"Once, I also had a time when I played a sword and sang, and fought the rivers and lakes." Lu Xuan stopped, and looked at the long sword on the platform in front of him with a loving face, "What a carefree day, there is only the wind, and only with the wind, I don't know that there are four seasons in a year." ”

Slightly tucked his sleeves, he gently stroked the carved scabbard, "I used to think that the short life of a person is not bad from here, I am happy, everyone in the world seems to be happy." ”

His fingertips paused on a piece of handwriting, and his gaze suddenly softened, with some sweetness and some lightness.

"But some people are just worth giving up everything that you used to be safe and happy." Slowly pulling out the sword body, his eyes were fixed on the cold light on the sword, and the inch seemed to be pulled out not by the sword, but by his heart, "Life has always been thin and cheap, it is too easy to give up life for a person, but it is too difficult to give up what you originally insisted on, what you believed, and what you wanted desperately for a person." ”

He also thought that he couldn't do it, but for her sake, he still tried to do it.

Be willing, unrepentant and uncomplaining.

"Qingzhi," he suddenly turned to look at me, his face gentle and calm, "some things are destined not to be obtained, and some things are to be exchanged for a huge price, you have to make a choice in your heart." ”

I was stunned and took a few quick steps in his direction.

"Master, I always remember your teachings to me, don't ...... them."

"No matter how high a person's ability is, there is a limit after all, and no matter how decaying a family is, it can go farther than a person," Lu Xuan looked at me, with a warning in his eyes, but also helplessness, "The family can easily protect you, sometimes it is useless for you to spend your life in vain." Qingzhi, this is the biggest difference between you and Du Rong, you don't want to learn from me, you can't let go of the hatred in your heart, and you can't let go of the love in your heart. ”

"I ......"

I was anxious to say something, but in the blink of an eye, a cold blood flower bloomed in front of my eyes, and before I could recover my thoughts, it withered and turned into dust.

"Master's ——!" I let out a roar and rushed over to hold him as he fell down.

"Master, I never wanted you to die, I never wanted you to die, why did you ......" My eyes turned red, and tears instantly welled up in my eyes.

Lu Xuan shook his head weakly, he didn't look at me, he just looked at the long sword that pierced his heart with cherished eyes, and let the blood blur his vision.

"She wanted to ...... me Wander the rivers and lakes with me, and use this sword in exchange......"

He took her sword, but never fulfilled his promise to her.

"If there is an afterlife......

If there is an afterlife.

"Master!"

"Imperial Doctor, Imperial Doctor, go find the Imperial Doctor!"

I rushed to the door as if I was half crazy, but I was greeted by a pair of cold eyes.

Xuanyi robe, wide band gold edge, supreme honor, indispensable.

I was shocked, and subconsciously turned my head and forced the wetness in my eyes back.

"Where do you want to go?" He looked at me with a smirk, but his eyes were full of cold light.

"I'm feeling a little unwell, go to the palace to find the imperial doctor." I didn't dare to look at him, so I quickly explained the reason and immediately ran past him.

"Ding ——!" The swords collided like ice shattering.

I stopped suddenly, staring blankly at the two guards who stopped me, and my heart was as cold as snow.

"Why don't you let me go?" Pursing my lips, I turned my back to him with a pale face.

Cen Xi walked up to me with an expressionless face: "He's dead." ”

"So what?" Suddenly there was a hatred in my heart, hating him and hating myself.

"Finding an excuse for peace of mind is nothing but a coward's act." He unceremoniously pierced the thin paper that I wanted to deceive myself, and didn't give me a chance to leave a face at all.

For a moment, I felt suffocated as I stood in front of him.

"I want to bury him properly." I tightened my fists in my sleeves and didn't argue with him.

Cen Xi glanced down at my face and didn't speak.

I turned around and walked back inside.

"His sin is enough to dismember the body of five horses and burn his body to ashes." Cen Xi spoke.

With a wave of my sleeve, I slammed the door shut.

"It's about to dawn, you better go and prepare for the emperor's funeral."

With a twinkle in his eyes, Cen Xi stood quietly outside the door for a while, and finally walked away.

No matter how late the night is, no matter how reluctant the person is, he will eventually leave, just like this seemingly endless autumn cold light, which finally ushered in the last sadness.

When it was slightly bright, it was snowing.

The snowflakes are small, not too cold, and fall on the tombstones and melt in a short time.

"There is jade in the heavenly family, as clever as a delicate spirit, a hundred flowers are ashamed, Chang'e is difficult, there is Irus, there is Qingrusi......" I knelt in front of Lu Xuan's tomb and muttered softly, "Master, it turns out that her sudden illness and death were quietly hidden in your heart." "The only Chinese network

Why is the love in this world so grinding?

"Daddy, Daddy!" A beautiful shadow suddenly stumbled from the bright light in the distance, and fell to its knees in front of the tombstone in almost embarrassment.

"Dad, what's going on? Daddy, daddy, you have a word to your daughter, daddy! ”

Tears rippled, hopeless, a weak woman suddenly suffered such a change, how will she survive in this world in the future?

I don't know.

"Lord Shen Xiang, Lord Shen Xiang," Lu Huan'er seemed to finally see me kneeling beside me, she grabbed my robe, and asked me very sadly, "I beg you, tell me, why is my father here?" He came to see me and Yi'er in the morning, why, why......"

I couldn't bear to look at her, so I could only look away and say, "Lord Lu is here to follow an old man, Lu ...... Madam Bai, don't be too sad, Lord Lu walked very peacefully. ”

"The deceased?" Tears fell from her eyes one by one, she shook her head, and retreated blankly, "What kind of old person is more important than her own daughter?" What kind of deceased is more important than his grandson? What kind of old man is worth it, it is worth ......"

"Madame Bai, what's wrong with you?" Seeing her fall suddenly, I quickly got up to help her, but the woman in my arms was already tightly closed and unconscious.

Worst!

I was so frightened that I quickly got on the horse with her in my arms and rushed all the way to the nearest hospital.

"Doctor, doctor, come and see her!" I carried Lu Huan'er into the hospital hall and found a clean wooden bed and put it down.

When the doctor saw this situation, he didn't dare to slack off, and hurried to his side to check her pulse.

After doing something, the doctor breathed a sigh of relief and took me aside.

"Mrs. Zun is fine, but she is already pregnant, her body is already weak, and she was emotional and sad not long ago, so she will be in a coma, just take a few pairs of medicine to calm the mind and protect the fetus."

"What? Pregnant? "I was shocked.

The doctor didn't know why, but when I heard the good news for the first time, I was a little surprised, he patted me on the shoulder as if he had come over, and walked aside to write a prescription.

I should have laughed, but now I just want to cry, for Bai Zhi, and for this poor woman.

With a helpless sigh, I glanced at Lu Huan'er, who was still unconscious, and went to find a medical apprentice in private, gave him some money, and asked him to go to Baifu to report the news.

The time for the decoction to boil is not long, nor is it short, just as I was about to feed Lu Huan'er with the boiled medicine, Bai Zhi finally rushed over in embarrassment.

Not only was his clothes disheveled, but his hair was a mess, and I almost didn't recognize him if I didn't look closely.

"You've been looking for her?" I asked.

Bai Zhi didn't say a word, just stared at the unconscious woman on the bed.

I looked at him like this, and I wanted to open my mouth to say something, but in the end I could only say, "She is pregnant, you take good care of her." ”

After saying that, I handed him the decoction, and then left the hospital and went to the palace to deal with the funeral.

Bai Zhi waited until my figure completely disappeared before staggering to the bed.

He was afraid to see her now, but when he returned home and didn't see her, he went crazy and looked for her again.

He didn't know what mood to use to face her, he didn't know how to comfort her, he could only hope that she was at least willing to look at the child's face and not hate herself.

"Dad, don't, husband!" With an exclamation, Lu Huan'er woke up from her dream, and as soon as she saw Bai Zhihuan in front of her, she immediately hugged him tightly, and her whole body trembled with fear.

"I'm here, I'm here, don't be afraid." Bai Zhi also patted her back lightly and comforted her softly.

"Husband, you tell me that my father is not dead, he is still alive and well, husband, you tell me." Lu Huan'er cried and begged for a false truth, but Bai Zhi couldn't say it at all.

"Okay, since you don't want to say it, since you don't want to lie to me," Lu Huan'er pushed Bai Zhihuan away and looked at him with teary eyes, "Then you sue me and tell me the truth, how did my father die?" ”

"Huan'er, don't get excited, I'm ......"

"You say!"

Bai Zhi also closed his eyes, he knew that even if he lied to her today, after a while, when His Royal Highness the Crown Prince liquidated the remnants of the court, she would also know, and in the intermittent time, she would only hate him more and suffer more.

"My father-in-law conspired against him and committed suicide in fear of crime, and I personally led the troops to surround the Lu Mansion......"

"Woo ——!"

Water splashes.

Lu Huan'er shook off the decoction in Bai Zhihuan's hand vigorously, and roared angrily, "You talk nonsense, you talk nonsense!" It's impossible for my dad to rebel, and you won't do this to my dad, impossible! ”

"Huan'er, don't get excited, you're pregnant now." Bai Zhi was still in a hurry, and the words blurted out.

Lu Huan'er paused suddenly, she looked at him in a daze, and her heart was barren.

"You...... Say what? ”

"You're pregnant." Bai Zhi also wanted to step forward and hug her, but she pushed her away.