Chapter 190: Joys and sorrows are the norm in life

"If that's the case, I'll directly send out the personal soldiers trained by the General's Mansion, under the guise of probing the enemy's situation, and after figuring out the specific news, I will immediately control the people, and release them after the matter is completely over!" Shen Zhinan opened his mouth and said, "It's just that in this way, it is estimated that more manpower will be needed, and it will be even more difficult to control!" ”

"I do know a person who has enough strength to help you." Master Hateless spoke slowly, "And speaking of which, this person has some relationship with you, as long as you speak in the right way, he will definitely agree to help!" ”

Hearing Master Innocence's words, Shen Zhinan said curiously, "I don't remember that I know this kind of person, how come you still know!" ”

"I remember that your wife has been writing more frequently recently, why haven't you heard about what happened in the capital!" Master Hateless said, "Even people like me, who don't have any correspondence with the capital, know what the situation in the capital is like now, isn't it as fast as me to get the news?" ”

"Recently, there are some new people coming over from the capital, and the relationship with me is not simple, but what does this have to do with the border matter!" Shen Zhinan was a little puzzled, "Besides, since my eldest uncle was able to take charge, my grandfather and grandmother have left the capital and traveled around, even if they want to help me, they may not be able to help!" ”

"Sure enough, the young man still hasn't thought things through enough!" Master Innocence smiled and said, "You can think about it, although your maternal grandfather and grandmother have traveled abroad for so many years, have they ever said anything bad to their family, which time doesn't mean that they have helped someone or encountered something!" They've been out there for so long, so naturally there are places you don't notice, and those places happen to be able to help you! ”

Hearing the words of the Hatless Master, Shen Zhinan was silent for a while, "But they are in the capital now, even if there is anything that can help me, it will be too late, after all, the matter here can be solved as soon as possible, it is better to solve it earlier, besides, I am now a father who is about to become a father, if I encounter something or I will only ask people in the family for help, then what is the use of my current identity?" ”

"You don't have to worry about these things first, you just mention the things you encounter to them, they naturally know how to help you, and besides, things haven't really started yet, how do you know it's too late, maybe people like your grandfather and grandmother have already thought of the current situation, and then prepared a helper for you early!" Master Hatless opened his mouth and said, "If you really don't want to open this mouth with the people in the family, then you can also make good use of the ready-made resources, didn't His Royal Highness the Crown Prince let the prince of the Han family come over, when the time comes, you can directly tell him your backup plan, and let him find a way to help you do this well, since he can come to the border, then there must be someone around him to protect him, and those people must be people that His Royal Highness the Crown Prince can trust, in this way, you don't have to worry about whether the news will leak!" ”

"Let's think like this for the time being, and we'll see when the specific situation comes!" Shen Zhinan hesitated for a moment, and then said, "I don't know why, I always feel that these things are handed over to Han Luyun, I'm not at ease!" ”

Master Hateless looked at him, but didn't speak again, he could naturally think of why Shen Zhinan felt a little uneasy, although Han Luyun was not a weak scholar who was powerless, but after all, he didn't have much experience, if he really handed over this kind of thing to him, maybe it would be self-defeating, and it would be too late at that time.

"Take advantage of the time you have in these two days, why don't you go out for a walk with me?" Master Hateless Pulled the topic away, "It's been so long since I've been at the border, I'm either in the barracks, or I'm busy meeting my friends, I haven't thought about the good scenery here!" ”

"Don't you often say that you have traveled all over the world, almost the whole world five or six times, why do you still think about the beautiful scenery of this border?" Shen Zhinan smiled and said, "In addition to the endless yellow sand, rolling mountains, and the never-absent rising sun, this boundary is nothing more than that. ”

"I have walked a lot of roads in my life, I have seen many people, and I have felt the customs of each place, but only at the border, my mood is the most relaxed, even if there are constant disputes here all the year round, and sometimes even the people are not happy, but as long as I see the vast yellow sand, see the twists and turns of the mountains, and see the unique sunset here, I can instantly calm down, slowly feel, and think." Master Wu Hate looked at the lush green mountains in the distance, and said, "Do you know, I once heard people say that if you are lucky enough to come to the border in autumn, you must not be in a hurry to leave, take that day to come out, get up early, watch the rising sun on the high mountain peaks, and don't be in a hurry to rest in the evening, in the yellow sand, enjoy the afterglow of the sunset, only in this way, can you live up to such a journey!" ”

Shen Zhinan is a person who has been in the border for a long time, so he naturally knows what the scenery he said looks like, and he can also think of what his mentality was when he first saw these scenes, but even so, he could only sigh "Time is still the same, things are not people." ”

The two tacitly agreed that they didn't say anything more, but slowly walked towards the outside of the barracks. Because the army had been stationed in the past, the defense was considered, so there were quite a few mountains near the barracks. Because most of the people on the border are accustomed to eating by the mountains, the surroundings of these high mountains have been fully used, and the digging and digging have a unique charm.

Ascending a small mountain range that is not high, the two looked in the direction of the barracks, and were speechless for a while.

The Hatless Master suddenly asked, "Have you ever wondered how far you would like to be on this path?" ”

Although there was no beginning or end to these words, Shen Zhinan immediately understood what he meant, "I don't know, when I just decided to embark on this road, because I felt that there was a need for someone in the family to be the pillar, and then I stayed at the border for three years, and I have participated in countless wars, large and small, at that time, I suddenly understood that soldiers are not just for their families, but more for everyone." If at the beginning, I wanted to go to the Shen family to be strong enough not to be bullied, then now, I think I should keep walking on this road until I can't hold on anymore! ”

"But you also know that the sword has no eyes on the battlefield, if something really happens, have you ever thought about what your family should do? Not long after you got married, you also said that maybe you will be able to become a father directly when you go back this time, even if this is the case, do you still have to choose to stick to this road? There was more emotion in the eyes of the hateless master, but Shen Zhinan didn't look at him, but he didn't notice it.

"When Yueyun and I first met, she knew that I was a soldier, since she could unswervingly choose me, then he and she would definitely be able to understand what I wanted, and I believe that she would respect my decision, even if one day, I really died on the battlefield, I also believe that my family will help me take good care of Yueyun and the child!" Shen Zhinan slowly spoke, "Although this kind of thing is a bit selfish, but this is something I want to stick to, I can't give it up because of something else, even if it is all the people I love who stand on the opposite side of it." ”

"It is the luck of the court to have a soldier like you, and it is also the luck of the emperor and the crown prince, and it is their luck and misfortune for General Shen's family to have an eldest son like you, but Miss Han can have a husband like you, and your future children can have a father like you, that is their misfortune!" Master Hateless let out a long sigh, "Actually, I also think that a person is very lucky to be able to have something he wants to stick to in his life, but I don't think that sticking to this thing is living for a lifetime." After all, we have to get along with people, know someone, leave someone, usher in someone, send off someone, joys and sorrows are the normal state of people, and your so-called perseverance will eventually lose to these things. ”

After Master Wuhing's words were finished, Shen Zhinan was silent for a while before he spoke, "I don't deny what you said, the normal state of life is joys and sorrows, but it's not just joys and sorrows, if I can cover everything, it will naturally be the best thing, but there are always some things that I can't control, if it really comes to that time, I will naturally not deceive myself." However, I also believe that what I accept, I will keep it until the end. ”

"I hope so!" Master Hatless smiled for a moment, "After all, you are the purest person I know in my life, think about it we have known each other for so many years, every time I see you, I can always think of the high-spirited young man at the beginning, even if the years have left more traces on your body, but between your eyebrows and eyes are still the same as before!" ”

"You say, can we see the sunset today?" Shen Zhinan opened his mouth and asked, "I remember when I just came to the border, everything was unfamiliar, without the protection of my parents, without the so-called identity, I realized that I was nothing, and I was bullied so badly, I could only clean up my mood and continue to do it." Later, someone told me that if I felt that I couldn't survive anymore, I would climb up a mountain that I thought was the highest, sit on the mountain and watch the sun go down, and then go through a long dark night, and then watch the sun rise slowly the next day, so that even if I encountered something pessimistic, I could find the direction of the light. ”