(46) Be open-minded and share your wishes
"I can't protect her, and when I lose her, Felda is dead." Feda said leisurely, "Henna, you know what? Every time I dream back at midnight, it's the day of the event, she laughs and dances in the crowd, we look at each other, drink and talk, every time I hate myself, why do I wake up, it is happier to die in a dream. ”
Henna said: "Your Highness, I know how important the princess is to you, and I know that your brother and the princess are looking for you, but you are wasting your talents here in vain, don't you know how important you are?" ”
"Important!" Fei Dadao: "Since I was a child, my mother died early, and my father valued and loved my brother, but he was always wary of me. Although my mother's family supports me, they only fancy my status as a prince, and they always want to use me to get a piece of the pie in Loulan. It wasn't until I met Bassma that I found each other's treasures, and only she truly valued me and loved me. ”
Henna smiled slightly: "Your Highness, there are some things I always want to say to Your Highness, I didn't have a chance back then, but seeing me today is an opportunity given to me by God." Feda looked at her suspiciously.
"There is a princess in the eyes of His Highness, but I, when I saw His Highness for the first time, I had His Highness in my heart."
As soon as Henna said this, Felda was surprised.
"I like Your Highness, and even wore women's clothes at that grassland event, I just hope Your Highness can see me." Henna smiled wryly.
Feida thought about it carefully, and she didn't have any impression anymore, and always wanted to keep asking Henna to send messages to Bassma and be a messenger for the two, but she didn't know that Henna had such thoughts, and she was ashamed: "Henna, I ...... it"
Henna laughed: "Your Highness, if I dare to say it today, I have already put it all down. If I can speak my heart, I will be worthy of my heart. ”
Feida lowered her head and said leisurely, "Henna, how am I worthy of you!" ”
"Your Highness, there are too many people in this world who cherish you, but you don't know or never care. You are kind, so how many women in the palace admire you; You don't have a noble shelf, so how many squires are close to you. The queen also said that it was the nunnery you helped her build that could help many old people and children. Your Highness, you underestimate yourself too much. ”
"Thank you, Henna!" Feda turned his back.
"Your Highness, that's all for Henna's words. Now when you meet, if you will stay here, Henna will honor you as Lord and obey your commands; If you have your own ideas, I won't stop you. Everything depends on His Highness's wishes. As she spoke, she was about to leave, when she suddenly remembered that she had taken something out of her bosom.
"Your Highness, this is what you let me ruin back then, but Henna kept it privately. Now that I see Your Highness, the things are returned to the original owner, and what Your Highness wants to do with it is better to come by yourself. Henna handed over the pendant with the statue of Feda, turned and left.
Feida took the statue, as if returning to that day, kneeling outside the temple of Aledi, looking at the candlelight in the temple extinguished, the rain outside was so heavy, but he couldn't tell whether his father was beating more painful or distressed, thinking about it, Feida couldn't hold back tears.
"Hey, you don't care about Your Highness?" Fran saw Henna coming over on her own, leaving Felda alone in the mountains, and couldn't help but wonder.
"I can't care about this anymore!" Henna's simple words made Furron's heart dissipate in an instant, but he couldn't help but look back at Feida: "Your Highness is also pitiful, you should comfort and comfort him"
"You want to comfort yourself!" Henna said the words she had held in her heart today, and felt very comfortable, but other than that, she had no other thoughts, and got on the horse as she spoke.
"Wait for me!" Furlong chased after him.
"Henna." Early the next morning, Fran ran over: "I returned to the camp after the soldiers' drill in the morning, and His Highness has left, do you arrange a few people to look for it?" ”
Henna said calmly, "Let him be!" Fran was surprised to see Henna so bland.
Henna's mind was full of joy, Bathma, you big fool.
A month after Feida left the camp, a herald came to the capital, commending Hena for her meritorious service on the border and reorganizing military discipline, and then ordered Hena to resume her status as a general and return to the capital to resume her life.
Henna thought that she could finally see Bathma again, and although she was happy, she also felt an indescribable loneliness.
"You're going back, what's wrong with you?" Fran looked at Henna, who was sitting alone on the haystack, and asked, "You always talk about Queen Bassma, aren't you happy to be able to go back to see her?" ”
"Not really." Henna said: "The salute is also cleaned up, but it's just annoying." ”
"Didn't you say that Bassma didn't punish you, so what else does it matter?"
"Fran, I'm just wondering what the hell I'm doing every day. When he was a child, he marched and fought with his father, and when he grew up, he fought as a guard, became a general, and fought in the Altun Mountains. In the past, I always thought it was fun to talk to my brothers and give orders, but now I am just annoyed. ”
"Henna." Fran sat down next to Henna: "I also feel this way, sometimes I also think, in addition to the Da Yue clan I am familiar with, except for Loulan, I fantasize about going to see other places, do you remember Uncle Luoda, he said a lot of things about the Han Dynasty, don't laugh at me when you say it, I even want to go to the Han Dynasty to see what it is like!" ”
"That's right!" Henna came to her senses, and her eyes shone brightly: "Yes, if you don't say it, I can't even imagine that now that the grassland is peaceful and the princess becomes the queen of the grassland, it's time to fulfill our wishes!" ”
"What do you want, Henna!" Fran looked at her.
"That's what you want!" Henna jumped up: "Fran, let's be a companion, walk over all the countries of the grassland, and then go to the Han Dynasty, by the way, we also have to go to see the sea, oops, there are too many places we haven't seen." ”
Fran looked at Henna, at this time Henna faded the seriousness of the general, the solemnity of the leader, just like a child, lively and happy, for a while Fran was stunned, Henna, no matter what the road ahead, I am by my side, to be able to look at you, is my greatest wish.
Back to Loulan, the familiar city gate, the familiar street market, the familiar palace city, for some reason, it was different from every time I saw it before, Henna was excited.
Entering the palace, Henna's steps became faster.
"Henna has entered the palace?" Queen Basma of Loulan asked early in the morning.
"Empress, I heard that General Haina arrived in the imperial city this morning, if you don't return to the mansion, I'm afraid you will have entered the palace by now!"
Bathma listened, got up and walked out.
"Queen, let the servant help you!"
As soon as Bassma reached the garden, she saw Henna. Bassma forgot that she was the queen and ran to Henna mercilessly.