Chapter 32: My Memories Have Another Person's Memory

Wang Yishi's left eyelid has been jumping for the past two days, and he thinks that something bad is likely to happen!

Despite thinking so, Wang Yishi himself is an optimistic person, and he became the small leader of the Cool Killing Club at a young age, and is respected by people in the organization, and there are not many people who can sit in this position at Bi Yi's age, so he has always felt that only he will bring bad things to others, and he has never thought that bad things will happen to him.

After all, the Cool Killing Society was one of the most feared killer organizations in the Qin Dynasty, and its origins can be traced back to the Mozi era.

Although Mozi himself advocates "non-attack, stop killing", but he is one of the first people in the world to create a killer organization, and the Cool Kill Club is one of the earliest organizations founded by Mozi, its purpose is to "attack to stop attack, to kill to stop killing", over the past hundred years, has dispatched thousands of assassination missions, has never had a record of failure, and has been rated as one of the most reassuring teams for customers in the industry.

Therefore, Wang Yishi has reason to be proud, because he has never missed a move since he joined the organization for two years, and his performance is obvious to all, and he himself was even rated as one of the top ten killers of the year by industry insiders.

How could such a person worry about such a trivial matter as a left eyelid jump?

Yes, Wang Yishi will not worry about anything bad happening to him, sometimes he even thinks that if something bad really comes to him, otherwise, wouldn't life be too boring? Because if a person is too smooth, if he has never had an opponent, he will definitely feel lonely, and even have a feeling of being overwhelmed by the cold in a high place.

But loneliness is loneliness, he has never changed his habits because of loneliness, let alone forgotten anything, no matter how small things he can never forget, without these abilities, he would not be able to live today, let alone have such achievements as today.

Thinking of this, he was as if he had just been filled with chicken blood, confident and fearless,

It's just that this morning, when he went out, he forgot the most important thing, which was once more important than his life.

That is, he who has never forgotten it, actually left the sword in the room and did not bring it out, although this matter is a small matter for many people, but for people like Wang Yishi, it is a mistake that is not allowed to be made, because these small mistakes will lead to big mistakes, and even life-threatening.

What's more, since he was ten years old, his sword has never left his body, for him like this, the sword is his other self, that is to say, in the past fifteen years, he has never left the sword, and today he forgot for some reason, if it wasn't for his friend Xiao Ke to remind him, he almost forgot that he was Wang Yishi.

He asked Xiao Ke, "What's wrong with me?" ”

Xiao Ke smiled: "People always have a time to forget, who hasn't forgotten the experience?" ”

Although his friend said this, Wang Yishi knew that he must have made a mistake, but he couldn't find the reason yet.

"Has anything changed in me lately?"

Xiao Ke replied truthfully: "There has been no change at all"

Wang Yishi said again: "It's strange, I seem to have forgotten a lot of things from the past recently"

Xiao Ke also said: "Forget the past? Who is not like this, don't say before, even if it was yesterday, I don't want to remember it, to be able to forget, sometimes it's not a good thing"

My friend Xiao Ke also said: "If a person can forget all the unhappy things in the past, wouldn't life be better."

Wang Yishi said: "You don't understand, that's not what I'm talking about"

Xiao Ke said: "Then what do you want to say?" ”

"I'm starting to lose track of who I am," Wang said.

Xiao Ke said: "Have you recently drunk too much alcohol and not rested enough, so you will be forgetful?"

Wang Yishi said: "I hope so, but I feel more and more that I am no longer me, but a different person"

Xiao Ke said: "Do you need to find a Lang Zhong to take a look?" ”

Wang Yishi said: "No, there is nothing wrong with it, not to mention that Lang Zhong can only treat physical diseases, not psychological diseases."

Hearing Wang Yishi say this, Xiao Ke thought he had a sweetheart, and said with a smile: "Heart disease? Are you in love? ”

Wang Yishi said: "Nonsense, how can there be love, I am talking about Langzhong, which is often not very useful"

Xiao Ke also smiled: "I'm the same as you, I don't believe in Langzhong, they are all a group of deceitful masters, whoever believes in them is deceived."

Wang Yishi also smiled and said: "Yes, compared to Lang Zhong, I believe in myself more, not to mention that the body itself has its own regulating function, as the saying goes, Lang Zhong can cure the disease, but he can't save his life, don't go."

Having said that, Wang Yishi carefully found that the farther away he was, the more he couldn't remember clearly, and what was even worse was that when he slept at night, he began to dream more.

In his dream, he saw another world, everything in that world was far beyond his comprehension, and even the same woman appeared many times, and he clearly remembered that the woman's name was Sasha, she was wearing strange clothes, and she said inexplicable and wonderful things. He didn't know why he had been dreaming about her lately.

In the following days, he forgot more things, but unexpectedly found that his memory was completely different from this era, and it could even be said that in his dream, he became another self, a self that was not Wang Yishi, as for who? But he couldn't remember.

Why this happened, he didn't know and couldn't explain.

If everything is well-founded, clear at a glance, and without doubt, then the desire to explore the unknown existence of life may have long been gone.

At the beginning of this situation, Wang Yishi still resisted, but as the resistance failed, he gradually accepted those dream memories, and later, he found that he not only accepted another self, but also changed his habits, just like he was not Wang Yishi.

And these changes have even been discovered by his own subordinates.

They find that their boss is no longer the same boss they used to be, that is, Wang Yishi has changed from an optimistic person to another melancholy person, he is no longer the optimistic and sunny young leader, but another silent person they have never known.

His silence, sometimes gloomy, sometimes smiling, makes it impossible to figure out what he is thinking.

Some people think that he is crazy, and this sentence has reached his ears, if it was before, the person who said these words may not be able to speak for a long time, but the current Wang Yishi is no longer the previous Wang Yishi, that is to say, the person who didn't dare to look at him before dared to say bad things about him blatantly.

Whenever he heard someone say that Wang Yishi looked like a madman, he laughed, as if he was not talking about himself, but about another person named Wang Yishi.

People always like to bully the soft and fear the hard, and pick the soft persimmon to pinch, and Wang Yishi is now a soft persimmon, no matter if others pinch it, he will not be angry.

My friend Xiao Ke quickly found out about this situation and asked with concern: "Brother, what's wrong with you?" ”

Wang Yishi replied: "Brother Xiao, I want to tell you something that you won't believe"

Xiao Ke was puzzled: "As long as you say it, I will believe it, you won't really be crazy as they say, right?" ”

Wang Yishi smiled: "You just think I'm crazy and tell you something that only a madman can see."

Xiao Ke said anxiously: "You say, I listen, what's the matter?" ”

Wang Yishi said: "Brother Xiao, I have seen some things outside our time, those people and things, are some things that you and I can't imagine."

Xiao Ke asked, "Where did you see these people and things?" ”

Wang Yishi replied: "In a dream"

Xiao Ke sighed and said, "Brother, I don't care if you're crazy or not, please don't take your dream seriously."

Wang Yishi said: "I didn't take it seriously, but I felt that in addition to our world, there is another world."

Xiao Ke said angrily: "Brother, if you talk about the things in your dreams, you will really go crazy."

Wang Yishi knew that he didn't believe it, so he didn't say any more.

Yes, who would believe in the world as a madman sees it?

And is there really a difference or right or wrong between the so-called normal and the insane? Who can guarantee that the madman is telling all lies? What normal people say is all the truth?

If you discuss it further, you will find that all people who think they are normal are often people who talk or live with masks, and it is better to live a real and comfortable life than a madman.

Perhaps human beings are destined to survive in upside down from the moment they are born, why? Because there is nothing easier than deceiving oneself, and besides, it is human nature to choose easy things to live, and no one wants to change them.

This may be one of the greatest disadvantages of human beings.

Wang Yishi didn't understand this kind of truth before, but now his best friend can't accept this kind of truth, this is the change or gap, and these gaps are one of the reasons for the difference between people.

Wang Yishi looked at the friend in front of him, and suddenly found that he had already seen too much into the world and could not see too many contemporaries, so he said loudly to his friend: "Brother Xiao, can you promise me one thing?" ”

Xiao Ke said: "You say"

Wang Yishi said: "Brother Xiao, I'm really not a madman, but I know what a madman can see"

Xiao Ke said: "Do all madmen talk like this? ”

Wang Yishi said: "Brother Xiao, my friend, you are my best friend, I also know, you won't believe what I say, if I were you, I wouldn't believe it either, but I still ask you, no matter how out of the ordinary things I say in the future, how out of the ordinary things I do, there will be a certain basis, although there are some things I can't prove, but it doesn't mean that I'm crazy, not to mention that you've seen crazy people, have you ever spoken like me?" ”

Xiao Ke looked at the former friend in front of him, as if he had never seen it before, so strange that he couldn't be stranger anymore.

He thought, how much stimulation does a person have to be to make such a change?

Then he told Wang Yishi: "Brother Wang, I can also tell you that whether you are really crazy or not, you are my brother and friend."

After saying that, both of them laughed.

Xiao Ke suddenly stared at him and asked, "If you are not Wang Yishi, who are you?" ”

Wang Yishi shook his eyes and said, "Who am I?" To be honest, I don't know, anyway, I don't remember anything about the past now, on the contrary, I remember the things in my dreams more clearly now."

Xiao Ke said: "Brother, take care, say hello if there is anything, although I don't know what kind of world you see, but I can be sure that you must be my brother"

Wang Yishi was a little moved when he heard what Xiao Ke said, and said: "Even if I forget you and no longer remember your name, you must remember me, this is my last request"

Xiao Ke thought he was joking, so he said, "Definitely"

Wang Yishi also said: "Definitely"

Before leaving, Xiao Ke actually still wondered, that is, did the dream change Wang Yishi, or did Wang Yishi create his own dream?

It's complicated, he sighed again.