarcastically: "Since you still want to be my preaching gentleman, then you can say it quickly!" Anyway, it's the last time, and I'm listening. But please don't go into a long line, you know I don't like to be reprimanded. ”

Han Donglang smiled bitterly: "Thank you for giving me the last chance to talk, no matter what I said is reasonable or not, you go and savor it slowly, don't wave your hand to interrupt my words." Even if you have a thousand feelings, even if your heart is sad, I advise you not to be moved by my heart anymore, withdraw and turn back as soon as possible, clutch the cup, the loneliness and helplessness, and drink, happy or loved, don't be obsessed with me, live your own wonderful, to find the most beautiful love. Years are a long dream, let alone love? Let it go! ”

Qian Wanru said sadly and lonely: "You are a decent and capable man, which is necessary in my life." Since you refused so categorically, I have to tell you the truth. You have been waiting for someone, a person who knows how to cherish fate, a person who is willing to hold hands with you until old age, a person who believes that there is true love in the world like you; A person who cares about you and cares about you, a person who knows how to tolerate and understand you, a person who may not be perfect, but knows how to cherish you; A person who loves you and a person who loves each other dearly. You're rejecting my true love against your heart for this person's sake, aren't you? ”

Han Donglang said inviolable: "Yes, you are not qualified to be compared with her, and you are not qualified to compete with her for Han Donglang's love fairly." ”

Qian Wanru raised her head and laughed: "It's a pity, this person died a month ago, whether you believe it or not, the resurrection of the dead will not happen to your cold moon and cold star, because it is already ashes." But they have been hiding it from you, afraid that you will find a short-term opinion, afraid that you will affect the investigation of the case, and will not be able to hand over the matter to the emperor! It's a shame that you're still desperate to work for them. ”