I just don't know why he's doing it.

But it's not hard to think, combined with some things, it's easy to guess what Jing Mu is going to do.

Cheng Yunmo suddenly felt that she had to meet Jing Mu, otherwise she would be unwilling.

Bu Gu heard a knock on the door, opened the door and saw that it was Cheng Yunmo.

The surprise on his face was not well contained in time, and was taken into Cheng Yunmo's eyes.

Bugu was surprised, lowered his head, and saluted respectfully: "I've seen the military advisor." ”

"Is Lord Jingmu at home?" Cheng Yunmo asked.

"Childe is not here, dare to ask why the military advisor is here?" Bu Lone's face was a little wary.

It's not that he doesn't know the rumors that have been circulating wildly recently, after all, the reason why it can be spread so rampantly, he has also contributed a lot to it.

"Where did he go?"

"Childe's affairs, we as subordinates, we have never been able to ask, so we can't answer the military advisor."

"Do you want to come in and wait?" Bu Lonely proposed.

"No need." Cheng Yunmo said lightly.

She was really dizzy, with Jing Mu's identity, many of the things she did were the more people who knew about it, the more dangerous it was.

Except for the people who are going to do things with him, no one who has nothing to do will certainly not tell.

Even the closest person to him.

Cheng Yunmo left Jing Mu's house and walked aimlessly on the street, only to find out that she didn't actually know Jing Mu.

When she didn't know Jing Mu's whereabouts, she couldn't find Jing Mu at all.

Of course, if she asks people to look it up, she'll get what she wants.

But what's the use?

Jing Mu was wearing Gongzi Mu's clothes and planned to go home, after all, Gongzi Mu was not suitable for a long time to appear in Northern Xinjiang.

Just a corner, just a glance, and suddenly saw Cheng Yunmo.

There are obviously many people on the street, but in the sea of people, at the moment when they look at each other, it seems that she is the only one left in this world.

When Cheng Yunmo saw Jing Mu,

Do you believe in fate?

Sometimes fate is so wonderful, when you don't have hope, the person you are looking for is like suddenly coming to the world, although wearing a black robe, but the most dazzling in this world.

"Ah Gui." Cheng Yunmo caught up with Jing Mu and grabbed Jing Mu when he was about to leave.

"Strategist." Although Jing Mu's voice was very gentle, his eyes were full of indifference: "Is the military advisor here to arrest me?" ”

"You obviously haven't done it, why are you spreading those false rumors?" Cheng Yunmo grabbed Jing Mu's sleeve and didn't let go.

"Do you know what you're doing? You're destroying your future. Cheng Yunmo said in a very anxious tone.

Jing Mu looked at Cheng Yunmo, and broke Cheng Yunmo's hand very gently little by little: "I won't leave, the military advisor doesn't have to hold me like this." ”

In other words, if he really wants to leave, Cheng Yunmo can't keep him.

"It doesn't matter what the truth is, what matters is that people are willing to believe what they hear."

"Why are you doing this?" Cheng Yunmo looked at Jing Mu very sadly.

"Is it because of the Yu family?"

"You don't want to kill me, but because of the Yu family, you have to move me, so you directed and acted in this play to protect me?"

"Ah Gui, I don't need such protection. I don't want you to be burdened with these inexplicable charges because of me. ”

"What do you say again? Why can't I understand? ”

Jing Mu smiled: "I really don't want to move the military division, after all, there is a lot of risk in moving the military division." ”

"But I have to move the army again, because I want to live."

"So you understand? Your life is far less important to me than mine. ”

"Someone who truly loves you will put your life before his own, not someone like me, who will take your life when necessary." Jing Mu did not carry any emotion.

It's rare for him to be so unkind.

In order to protect himself, he generally speaks the gentlest words in the gentlest voice, and then makes the most ruthless moves.

Such an almost impersonal tone, he remembered, he didn't seem to say it a few times since he was a child.

"I understand, I understand." Cheng Yunmo sighed and said.

"Ah Gui, I already thought about this when I was sure that I liked you."

"The person I like is not an ordinary person, he carries a lot and he suffers a lot."

"He is not kind, and there are not many people in this world who are even more ruthless than him."

"But he is very kind, he can go to the Ghost Gate to save people regardless of gains and losses, and he can go deep into the Beidi Army to rescue people."

"Ah Gui, if you don't like me, I naturally won't entangle, the girl of the Cheng family, it's not that I can't let go."

"But you clearly like me, and I happen to like you too, so why don't we cherish this rare fate?"

Jing Mu looked at Cheng Yunmo, except for silence or silence, and said after a long time: "I can become a child-in-law, I can become a child-in-law in southern Xinjiang, do you know how many people have died because of my family?" ”

"I haven't killed anyone with my own hands, but I've killed quite a few people."

"Cheng Yunmo, in order to live, I have nothing to do, I can kill others in order to live, and naturally I can kill you."

"If a military advisor does one thing, he can save countless families. And I do one thing, how many families go to Huangquan for this, I don't know. ”

"I and the military master have never been people of the same world, I used to be too greedy, so why should the military teacher be obsessed with this." Jing Mu did not carry any emotion.

"I do my thing, if it gets in the way of the military advisor, the military advisor just does it."

After Jing Mu finished speaking, he walked past Cheng Yunmo without any hesitation.

"Ah Gui, there must be other ways, we don't have to be enemies."

"The military advisor told me, what can I do?"

Jing Mu turned his head and looked silent: "Does the military advisor not know that I am a poisonous person?" Or do you not know that there is no cure for the poison of poisonous people? ”

"Without balance medicine, I can't survive the poison, so how does the military advisor think this situation can be solved?"

"The Cheng family has a famous doctor, even if there is no way to poison people, it is possible to develop the same medicine as the balance medicine of the Yu family and prolong the life expectancy."

"Don't you need time?"

"The military advisor probably doesn't know that the Yu family's balance medicine is a recipe that only takes many poisons to die, right?"

"I remember that I was still a poisoner, and when I first met the military advisor, the military advisor told me that every poisonous person who can survive is a gift from God."

"Do you really think it's a gift? Day after day, year after year of torture, did the military advisor really understand? ”

"If the military advisor really understood, he wouldn't have said such naïve things." Jing Mu shook off Cheng Yunmo's hand and said without looking back.

In his life, the greatest gift he encountered was to meet Cheng Yunmo.

But the biggest cruelty he encountered was also Cheng Yunmo.

In "The Analects of Yan Yuan", it is said that God has the virtue of a good life, but fate has never favored him.

He is not afraid of pain, nor is he afraid of suffering, so painful, he has survived.

But God just let him meet Cheng Yunmo, and met this person who was enough to make him forget all the pain in this life.

And then when he desperately wanted to protect this person, when he wanted to give her peace and pleasure, he had to bow his head.

Go and give in to live, go and kill her.

What is this?

Play with him?

He is a man who is covered in mud, a man who will always have to struggle desperately in the dark to survive.

How can you deserve to like such a person who understands righteousness and is full of light.

Jing Mu was very resolute, but only he knew how much courage he needed to pay for his words and actions just now.

If he wasn't a poisonous person, he could naturally respond to Cheng Yunmo.

If he didn't carry so much, since he was a poisonous person, he could also give the Yu family to protect Cheng Yunmo.

But no!

No~

The sorrow of the pharmacy cannot continue, and those in the pharmacy cannot die in vain.

Jing Mu felt that his face was wet, took off his mask, and felt the wetness on his face with his hands, only to realize that he didn't know when, he actually cried.

"Brother, why are you crying?"

Jing Mu looked down, and then saw a little girl next to him who didn't know when she appeared.

An innocent face.

"Probably because my brother is too useless, so I'm sad."

"Brother, eat sugar. My aunt said that if you eat sugar, it will be sweet, and you will not be sad. The little girl took out a piece of candy from her pocket and handed it to Jing Mudao.

"Thank you." Jing Mu took the sugar road.

"Come on, brother!" The little girl cheered for Jing Mu.

"Okay." Jing Mu looked at the candy in his hand, and suddenly a tear fell and his palm was wet.

"Is sugar not delicious?" The little girl tilted her head and said puzzled.

How can sugar not taste good?

It's so sweet, but it's her favorite.

"No, my brother rarely eats sugar, and suddenly he feels happy."

"It turns out that my brother is more pitiful than me."

Does just joy make people cry?

Isn't rejoicing laughing out loud? The brothers and sisters next door, when they are happy, they all laugh?

Is it because the older brothers and sisters next door haven't grown up like her?

"For your pity, this is my last candy of the day, and I'll give it to you." The little girl took out the last candy from her pocket and reluctantly handed it to Jing Mu.

"My brother has eaten candy, he must be happy."

Jing Mu looked at the little girl who was gradually running away, and suddenly saw Cheng Yunmo's shadow on her.

When Cheng Yunmo was young, it was probably the same, right?

Jing Mu looked at the two lonely candies in his hand, and his eyes softened unconsciously.

It is true that he rarely eats sugar, he can't eat it when he doesn't have the conditions, and he can't remember it when he can.

He himself is a very easy person to feed, so he doesn't have any obsession.

Jing Mu looked at these two sugars, which were not expensive, and suddenly felt that there was a lot of tenderness and kindness in this world.

It's just that it doesn't have any fate with him.

Jing Mu put away the two candies and put the mask on.

At this moment, he is still a child-in-law pastor.