Chapter 111: Writing a suicide note

Although he temporarily repelled the rebel army, Fan Li still couldn't sleep, he was worried, and he was thinking about what should I do all day long? What should I do? What should I do? Will I be able to survive this? How far has my life progressed?

I'm only in my 40s, my next son, I haven't seen him grow up, I still have a lot of things to do, I haven't witnessed my brilliant life, how can I die, I think a lot.

In the end, Fan Li was forced to start writing a suicide note, first wrote a fold to the emperor to report the situation, and arranged several major events he had done in recent years one by one, and then wrote a letter to his son.

The words in this letter are already the tone of explaining the future, telling the children that when you grow up, you must not dabble in swords, that is, don't be stupid, don't be stupid, don't be a soldier, don't go to war.

Why, as long as you participate in the war, it is too difficult to make meritorious contributions, but it is too simple for you to create evil, as long as you command one thing wrong, how many lives will be lost, and even put yourself in it, can you bear that pressure?

You talk about a person like Fan Li, who has the power to kill tens of thousands of people, he has to make decisions, he has to bear the responsibility, you say how much pressure he has in his heart, so he told his son that this is not okay, don't come in the future, you can't be an official and fight, don't do this, don't follow your father's old path.

So what if you don't want to be a military attache and a civilian official, is it okay? Fan Li said that he didn't need to be a civil official, because he was an official himself, and he knew that it was too tiring to engage in politics.

Then I wrote my own family motto and tutor again, and said that reading should be based on exegesis, what is exegesis, that is, it is about learning to get to the bottom of it, you know why it is, this is the basis of reading, and doing poetry should be based on tone, you write poems, you have to rhyme.

Finally, he went on to say that raising relatives is based on gaining favor, and what is the most important thing to support relatives? It's to make the other party happy, filial piety, you have to follow the other party, almost you have to coax.

Health is based on less anger, this needless to say, I remember when I was a child, I saw that the market specifically sold the three-word song of Don't be angry, I remember the first few sentences are like this, don't be angry, angry and have no one to replace the body, if I am angry, who is proud......

Anyway, it's a smooth talk to persuade people, and then look down, and stand up to not lie, that is, you have to be among friends, you have to achieve your personal image in your career, you don't brag, you don't keep bragging, don't lie, don't talk nonsense, don't say what you don't understand.

Governing the family is based on never getting tired of getting up. What does it mean to not get tired of it? That is, you don't sleep lazy, you have to be diligent, in fact, behind this is the meaning of diligence, the resident official does not want money, just don't be greedy, if you are greedy, it is not easy to say anything, if you are not greedy, many things are easy to do. The march is based on not disturbing the people.

Then what do you say about this, he talks about his family style, and tells his children about these things that he wants to teach, and this is what he wants to explain before he dies, you don't say that he died later, that is, he is now explaining this, it must be too important in my heart, I have to write it out non-stop.

We said that this was Fan Li's psychological preparation. So does it mean that after Fan Liang finishes writing the suicide note, he can die, he can complete his task, and he stands in front of the battle with a generous and unconcerned voice and shouts: I am Fan Li, shoot me an arrow, and then click an arrow, just insert it in the brain, and he will be free? Definitely not.

Fan Liang does things, in our words today, it is to prepare for the worst and do the best efforts. After the suicide note was written and the family letter was written, there was no concern, and I seriously calmed my mind to see what should be done about Qimen.

Heck, what else can I do, try not to make mistakes. First of all, the soldier was carefully arranged, saying that whoever can do it will go up, and who will not retreat and retreat, and this will take turns to work, and don't make senseless sacrifices.

Be careful to manage for such a period of time, Qimen, it's nothing, hey, what do you say this fan fence feels, is there a kind of condemned prisoner squatting there, and then the person behind takes the gun and "bang" to hit it is stinky, "bang" hits and stinks, and it smells like a bullet "bang" and stinks.

It's just that I'm going to die, oops, I'm not dead, oops, I'm not dead, that's what it feels like. But when the war stopped, Fan Li was also making a plan in his heart, saying that it is not a way for you to drag on like this, we have no way to break through, why is the other party always so strong? When we can't match each other in terms of military numbers, can we do something else?

As a result, Fan Liang thought of a trick called killing and punishing the heart, what is it called killing and punishing the heart, that is, it is not important that you kill this person, the important thing is that you have to break down the psychological defense line of these people, so that the other party is disheartened, and if you don't have any hope, it is to hit your faith hard.

So, why are there so many people in the rebel army? There must be their own ideas, the officials force the people - anti, Fan Liang has a number in his heart, of course Fan Liang doesn't want the people to rebel, but the people are opposed, then you only have one way left, do you have to kill them?

Of course, this is what the imperial court means, but if you Fan Li do this, you will face a group of people who will die, but if you are killed, I still have a glimmer of life in such a group of people, how can this battle be fought?

So they must be dismantled, and how? It is to give the rebels a signal: It's okay, I don't blame the past, I won't kill you, as long as you put down the butcher's knife, I will ignore you, lay down your weapons and don't go against me, I won't kill you, I won't report you!

You said that Fan Li's trick is not powerful, let's say how many rebels joined on impulse, and later after going to the battlefield, it is estimated that he is also afraid, can he not be afraid? Here's saying that I'll give you this and that after conquering this city, yes, after the battle, you will get money, but how much can you get, after you get money, can you be chic here?

After a battle, the land is yours? Then marry eight daughters-in-law and eat dumplings every day? Is it possible? It's impossible, don't make trouble, hurry up and continue to fight me, if you don't fight, okay, I won't force you, but if you are arrested by the court and find out that you have participated in the rebel army, it will be strange if you are not killed, who can withstand this scare if you pick your skin!