Irina walked to Yang Fan's side and sat down.

She looked at Anna's tombstone and said with a smile, "Boss, it seems that you are not lonely. You see, there are still so many people thinking about you. ”

Yang Fan let go of Anna's tombstone and wiped her tears.

Irina reached out and took the wine bottle in Yang Fan's hand, drank all the wine with a tilt of her neck, swallowed it in a few sips, looked at the wine bottle in her hand, and said with a smile: "This is the boss's favorite wine." ”

With that, she placed the bottle next to the other empty bottle.

"Irina, when did you come?"

"Last night."

Irina also touched Anna's tombstone and said with a sad face: "In the past, I accompanied the eldest to celebrate her birthday, although she never wanted to celebrate her birthday. However, whether she wants it or not, I will accompany her through that most important moment until you show up. Yang Fan, thank you for leaving this opportunity to me this year. ”

Irina looked at Yang Fan and said with a smile: "Yang Fan, I saw Mark yesterday. He told me that you would definitely come today.

So, he left a bottle of wine for you. He said that the reason why you chose to come today is because you want to be alone with the boss for a while. That's not what the boss wants, though! ”

Irina turned her head to look at Anna's tombstone and whispered, "The boss has always wanted someone to accompany you. So...... I'll come up, you won't bother me. ”

"Of course not! Thank you, Irina! Yang Fan said very gratefully.

"You're welcome."

Irina waved her hand and sighed, "What if... If the boss's soul will return for a short time, then it must be when you are here. So, even if you dislike me, I won't leave. ”

Yang Fan nodded silently, he didn't want to continue this heavy topic, and then asked, "Irina, aren't you going to travel around the world?" How did you get here from Africa so quickly? Are Natalie and Isabel also here? ”

"Yes, they're down there!"

Irina pointed back casually and said, "We ended our trip to Africa ahead of schedule, and they both knew that I would definitely come here, so they came with me." We arrived here last night and camped right down the hill! In a moment, you'll be able to meet them. ”

Yang Fan looked in the direction that Irina was pointing and vaguely saw an RV.

In the blink of an eye, half a year has passed. In the past six months, he has never contacted anyone except Evan. Goodbye at this moment, that feeling of longing came to my heart.

"Yang Fan, I'm sorry!" Irina said suddenly.

"Irina, what are you talking about?" Yang Fan looked at her in surprise.

Irina turned her head, wiped the tears on her face, and said, "Yang Fan, I'm sorry!" Since the boss left, I have been venting all my inhibitions, grievances, and hatred on you.

But you, on the other hand, have transferred the guilt of the boss to me, and have always cared for me and protected me. But I, not only do I not accept it, but I have been torturing you!

Until...... At Ye Ting's house, you said that you were afraid that you would never dream of the boss again. I realized that the pain in your heart is far from something I can understand. Yang Fan, I'm sorry! ”

"No, Irina." Yang Fan said in a low voice: "Actually, I am very grateful to you for that shot, and I am also very grateful for you for always targeting me. Because of this, I feel that Anna is always there for me.

In those days, my biggest fear was that Anna would disappear from my life completely. I want to hold on to anyone and anything that has to do with Anna, no matter what pain it may cause me. So, I don't blame you, and thank you.

Irina, you're Anna's best friend. Whatever you do to me, I can accept it. I'm just scared that you, like Anna, will suddenly disappear into my life. ”

Irina turned around and hugged Yang Fan tightly, choked up and said: Don't worry, I won't leave! From today onwards, I'll try to get back to the same Irina I used to be. I thought about it, it was the boss who gave me a second life, and I wouldn't let her down like that.

Since the boss has always wanted to take good care of you, then, what she didn't do, I'll do it for her. And you, too, deserve it all!

Yang Fan, do you know? Before meeting you, the Boss has no hope for his future at all. She just wanted revenge, took care of her family, and never thought about herself.

Later, she met you, and I felt like there was hope in her life again. I could feel her concern for you, the kind of concern that the boss had never felt before.

She loves you! But the more she loves you, the more inferior she becomes, and the more she can't accept herself! Because in her heart, she is just an accessory of fate, she does not deserve to have tomorrow, let alone happiness.

I don't know if there was a moment when the boss wanted to spend the rest of his life with you. But most of the time, the boss wants to make you happy and let someone more suitable accompany you through this life, not herself.

The boss thinks that it is her life, and she has been hesitating. She loves you very much and wants to be with you all the time, but she feels that there must be someone more perfect and suitable for you than her.

She made up her mind that as long as she found someone who was a better fit for you than herself, she would be relieved. Therefore, in the face of your heart, she never promised to accompany you to the end, only said that she wanted to make you happy!

Yang Fan, I'm really jealous of you! You can dominate the boss so much, and the boss loves you so selflessly! But I know that that kind of hope can only be brought to her. Even if the hopeful ending may not be perfect, it at least brings the boss back to life.

That's when I hate anyone who might snatch the boss from you, and I'm wary of the boss who might say 'someone better for you'.

Ye Ting, Natalie, Isabel, and Ouyang Jing are all the same. I'm afraid they're going to take you from the boss! ”

Yang Fan lowered his head, and tears wet his collar.

What Irina said, Yang Fan could have guessed before, but when he confirmed it from Irina today, he felt even more guilty in his heart. Many people say that they can sacrifice for love, and they can die for the people they love the most, but in reality, there are a few people who can really do it.

This kind of person, you meet is the greatest happiness, and losing her becomes the greatest pain. Especially, that person really died to love you.

Irina sobbed softly, wiped her tears again, looked at Anna's tombstone, changed her expression to a smiling expression, and continued: "The stupidest thing in the world is to punish yourself for the fault of others, let alone die with the enemy!"

You can torture him, kill him, or kill his entire family. But why die with him, why punish yourself with hatred! If someone did do that, she would be too stupid to be stupid!

The boss is a very rational person, and she would never do such a thing. Even if she couldn't really let go of what had happened, she would never want to die with the Daredevil. So, there is only one explanation.

The Boss died not because of the Daredevil, but because of you. She died not because of hatred, but because there was no hope, or that she was not your best hope.

Yang Fan, I know you are not the kind of person who likes the new and hates the old. Of course, the boss understands, but she is too kind and loves you too much.

When Ouyang Jing appeared, she must have felt that Ouyang Jing was more suitable for you than her and could make you happier. She feels that she is not worthy of you, and it is better for her to disappear forever than to suffer and embarrass you.

This may be her way of expressing love. Mark is right that the Boss expresses his love by giving, even if it is his own life. ”

Irina sighed, turned her head to look at Yang Fan, frowned, and said in a deep voice: "So, from that time on, I hate you!" Hate you so much! I'd rather the Boss never met you, so at least she'd be alive.

I also knew that for her, perhaps it was more meaningful to die for the people she loved than to live alone. But it's different for me, the boss is my benefactor, she is my dearest person, and she is also the person I desperately want to protect! But you, let me lose her! ”

"I understand. So I never blamed you. ”

Yang Fan nodded, Anna's dedication to him is Anna's greatness, and Anna's desire to let Yang Fan accept a better choice through her own death is also her greatness.

But for Irina, Anna is the only choice, and her place in Irina's heart is irreplaceable. It is precisely because of this that Yang Fan transferred all the guilt he felt about Anna to Irina, and he would never allow anyone to hurt Irina.

For Irina, Yang Fan can also give his life.

"Irina, I'm sorry!" Yang Fan said in a low voice.

Irina waved her hand, put on a smiling face again, looked at Anna's tombstone with a relieved face, and said softly: "Yang Fan, you don't have to apologize!" For half a year, I've been thinking about every detail of my time with my boss every day.

Now, I get it. You have given the Boss a new hope, and since I met you, the Boss is truly alive. It was during that time that the boss slowly had a smile on his face.

I think for the Boss, that time was the most meaningful period of her life.

Also, when I climbed the 'Lover's Mountain', walked through the places you once walked, and sat in that 'heart' environment..."

Irina looked up at the sky, took a deep breath, as if she was thinking about something, as if in repentance, and finally, she smiled and said, "You know what? It's so beautiful, that kind of picture is so beautiful! Although I have not personally experienced the road that the boss has walked with you, the scenery that he has seen. But I could feel the happiness and satisfaction in the boss's heart at that moment. It is this happiness and satisfaction that gives the boss courage..."

She looked at Anna's tombstone and said softly: "It gave her the courage to sacrifice herself and fulfill Yang Fan!" Is that right? Boss..."

"Yang Fan, do you understand? The boss didn't die because there was no hope. Instead, she got everything she wanted in the process of getting along with you, and she has no regrets. So, her only hope for the future is that you are happy! Even if you don't have her in your happiness..."

Yang Fan had already burst into tears at this time, and every word that Irina said pierced Yang Fan's heart like a needle, making him feel that Anna's death was because of his flickering attitude towards Ouyang Jing, and this sense of guilt has always tormented Yang Fan, and will continue to torture.

Yang Fan turned his head to Anna's tombstone and cried: "Anna... Why do you think I can live without you in my happiness? Perhaps, Ouyang Jing seems to be more suitable for me than you.

But, you know what? There is no substitute for the encounter between us, and that is fate! That's fate! So, in my life, you are the best person for me! ”

"You're right!" Irina nodded and said, "I don't know if the boss thought of this. Probably not, because she loves you too much, and your happiness is what she cares about the most. She can completely ignore herself for your sake, so she may not be able to think of this.

Or, perhaps, the Boss thought of it. But she still wants you to have the most perfect life, even if it's just her imagination! ”

Looking at Yang Fan, who was crying silently, Irina said very seriously: "Yang Fan." The boss is gone, and I hope you don't let her down. Go ahead, go find Ouyang Jing.

I won't blame you anymore, and I won't force you to accept her now. I just want to tell you that if you are with Ouyang Jing, everyone will bless you! Including the boss, including me!

Yang Fan, I see your feelings for the boss! You also deserve a new life. ”

"Me? Worth a new life? ”

Irina hugged Yang Fan again and said, "Yes." Your affection for the boss touched me and convinced me! Moreover, you have given the Boss all the happiness she wants. Perhaps, all her hopes have come true in you.

You don't owe it to the boss. You both deserve each other, and you've had each other, maybe that's the fate between you. Remember her, and go live your new life with her hope. ”

Irina patted Yang Fan on the back and let go of him.

She took the beer bottle in front of Anna's tombstone in her hand and said to Yang Fan, "Yang Fan." Let's go! I think the boss has been watching us from the sky. ”

"Okay." Yang Fan nodded, left an affectionate kiss in front of Anna's tombstone, and stood up.

At this moment, his heart suddenly brightened, and he also felt that Anna would always be with him.