Chapter 31: Don't Leave Me
In the early morning, my hands were numb and sore from my own pressure, and when I woke up, he was not awake, and looking at his gradually softening face, I reached out to touch his face.
He suddenly opened his eyes as I reached for it, my hand stopped in mid-air awkwardly, and he turned his head to look at me sideways, with the same tenderness in his eyes that I was familiar with.
Before I could figure out how to face him, I retracted my hand again: "It's good to wake up, I'm leaving." "I'm ready to get up and leave.
"Don't go." He reached out and grabbed me, his eyes full of loss.
"I'm sorry ......" said my tears fell uncontrollably, except that I was sorry I didn't know what to do, I could neither forgive him nor myself.
"Don't leave me." Yan Mo's eyes were red, and he reached out and pulled me into his arms despite the pain of the wound.
"Don't move, it hurts." I was just about to break free, but his words made me lie quietly in his arms.
"Why don't you get out of the way." I asked him.
"I guess it's you, but I don't know why you hurt me." His voice was small, so small that it pierced my heart.
"We'll talk about that when you're well, shall we?" I'm confused right now, and I don't know where to start.
"Don't you want to read the letter? Go ahead! He let go of his hand and looked at me quietly.
"I ......" I thought how clever my plan was, but it turned out that everything was in his eyes.
"Go ahead!" He frowned, clutching the painful wound a little.
He didn't know what I was going to see, but there was nothing there that I couldn't see, and he didn't care.
I glanced at him, walked to the desk, opened the secret compartment and took out the letter, and after reading the letter, it was like a bolt from the blue, I was a complete fool, the stupidest and stupidest person in the world.
[His Royal Highness King Chen, your worries are clear in your heart, since I was a child, I have watched you grow up with the Second Highness, and the Minister cannot deny that the Second Highness is a person who is both civil and military, but his city is too deep and vicious, and the minister will not support his side, as for the prince, I believe that the emperor will see your ability in time. - Liu Rufeng]
I broke down on the desk and cried, it was my fault, I still didn't believe him in the end, and hurt him, how could I be so brainless, I could have asked clearly!
Yan Mo wanted to get up and comfort me, he supported his body with one hand and wanted to sit up, but he didn't hold it and fell down.
Yan Mo ...... "Hearing his movements, I ran over.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" At this time I don't know what else I can say or do, I can only keep saying sorry.
"That's it!" He reached over and wiped my tears.
"Don't move, the wound is bleeding again." I sat down on the edge of the bed and put his hand down.
"What's wrong with your hand?" He suddenly saw my finger and took my hand in distress.
"No, no......" I clenched my fist and hid my fingers, retracting my hand vigorously, I was afraid he would see it.
"You don't say I'll check it myself." As he spoke, he sat up from the bed with the pain, his eyes full of anger.
"I'll wait until you're healed, okay?" I looked at him reproachfully.
Seeing that he didn't give up and struggled to get out of bed, I stepped forward and kissed him on the lips, and the cold and soft touch reassured me.
He was stunned for a moment and hugged me tightly, as if to rub me into his body......
The feeling of suffocation made me a little breathless, he gently let go of me and kissed my forehead, I blushed and lowered my head, embarrassed to look into his eyes, the ambiguous atmosphere made both of them at a loss.
"Lie down with me." He lay down and took me into his arms, and I didn't dare to move like a frightened fawn.
He hugged me tightly and closed his eyes and fell asleep after a while, probably frowning because of the pain of the wound. He never slept well in my absence, and he spent all day in a state of confusion and tossing and turning at night.
'Knock knock' I lay in his arms and heard his heartbeat clearly, his face was full of girlish shyness, and I secretly swore that no matter what happened in the future, I would never let him go again......
"Lord Wang......" Qingge rushed in, and when he saw the person on the bed, he immediately turned around, thinking to himself, 'Oh my God! I couldn't have come at the right time! I almost slapped myself in the face.
"That, that......" I hurriedly got up from the bed, smoothed my hair, and straightened my clothes, embarrassed and overwhelmed.
"I'll see if the prince is better, I'm leaving." Qingge didn't dare to look back, and rushed out in embarrassment, and the door didn't have time to close.
After Qingge went out, I saw that he was asleep, so I quietly left the room, I had to tell Nian Nian and Senior Brother about the matter, otherwise they would be worried about me all the time.
"Nian Nian." Nian Nian walked back and forth in the yard, his hands clenched, looking anxious.
"Miss! Are you okay! Nian Nian saw that I didn't have a face, and I had some doubts in my heart.
"It's okay, I misunderstood Yan Mo, my father was not assassinated by him, you go out and tell my senior brother, I'm fine, let him not worry, Yan Mo was stabbed by me, I have to take care of him during this time." I took Niannian's hand.
"Good! Have you all come back to live after that? Nian Nian looked at me happily.
"Well, go ahead!" I watched her leave and hurriedly returned to Yan Mo's study, because he was injured and couldn't move, he could only sleep in the study.
"Where have you been?" As soon as I entered the door, I saw him sitting up, his eyes anxious, and he thought I had run away while he was asleep.
"I went out to find Niannian." I walked over and shook his hand, trying to reassure him.
"Don't leave me secretly, okay?" Yan Mo looked at me pitifully.
"Good! I'll change your dressing. "I looked at his wound with distress, the blood seeped through the gauze, and blood oozed from his clothes.
I reached out and untied his clothes, my strong chest was exposed in front of me, I took a look of embarrassment, and then turned back to untie the gauze for him, and re-applied the medicine and bandaged it.
"Look at what I'm doing!" After the bandage, I looked up at him, and I saw that he was staring at me intently, his eyes were tender like water, as if he was going to melt me, and I had goosebumps all over my body.
"Beautiful!" He smiled and kissed me on the forehead.
I have been taking care of him by his side for the past few days, he has been practicing a lot and his body is strong, so he has recovered quickly, and now he can move normally, but he can't exert too much force.
Although I watched his injuries gradually improve, my heart became more and more serious, I didn't know what to tell him, I didn't even give him the most basic trust, I was afraid that it would break his heart.
"Come with me to the gazebo for a while!" He looked at me and bowed his head and didn't speak, thinking that I remembered that he didn't come to me, and was going to explain it to me.
"Are you blaming me?" When he arrived at the gazebo, he spoke first.
"Not ......"
"After you were taken away that day, Qingge took me to the Drunken Immortal Building, I have always trusted Huayue, but I didn't expect her to drug me in order not to let me save you, I fell asleep for three days, and when I woke up, she lied to me Yan Chen and asked me to go outside the city to find him two days later, in exchange for you, when I found out that she lied to me, I immediately went to the Floating Dust Hall to find you, but you are not there, I searched the entire Chang'an City and didn't find you......" He looked at me cautiously, for fear of not believing his words.
"I thought you didn't want me anymore......" As I spoke, my tears fell, and all the grievances of that dark day were released at this moment.
"Yes, how could not." Yan Mo took me into his arms distressedly, touched my head and comforted me.
"What did Yan Chen do to you, what's going on with your hands." He took my hand, a hint of murder flashed in his eyes, he would find their mother and son together to settle the new and old accounts.
"He set up a net waiting for you to save me, but you didn't come, he planned to lie to me to get the news of you, he said that your father was assassinated by you, and he also found witnesses, at first I didn't believe it, but then he not only whipped me, but also pulled out all my nails......" The more he said, the more aggrieved he felt.
"Later, I thought you didn't want me anymore, and it was just a whim between us, after pulling out my nails, he threw me in a mass grave, and I was rescued by my senior brother passing by, so I decided to approach you to find out the truth, but I didn't believe that you came back after reading it, I thought it was really you......" All the grievances came to my heart at this time, I cried until I choked, and hugged him tightly.
"I'm sorry, if I had come to save you, you wouldn't have suffered all this......" Yan Mo's eyes were red, and his face was full of self-blame.
"Don't you blame me for not trusting you and hurting you?" I looked up at him.
"It's all my fault, and I will never let you leave my side for half a step in the future." He picked up my hand and looked at my nails in distress.
"Hmm." I closed my eyes and enjoyed the warmth of the moment in his arms.
"Qingge." Yan Mo called Qingge over.
"Lord Wang."
"You go and tell Hua Yue, if you want to atone for your sins, go and check Yan Chen immediately, I want to know everything that can bring him down." Yan Mo was still thinking about the brotherhood when he was a child, and it seemed that he was too kind.
"I'll go!"
Drunken Immortal Building
"Has the prince forgiven me?" Seeing Qingge coming in, Huayue rushed up and grabbed Qingge's sleeve.
"Nope." Qingge showed no mercy at all, he said it, let her think twice.
"I knew it." Kazuki smiled sadly.
"Weiwei is back, the prince said that if you want to atone for your sins, you can check on His Royal Highness for him, and everything that can bring him down must not be missed." Qingge looked at her seriously, this was her only chance.
"What? She's back! Hua Yue was happy and sad in her heart, she was happy that it would be possible for Yan Mo to forgive her if I came back, but Yan Mo wouldn't look at her when I came back.
"I think you can see the prince's heart for her, I hope you don't do anything that you regret in the future, last time I saw our love for so many years, next time I won't let you come nonsense."
Qingge blamed himself a little, the prince didn't punish him this time, but if he hadn't brought the prince to the Drunken Immortal Mansion and didn't stop Huayue, maybe this wouldn't have happened.
"You go back and tell the prince, I know what to do, and I will not let him down." Hua Yue knew that only in this way could Yan Mo be able to forgive her......