"Ah Jin, we don't talk about the past, from now on, start over, okay?" could have forced her, but Ji Hongye couldn't bear it, and finally changed his tactful way.

It may be that this atmosphere is too harmonious now, so that Nalan Jinxiu wanted to refuse it, but Shengsheng took it back. She could only compromise: "Give me some time, I need to settle down." ”

What she experienced in Northern Xinjiang and how much pressure she endured in Southern Chu, Ji Hongye understood in her heart. He knew that she had experienced a lot of things in the past few years, and she had changed greatly, which made her suddenly return to the past, and it was normal for her to be unacceptable for a while.

"I can give you time and be patient enough, I just hope you don't put too much pressure on yourself. No matter how coveted the Order of the Clouds is, I have enough power to protect you, unless ......"

Nalan Jinxiu was inexplicably nervous by his sudden pause, and she asked, "Unless what?"

Ji Hongye's expression was serious: "Unless the sky is going to kill my Daning, unless I am no longer in this world, or you make me lose my memory like last time." ”

Nalan Jinxiu will feel a little weak when she mentions this. Everyone has the right to know the truth, and anyone who makes a decision for someone else will always feel ashamed of that person.

Ji Hongye didn't say this to make her feel weak, he just hoped that she could understand his determination and use it to eliminate the uneasiness in her heart.

"I know all your worries, and you are afraid that you will affect me, but have you ever thought that we are husband and wife, how can we completely get rid of it? I still married you and made a choice for you again, this time, I will not allow you to make a decision privately. ”

Nalan Jinxiu found that all her previous ideas were empty at this moment. She thought she could say what she wanted to say naturally, but now she found that those words were choked in her throat.

When Ji Hongye finished washing up and slept next to her, she realized that she seemed to be tricked. She was obviously thinking about sleeping separately from him before, why didn't she say this, and they slept together in a daze?

Ji Hongye didn't give her a chance to think about it, reached out and took her into his arms, patted her on the back gently, and whispered, "Sleep." ”

Nalan Jinxiu just woke up, and she couldn't sleep even if she wanted to. But she knew she couldn't move now, or it would be dangerous to mess with him. She has never suffered such a loss before.

It's fine if their relationship is maintained like this. If there is a husband and wife, then even if it is no longer clear. When the time comes, she can't leave if she wants to.

"Don't you want to sleep?" Ji Hongye felt her stiffness and whispered.

"No, me, I just woke up and squinted for a while and fell asleep. Nalan Jinxiu stammered.

Ji Hongye lay his body flat, his eyes looked straight at the curtain above his head, and thoughtfully: "Do you remember the scene when we got married?"

Big wedding? Nalan Jinxiu was confused by him, and she didn't know which time he was referring to.

Ji Hongye didn't seem to want her answer, he said to himself: "The dragon and phoenix candles of that year were very bright, and they still didn't burn out when it was dawn. My grandmother told me that the dragon and phoenix candles on the wedding night could not be extinguished.

When I woke up the next morning, I saw that scene and thought that our affection was inexhaustible. It is destined to be together for a long time, for a lifetime.

You once asked me if I cared about your past, and I remember not answering you at the time. It's what I care about in my heart. Just ask the man in the world, who doesn't want his wife to belong to him alone.

Even if I always think that I am different from ordinary people, I can see through what they can't see. But it turns out that emotionally I am also an ordinary person.

I used to be miserable because of your past, and I don't want to admit it was jealousy. But I've been torn about my wife, the woman I love, who once belonged completely to another man.

She also used to love him deeply, she didn't care about his reputation, she didn't care about her background, she just wanted to be with that person. This kind of affection is precious, but it's a pity that you didn't give it to me.

I have never been able to get out of the shackles in my heart, I don't want to let go, and I don't want to accept your past. I was tormented, and I questioned myself fiercely, trying to ask for a result, but unfortunately every time it was in vain.

It wasn't until the day you gave birth that I could see my heart completely. What about your past, which becomes irrelevant compared to the loss of you.

I felt the fear and kept asking myself, if you just went like this, would I be able to live alone? Yes, alone.

Do you think it's funny when you hear this, the son of the Jinling Ji family has been praised since he was a child, and his grandmother and father have high hopes. But that person is Ji Sangongzi, not me.

I, Ji Hongye, never thought that one day one person could control my life, the sky was clear because of her laughter, and the clouds were cloudy because of her crying.

This is contrary to the ideals and beliefs in my heart, I obviously have hills and valleys in my heart, and I obviously want to guide the world, how can I be restrained by a woman?

If reason can really control itself, then I won't go to Northern Xinjiang to marry you back. Of course, after knowing the truth, he will not behave so abnormally. When I hurt you, I hurt myself.

The most regrettable thing I have ever done in my life is to know that you are trapped in the Huiwang Mansion, but I didn't save you in the first place. Whether you mind my choice or not, I can't forgive myself in my heart.

I don't know what will happen to us in the future, but I think I will definitely not let go this time. Even if I lose the entire Ji family, even if I can't recover, I won't lose you. ”

Nalan Jinxiu had never heard the third brother say so much in one breath, and Ji Hongye himself had never said so much. He drank wine today, and because he married her home, he was in a very relaxed mood, so he told all the feelings in his heart.

After saying this, Nalan Jinxiu's heart was like a stubborn stone, and there was a little loosening. The most terrifying thing in this world is the human heart, if someone can face the future with her own heart, then she feels that the future is nothing to fear.

"Third brother. She turned to look at Ji Hongye, and wanted to say something to him, but found that he was already asleep. It's no wonder that people who usually don't talk much can say so much in one breath, it turns out that it's because they're drunk.

Nalan Jinxiu laughed in a low voice, her third brother is really different from ordinary people, even when he is drunk, he is quiet, and he can't see anything on the surface.

Under the shadow of the red candlelight, only a soft silhouette remained of the people around him. Nalan Jinxiu looked at him quietly, endured it for a long time, and finally reached out and gently shook him.

His hands were as dry and warm as he remembered, with a reassuring power. Nalan Jinxiu looked at him for a while, and her eyes became unbearably sour. She leaned gently up to him, and a very light kiss landed on his cheek.

"Third brother, I don't blame you, don't blame yourself in the future. ”

Following.

Nalan Jinxiu felt that the sunlight was a little dazzling, she put the back of her hand on her eyes, and squinted for a while before slowly remembering yesterday's events.

She married the third brother again, and last night was the candle in the cave room. The people around him have long since disappeared, leaving only a mark that has been laid.

She had been thinking about it for a long time last night, and when she fell asleep, it was already the second half of the night, so she woke up late today. The third brother is a diligent person, and he should have finished breakfast at this hour and went to the cabinet office.

My head hurts a little and my body is not feeling well. Nalan Jinxiu lamented that his current body has completely borne the four words "weakness". It's just that I slept late, and after waking up early, I was full of unhappiness.

Ruyi was guarding the door, she heard the movement inside, and asked at the door, "Madame, but is she awake?"

Nalan Jinxiu hummed lightly, and saw Ruyi push the door in with Ling'er and Qiao'er. They had washbasins in their hands, towels and pancreas, and they looked like they were ready to wash her.

Nalan Jinxiu was dressed by someone and asked in a low voice, "What time is it?"

Ruyi said while helping her arrange her collar: "Madame, don't worry about whether she has overslept, the old lady is not in good health now, and she has long been exempted from asking everyone to say goodbye." The third master specially advised, you are from Nanchu, you have been tired all the way, and now you need to rest, and no outsiders are allowed to disturb you. ”

"What about the third master. ”

"I went to the criminal department, saying that I would deal with some things, and I would come back later to have dinner with my wife. ”

"Where's the little master?"

"It's time to go to school. ”

"Academy?"

"It is a school run by the four sons of the Bo'an Hou Mansion, and a few old bachelors have been invited to be gentlemen. ”

Nalan Jinxiu nodded: "It's naturally excellent to go there to study, but the young master's age is not a little too young." ”

Ruyi was full of energy as soon as she talked about this, and she said with a smile: "Originally, the fourth prince also felt that the little young master was young, and he told the third master to let the little young master send it in a few years." It's just that the fourth prince saw the little master yesterday, and he liked it very much, so he had to let him go over to worship today. ”

Although Nalan Jinxiu had never seen the fourth son of the Bo'an Hou Mansion, she had heard of it. It is said that the fourth son has liked to read since he was a child, but he is different from ordinary readers.

The reason why ordinary scholars are famous is because they like some elegant things, such as writing, or playing the piano and chess. But these four sons are dedicated to learning, and they are committed to using methods to make the meaning of books easier to understand.

To this end, a set of methods has been summed up, and the most widely circulated is how to solve the problem of Baguwen. It is said that his analysis is very sharp, and if you follow his logic, everyone can write a good eight-strand essay.

It is precisely because of this that the set of test-taking methods he studied has been sought after by many students. There are some more evil, they simply regard him as a god, open a temple and erect a statue, and go over to worship before every scientific expedition.