Chapter 466: Visiting the Temple
At least she is so artificial, she has experienced so much, not to mention that she has seen through it, at least, she is already a little scared in her heart.
So, Su Zhenzhen directly refused to accept the Queen Mother, she spoke more tactfully, and she did not want to be awkward with the Queen Mother.
"Queen Mother, don't choose a husband for me, if I have a favorite, I will tell you, if there is no favorite, then even if you tie that person in front of me, I will not be tempted, you, are you a little bored lately, I will accompany you more when the time comes!" After Su Zhenzhen finished speaking, she put the portrait in the hand of the Queen Mother on the table, and pinched her shoulders with the Queen Mother.
The Queen Mother heard it, Su Zhenzhen This is a refusal, thinking Zhenzhen, ah, Zhenzhen, I am also thinking about your happiness, and there is no lack of comfort between the words, "Zhenzhen, you see, you are my royal princess, your marriage, even if you don't care, others can not care, tell you, these are all collected by me, in order to be afraid that you will not look down on it, no, the result is so much, if you can't look at it, then I will send someone to those Shangshu, Shilang, or what prince's house to ask, there is always something you can see!" ”
Seeing that the Queen Mother was so anxious about her own family affairs, she couldn't help but think that it might be that the Queen Mother wanted her to marry, but she just thought about it, the Queen Mother should not be so anxious, she was so bored in the palace alone, if she got married, who would talk to her.
But if it weren't for that, for a while, she really couldn't figure it out.
But it doesn't matter if you can't figure it out, the most important thing now is to return the portraits of these men as soon as possible, in case people really ask for marriage, maybe what decision the Queen Mother will make.
Therefore, Su Zhenzhen wants to explain that she hopes that the queen can understand her current situation, in fact, she is fine on the outside, but after all, she is afraid in her heart, or she is tired of being tortured by feelings, and she does not dare to let herself easily set foot in the affairs of men and women.
When Su Zhenzhen opened her mouth and was about to explain, the Queen Mother did have something to say, and she asked Su Zhenzhen first: "Zhenzhen, let me ask you, are you still thinking about Wei Han in your heart?" ”
The Queen Mother said directly, it can be seen that she doesn't know about Su Zhenzhen's past things on weekdays, she should be very clear.
In this regard, Su Zhenzhen sighed, and then shook her head, "Queen Mother, I don't care about him anymore, the past is all in the past!" ”
"In that case, then why don't you want to marry again, do you know that you are my princess of Chaochangle, if you don't look for a concubine, wouldn't it make people poke their backbones, saying that no one wants my royal daughter, how can this work, being pointed at behind the back like this, do you think the royal face is still there, Zhen Zhen, I know that you have bitterness in your heart, but people can't live in the past, do you say I'm right?"
The Queen Mother persuaded Su Zhenzhen to let go of the burden in her heart and start a relationship again, she could be happy, and the Queen Mother was also happy.
Su Zhenzhen accompanied the Queen Mother to the Imperial Garden for a walk, and at the same time told the Queen Mother her plans that she wanted to manage her career well now, and she would talk about the rest later.
The Queen Mother originally did not have the intention of persecuting Su Zhenzhen, and choosing a husband for her was just an excuse, in fact, today's incident was also to give Su Zhenzhen a wake-up call.
Now she has sealed Princess Su Zhenzhen, but the Queen Mother feels that it is not enough, and she wants to do more for Su Zhenzhen, just like her own child, she doesn't feel enough pain.
Speaking of which, the Queen Mother still loves Su Zhenzhen, and the purpose of today's incident is mainly to tell Su Zhenzhen that the past is in the past. It's time to let go, but there has to be a reason to lead to these words, on the other hand, the Queen Mother really wants to choose a wishful husband for Su Zhenzhen.
If Su Zhenzhen can be happy, the Queen Mother will have a trace of comfort in her heart, but seeing that the county lord is already married, Su Zhenzhen is now alone, even if she hurts her, but if she sees others in pairs, won't she feel bitter in her heart?
In the face of Su Zhenzhen's explanation, the Queen Mother had to sigh, and at the same time told Su Zhenzhen when she figured it out, she must tell herself.
After having dinner with the Queen Mother, Su Zhenzhen returned to the Princess's Mansion, which is now much larger than her own mansion before, but whenever Su Zhenzhen always feels lonely, it is the kind of coldness that has the inside out, and even the meat can't see it.
After all, there are so many maids and servants in the princess's mansion, plus the guards, it won't look lonely anyway, but Su Zhenzhen always feels that there seems to be something missing, she can't say it, but she vaguely feels it in her heart, feeling like a fallen leaf floating in the wind, and from time to time she will feel cold behind her back.
In fact, this is just Su Zhenzhen's imagination, perhaps her inner hesitation, but also a sigh for the past.
I don't dare to touch it, for fear of accidentally piercing my hand, and moreover, even now the queen mother, the emperor, or the county lord, the emotions they place on themselves, the kind of meticulous care, are too hot, and they don't want this care to be a little damaged, but because of this, she will always be afraid that she can't reply one by one, and she doesn't want to live up to the expectations of others.
When the Queen Mother talked to her about the past, yes, the past things have passed, and she said it like this, but is it really what she thinks in her heart, so why does she still feel that the cold wind is blowing at night or when she is alone, one will be her neck, and one will be her back, what is that feeling?
Su Zhenzhen's expression was a little dazed, confused, she didn't know what she was doing, she always felt like she was caught in the whirlpool of the king, immersed in it, as if she was looking for something, and like she was running away from something.
At this time, the maidservant girl quietly came to her side and shouted "princess", but Su Zhenzhen did not hear it and did not look back.
The maidservant didn't dare to disturb, she always felt that the princess seemed to be a little absent-minded today, I don't know if there was something on her mind, it seemed that her mood was wrong, but she was a subordinate after all, where could she talk about the master's affairs, so this matter was held in her heart, and she ran to the side to get busy.
Su Zhenzhen, on the other hand, stood up abruptly after the maidservant left, and then closed the door.
With her back against the door and window, she closed her eyes, the room was a little dark, and she couldn't see the light around her clearly, as for Su Zhenzhen, she couldn't see anything from her face, she seemed to be taking a deep breath, and she seemed to be sighing, but she could roughly guess that at this moment, she must be in a very messed up.
After Su Zhenzhen went back, she locked herself in the room, and the Queen Mother's words Su Zhenzhen didn't take it to heart at all, for her, the most important thing now is her own shop.
Su Zhenzhen has no plans to find another husband now, and it is not that a woman cannot have a happy life without marriage.
But this is the era of ideological feudalism, so Su Zhenzhen has no idea of wanting to explain it to others.
On the second day, Su Zhenzhen got up early in the morning, in order not to make the Queen Mother feel that she was not having a good time, so Su Zhenzhen was ready to make herself busy.
Su Zhenzhen got up and had breakfast in the princess's mansion, then went to the store, and asked Mr. Ledger to move all the account books in the store to the side hall.
Look at what sales are the best, adjust the business model of the store, etc., in short, her purpose is not to be idle, and she will not think about so many messy things.
Su Zhenzhen didn't know much about checking accounts, but there was nothing in the store that she needed her help with, so she had to do something in the store with nothing to do.
As soon as Su Zhenzhen came to the shop, she put herself and the account book in the side hall to check the accounts, and told the maidservants not to disturb her.
The maidservants in the early morning were also very strange about how Su Zhenzhen suddenly became like a workaholic, and asked them not to disturb her.
"Qingqing, what's wrong with the girl, why did she suddenly check the accounts, it's not the end of the month." The maid in the shop didn't know what was going on, so she asked Su Zhenzhen's personal maid.
Because of Su Zhenzhen's abnormality today, they are all confused.
"I don't know, yesterday the girl came back from the palace and was a little depressed, she didn't say anything when she asked her, and locked herself in the room, didn't eat dinner, got up early this morning, and then came to the store." The maid named Qingqing replied to the maidservant who asked her words.
After Su Zhenzhen came back last night, something was wrong, but the master and servant were different, and they were only like that when they came back from the palace, none of them dared to ask what happened to Su Zhenzhen.
"Something about the palace?" When the maidservant heard Qingqing say that it was because of the affairs in the palace, she didn't dare to ask again.
Those people in the palace are all high-ranking and powerful, and none of them can afford to offend, let alone talk about them in private, which is a felony to kill their heads.
When a few maids and maidservants heard that Su Zhenzhen was like that when she came back from the palace, they thought that Su Zhenzhen was like this because of the affairs in the palace, and no one dared to persuade Su Zhenzhen now.
Su Zhenzhen locked herself in the side hall for a whole morning, and when she had lunch, Su Zhenzhen did not come out, and several maidservants did not dare to go in and disturb, so they kept waiting.
It wasn't until after noon that Su Zhenzhen checked the accounts, and there was nothing to do, but she felt bored in the morning.
"Qingqing, come in." Su Zhenzhen checked the accounts, stretched her waist, moved her muscles and bones, sat all morning, her back was so sore that she had to exercise, and then let Qingqing come in.
"Girl." Qingqing had been guarding outside, and when she heard Su Zhenzhen calling her, she walked in and replied.
"You and I can move the ledger out." Su Zhenzhen has checked the accounts, so she has to move the account books out.
"Yes, girl."
When Su Zhenzhen was moving the account book, she suddenly remembered something.
"What time is it?"
"Back to the girl, it's just past noon, the girl wants to eat?"
Qingqing heard Su Zhenzhen ask this, and remembered that Su Zhenzhen hadn't had lunch yet, so she asked.
"Mmmm, you move the account book out, bring the rice to the side hall, I'll eat here." Su Zhenzhen was busy all morning, but she didn't feel very hungry when she was busy, and now Qingqing said that she also felt a little hungry.
"Won't the girl go back to the princess's mansion to eat?" Qingqing felt that Su Zhenzhen usually went back to the princess's mansion, but today was a little abnormal, so she asked.
After Qingqing asked, she felt that she had committed some of the following crimes, and immediately regretted it, how could these maids and maids easily ask about the master's affairs.
"I'm not going back, I'll eat here today, and I'll go to the backyard to study it after I finish eating, and see if I can research some new rouge." Su Zhenzhen didn't care when she heard Qingqing's reckless question, and replied.
Qingqing got the answer, so she went out with the account book, and came back with some food after a while.
Because Su Zhenzhen didn't eat lunch, she kept her lunch alone, and it was still hot.
After lunch, Su Zhenzhen plunged into the backyard again, ready to study new types of rouge, after all, rouge is a thing, just like lipstick, the color is different, the texture is different, and women choose differently.