Beautiful women, there will always be too many stories, ancient and modern.

Some people say that the more beautiful a woman is, the more she will deceive people, although this sentence is not entirely correct, but the truth it interprets will have some basis to a greater or lesser extent.

What's more, if it's not a pretty woman, who wants to believe her?

However, if you think that beauty does not have troubles or suffering, then you are wrong.

Because beauty is also a human being, and if it is a human being, there will be joy, anger, and happiness, birth, old age, sickness and death, and no one can be an exception.

This may also be one of the means that God used to balance the unfairness when he created man!

Even if she is as beautiful as Zhao Ji and as expensive as the Queen Mother, she can't surpass God.

What's more, the beauty of the Queen Mother is a sick beauty, which is not a natural beauty, but a beauty that has been suppressed for many years and is exaggerated by desire.

Although this kind of beauty can illuminate the darkness of human nature like a meteor, if you are not careful, you will destroy yourself and hurt others.

If a person has been depressed for many years, once he has the opportunity to get rid of this depression, it is often easy to go to the other extreme.

In other words, years of repression are one extreme in themselves, and after getting out of this extreme, if they are not well guided, they will fall into another extreme.

Zhou Yuanzhi understands this truth, and also knows that Chang Yu and the Queen Mother are such people.

Chang Yu from a very young age,Due to the defect of being afraid,,Has been shrouded in depression and inferiority,So that it causes a distorted personality.,Fortunately, he relied on his own understanding of swordsmanship.,For the time being, he didn't show the other extreme.。

The Queen Mother gradually formed a suspicious, lustful, sensitive and even timely and happy personality after going through strong winds and waves.

Because of too many storms, she is full of pessimism and disappointment about her future life.

She always believed that the future could change in an instant.

Today's glory and wealth may disappear in an instant.

Yes, if there was no Lü Buwei, she would just be a people's daughter, if it wasn't for Lü Buwei to give her to a stranger, she would not have been worried all day long, experienced hardships and tribulations, and would not have fled from Zhao to Qin, and of course would not have become a queen.

thought she could live a stable life from now on, but due to the sudden death of her husband, she changed from a queen to a queen mother in a blink of an eye.

The Queen Mother is the Queen Mother, she has not lost confidence, anyway, such a young Queen Mother is rare in history, not to mention that the person she loves the most is still there.

But when she returned to him with great anticipation.

only to find that although he still loves her, power is more tempting to him.

For the sake of power, but also for the sake of balancing the forces of the parties.

He wanted to clarify his relationship with her.

He hoped that she would be able to fulfill him, stay away from him, and draw a line with him.

She couldn't accept it at first, because it was too unfair for her, not only was it unfair, but it also made her lose her last support, and it also made her finally see him clearly.

He will always have only himself in his heart, and she will always be just a foil, even a plaything.

He never really loved her, everything he did was actually to make better use of her,

She suddenly found that her heart was broken, like a broken mirror, and she could never get it back to the same state.

Is this a man?

She can bear to marry someone she doesn't love, but can her heart not break if she is repeatedly deceived by someone she loves the most?

She didn't know why she didn't see him clearly, the man clearly, and the human nature until today.

Do all men live for their own benefit?

The so-called love, or jellyfish alliance, is just an excuse for them, and it is also a disguise for them.

She once naively thought that he was her last support.

However, she was wrong, so wrong that she couldn't even forgive herself, and only now did she know that she had nothing to trust and no longer wanted to have any sustenance.

Yes, from now on, I will not be told about the meaning of life, I live for myself, just to have fun in time.

People will eventually turn to dust, so why not live better while you are alive?

She thinks she has seen the truth of the world and understands why she was born.

If it weren't for "Chang'er" reminding her, she would have almost forgotten that she was also a mother.

Yes, I am the king's mother.

It is precisely because I am the mother of the king that I am the queen mother admired by everyone today, enjoying all the glory and wealth.

I clearly remember that when I was pregnant with him, I was still in Zhao Kingdom.

At that time, I was always worried that he would not be born normally, because we were under siege, and our lives were difficult to protect, and we almost gave up our efforts to live, but fortunately, there was a kind swordsman who led us out of the siege and returned to Qin smoothly.

After returning to Qin, fortunately, there was Lu Buwei's advance layout and maneuvering, so I was able to give birth to him smoothly.

At the same time, my husband was also promoted from a "hostage" to king, and my wife followed her husband, and I became queen naturally.

As a queen, she should have been a husband and a child, and a mother should be the world.

Unfortunately, it is precisely because of the identity of the queen that my relationship with my son has become more and more estranged, so distant that it is almost strange.

Watching him grow day by day, I knew that sooner or later he would leave me.

When he was very young, I noticed that he only had the distance in his eyes, not me.

I believe that he can do it for himself, even without his mother, and don't ask me how I know this, knowing that a son is better than a mother, this is a mother's intuition.

I wanted to be a good mother, but as a queen, I had so many things to deal with, my husband on one side and my original lover on the other.

Of course, I also need to abide by all kinds of rules and constraints to set an example for the people of the world.

And this consumed so much of my energy that I almost forgot that my son existed.

How nice it would be if I weren't a queen, just the wife of an ordinary man, the mother of a son.

At least I won't be as lonely and helpless as I am now, and my son won't be so estranged from me.

I know that as a mother, I am a failure.

As a wife, I was also a failure.

Even as a lover, I still failed because he didn't love me, and everything he did was just acting, and it could even be said that everything was just my own wishful thinking.

Isn't life a drama?

Although I am admired by thousands of people, they admire the queen or queen mother, not me Zhao Ji, even if it is a beauty that I am proud of, it is actually the halo of the queen or the queen mother.

If I put aside these identities and halos, what am I worth?

I can't believe I'm good for nothing.

If I'm really worthless, why are so many men bowing down under my skirt?

I know that men like beautiful women, but there are thousands of beautiful women, why not me? It is said that "Chang'er" was originally a world-famous swordsman, but in front of me, he was willing to completely surrender to me.

Even the strange bodyguard beside him, the moment he saw me, was moved by me, his heartbeat, I am sure, it was true.

If someone asks me why I know this, I can only tell him that it is a woman's instinct, and that every man, as long as I have checked his eyes, I can tell if he has feelings for me, and he can't go wrong.

Except, of course, my original lover Lü Buwei.

He is the only man I have misjudged in my life, and I don't know why I, who have read countless people, misjudged him.

I used to struggle with this, but now I've given up.

Because I already have another lover: my grandmother.