Chapter Eighty-Four: It's My Gaffe

It took a while.

Chu Nanyue saw that the sky outside the hall had already darkened, and the palace had been lit with lights, and the lights were bright.

Donglin Shuo finally walked over with an apologetic face: "General Chu, I'm sorry. I can't rest assured that my mother will keep you waiting. I'll send General Chu out of the palace. ”

Chu Nanyue nodded and walked out of the palace with him. Qingshuang and Rongsheng were lighting up in front.

Walking side by side, Chu Nanyue saw that there was a tired look on his face, and knew that he was just in the queen's bedroom, and he must have been talking with the queen for a long time.

At the banquet, she also noticed that the queen's face was not right, probably because she was not feeling well. So he asked: "Sixth Highness, is the queen mother unwell?" ”

Donglin Shuo nodded, his eyebrows no longer soft, only cold as frost. But it's not aggressive, there's a faint sadness.

"My mother has not been in good health since she gave birth to me. At first, I may not be able to see it, but now that I am getting older, I am really a little tired, and my body can't stand it. Tanglin Shuo said with a wry smile.

"I see." Chu Nanyue said.

It's no wonder that Tanglin Shuo is so worried about the queen's body.

Speaking of which, Chu Nanyue has only met the queen a few times. Every time, I saw that the queen's health was not very good, and I thought that she happened to be sick.

Today, after listening to Dongling Shuo's words, Chu Nanyue knew that the queen's body had always been like this.

Tanglin Shuo is so filial. Presumably, in the eyes of Tanglin Shuo, he should feel very sad.

She couldn't help but comfort: "Your Royal Highness, the queen mother is dignified and benevolent, I heard before that such a person will have good fortune." Not to mention that there are so many imperial doctors in the palace, probably the gods will bless her. Your Highness doesn't need to worry too much. ”

Tanglin Shuo's eyebrows stretched slightly, and he sighed and said, "Maybe it's really me worrying too much." Or maybe it's because of my eldest brother's death that I care more about her well-being. ”

At this time, Donglin Shuo is not like the court, with the city in mind, deep and steady.

He was always with some melancholy, and deep care.

Chu Nanyue could feel the kind of affection he had for his family. He is a person of great affection, not even like the queen of the emperor, but like an ordinary person. has the most sincere emotions.

She just wanted to comfort Tanglin Shuo for a few words, when she heard Donglin Shuo laugh again, as if she remembered something, and said softly: "When I was a child, I was with my eldest brother, no matter what mistakes I made, my eldest brother would bear it for me, and the queen mother would also support me." ”

It can be said that from childhood to adulthood, Tanglin Shuo grew up in an extremely comfortable environment. He knew the evil in the world, but he didn't really face it himself. Because both the crown prince and the queen are doing their best to help him cover up the evil.

Although, in the end, after the death of the crown prince, he still has to face everything.

What Donglin Shuo said was something extremely prosaic. But Chu Nanyue experienced the taste of family affection from it.

She was sentimental and envious in her heart, and said: "Sixth Highness, I can hear that His Royal Highness the First Prince and the Queen Mother are very close to you and treat you very well. ”

Tanglin Shuo smiled: "Actually, my father is also very good. He treated us brothers very well. You see that he is very majestic on his face, and he is the most intimidating king. But in fact, in front of us, he is still a father, and he doted on us the most when we were children. ”

The emperor is a strict father and a loving father. He is very good at controlling that degree and patiently teaching every prince. And more than a year ago, when the crown prince died. The saddest is also his father.

"That's why I'm very envious of His Highness Six." Chu Nanyue said in a muffled voice.

Invisibly, she unexpectedly revealed her thoughts in front of Donglin Shuo, and unloaded the kind of defense in the past.

"What does General Chu envy?" Donglin Shuo was stunned, with sadness in his eyes, "My eldest brother has passed away." The father and the queen mother, their health is not as good as before. As for the other brothers, General Chu probably understood. ”

Donglin Shuo looked at the Empress and the Emperor's increasingly gray hair, but in fact, he also had worry and distress in his heart. It is said that the emperor and queen have a long life and Tianqi, shouting long live, but that is just a beautiful sentence, and Tanglin Shuo himself understands it in his heart.

Chu Nanyue shook his head and asked, "What about outside of these things?" Sixth Highness, you have that rare family warmth, which I can't envy. ”

Although the brothers are brothers, the emperor and the queen treat him with sincere love.

Chu Nanyue has always felt that family affection is weak in the Chu family, she originally only thought that most of the emotions in the world are like this, maybe it is just that the people of the Chu family are not good at expressing it.

At least my grandfather had her in his heart, and he worked hard to cultivate her since she was a child. Her talent and strategy are inseparable from the old marquis.

But since she was reborn, her eyes have been clear and she has seen many things clearly. I also know that the so-called family affection is mixed with use and calculation. He is just a tool raised by the Chu family in order to contribute to Chu Nanxuan.

In the whole Chu family, no one regards her as a real relative. Including her mother.

"General Chu......" Tanglin Shuo looked at Chu Nanyue.

In front of his eyes, Chu Nanyue rarely showed such a fragile expression. She has always been strong and independent.

But Donglin Shuo knew that Chu Nanyue was actually also a woman. Also a living person. Taking off those names of incomparable resourcefulness, the indestructible armor outside, Chu Nanyue actually has his own vulnerability. For example, the pain brought to her by her loved ones.

"General Chu, I'm sorry for making you feel sorry again." There is no doubt that it was his words that involved the wounds in Chu Nanyue's heart.

He was happy for Chu Nanyue's little emotions to him. But I was sad for the sadness in Chu Nanyue's eyes.

Probably cares about a person, and it's easy to care about her joys and sorrows.

"Nothing, Sixth Highness. It's me who has a gaffe. Chu Nanyue's eyes quickly returned to calm. It was as if that little sadness was just a passing moment.

The little expectation in Dong Lingshuo's heart still didn't speak.

He wanted to warm Chu Nanyue, hoping that Chu Nanyue would give him such a chance. Even, he wanted to give Chu Nanyue a home. When this thought came to him, Tanglin Shuo himself was also taken aback.

And his thousands of thoughts quickly turned into one sentence: "General Chu, everything needs to be looked forward." The Chu family may be able to give you a false family affection. But after all, it is false. You chose to cut it off, and there was nothing wrong with that. ”

If Chu Nanyue hadn't chosen to tear his face with the Chu family at the beginning, maybe the Chu family would really be able to continue acting. After all, now that Chu Nanyue is famous in the court, it will be of great benefit to the Chu family.

And breaking with the Chu family is the most straightforward way. Donglin Shuo knew that Chu Nanyue might occasionally think about it in her heart, but there was no doubt that it was the best choice for her to break away from the monkhood.