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I stared at him blankly, not making a sound.

"Green Branches." He called my name softly, with a gentleness that he had never felt before, and with caution, he cherished it.

"Gu Yuancheng, although it is said that in order to achieve the goal, it is nothing to use unscrupulous means, but you even used the beauty trick, it is a bit too much, right?" I tugged at the corners of my mouth, trying to laugh but couldn't.

"You are the person who knows me in the world, my sincerity, can't you see it?" Gu Yuancheng was not angered by my deliberate words, but lowered his eyes a little disappointed.

In an instant, the starlight was dim, and the bright moon was dull.

I didn't dare to look him in the eye again, so I turned to the side unnaturally.

Yes, I know him, and I can see the truth of his words, but this situation, this month, this water, should not be a place where we can be presumptuous.

"I, Shen Qingzhi, never need a man to rely on, nor do I need anyone to marry me to enter the door, I only hope that my official fortune will be prosperous and I will leave a name in history."

This is what I can try to grasp, as for the ethereal feelings, I am willing to press them in the bottom of my heart, to forget, to miss.

I have always believed that there are many things in this world that need to be cherished, but there are some things that should be discarded, not because they are not worth cherishing, but because they bring a lot of things that are beyond their control, great joy, or unbearable pain.

I'm used to facing everything alone, the cold ice and snow are no longer enough for me to stop, and as for the warm spring sun, I don't need it anymore.

My words were already very decisive, but Gu Yuancheng not only did not flick his sleeves away angrily, but took a step closer to me, he didn't know what he took out from his sleeve, leaned over slightly and tied it around my waist.

He took a step back, and the cold moonlight shone down from the dark night sky, illuminating all the darkness between us in the blink of an eye.

I subconsciously lowered my head to look, only to see that the misty moonlight instantly spread a crimson in the gurgling river water, clusters of clusters, scorching and bright.

"Half a peach blossom ......" I was stunned.

"The peach is dying, scorching its splendour, and the son is home, and it is suitable for his room." He raised his hand in front of me, and as soon as his palm was loosened, the other half of the peach blossom hung under the moonlight, "Shen Qingzhi, is this also a kind of fate?" ”

You and I know the peach forest, get acquainted with the peach forest, Yuande Temple a stunning flower shadow, it will be entangled into the heart of eternity, although people will turn into dust with time, but time will not, it will flow quietly in the long river of history, flowing in his heart.

"Hu ...... Sling the bull. I suddenly felt that my heart was beating a little hard, my cheeks were inexplicably hot, I flicked my sleeves angrily, and I turned my head away with a cold face, "Who is destined with you?" You've read too much of the book, right? ”

"Green Branches." He walked around to me, his expression darkened a little, "We have all endured too much pain, and our hearts have long been like stagnant water, and it is difficult to make waves, but if there is such an opportunity in front of us, why don't we muster up the courage to chase after it, ask for one, and strive to fight for it once?" ”

"Why can all of them get their own happiness, but we don't even have the right to pursue it? We are also human beings, and we are also the most ordinary and small dust in the world, why do we have to bear all the pain? If man is born sinful, then why does God punish only the two of us? ”

"Because it's also fate!" The unwillingness that had been accumulated in my heart for a long time was hooked out by his words like this, and I suddenly yelled out of control, "Gu Yuancheng, I don't want to accept my fate, but sometimes, I can't fight fate, and you can't fight either." ”

Wei Yinghou Mansion, Qin State, Qi State, Gong Qinguo Mansion...... There are so many things lying between us, it's not that I haven't been delusional, but I know that I don't have the qualifications to be delusional.

The ground on my body was warm, and when I came back to my senses, Gu Yuancheng had already hugged me gently.

"The world has never been kind to us, but you ...... in it"

So everything has color.

"Qingzhi, the pain we are carrying is too heavy, and the road ahead is too long, there will always be times when we are tired and out of breath, I just hope that when that time comes, we can rely on each other."

"Everyone will have a time when they come to despair, you are the hope in my despair, Qingzhi, do you understand?"

"You and I are the most timid people, but this time, let's take out all the courage we have left, and fight with the sky together, okay? Even if it ends up in a dismal end, even if it becomes the laughing stock of others in the end, at least we have had, struggled, and fought together at the best age, and we should always ...... I won't regret it. ”

I was stunned in his arms for a long time, Gu Yuancheng was also very patient waiting for me, the cold wind swept all the way from the end of the water, blowing his robe belt and making a hunting sound.

The cold moon above his head was clear, and he seemed to be erased by the world in the halo, so faint that my eyes were blurred.

"Okay, I'll make a bet with you on the heavens, I don't regret it, and I don't want to do it all over again."

"What are you...... Promise to ......." Gu Yuancheng suddenly blushed, he withdrew his hand, and looked to the side with dodgy eyes, "Are you going to marry me?" ”

I pondered for a moment, and said uncertainly, "It depends on how much dowry you make, you know, I'm the prime minister every year, I can't raise one more of you, look at you, the clothes have to be from the Silk Spring Pavilion, the shoes have to be from the Golden Cutting Workshop, the jade pendants and sachets on the body, which one is not the best?" Also, where are you going to live in the future......"

Originally, I was going to tease him and see how embarrassed he was, but the more I said it, the more I felt that it was not a good taste. Chase Yo Literature

Obviously, they are all the prime ministers of the same country, and it is clear that the national strength of Qi and Qin is about the same, why am I so much colder than him? Emperor Qi even gave him gold mines and jade mines, but I had to live in poverty every day, lest Pei Dang always have to make irresponsible remarks in front of the emperor and take the opportunity to join me, I didn't have any mines.

It seems that I have to think about it, and let the emperor give me a little money.

"I can give you as much as you want." Gu Yuancheng blurted out, without the slightest hesitation.

I was stunned, then laughed.

"Gu Yuancheng, I don't want anything, because I have never owned anything, so are you still willing to marry me?"

"Nature." He looked at me, "I only need you and only you." ”

The only person in front of him has always been the person in front of him, and in this world, no one else can be so deep in his heart for so long.

Gu Yuancheng's answer was exactly what I wanted, and I couldn't help but feel a little fluttering when I imagined everything that would be beautiful in the future.

"When did you like me?" On the way back to Liu's house, I asked him with a side face.

"I don't know." Gu Yuancheng replied quickly, as if he had thought about this question a thousand times in his heart.

"And what do you like about me?" I was choked by him, and I asked again, "We have always regarded ourselves as enemies, don't you think it is too abrupt for you to say that to me today?" ”

"I don't know, it's not abrupt." Gu Yuancheng is still a few simple words.

"......," my face darkened, "then why do you think I will agree to your request for 'non-separation'?" ”

Gu Yuancheng's footsteps paused, he turned to look at me, and said extremely conceitedly, "A young prime minister like me, how many people are there in the world?" If you don't like me, can you still like someone else? ”

“......”

I don't know what Gu Yuancheng said to me, so I would make a decision so impulsively, and I don't know if I say that I regret it now, will he chase me to the ends of the earth?

"As for you to ask why I chose to show you my heart today," he took a step closer to me, his eyes as misty as the bottom of the Netherworld, "because you are mine, and I must not let anyone else snatch you away." ”

"Your ears are so soft, as soon as others ask you something, you will stupidly agree, it is too easy for you to fall in love over time." He sighed and reached out to pluck a dead leaf from my hair, "Shen Qingzhi, you have to remember that you are my person now, and you can only be mine alone." ”

In an instant, I drew my sword and rested it on his neck.

"Who do you say is who's who?" I squinted.

"I'm your man." Gu Yuancheng immediately changed his words and surrendered.

I raised an eyebrow and glanced at him, then lightly withdrew my sword.

"Be careful when you speak in the future, my sword doesn't recognize people." I advise.

"......" Gu Yuancheng leaned in front of me with a cheeky face, "Qingzhi, we are now half a 'husband and wife' with a marriage contract, should you be nice to me?" ”

"There is no such thing as 'half a husband and wife' in this world, and when you really carry the sedan chair to the gate of my prime minister's mansion, I will treat you better." I turned my face away and looked haughty.

Gu Yuancheng lowered his eyes and laughed sullenly.

"Green branches, green branches, ......"

If you knew what I was thinking, would you still want to be with someone like me?

If I choose to get you by any means, can I still give you the warmth you want?

Qingzhi, Qingzhi, do you really like me as much as I like you?

The bright moon has always been silent, only people's hearts are unpredictable, and they are as eternal as ever.

Back at Liu's house, after Gu Yuancheng and I separated, I knocked on Cai Yu's door alone, and when Cai Yu saw that it was me, his face was longer than the statue of Po Suojun, and his eyes were full of coldness.

"What have you come to me for? Aren't you angry with me? He sneered.

I took a deep breath and solemnly apologized to him, "I was wrong that day, it doesn't matter if you want to scold me for a few words, or fight with me, I promise not to fight back." ”