"Cen Xi was kidnapped like this, and it just so happened that Ji Gui found them at this time, with the same purpose as them, they all wanted to get rid of me, and they took this job by the way."

At this point, Mei Yan and I fell silent.

The facts are already obvious, no matter how many details are debatable, the final thread will not change.

"Why does Huizhong ...... himself?"

"I don't know, maybe it's for the Qi country, after all, now that the Qinqi Alliance, this relationship can't be broken."

At least not at this point.

"Is the reason why the Blood Alliance didn't move Prince Cen just because he was a hostage, a bait to lure you in? This blood alliance shouldn't be simple, right? ”

"I don't know." I closed my eyes.

"It's all your guess," Mei Yan thought for a while, and even defended Gu Yuancheng a little against his will, "Yuancheng, even though he can see that Huizhong wants to be unfavorable to Prince Cen, how does he know that the person behind Huizhong has something to do with the Blood Alliance, and the Blood Alliance's plan is to get rid of you, how can Yuancheng put you in danger......

"Dr. May!" I suddenly shouted loudly, opened my eyes for a moment, and looked at him coldly.

Mei Yan immediately stopped.

"Shen ......" He opened his mouth to say something, but I took the lead.

"He went to Jiangnan, after calculating me in Tuzhou." I sneered, "He knew about the existence of the Blood Alliance for a long time, and he started investigating it a long time ago, you say, is the entire Qi Imperial Palace under his surveillance?" ”

Mei Yan was stunned.

In this way, Yuan Cheng has long seen Huizhong's every move, maybe even the person behind Huizhong, he ......

"He didn't want me to save Cen Xi, in Qi Kingdom, he could have thousands of ways to stop me, he just didn't expect Princess Huizhong to be willing to be arrested for the sake of Qi Kingdom, so he had to let people save them."

"There are thousands of generals in the Qi Kingdom, the reason why His Majesty Emperor Qi would let me, the prime minister of the Qin Kingdom, go to ......" I paused, and suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly, "Because Princess Huizhong is the meat of his heart, Gu Yuancheng dares to beat her idea, he naturally has to let him suffer a little, let him pay attention to proportion." ”

"How ridiculous, I'm actually the 'bitter man', I didn't even know I had this kind of qualification......"

"His Majesty Emperor Qi knows that you are ......," Mei Yan was surprised.

I raised my eyes to look at him, with a cold smile on my face, "His Majesty Emperor Qi's ability, you should have the best experience, this huge Qi country, is there anything that is not under his control?" ”

Being so cold and stabbed by me, Mei Yan was really a little annoyed, he flicked his sleeves and stood up, squinted coldly, and shot back at me unceremoniously, "I know what you promised Yuancheng, he is my best friend, and he will definitely be the first to tell me anything." ”

"Shen Qingzhi, I hope you won't agree to Yuancheng on impulse, you and him can't afford to gamble. Before that, you should think clearly, you are a native of Qin, he is a native of Qi, if the interests of the two countries conflict, he cannot be on your side, just as you will never be on his side! ”

"Killing Prince Cen and protecting the interests of Qi is what he should do, and you can't resent him."

I bit my lower lip hard and exhaled twice to stop the sourness that suddenly welled up in my eyes.

I lifted the quilt and got out of bed, then steadied myself and slowly moved to the window.

I looked up at the sky, and the cool night breeze blew on me one after another, blowing my snow-white clothes and the green silk scattered on my temples.

There was a bright moonlight in the sky, it seemed to be very high, so high that it could never be touched, but its crystal soft light fell on me, but somehow there was a different kind of warmth.

Mei Yan stood behind and looked at me, always feeling that my back was so pale, so weak and cold and pale, almost immediately, he regretted what he had just said.

"Shen Qing ......"

"I have never resented him because of the conflict between the two countries, and it was indeed impulsive that I agreed to marry him on the bridge that day."

"But I don't regret it, and I don't want to regret it, I am sincere to him, and I want to protect this sincerity desperately."

"Mei Yan, you don't know, my hands have never been able to grasp anything."

"In the past, I thought it was because I wasn't a man and couldn't afford the future of Wei Yinghoufu, so I wasn't qualified to fight for anything, I just had to do what they said, and be a puppet who was a puppet who put out the fire for Wei Yinghoufu's eternal glory and wealth, and when my second brother, a real male baby, was born, I should follow their wishes and disappear quietly in the capital and this world."

"But Qi Niang, she held my hands." I slowly raised my hand to the moonlight outside the window, and the cold wind suddenly blew, and I shivered irrepressibly, "She told me that I, like every girl and boy in this world, was qualified to fight for a better future, and then that winter, she was buried under layers of snow......"

There was a sudden pain in my chest, and I jerked down my hand to hold on to the window. UU Library

"Shen Qingzhi!" Mei Yan couldn't bear to see me like this again, he wanted to step forward to help me, but as soon as his hand was stretched out, he didn't dare to make the next move.

My bleak and sad feelings came so suddenly and so intensely that if he hadn't had a painful experience, if he hadn't been a doctor, he would have almost regarded me as a madman.

"My mother is very good to me, although in a place like Wei Yinghou's Mansion, she doesn't have the strength to protect me at all." I kept talking to myself, I wanted to say, these dark, sad, desperate, I want to say them all, a person's heart is so small, I always have to spare some seats to load some other things" After Qi Niang is gone, she is the only person I can rely on, I want to go with her, leave this cannibalistic Wei Yinghou Mansion, go to the outside world to see, meet, and then find a place that belongs to us to live. ”

But she didn't want to leave, and she was more reluctant than me to be the Hou Ye who had already borne her once. She is my mother, she loves me, loves me, is my only relative, I don't want to make her suffer because of me, so I can only face the place where Qi Niang died miserably every day, and tell myself over and over again that I can't hate anymore, I can't hate anymore......"

"I've hated enough."

I closed my eyes, and the surging hatred that had been building up in my heart for many years finally settled in the cold moonlight.

"I've rarely done anything on impulse in my life, not just because I don't have the qualifications, but because I'm afraid." I turned to look at Mei Yan, I don't ask him to understand the pain in my heart, I just need someone to listen to me.

"I've lost nothing, so I'm not afraid of losing, I'm afraid of gaining."

"'Get' means responsibility, it means sincerity, it means that there will be the possibility of losing again."

In those past years, I was impulsive once, and when Du Rong said that he wanted to wander with me to the ends of the earth, I was tempted.

But I couldn't go with him after all.

"You must not know how difficult my 'impulse' for Yuancheng is, it's not that I haven't worked hard......" I slowly took out a neatly folded letter from my sleeve, and then unfolded it in front of Mei Yan little by little.

"Emperor Qin's Jade Seal ......" No matter how mentally prepared Mei Yan was, he still couldn't help but be surprised when he saw the imperial decree of dismissal covered with the jade seal.

"I never resent what he did for Qi Guo, I just didn't expect that in the end, he did it first......"

I threw the decree in my hand in the direction of the brazier, and the thin piece of paper fluttered down on the flame with my strength, and in a matter of moments it was reduced to ashes.

"What are you ......," Mei Yan was stunned.

"I don't resent him, but that doesn't mean he can use it against me." My eyes were cold, and my words were resolute and firm, but my eyes still couldn't help but welling up with tears, which fell down my cheeks and drenched my long hair in an instant.

"Shen ......" green branches.

Mei Yan opened her mouth, but after all, she didn't say anything.

The pain in my chest was so great that I suddenly fell to the ground with all my strength in my body, and mouthfuls of blood spat out of my mouth, and I even wondered if I was going to die tonight.

But Mei Yan seemed to be relieved at last, not only did he not worry about me, but instead picked up the teapot and poured me a cup of tea.

"It's because your heart is too heavy that the internal injuries will not get better because of the accumulation of blood stasis." Mei Yan squatted down next to me, handed me the tea, and gave me a Supa by the way.

"You ......" I was surprised this time, "you deliberately led me to say these things?" ”

Mei Yan raised his eyebrows, he didn't admit it, but he didn't deny it either.

I didn't take the tea, I just rolled over and fell to the ground, laughing half easily and half self-deprecatingly.

"The miracle doctor deserves to be a miracle doctor, and even the heart disease can be cured ......"

Mei Yan looked at me with a complicated expression, and then sighed and put the teacup on the table.

"I can't cure your heart disease, I'm just healing your internal injuries."

"Are all doctors as calm as you are?" I looked at him, "I said so many miserable things, and you didn't touch it at all?"

Mei Yan looked down at me, and suddenly smiled, "Naturally, there is a touch." ”

As it turned out, he was really touched. In the next fifteen days, the medicine he gave me became more and more bitter, and the needles he pricked me were more and more each time, and I even suspected that he wanted to take advantage of this opportunity to vent his personal anger.

"I'm leaving, take care." I clenched my fist at him, then drew my sword and turned on my horse.

"Although your external injuries are healed, your internal injuries are only half healed at most, and nothing can be done." Mei Yan didn't taunt me this time, but said something that a doctor should say seriously.

I raised my whip in astonishment and struck my horse away.