Chapter 210: Dilemma
But the Queen Mother has made up her mind, how can she disobey her old man at this juncture.
The Cloud Queen is in a dilemma.
"The mourning family knows that you have concerns in your heart."
Empress Dowager Ge said to her, "But that kid is not destined to be an idle person, and you can't suppress his edge." ”
"What the Queen Mother taught."
"What's more, the mourning family is getting more and more thorough now."
Empress Dowager Ge said with a little smile on her face, and her eyes were a little longing: "Maybe people are old, but they can remember a lot of things in their early years, and they can also understand the hearts of later generations from their own bodies." ”
The Cloud Queen only promised.
The letter handed over to the emperor, written by the Empress Dowager Ge herself, said that before her funeral, the marriage between Yunjin Shu and Chu Yuewan was decided.
Yun Jinshu's washing three basins used for excuses are no longer nothing.
…… In the late spring of the tenth year of Christmas, the Queen Mother.
All this, like the course of the previous life, has not changed in the slightest.
Because she had expected it for a long time, Chu Yuewan had been by the Queen Mother's side since she was critically ill, until the Queen Mother stopped breathing in her sleep.
The funeral lasted for seven days, the sky was full of the smell of incense ash and scattered paper money, the early moon night remembered those days that were close to summer, the sun was shining brightly, when the queen mother left, it seemed that everything in heaven and earth was reborn.
The pain of the Queen Mother's life finally dissipated with the fragrance of medicine.
At the festival, the first moon night personally sent a spirit to the Queen Mother, praying that she would be peaceful and peaceful in another world, just like what she saw in the illusion during the last Qingming Festival.
In his old age, he passed away peacefully in his sleep, which was a joy and mourning.
The old emperor's sorrow was wrapped in the majesty of the supreme and could not be easily expressed, and more people were not too sad, and they all prayed for blessings in accordance with the process of funeral celebrations, and they all hoped to live a long and blessed life like the queen mother.
Chu Yue didn't have time to think too much, accompanied the death of the Queen Mother, and after the funeral, she hurriedly returned to the Chenji Hall to accompany her father, only in front of his daughter, the old emperor can no longer remain dignified and serious, but show the sadness of a son who has lost his mother.
At this time, it is impossible to perceive what exhaustion is.
It took nearly a month to do so, and the things that should be busy were over, and the whole palace was guarding filial piety, and they were all dressed in white when they came and went.
The early moon is a little more leisurely, no longer need to get up early and go out to read the scriptures in the dark, this sudden change makes her very uncomfortable, as long as she is idle at the beginning and does not do things, the voice and smile of the Empress Dowager Ge will appear in her mind.
Thinking about it, tears fell.
How could it be reluctant? The people who have loved them and the people who have accompanied them, even if they have been prepared for a long time, cannot immediately accept the fact that they will never see each other again.
This backlash made it difficult for Chu Yue to sleep and eat at night, barely eating anything for a few days, listlessly groggy, crying for a while when he got up from sleep, lying down and sleeping again after crying, becoming more and more confused.
Empress Yun and the old emperor have come to their senses, and they take turns to accompany the early moon evening to comfort her every day, and the old emperor also asked the first moon evening to live in the warm pavilion of the Chenji Hall for a few days and tell her stories.
The early moon night, which was already very hard, had to deal with the excessive care of the father and queen mother, and it was even more exhausting.
Chu Yongwang also came to see her, but he didn't talk much, just talked to her about some unrelated things, and Chu Yuewan was able to get a short peace with the prince's brother.
It's just that the little uncle didn't enter the palace again.
When a foreign man grows up, he needs the emperor's permission to enter the palace, and it is not easy for the little uncle to come in, and the early moon is very clear, but she still hopes that the other party can appear, or, in a dream.
Dream ...... The first moon night was groggy and didn't want to get out of bed.
There was always a moment when she felt as if she had gone back to sometime in her previous life, but when she opened her eyes, she was still here.
In his sleep, he rested one hand lightly on top of his head, and he couldn't open his eyes and couldn't see each other at night.
She fell asleep anyway.
"I've been sleepy lately."
Cloud Queen Road.
Yun Jinshu, who was sitting on the edge of the bed, gently rubbed the top of Chu Yuewan's head, not wanting to wake her up.
"I'm tired, it's time to take a good rest."
Yun Jinshu said.
"I must want to see you Wanwan, this time you wait until she wakes up before leaving."
Queen Yun sat down next to her and ordered someone to add some tea to Yun Jinshu.
Yun Jinshu nodded: "The emperor is approved?" Queen Yun: "Who are you now, and he is not allowed yet?" Yun Jinshu couldn't speak for a while.
Yun Jinshu was speechless for a while.
A month ago, when the Queen Mother was critically ill, the emperor summoned him and spread out a marriage book in front of him with an unspeakable holy decree.
At that time, the old emperor told him: "This matter still depends on your and Wanwan's own intentions, but I don't want to hurt the queen mother's heart, so you sign a marriage contract, as for informing Wanwan, and the arrangement of the marriage, you can think about it in the long run." ”
Yun Jinshu thanked him and bowed down and took the will.
It didn't take long for the Queen Mother to leave.
That marriage letter is still a secret to this day.
Yun Jinshu looked at the early moon night in his sleep, and it was difficult to express his feelings.
"What are you going to do?" Queen Cloud asked.
"It's too young to be late."
Yun Jinshu said.
He said this is a refusal, but it is not a resolute and indistinguishable decision, Queen Yun knows that even if he opposes it, the emperor will not agree, after all, the queen mother's last wish, black and white has been left in the hands of the emperor, even if Siren dies, as a filial enough emperor, he will not go back on his orders.
What can be discussed in the long run is just when to make it public and when to get married.
Yun Jinshu's heart is extremely complicated.
"Don't worry."
Empress Yun explained for him, "After all, now for the Queen Mother's filial piety, within three years, you can't get married." ”
"Three years."
Yun Jinshu did the math.
The Queen Mother planned very well, Chu Yuewan is only nine years old now, and the three years of filial piety are twelve, and it is already the time to understand personnel for the first time.
Inform her about the marriage contract, no sooner or later.
But Yun Jinshu always felt that she was still the little girl who could not be defiled in his impression, he couldn't convince himself to accept such a young wife, and he didn't know how to deal with the evening as a wife.
"Sister."
Yun Jinshu said to Queen Yun, "Have you ever regretted it?" Empress Yun knew what he was asking, and her eyes flashed slightly.
"I can't regret it."
Queen Yun said, "I really don't regret it. ”
Marrying a man who is so much older than yourself is destined for life at a young age.
Yun Jinshu knew that the emperor had seen his sister grow up since he was a child, just like he had been watching Wanwan grow up.
But can this kind of feeling, and the love of husband and wife, be common? "I love the emperor very much."
Empress Yun said, looking at the empty Jiaofang Hall except for them, "It's just that sometimes, I also think about what my life would be like if I hadn't met him." ”
Yun Jinshu looked at her delicate and perfect side face, as if she was still looking up at something like the girl who didn't know anything about the world back then, but her eyes no longer had a simple longing, only calm and calm.
Become the queen, the mother of the world, sit on the glory and wealth, and all the people worship.
It seems like nothing is not worth it.
But in her life, there is only the shadow of that man, and that man controls everything about her, giving her one possibility at the same time, but also taking away another possibility from her.
But there are no ifs.
Yun Jinshu turned his gaze away from Queen Yun's face and lowered his head to look at the little girl on the bed.
"I don't want to dictate your life."
Yun Jinshu said softly, "But you're still too young, you haven't seen too many people, and you don't know much about this world, so you always think I'm very good." ”
"But I'm not necessarily what you think I am."
"There are many more faces you haven't seen."
"You should grow up a little bit better and be more knowledgeable before you make a decision."
"Don't let yourself regret it."
As he spoke, he gradually fell silent.
"Sister."
Yun Jinshu raised his head again and looked at Queen Yun, "It's better not to tell Wanwan yet, it's not too late when she's a little older." ”
Empress Yun respected his thoughts and nodded.
"Besides, I have another plan."
Yunjin Shudao.
Cloud Queen: "What are you going to do?" Yun Jinshu looked at the early moon and didn't answer for a long time.
…… This time the dream was very heavy, and the early moon had been fluttering in the black pool for a long time, and there was no strength left, and it still couldn't resurface.
Whatever was on the other side, she wanted to be able to go ashore.