Chapter 22 Heartbeat
When I returned to the house, Nian Nian didn't dare to talk to me more, and she didn't dare to follow me when I went to the pavilion with wine, just looked at me from afar, she knew that I was forbearing, and as soon as she opened her mouth, I would definitely not be able to hold back.
The evening wind is very cold, but how can there be a cold heart, I lie on the table and pour myself a glass of wine, I want to forget all this, I want to wait until I wake up when my father and sister are there, I am still the child who is hurt and loved.
"When you're sad, you cry." Yan Mo looked at me from a distance for a long time, and finally couldn't help but come over and take away the wine in my hand.
"Why, give it to me!" The wine was taken away and I was a little angry.
"Bang" wine was thrown to the ground by him, and the bottle residue shattered to the ground, just like my heart now.
"Give me ......" I cried loudly as I said that, when I was in Wenfu, I didn't dare to cry, I was afraid that I would make everyone more sad.
"That's it!" He suddenly looked at me with some distress and touched my head, trying to comfort me.
"You know what? I'm the only one left in the Liu family, and there's nothing left......" As I spoke, I rushed over and hugged him. He stiffened suddenly, and then hugged me tightly.
"I know, I know." He didn't know how to answer my words.
"On the day my father left, my sister hugged Wen Yue and said that we won't have a father in the future, but now I don't even have a sister, I don't know what it means for me to live in this world......"
"Maybe I'm the kind of mourning star that others say, my mother is gone, my father is gone, my sister is gone, I killed me!" Gradually, I began to despair, feeling that it was all my fault, that I didn't deserve to live in this world.
"You still have me......" He hugged me tightly, patting me gently on the back. Before I knew it, I was asleep in his arms.
Looking at me sleeping in his arms, he moved a little compassion, maybe he could try to be nice to me, maybe this marriage contract is our destined fate.
Since the gazebo was closer to his room, he was afraid that I would wake up on the way, so he did not send me back to my room, but to his, covered me with a quilt, wiped my face, and fell asleep on my stomach on the table.
When I woke up in the morning, I opened my eyes and saw him lying on the table, I was a little surprised, and subconsciously opened the quilt, fortunately, the clothes were still there, who knows, he is a disciple.
I didn't want to wake him up, so I crept up, put on my shoes, folded the quilt casually, and quietly walked past him with my skirt in my hand.
What is the quality of this door, how can it ring, I looked back in embarrassment to see if he was awake.
"Are you awake?" He looked at me with sleepy eyes, and I have to say that this look is really charming when he just woke up.
"Haha...... You go back to sleep, you're welcome. I closed the door in embarrassment and immediately ran.
The maids who were cleaning in the yard looked at me in surprise when they saw me running out of his room with disheveled hair and disheveled clothes.
He got up and moved his numb hand, a heartfelt smile on the corner of his mouth......
I was groggy for several days after my sister left, I thought a lot, and I had to take care of my own way in the future, I had to take care of Niannian, take care of the people I cherished, and take care of myself.
"Niannian, go out for a walk with me!" I took a deep breath and stretched, everything had to start anew, and I couldn't go on any longer.
"Good!" Nian Nian saw that I was much better today, and couldn't help but be happy for me.
Today's air is not bad, the wind blows through the willow trees by the lake, the lake surface is slightly rippling, the lotus flowers bloom just right, one is more delicate than the other, and the mood is instantly so good that it explodes.
"Let's go boating! You can also pick lotus seeds! Suddenly, such a thought came to my mind.
"But miss, you can't swim, don't you remember you fell into the water?" Nian Nian looked at me with a look of disgust.
"Oh, what are you afraid of? Anyway, there are boats, and the water in the lake is not too deep, so it's fine. "I'm about to be driven crazy by the events of the past few days, and I must be impatient.
Nian Nian couldn't help me, so he had to turn around and go back to the kitchen and take a basket, I could do this better than being sullen all day.
"I can say okay, if you fall into the water later, I don't care about you!" Nian Nian quipped.
I have to say, the environment in this palace is really good! The water in the lotus pond is very clear, and there are small fish in it. The dew drops on the lotus leaves, under the sunlight, seemed to glow, and I couldn't help but immerse myself in this leisurely afternoon.
In the room in the distance, Yan Mo was looking at the lake, playing with a fan in his hand: "It seems that she should want to open it, so it's okay." ”
"It's nice to see her look like she's not worried." Yan Mo couldn't help but sigh. His mood has not been so comfortable for a long time, probably this is the life he yearns for.
"Does the prince want to pan the lake?" Seeing the prince staring outside for a long time, Qingge was very confused, he had never seen such a prince.
"Let her go, she and I will be restrained when I go, she finally eased up, forget it." He smiled, returned to his desk, and began to work on the official documents.
"Miss, slow down, we picked so much, it's time to go back, the skin will get sunburned, and the sunburn won't be beautiful." Nian Nian deliberately scared me.
"Okay, right away." At this moment, I reached out to pluck a distant lotus pod, and my fingertips touched the branch and splashed into the water without stabilizing my center of gravity.
"Ahh … Save me! "I was thrashing in the water.
"Miss! Miss! ”
"Someone! Help me! ”。
Nian Nian shouted and pulled me, but she couldn't pull my hand when I was splashing in the water, and how could her thin body hold me.
Just after I struggled to choke on a few mouthfuls of water, someone suddenly lifted my hand and picked me up. He flew me out of the water and walked straight back to my room, a look of worry and displeasure on his face.
"What? Do you want to die? If you want to die, don't die in my house! He was a little angry, thinking that I couldn't think about it, so he was looking for death.
Although I was asking for hardship, but when I heard him say this, I still felt very aggrieved, and tears couldn't stop falling, and tears were the most useful for dealing with men.
"Alright, alright, I don't blame you." Seeing me cry, his attitude softened a lot.
Seeing that my face was a little pale, my hair was messy on my face, my soaked clothes were clinging to my body, my beautiful figure was looming, and he looked like a chicken in soup, his eyes were a little evasive, and his heart had a subtle change, and he didn't dare to look directly into my eyes.
Qingge's jaw next to him was about to drop, this is not like the prince he knows, he is not so careful about Huayue, it seems that the prince is tempted.
When his slender fingers touched my face coldly, my heart was like a deer, and for the first time I had this inexplicable feeling, my face turned red like a monkey's ass.
Seeing that I blushed, Yan Mo felt that his behavior seemed to be inappropriate, so he immediately retracted his hand.
"Niannian, take care of Weiwei." So he turned around and left the room with some embarrassment.
"Miss, everyone is gone!" Looking at me like a nymphomaniac, Nian Nian was speechless.
"Who said I was looking at him." I won't admit it, but was that feeling heartwarming?
In the study
"Is the prince moved by her?" Qingge's words pierced his careful thoughts.
"No, it's just funny." Although he didn't admit it, his heart began to change differently, and he probably liked this strange girl.
"Tomorrow morning, have someone go over and make her some new clothes." She seemed to only have those few clothes, and for some reason, he wanted to do a lot for her.
"Okay, lord." Qingge retreated, all kinds of cranky thoughts in his head, it seems that the spring of the prince has come.
In the evening I walked to his room with lotus seed porridge and chestnut cake, and I was expecting to see him, but I had thought he was a disciple and hated him to the extreme.
"Is the prince here?" I knocked cautiously on the door.
"Come in."
"I brought you lotus seed porridge boiled from lotus seeds that I finally picked today, as well as your favorite chestnut cake. Thank you once again for saving your life. "I don't know when I went from approaching him for revenge to wanting to get close to him.
"Then I'm going to try it, someone almost lost their lives again." Yan Mo actually teased me.
"Sit down, wait for me, I'll be done in a moment." He lowered his head and looked at the official document seriously.
Seeing him frowning, I actually had the idea of reaching out to smooth his brows, pursing my sexy and seductive lips, I really wanted to kiss him secretly, oh my God, am I stunned?
I took out the lotus seed porridge and chestnut cake in the food box and put them on the table, lying on the table and looking at him boredly, sometimes fiddling with the teacups on the table, sometimes playing with my long hair.
During this period of time with me, my opinion of him has changed a lot, my sister's departure, he gave me a lot of help and courage, thinking about it, I felt sleepy and fell asleep.
After handling official business, Yan Mo saw that I was asleep and quietly walked over and sat next to me. 'I don't know, in this troubled world. Can she be so happy all the time? Can I protect her? Maybe she shouldn't know me, so life would be less accidental. ’
When I opened my eyes, he was eating the chestnut cake I had made myself, and it seemed that he really liked it.
"Go back to sleep if you're sleepy, your craft is not bad." He reached out and stroked my hair and motioned for me to go back.
"Okay, then you can rest well." I slept in a daze, and now I just wanted to sleep, so I walked back groggily.
After I left, he stood by the window for a long time, and he kept thinking about whether he really liked me, or if he just thought it was funny, and he thought that he could marry anyone, and he happened to have a marriage contract with me......
"Lord Wang, tomorrow is Qixi Festival, aren't you going to take Miss Liu out?" Qingge walked in and deliberately reminded Yan Mo.
"Also, Chang'an City should be very lively, let's take Huayue with us." Yan Mo was happy in his heart, but he still didn't admit it, and used Huayue as a cover.
"Okay, I'll find a way to keep Miss Liu in the mansion and not disturb you." Qingge is becoming more and more presumptuous.
"......" Yan Mo was so frightened with a look that Qing Ge closed his mouth and walked out.