So he felt that from this level, his son was worthy of his father, so he was even more sad because his father's death caused him psychological trauma, causing him to be depressed, and then thinking of the deep grievances brought about by his situation.

Thinking back to the five years since I came out of my home to lead the group training, how many difficulties have been there? How much hard work, how many grievances, how much criticism and white eyes. Is there anyone who can understand such things that I do? Who to tell the unwillingness and bitterness in my heart?

He can't say it, he can't say it, including committing suicide several times in the process, so what am I doing these things for? I have a passion, I want to dedicate my best time to the court, in order to recover the emperor's country, I put all my safety and stability behind, and loyally go to recover the country for the emperor.

However, I fell into the emperor's suspicion and local exclusion, in the past few years, in addition to offending one vote in Huzhou, one vote in Ganzhou, and one vote in Beizhou, what else do I have to plug in. You say about money, I have a fart, nothing. In terms of official position, I am still the squire of a few years ago, neither high nor low.

Even the people I brought out, Zhong Yuan was promoted from a magistrate to the governor, and Hu Linzhi I brought out was promoted from a Taoist to a governor. I'm still a squire!

I'll put up with this, everyone has their own lives, right, people may do better than me. But look at it now, Huzhou, Ganzhou, just these people, these governors, which one of them, what are they doing?

We fight wars, we suffer tired, we bleed, and we lose our heads! Not only did you stay in the rear and didn't help, but you also made trouble for me, and you were added to the rank and rank when you were done, I'll go! It's so unfair in the world.

So when I think of this, Fan Li will not feel good in his heart, he has been in Ganzhou for more than two years, a total of 13 states and counties, and the rebel army has beaten nine, I have recaptured two, and there are still seven left. Are you embarrassed to say it's a credit? Dead old people, what kind of face will I have to meet our fathers and fellow villagers.

But what if you're not satisfied? I have to go to my father's funeral first, and we won't exaggerate it too much. said that he went back to do his father's funeral, and according to the rules, I had to keep filial piety at home for three years, and I couldn't go out for three years. I can't be an official, I went home before, wasn't that how my mother came when she died?

Didn't you send a letter to the emperor before? On a book? It didn't take long for the emperor's edict to come down, but the emperor didn't agree, so he gave him a month's leave, and then after telling him about it, he immediately rolled back to lead the troops.

Fan Liang looked at this, it was the emperor who needed me, okay, simply, you actually need me, I'll tell you, how difficult it is for me now, you have to think, buddy, you still want to use me, you can meet my requirements, otherwise I am too aggrieved, I am too aggrieved.

Therefore, Fan Liang took advantage of the strength of his father's death, and he told all the depression that had been suppressed in his heart for a long time. What did you say? He said that I must now rely on the support of local officials to lead troops to fight, otherwise I will not be able to move any money, food, or people.

Your Majesty, you said that I should hold what military power and command power in this place, but you have to give an order and someone can execute it for you, they don't listen to me, I am a passing guest to them, their own boss is their head, their boss does not speak, no one dares to do it. But Your Majesty, can these bosses help me with this? How can a boss give everything he has to help me?

So what did he say, saying that the ministers should carefully examine the situation today, and that they should not govern the army unless they appointed governors or those who have the power. It has to be an official of the governor's level to be able to do this, saying that even if I can lead the troops, I can't raise money anymore, this money is too difficult to raise! And then to move on to these pains and hardships of his.

Actually, saying this, Fan Liang hopes that the emperor can understand his hardships, and in the end, Fan Liang wants to withdraw? Does he want to keep filial piety at home for three years?

No, what he wants from the emperor is power, he wants the power of a governor. If you give me the right, I can go out and lead the troops again, otherwise I can't bring this soldier and the battle won't be able to fight.

The letter written by Fan Liang made the emperor look uncomfortable? It's definitely not going to be good! Remember friends, no one wants to listen to something bad.

I'll go, Fan Li, how dare you blackmail me! Yes, what you Fan Liang said makes sense, but I don't want to listen to you when you say this, but when I think about it, alas, Fan Liang does have a hard time, can I help him? I don't help! Why don't you help?

Because at this time, He Qing, this person was the governor of Liangjiang at that time, and he used the money of Liangjiang to fully support the Jiangnan camp, and said ambitiously: My Jiangnan camp has money, people, and ability! We will be able to destroy the thieves!

As a result, this Jiangnan camp, because of the support of countless silver, did win a few battles, and the situation was favorable to the imperial court. The emperor was originally angry with Fan Li's own affairs, and when he looked at it, yo! There is a person over there who seems to be more powerful than Fan Li, okay, I understand, Brother Fan, didn't you say that you want to guard filial piety at home, then you can guard it. Alright, squire of the military department, don't do it, let me go home and stay there.

directly gave Fan Li an edict, snap! Beat Fan Li at home! Fan Li was full of joy at home waiting for His Majesty to give him a letter of appointment, making him a real and powerful official, and then he could continue to lead troops to fight.

But now that I get this edict, I feel like I'm a piece of toilet paper, and I throw it away when I'm done with it, and I have to press the button on the toilet to flush it.

So, at this moment, Fan Li's mood is so uncomfortable in the baby's heart in current words. A baby who is almost 50 years old, how can he stand up again in officialdom? Does he have his own way? According to his character, is he suffocated to death, or is he a painful experience?

After the emperor poured this basin of cold water, Fan Li was stupid for a while, and he never thought that the emperor could treat him like this. Yes, I want to bargain with the emperor and negotiate conditions! This is something that both sides know!

Do you say Fan Li really doesn't want to go out? Don't you really want to lead troops? That's impossible. If he didn't want to lead troops, why did he send that letter to the emperor? It's okay to resign, doesn't the emperor really want to use him? Of course not.