Qing Huan sat alone on the steps in front of the airport and cried!

"Xiao to you bastard, you come back to me! How much did I owe you Shen Qinghuan in my last life? Do I have a grudge against you when I graduate? ”

Passers-by looked at her strangely, but she ignored it, and still cried herself like a clown.

When the crying faded, she buried her face in her knees and whispered, "Why? Why didn't you tell me? Why do I say I don't want to go abroad? It's not that you can't come back when you go abroad, why? ”

When Mo Xuan arrived, Qing Huan was sitting there in such a posture of burying his head in the sand, which made him feel a little distressed inexplicably.

"Perhaps, he has his own troubles!"

Hearing Mo Xuan's voice, Qing Huan looked up at him, and Mo Xuan reached out and pulled her up.

Qing Huan's head was dizzy, and he suddenly felt so tired and tired, and it was too difficult to get close to someone who was far away from him. She was stunned and said to Mo Xuan: "Mo Xuan, he's gone, he's really gone!" Let's go back too. ”

Time to go! But I still can't help but think, if I saw the sunrise today, wouldn't it be different?

A year later, Qinghuan will also graduate. A huge poster is suddenly posted in the school, and the Shoreline Band will reunite and return to their alma mater to bid farewell to the graduates!

Qing Huan stood in front of the poster in a daze, with a thousand thoughts in her mind, she thought, if she saw it, she would ask him, why didn't she say goodbye? Or pretend to be casual and say it's been a long time?

Instead of being in a complicated mood because of what she said after meeting, what made Qing Huan even more complicated and angry was that she didn't see it at all, and Xiao Zhi didn't come back! The early morning when he didn't see the sunrise was the last time Qing Huan saw him!

God knows how much she'd love to see him again!

It was not the members of their band who acted as the lead singer for Xiao Zhi, but another tall and thin boy, handsome, cold, handsome, and sharp! The earrings and gray-blue hair color flashed in the light, looking cool, and the red and white floral plaid shirt made him feel a little graceful and luxurious for no reason, like a peony blooming in Luoyang City. For some reason, in him, she actually saw a little bit of Xiao Zhi's shadow, although it was two people who were very different.

At the end of the singing, the boy was exactly the same as Xiao Zhi, and he sang one more song to end it, which was Faye Wong's "Flowing Years".

"With the time when a flower blooms

You're next to me

Just took a picture

A sunny day in May flashed lightning

In their lifetimes, they met on a narrow road

Not immune

Suddenly tangled curves grew in the palms of the hands

Sensible before the emotion after

It's not more than a day

If you can't keep it, you can't count the passing years."

The voice was clear and tactful, Qing Huan closed his eyes and thought, it turns out that a boy singing Faye Wong's song can be so emotional and so good, but it's a pity that Xiao Zhi is so resolute, even if they meet on a narrow road, they will not have that day again!

On the second day of the graduation concert, the lead singer who replaced Xiao Zhi suddenly came to Qing Huan, Qing Huan looked at the thin and lonely boy in front of him, a little dazed.

"Hello, it was Xiao Zhi who asked me to come to you, he said that you are going to graduate, I wish you a bright future."

Hearing this name again after a year, Qing Huan's heart seemed to skip a beat, and asked him, "Do you know Xiao Zhi?" ”

The man nodded: "I forgot to introduce it, my name is Wang Bo, I used to play in bands in other schools, and now I am a race car driver." I met Xiao Zhi during the performance two years ago, and this time the school sent him an invitation, but he couldn't come back, so I asked him to help him temporarily. ”

"You're friends? Have you been connected? Qing Huan asked with a frown.

It turns out that others are abroad, and they are actually connected with China, but they just don't want to contact her!

"Well, I met him a few days ago after the team race and went on vacation to the United States, he is very good, his mother's health is starting to improve, her job has stabilized, he is a very good designer, and he seems to be quite comfortable in the United States."

Qing Huan raised his head in astonishment and asked, "What, what condition?" What happened to his mom? ”

Wang Bo was a little surprised: "You don't know why he suddenly went abroad?" Oh, maybe he was in too much of a hurry to say! His parents divorced when he was in junior high school, he sometimes lived with his father, sometimes with his mother, and then his mother went abroad alone, he promised his mother to go to her after graduation, just when he graduated, that is, last year his mother suddenly fell ill and had to do a small operation, he had to rush over in time, and even the graduation procedures were handled by others. As for whether it will come back in the future, I can't say this. ”

Qing Huan woke up like a dream and muttered: "I don't even know any of this!" ”

"It's not necessarily that he doesn't have time to say it, maybe there are some things he doesn't want to tell you! The divorce of his parents hit him hard, and he didn't believe in feelings for the most part. Also, he had been in a car accident before and forgot something, but he was treated at the same time as he took care of his mother in the hospital for a year, and now he is almost fine. He smiled suddenly, and then said, "He said that he remembered the past for the most part. He said you bought him breakfast when his parents were arguing and sick, didn't mind that he was a scumbag and tutored him, and stayed with him for most of the morning. He also said that you used to be very cheerful, laughing and noisy, and once saved snowballs on a snowy day and threw them into the necks of sleeping classmates, causing others to chase you several times on campus. But then he saw that your eyes were red, and asked me to say sorry to you. ”

Qing Huan thought about the first three winters, suddenly it snowed a lot, she was playing outside with her classmates, and found that Mo Xuan was sleeping, took a snowball and pulled the collar of the down jacket and threw it into his neck, Mo Xuan woke up and chased her until the class bell rang. Qing Huan obviously saw Xiao Zhi sleeping that day, it turned out that he was watching her that day.

Now that he is better, he remembers it, but Qing Huan only gets a "sorry"!

What's there to be sorry for? Qing Huan thought to herself, I haven't changed all along. Mo Xuan often said that she was the reincarnation of a monkey, and only when she faced Xiao Zhi did she seem to be a different person. But can he be blamed for this?

Even if there is no Xiao Zhi, at such an age when love is just beginning to bloom like a flower, she will inevitably meet other people, Wang Zhi, Li Zhi, Liu Zhi.

Who can say for sure? No matter who it is, it will always arouse the girlish feelings in her heart!

So, although her eyes are red, she is still her!

Qing Huan laughed at herself: "There's nothing to be sorry for, it doesn't matter if you want to get up or not, whether it's the third year of junior high school or the past few years of college, we really don't have anything to do with each other." ”

Wang Bo hesitated for a moment and said: "He said, it's not that he hasn't been moved, but it's unfair to you, you won't like his life in the United States now, even if he said it back then, you are willing to go with him, and one day you will regret it, just like his mother chose his father and later regretted it." ”

He was also moved? Qing Huan thought, when is it? Seeing him holding his stomach that day, she couldn't bear to buy him breakfast when she came back? That afternoon staring at her and drawing a sketch? Or was she sick and he wanted to visit but didn't dare to come in and linger outside the door for a long time? Or, on the day of the sunrise, he couldn't help but drop a kiss on her forehead in the early morning?

"It doesn't matter!" Qing Huan lowered her eyelids and stared at her trouser legs, trying to make her voice sound normal. "As long as he doesn't regret it, fine!"

It's too hard for young people to be sure of this kind of thing. But after someone is sure, they don't want to believe it, they don't want to believe whether it's true or false, and they don't want to believe how long it can last!

Wang Bo took out a document and handed it to Qing Huan, saying, "This is what he asked me to pass on to you, I wish you a happy life!" ”

Qing Huan took it and opened it suspiciously, and first saw a signed CD, her hand trembled slightly when she picked it up, and she asked, "This is?" ”

"Oh, Jay Chou's CD, it's autographed, he asked someone to get it for you, saying that you like Jay Chou, he sent a fake tape back then, and this time I will make it up for you."

Qing Huan's tears dripped onto the file bag, and she was suddenly dazed, she wiped away her tears and said, "I told him that I won't chase stars for a long time." ”

Moreover, the fake tape back then was her most cherished one, and she carried it with her for many years and listened to it for many years. The immature voice in it, imitated without skill, but reflects the most sincere heart. How much sincerity does this autographed CD that is enough to make fans scream like crazy now?

Flipping down further, there is a sketch drawing, which was drawn by staring at her in the classroom back then, and was reluctant to give it to her after the painting, and now it has been returned together. In fact, Qing Huan wanted to say several times that he didn't owe her a sketch, the first one he drew was wet with saliva, and the one he thought he had lost had always been with Qing Huan. It's just that now, it doesn't matter if you say it or not!

Qing Huan smiled bitterly, and saw that under the painting was a Xinhua dictionary, which was used by Xiao Zhi in the third year of junior high school. Qing Huan didn't understand what it meant, took out the dictionary, and as soon as he opened it, he saw a ginkgo leaf lying quietly in it, he said, to make it a specimen and keep it, it turned out that it had really been put for so many years.

The words "treasured" written by Qing Huan on it are still as clear as ever, the leaves are no longer as tender and fresh as they used to be, they have become harder, and even the veins on them are clearer and clearer!

Harder, but also more fragile!

Qing Huan held it in the palm of his hand and spread it out, it was already gone!

Not everything can wait for the next time, and not all treasures are really treasured!

Qing Huan looked at the debris in his hand that was blown away by the wind, looked at the person in front of him and said, "He will meet new people, he will have many friends, and he will live happily in the United States!" ”

He said without hesitation: "Yes, I am also going through the formalities, and I will go to the United States next month." When the time comes, I will go to him first, and if you have anything to say, I can convey it to you! ”

Qing Huan was stunned for a moment, then stammered and asked, "What, you, you're going abroad too?" ”

I felt a little inappropriate when I asked it, didn't he leave, would she be able to receive Xiao Zhi's news from time to time? If he doesn't leave, is it possible for Xiao Zhi to come back suddenly?

Wang Bo nodded and said, "Well, I have had this plan for a long time, and I have only made up my mind now." ”

Qing Huan's smile was a little bitter: "It's okay, he asked you to tell me I'm sorry, then you help me tell him, it's okay, don't blame him!" ”

Wang Bo nodded, and the two walked out of the restaurant after the handover, going in opposite directions. Qing Huan suddenly turned around to look at the back that was gradually moving away, and shouted loudly: "Hey, classmate Wang Bo!" ”

He was the only contact between her and Xiao Zhi, he was gone, and from then on, Qing Huan could no longer have any thoughts. Qing Huan looked at the shadow dragged out by the light on his side, his heart was very reluctant, his eyes were clouded with tears, he put his hands to his mouth and shouted again: "Thank you!" ”

He also turned his head to look at Qing Huan, smiled, and didn't ask her why he thanked her! Perhaps, he also understood!

Qing Huan didn't feel a little stupid, a person who looked arrogant and arrogant, laughed like the warm sun in winter, making people warm and comfortable, full of security. The sunny light reflects the snow, like a spring breeze, which is probably such a smile!

This smile, for a moment, Qing Huan felt exactly the same as Xiao Zhi!

Qing Huan looked at the sketch in his hand and the CD, and had the answer in his heart.

Xiao Zhi, even if I saw the sunrise that day, the ending would still not change!