The fight with Shen Zhimeng's amazement is Su Mian's situation, because Zheng Lu took Jun Lian back to the capital for the New Year, so the intelligence network is the only one left in Su Mian to say this, usually when there are things to do, it's okay, but on the day of the New Year, even the intelligence network has stopped, and everyone is enjoying the fun of the New Year. There was nothing to divert his attention, and Su Mian's mind inevitably focused on things related to Shen Zhimeng.

During this time in the intelligence network, the people arranged by Shen Zhimeng's side have been sending news, but Su Mian has been suppressing himself and not looking at it, and after suddenly stopping what he is doing, the energy to see the news can't be suppressed.

I have seen the harmonious relationship between Han Luyun and Shen Zhimeng, I have seen the courtyard where the two of them decorate their lives like a family, and I have seen Han Luyun find Han Yueyun to surprise Shen Zhimeng......

Reading the news one after another, the expression on Su Mian's face became more and more stiff, he thought that after he pushed Shen Zhimeng away, the other party would live a happier life under the protection of others, but when these things were really naked in front of Su Mian, he still felt a little unacceptable.

If it was in the past, he would definitely believe that Shen Zhimeng would not do this kind of thing, but in this situation, he is really not sure whether even the dream will empathize and fall in love, in fact, for the current Shen Zhimeng, even if he likes Han Luyun, it is not any empathy, after all, in Shen Zhimeng's current world, there is no relationship that has existed in those years.

After reading all the news, Su Mian sat in the room all the time and didn't go out, and the things in his hands that he didn't know what they were were in a daze.

It wasn't until the sound of fireworks rising into the air that Su Mian looked up, the golden fireworks rushed into the sky like meteors, and then exploded in the black curtain, the light was very bright, the fireworks were beautiful, but they also dissipated quickly.

"It turns out that it's the New Year!" Su Mian leaned against the window and slowly spoke, "Ah Meng, this year, have I lost you?" ”

The room was silent, and no one answered Su Mian's question, and of course, no one would come to Su Mian at this time.

Listening to the sound of firecrackers from afar, as well as the sound of those people in the intelligence network, Su Mian only felt that tonight's night was a little too noisy, and his girl didn't know where his heart was.

Before the arrival of the child, Su Mian finally walked out of his room and walked to the kitchen, today's New Year, although the person he wanted to see the most was not around, but the habit of eating dumplings during the New Year was still remembered.

Because most of the men on this side of the intelligence network, only a few women on the kitchen side are helping, and now is a good time to reunite, so almost all of them are gathered in the hall.

When Su Mian walked into the kitchen, there were only two women in it who were still cooking the last pot of dumplings, and their expressions were full of joy, and the two of them were still talking about the short words of their parents.

Seeing Su Mian walk in, the two women were startled at first, and then quickly reacted, "Master Su, do you need anything to come here?" I remember that I let you have dinner—" The woman remembered something when she said this, and then quickly continued, "I'm really sorry, Master Su, because today is the New Year, we thought you would eat with everyone, so we didn't prepare a separate meal for you, you are still hungry, do you want us to make it again." ”

Su Mian shook his head, "Don't bother to prepare, I'm not hungry, aren't you cooking dumplings, let's send a bowl to my room later!" ”

The woman nodded hurriedly, "Son, do you need to add anything to your dumplings?" ”

"No, let's send two bowls!" Su Mian thought for a while, and then said, "If I'm not in the room at that time, just put things on the table." ”

After Su Mian said these words, he didn't give the woman time to react, turned around and left.

"Do you think Childe looks like he's unhappy today?" The voice of questioning came from the kitchen.

"Childe is not only unhappy today, since Childe was injured, I have rarely seen him smile from the bottom of his heart!" Another younger voice replied, "I'm the one who happened to be there when Miss Shen came here a few years ago, and the son was really happy at that time!" ”

"Speaking of this, it's really a pity, our son is obviously such a good person, but he happened to encounter such a thing!" The previous voice was full of regret, "I heard from the people around the master that Childe wanted to find Miss Shen, but due to some special reasons, he has not moved, you can tell me that Childe's legs are all good now, what other reasons are there!" ”

The young voice sounded again, "Who knows about this kind of thing, those of us who only operate in the kitchen on weekdays, it's better to do our own things honestly, as for those things that we shouldn't know, we don't want to ask around!" ”

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Su Mian walked away slowly, and he couldn't hear the sound from the kitchen anymore, but he kept thinking about the conversation between the two people in his heart. Almost all the people related to themselves know the existence of Shen Zhimeng, and they all remember the former self, how can Shen Zhimeng forget it?

On the night of the thirtieth day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, Su Mian wandered aimlessly alone, still holding wine from nowhere, walking and stopping, looking extremely lonely on this reunion day.

When Su Mian returned to his room again, the dumplings on the table were almost cold, because he couldn't guess Su Mian's thoughts, so two sets of utensils and two bowls of dumplings were sent over from the kitchen. Looking at the pairs of things on the table, Su Mian smiled bitterly, "Even the dumplings and chopsticks are in pairs, and I'm the only one!" ”

Putting the wine bottle in his hand on the table, Su Mian began to eat dumplings. Because I missed the most suitable time for the entrance, the dumplings were soaked in the soup and were a little cold, and the taste was not good. When Su Mian finished eating the bowl of dumplings in front of him, he didn't know why, and looked at the empty seat opposite, and tears fell.

"Little girl, don't you like to eat dumplings during the New Year, why don't you move?" Su Mian almost said with a trembling voice, "Little girl, I was wrong, are you okay to come back?" ”

Except for Su Mian's voice, the room was still very quiet, and this corner, except for Su Mian, who was still alive, seemed to have been forgotten by the world.

"Girl, is it cold today's dumplings, you don't like it, it's okay, I'll help you eat it, don't be angry, okay when you come back?" Su Mian, who hadn't heard a reply for a long time, reached out and brought another bowl of dumplings to him, and stuffed dumplings into his mouth one by one.

And the cold dumplings didn't taste good, coupled with Su Mian's way of eating, he was soon forced to stop, "Why, why can't I finish eating, I can, obviously I can finish eating, how can I lie to my girl!" I can finish it.. I can do it, I..."

I don't know if the wine Su Mian just drank had an effect, his whole person began to be groggy, and his stomach began to churn, and when Su Mian forced himself to walk outside the room, he couldn't help but vomit in the corner of the wall.

It was probably after a stick of incense that a voice came from the corner of the wall, it was a cry, Su Mian's cry, like an emotion that had been suppressed for a long time, was suddenly exposed to catharsis, Su Mian just held up the corner of the wall, and cried without caring about the image.

If, if you don't care about the image, if you cry heartbreakingly, if... Unprecedented regret, if these things could be exchanged for what they used to be, Su Mian thought, it would be nice if it could be like this.

The subordinates who have been following Su Mian on weekdays also drank two more drinks with his friends today, and when he was about to continue playing, he found that there was no figure of his own son in the hall.

Considering that Su Mian's body was still in the recovery stage, he still withdrew from the hall and went to the kitchen to get some food to give to Su Mian.

After following Su Mian for such a long time, he also knew that when it came to the Chinese New Year, it should be the most uncomfortable time for Su Mian today, after all, a few years ago today, Su Mian's surroundings were accompanied by someone, although the two of them could not keep the New Year together, but that person would always rush back to Su Mian's side as quickly as possible.

What his subordinates didn't expect was that before he could walk to Su Mian's room, he heard a heart-rending cry from the other side. People who practice martial arts are the most sensitive to sound, so he can also hear it, and this is the voice of his son-in-law.

He never thought that he would bump into this scene, in his heart, Su Mian has always been the image of the noble son of Zhilan Yushu, even if Su Mian was not good at the beginning of the period, he never felt that this person had any weaknesses and shortcomings. However, after seeing Su Mian today, he realized that the more inconspicuous the person, the more difficult it is to live.

As the saying goes, love doesn't know what to do, go deep, the living can die, and the dead can live.

Put the food in his hand back into the room, and quietly prepared a large bucket of hot water, and then his subordinates walked to Su Mian's side to check on his situation.

At this time, Su Mianjiu had already woken up for most of the time, and he had heard the movement of his subordinates just now, but he didn't want to hide himself at this time, and also, what was the need to cover up to someone who was clear about himself?

"You're here, I thought you'd be messing around late in the hall today?" Seeing his subordinates coming over, Su Mian said, "It's really hard for you, you have to take care of me on the night of the New Year!" ”