So at this time, Fan Li was quite depressed in his heart, he had no way to release, no way to relieve it, and all kinds of discomfort in his heart. If it was said before that he could commit suicide after he failed in the war, then at least there was a reason to commit suicide at that time, I sacrificed my life for the country, and I died a dignified death.

But now you're going to die, you're uncomfortable, you're committing suicide, you're going to stay home and read, you're upset, you're committing suicide? How is it possible, so Fan Li's heart is super super depressed, during this period of time, in fact, Fan Liang has completed an important process of transforming from a person full of edges and corners to a sleek person.

So how did Fan Li change the past? This has to talk about Fan Li's psychological situation at that time, doesn't he always say that he is a loyal minister? Everyone else is a traitor, so he thinks very highly of himself, so he asks for some treatment in this letter to the emperor and this fold to the emperor.

But to be honest, sometimes I have to say a sentence called the authorities are confused, why, just say that you are in this whirlpool, and you don't see the big picture. Fan Li thinks very well of himself, which does have his reasons.

But from the perspective of this court, Fan Li doesn't know how to be an official. And it was precisely because he didn't know how to be an official that he offended those old people, when he told the emperor that I want this, I want that, the people around the emperor spoke, saying that this person can do this with a little waiter, and really made him a governor, what does he have to do?

Therefore, the emperor is extremely jealous of Fan Li, so the emperor will hang Fan Li at home, if Fan Li made more good friends in the court before, and someone helped him say something good, the emperor may not be able to make such a decision.

At that time, after Fan Li's performance came up, the emperor replied to Fan Liang and said, you can stay with home. It cannot be said that the civil and military forces of the Manchu Dynasty were 100% very happy, at least some people were very happy. When Fan Li was at the edge of the court at that time, didn't you think that this was not good enough for you, and that was not enough for you to be honest, how are you now, we are still officials, so what about you? What's going on now?

Fan Liang is at home, do you say you can not be depressed, of course, if you just say this thing, just because the emperor does not trust Fan Liang and causes depression, he may still be within a limit, then I was born at the wrong time, I ran into a villain, this is understandable, right.

But what's the problem? The problem is that Fan Li himself thought that the foundation of my own fame, the capital that I came to negotiate with the emperor slowly disappeared. What's wrong? The brave soldiers have been reported frequently, they have received this today, they have won that tomorrow, and they have won that! Including Jiujiang has taken it down.

Qi Rong, who cleaned himself up before, and his more than 17,000 rebel troops were all killed by brave soldiers. What about Fan Li? Silly! I'm proud that the brave soldiers I created did this, but it has nothing to do with me. I'm staying with my family, and your achievements have something to do with me.

I feel uncomfortable in my heart, he was still thinking about the rebel army before, but now there is internal strife, saying that I am at home, and this opportunity to make meritorious service is snatched away.

What kind of merit do you want to make now, you can give me a treatment, you let me go out and get a little light, it's better than this, but it's useless, it turns out that without your Fan Li's leadership, the brave soldiers fight better, Hu Linzhi, Li Bin, Wang Fu, Peng Yulong, the performance is better than your Fan Li.

So when he finds out that he has been treated unfairly, it is often not particularly painful, the real pain is that after he has suffered unfair treatment, he finds that he is not so important, this is really painful, Fan Li has this feeling in his heart, it is really hard to imagine. I wanted to tell the emperor a few times, hey, I don't negotiate conditions with you, you let me go out of the mountain, but I can't hold it.

After thinking about it, I am in a dilemma, my mood is getting more and more irritable, I don't like what I see, and I arrest and scold whom. Whether it is this relative around him, both men and women have been scolded all over the place, even with his younger brothers, they have all fought battles.

In such a painful environment, in such a state of psychological depression, Fan Li's transformation is actually because he came into contact with Lao Zhuang's writings, and when he studied Zhuangzi and Lao Tzu's texts, he saw a different world.

Therefore, when a person is in a special environment, when he reads a book, he still has a great gain. In short, reading is very important, and I hope you can read more, even time, because when you open a book, you are like opening a whole new world and seeing a new world. If you see a good book, then you are like meeting one of the most talkative friends in the world, a very refreshing thing, if you have never said that I read a book is really enjoyable, this is great, if you don't have such an experience, then I really think that your life is missing a lot, of course this is gossip.

Let's just say how Fan Liang came into contact with Lao Zhuang's books, and how he completed the transformation, but we know today how difficult it is to make a person change, there is an old Chinese saying that the country is easy to change, and the nature is difficult to change, especially for people like Fan Li, who are almost 50, how do you change? Right?

This is thanks to his younger brother, who said that he was at home, and he was like a troll, and everyone was actually uncomfortable. It's all embarrassing, everyone thinks that something is wrong with the eldest brother, there is something wrong!

But how to help Big Brother? At first, it may not be easy to talk about everyone, and then, after that, it will be hard to deal with, and then later, you will be able to put this matter on the table.

Big brother is not in a good mood, how can he help you, what should I do? Fan Li himself also realized that he knew that his emotions were wrong and that he was very painful.

So on this day, his younger brother followed the eldest brother and said, "I, I heard that there is a Biyun Temple, very close to here, there is a Taoist priest who has the skill of resurrecting the dead, and he can cure any incurable disease, big brother, I will accompany you to see it tomorrow!

What about Fan Li, you are normally speaking, he also has to think, think about me after all, I am a person with status and status, right, I can't say that I let a You Fang Taoist fool me, and I will do this and that, can a You Fang Taoist have such a high attainment?

His younger brother said, big brother, I really can't fool you about this, you see, you are my own brother, can I lie to you? What about this? A good friend of mine told me that he went to Biyun Temple two days ago to visit the master of Biyun Temple, and as a result, he found that there was a new Taoist in this view, and he looked very strange and ugly.

As soon as it was introduced, it was said that this ugly Taoist priest had traveled from Xizhou to come here, so in the process of exchange, he felt very speculative, and he didn't leave that night, just stayed here, let's chat for a night at night, exchange ideas, drink tea and chat.