Chapter 392: Psychological Burden

The string is very small and short, with a simple pattern, Hu Sanqi held it in his hand, and he didn't seem to react.

After arriving at Tianjin Wei, the instructor was very generous, announcing a day off and returning to the unit before the evening of the next day, and at the same time not allowed to act alone, and set off with a two-person team to take care of each other.

Shi Gengxin was extremely excited, and first took Hu Sanqi to the post office, although the current postage in the imperial capital is not cheap, but it is much more convenient and faster than begging people to bring letters.

In later generations, there were no reliable financial services, and there were even prostitutes who were prostituted in Shanghai and deceived by well-educated literati, and there were no examples of their families.

The post office set up by the Presbyterian Church is still a semi-welfare institution, and only the imperial capital and Tianjin can receive letters, in addition to some receiving points in Liaodong, those receiving points are aimed at various reclamation points, and the local people go to the mailbox to pick it up, which is also very suitable.

Before the establishment of an independent accounting postal savings group and the revival of the prestige of the free shipping area in later generations, this semi-public structure is still very important.

Family letters are worth 10,000 dollars, although it is exaggerated in this era, but it is not an exaggeration, the world under physical isolation, if you don't build a railway for others, plus build a postal savings company, then leaving your hometown means that you can't see your relatives for a lifetime, so why do people mix with you.

And, the most difficult thing to calculate, how to deliver mail to the diaspora?

In later generations, China's postal service rose wildly, but most of the business, such as online shopping games, took place in the city, for a postman, many populous, spending money in the neighborhood, a hundred pieces of mail a day were delivered, and the basic salary was considerable.

Not to mention that if there are several women in your "jurisdiction" who are specifically responsible for being beautiful and cheating on love, then this business is even cooler.

Even if it is to deliver express delivery, I prefer to be more concentrated, and you can earn more than ten yuan for a building to work.

But for those corners of the place, there may not be a piece to be sent for a few months, then this is very troublesome, many times, those private express delivery, for poor counties, poor villages of express delivery is not willing to send at all, you think about it, dozens of miles away, back and forth dozens of dollars of oil money, send such a thing, it must be a loss of money.

Only state-run people, in order to undertake the business of delivering legal documents, ID cards, and various laws that must be delivered by the state, can ensure that there is no district or county that dares to shout out.

This is also why, many people complain that the state-run express delivery is very slow, but they still have to use it, because it belongs to the welfare business.

Of course, it's about money.

Shi Gengxin's efficiency in writing letters is still very high, he can't write many words, the soldier's mail must not exceed how many words, and he can't write all kinds of military information, so what son eats well, don't read it.

Where do people in this era have any privacy, even in the later generations, if the people of the United States dare to buy a pressure cooker, it means that they will enter the bureau to drink coffee, and the torture that they like to see will also follow.

"Every time I come back, I have a new trick."

For a large country, maintaining the vitality and vigorous energy of its internal people is what the country's leaders must pursue.

Once you start to get rich, you can play cards and gamble for money, and mess with the relationship between men and women, which is the proper meaning, and this kind of thing is common in human society.

The response of the Presbyterian Church can only follow this trend, and try to find a way to fool the money in the hands of the common people as much as possible, and urge them to work harder, which can be regarded as a variant of consumerism.

Consumerism means that consumption is no longer seen as a means, but as an end in itself, consumption for consumption's sake, and consumption as a goal in life.

The mentality of the nouveau riche is more obvious in the current mentality of the new human beings in the imperial capital, and the people who have just become rich have not yet established a correct and appropriate concept of wealth, and have a strong desire to express themselves, which also provides a suitable soil for the popularity of consumerism.

In the old era, the key issue was the resistance to all kinds of natural and man-made disasters, whoever has stronger resistance can survive, and then eat the corpse of the unlucky person with weak resistance, strengthen himself, and become a landlord and a big landlord, anyway, it is a never-ending plunder and expansion, and in the end everyone will not be happy, but it must be so persistent.

Give a gift of two hundred yuan, it is better to give her freedom, you don't buy me a lipstick envelope iphone, you don't love me, anyway, when urban women have been brainwashed into this, it doesn't matter about normal country building.

First of all, they agree with the value orientation and lifestyle of consumerism, advocate personal pleasure and so-called individuality, yearn for high consumption and high-end brands, equate high-end brands with high taste, and combine high consumption with a beautiful personality life.

Anyway, I'm holding a certain brand of bag and wearing a certain brand of shoes, even if I climbed down on a fat pig's bed last night, then I'm more noble than those girls who work hard to make money.

Of course, the new emperor's vigor and upward struggle are still enough, Hu Sanqi followed Shi Gengxin, looking left and right everywhere, Shi Gengxin had a wife to save, Hu Sanqi didn't have any desires, so he naturally didn't care.

It's still good to just watch and don't buy or spend, and I have to go back to the military school, I don't know how long the course will take, so I can continue to come out and see, after a day of reluctance, I returned to school, and the tactical drill really began, all the non-commissioned officers and students have to do is to roar loudly about how to carry out simple infantry squad platoon tactics, as for how to achieve it, that's someone else's story.

During the day, Hu Sanqi can still be quiet in front of others.

But once it was night, as soon as he went to bed, he would dream that people kept coming to him to shout and wail, all kinds of people, he couldn't remember who those people were, even if it was the appearance of his parents, he couldn't remember clearly, but the dead thief called "Mother...... Mother ......" but constantly attacked him.

"This is a grievance, and the feelings are entangled."

"But isn't it, do you want to ask a Taoist to exorcise evil spirits."

"It's not weird."

After Hu Sanqi was pushed awake, there was already a room of onlookers, and when he saw that he was awake, the instructor first drove people away and asked them to go back to rest, but he asked Hu Sanqi about it.

Although Hu Sanqi was confused, he also found out that something was wrong, although what he was most worried about was actually what to do if his identity was discovered, did he say what he shouldn't say in his dream.

But at this time, no matter how ugly his face was, no one would say that he was not, but he was kindly cared for.

The next day's training continued, but at lunchtime, he was given a chance to open a small stove.

An elder appeared in person, and Hu Sanqi went over to accompany him for lunch.

Although the food was the same as that of the soldiers, the elders had some privileges, and that privilege was the ability to drink.

Although alcohol is not a good thing, it is also something that can bring two people closer together, Hu Sanqi was so shocked by this elder who seemed to have his three strong men that he didn't dare to make unnecessary movements, although he was close to Sun Cisco, but it was always Sun Cike who kept patting him on the shoulder.

"What a big deal, in this world, it is the truth that our master is alive, and a bad guy dies, think about it, even if he is caught, he will be sentenced to death in the end, kill this kind of person, and kill him with peace of mind."

Hu Sanqi was submissive, and he didn't even dare to eat food, and of course, Sun Cisco didn't play any tricks with him.

"I was selected into the real elite of the field army at the age of twenty, I still remember, the first time I killed people, I was given a rifle, covering the machine gunners to constantly look for a point of fire to fight drug dealers, those drug dealers, they are a group of dogs who transport contraband into China and harm the common people, so to speak, the people in it are all killed, there is no wrong, they are surrounded in a ravine, there is nowhere to hide, there is no water and no food, we don't attack them in the mountains and forests, they dare to shoot when they dare to come out, and it didn't take long to survive, And he struck them to death. ”

"You ask what a machine gun is, it's a weapon that can fire dozens of bullets at a time, but it will take time for that thing to be mass-produced for you to use, I estimate, when you go up, you should also make it, I didn't have an idea at that time, I followed the machine gunner veteran, and when the blockade was almost over, the master chief used tear gas to force the drug dealer out little by little like a mouse in a box, and then we killed them one by one with a gun."

"The rest of the things, I remember all my life, when I was cleaning the battlefield, those broken intestines, brains, all in front of me, I can't think of what to do with it, but those bad things, killing one of them, is equivalent to saving a thousand people, killing a hundred, you can save 100,000 people, so what's so terrible, I will kill as many as I want."

Hu Sanqi never dared to answer, the evil spirit on this elder is too great, originally a good person, after arriving in the new time and space, he gradually became the master of the army, every time he gave an order, there were countless people who fought for it and forgot to die, although the education and reason experienced did not become a war maniac, but this kind of killing decisiveness is still inevitable, and he gradually looks down on life and death.

After eating, Sun Cisco seemed to be very satisfied: "At the grievance conference, let those students who have participated in the battle also participate in the work, and it is best to talk more to the families of those victims and encourage them." ”

Regardless of the East and the West, preaching pathos and inspiring the courage of soldiers has always been tried and tested, which proves that human history is universal, and all nations that lack historical memory have long been eliminated.

As a declaration meeting for the fourth and fifth years of the republic to carry out a public security war against Shandong and gradually exterminate the bandits, the place of the grievance conference was Cangzhou.

To be sure, the construction of the Cangzhou-Tianjin railway went very smoothly, and the construction of the railway here was the least obstacle in history, partly because it was located on the coast and was not closed, but also because the land itself was not fertile, and the demand for commerce was great, and it was not so conservative.

Just as the monks themselves admit that the practice is for the living, the purpose of the grievance meeting is to unite their own people, establish a new year, and purge the voices of dissatisfaction and distractions in their hearts.

Of course, after the news came out, first there were people with hope who went to Cangzhou to find out if their kidnapped relatives were still alive, and then there were real sufferers who desperately went over to see the enemy even if they walked.

There were a lot of people gathered, Hu Sanqi and others were sent over, but this time it was much easier, they didn't even wear weapons and equipment, but wore military uniforms, before leaving, everyone got their own corresponding medals, although it was not as good as ***, but it was also a meritorious service.

In fact, this simple but stupid view of right and wrong is only available to Chinese, and for other nations and countries in the world, you are good to me because my God commands you to be good to me, and since you are good to me, you are a person of lower rank than me, then you must give everything to me, and I can kill and plunder you at will.

This is the attitude that a normal country and nation should uphold in their foreign relations, what is yours is mine, what is mine is still mine, if you are good to me, I will slaughter you, if you treat me badly, I will slaughter you even more.

And with the Indian god, or the endorsement of God and his old man, even if you kill many natives, and finally go to repent, God will forgive you, and it is glorious to slaughter the infidels, and you can go to heaven.

This is why, once Chinese emigrate, often rich but not strong, and finally formed in Silicon Valley, white investors, Indian managers, Chinese laborers, and the most ridiculous thing is that these laborers often fight infighting, and their minds only have grievances about white people's refusal to use themselves as managers.

The outlook on life, career outlook, and values determine the height of life, if a person can't make a reasonable judgment of the outside world, then it is normal to be played and humiliated.

In the modern era, traditional Chinese Confucian values have long been incompatible with normal human beings.

When foreigners insult and humiliate Chinese, it is often this kind of person, first rushing over and slapping the Chinese fiercely, and then nodding and apologizing to the foreigner, by the way, it must be the Chinese of low quality and low race who provoke foreign foreign adults, you have to reflect, if you don't reflect, I will insult and insult you.

Anyway, no matter what kind of bad things the foreigners do, it is right, what the Chinese do is wrong, to reflect, you do not agree with my statement, that is, there is no ability to think independently.

The elders did not have the luxury of expecting that within a few decades, the spirit of the Chinese people who had been emasculated would be transformed into the vigor of the Han Dynasty and the vitality of seeking living space for the outside world.

Fortunately, the knives, silver, and official seals are all in the hands of the Presbyterian Church, so there is still a chance.

(End of chapter)