Chapter 403: Stay Here
Yun Shen shook his head, "It's inconvenient for me to live here, I met Gongzi Zhou and Mrs. Zhou on the road before, and I was invited by them to live in Zhou's mansion, so naturally it's not good to move out again, if I really want to move out, wouldn't it hurt the face of these two!" ”
Hearing Yun Shen say this, the abbot could only nod, indeed, if Yun Shen is allowed to move to the temple now, it will be a loss of face for these two people, although he is only a monk, but he also knows that this is not in line with etiquette, "That's okay, if the little master has something or needs, you can come over, these people in our temple on our side miss the little master!" ”
"If I have time at that time, I will definitely come and sit down, and Master often tells me that I want to get to know more other people, learn from each other, and don't always study alone with my own ideas, so that after a long time, there will be no growth!" Yun Shen nodded very seriously, "But if I stay here for a long time and annoy people, the abbot can't drive people away!" ”
"Little Master is laughing at this, how can we drive the little master out of our temple, maybe as long as the little master says where he wants to live now, they can immediately vacate the room and come out!" The abbot slowly spoke, "These children in our temple have all heard of the name of Master Wuxi, and there are a few disciples who are fortunate enough to have seen Master Wuhate, and they worship Master Wuhate tightly, and you are the only closed disciple of Master Wuhate, so this worship will naturally continue to you!" ”
"With me, this can be regarded as stained with my master's light!" Yun Shen smiled and said, "Actually, I think my own ability is okay, even if you don't look at my master's ability, you can worship me a little!" ”
After hearing Yun Shen's words, Yang Er'er smiled, "I didn't expect to hear the little master say this kind of thing, don't all monks advocate modesty, why is the little master's temperament so different!" ”
"Maybe it's because I'm so different, so my master agreed to accept me as a disciple, otherwise he won't be able to find someone to pass on those truths in this life, wouldn't it be a pity!" Yun Shen said nonchalantly, "I think my master took a fancy to me at a glance, so many brothers and sisters in the temple were not convinced, and they didn't dispel the master's thoughts!" ”
After hesitating for a while, the abbot couldn't help but speak, "I think if Master Wuhate knew that you would be so narcissistic, he would probably regret accepting you as an apprentice!" ”
"This definitely won't, after all, my master was much more narcissistic than me when he was young, and I can be regarded as inheriting the mantle of my master at most!" Yun Shen opened his mouth very 'righteously', but obviously, no one listened to his words.
Looking at the atmosphere between the two people, as well as the topics they discussed, Yang Erer also knew that he couldn't insert his mouth, so he took the initiative to speak, "I see that the two of you seem to have something to say, why don't I go around, I have also come here to offer incense before, and suddenly remembered that I still have to pay my vows, this time I can just deal with it!" ”
"Madame Zhou, be careful!" The abbot smiled and said, "Now that Mrs. Zhou has a body, it's better to pay more attention, I'll send a little monk to take Mrs. with me!" ”
Yang Erer was actually a little worried that something would go wrong in the past by herself, so she didn't refuse the abbot's kindness.
After Yang Erer walked away, the two of them found a place to sit down, and they talked with each other.
"I don't think the state of the little master is as good as before, is something going on?" The abbot opened his mouth and asked, "If it is according to the temperament of the master without hatred, he should like to travel around by himself and let the little master take care of the affairs in the temple!" ”
"I can't hide anything from the abbot!" Yun Shen smiled, "I went down the mountain this time, it was indeed the master's mouth, but I didn't really think through some things myself, so I was driven down the mountain and continued to travel!" ”
The abbot also really likes Yun Shen, so he is still very concerned about Yun Shen's state, "I don't think you look like the kind of person who will be bothered by ordinary trivial matters, so this time the matter is difficult to deal with?" "000 Literature
"It's more difficult to deal with, it's just that it's inconvenient to speak, and I still need to figure it out myself!" Yun Shen slowly spoke, "Actually, the last time I went down the mountain was because of this matter, but because I was young at the time, I didn't expect to be driven down the mountain by the master because of such a thing this time!" When he said this, Yun Shen smiled as if he was embarrassed, "I'm already at this age, and I still can't think about some things in the past, is it particularly incompetent?" ”
"Actually, things can't be looked at this way, each of us, especially those of us who are monks, everyone has their own hurdles in their hearts that they can't pass, just like your master, when he was young, he must have had a lot of things like you who couldn't figure it out, and then he found a way to solve them, so he became a master, so you don't have to have this kind of mentality, these things are normal!" The abbot stretched out his hand and patted Yun Shen's shoulder, "Actually, it is already very good that you can reach the point where you are today, there is no need to push yourself so hard, your master is not too old, and he can help you last a few more years!" ”
"Actually, when I went down the mountain this time, the master gave me a death order, and he said that if I can't figure out these things myself, I don't have to go up the mountain to see him, and he will find a satisfactory disciple to entrust him at that time!" Yun Shen slowly spoke, "Actually, I haven't understood all the time, do we really have to be monks to achieve the so-called four emptiness?" If we don't feel anything, then how can we have the heart to be compassionate and help the world? It is precisely because we understand these feelings that we can break away from them and look at these feelings of others! ”
After hearing Yun Shen's words, the abbot also fell silent, in fact, he had always thought that Yun Shen had encountered a small problem that he couldn't figure out, but after listening to what he just said, his idea was also shaken, Master Hateless is not a person who will accept apprentices indiscriminately, nor is he a person who can talk nonsense, being able to say these words means that Yun Shen has indeed done a very bad job in some aspects, but in what aspect would make Master Hateless make such a serious decision?
"So I went down the mountain this time, first of all, I want to walk along the road I walked a few years ago, to see how the people I met before are doing, I learned a lot from you a few years ago, and I have grown a lot, so I want to see if I can learn new truths in a few years, or sublimate myself to the point that I have understood things." Yun Shen slowly spoke, "If I re-walk this road, I still can't figure out these things, I will continue to go to places I haven't been to before, whether it is for the master or for myself, this time I will definitely think about those things clearly, if it doesn't work for a month, it will take a year, and if it doesn't work for a year, it will take longer, I am still young, and there will always be a time to think clearly!" ”
"Although it is good that you have this kind of perseverance, I still want to tell you that if something becomes an obsession in your heart, then it is not so easy to solve. If you are in a hurry, it is easy to go down the wrong path, so if you really can't think clearly, you can live with us, slowly understand, if you encounter a bottleneck, we can also sit down and discuss together, which is far better than you want to come alone! The abbot said, "And you have to believe that your master has taken you for so many years, and he must have feelings for you in his heart, and I believe that he will agree more with you living with us than to let you wander around without any purpose outside!" ”
After the abbot's words were finished, Yun Shen did not speak immediately, but was thinking about this issue carefully, and the abbot was not in a hurry to let him reply, he just needed to know that Yun Shen began to think about this matter.
"If I haven't figured it out after going through the roads I've walked before, I'll come over and bother the host!" Yun Shen slowly spoke, "Perhaps, I will walk a little more, but I will come back!" ”
"Okay, our door here is always open for you, you can come back whenever you want!" The abbot patted Yun Shen on the shoulder, "Mrs. Zhou's side must not be so quick to finish, so you might as well take a good walk in the temple, although the scenery here is not as good as you on the mountain, it is still good, maybe you have a new environment, and you can have new ideas!" ”
"Okay." Yun Shen nodded.
Because the abbot also had his own things to deal with, he didn't stay with Yun Shen more, he knew that what Yun Shen needed now was his own private space to think, so he left with confidence.
Yun Shen only sat in place for a while, and walked around in the temple, because he had lived here before, so he was still very familiar with the environment in the temple, and he didn't need a special person to lead him. The other monks in the temple had also seen Yun Shen, so no one stopped him from running.
Perhaps because of the fact that he had talked so much to the abbot today, Yun Shen was silent for a long time on the way back, and did not speak until he was about to enter the Zhou Mansion.
"Mrs. Zhou, I have a reluctant request, I hope Mrs. can understand!" Yun Shen suddenly spoke.
Yang Erer is also a smart person, she knows that after she left just now, Yun Shen and the abbot must have said something, and Yun Shen was silent all the way just now, probably because of this reason, although she didn't understand any Buddhist principles, but she also knew that Yun Shen's current state was not very right, so she asked directly, "Little master wants to live in the temple, right?" ”
Yun Shen nodded, "Yes, because what I wanted was to live in the temple, and then come to find Zhou Gongzi and Mrs. Zhou to catch up, but I didn't expect to meet two people on the road, and now I have lived in Zhou's mansion, if I suddenly live in the temple, will it make it difficult for the two of you?" ”