Chapter 452: Le'er, I've wronged you
"Changxiu, Qin E, in fact, sometimes I see that you husband and wife get along so well, and there is such a lovely child, I really envy you." As he spoke, the prince's mood immediately became a little low, and he shook his head slightly, "However, if I really want to enjoy the family fun between you ordinary people, I'm afraid it's really an unattainable thing." ”
The prince sighed, there was a little helplessness in his tone, he was actually envious of Qin E and Xiao Changxiu from the bottom of his heart, the two of them came all the way, although there were some stumbles, but in the end, there were lovers who eventually became dependents, the so-called emperor lived up to his heart, and this is probably the end.
Qin E and Xiao Changxiu listened to the prince say this in such a depressed mood, looking at each other, with some confusion in their eyes, but it is not difficult to think that the prince should have seen things and thought about people, and remembered Xiao Le'er, whom he couldn't love.
"Prince, how can you say that? Everyone's happiness is earned by their own efforts! Changxiu and I have also encountered a lot of setbacks before, and many people are not optimistic about us, but haven't we also survived those criticisms? Therefore, I have always believed that as long as both of them are firm and brave enough, they will definitely reap a good ending in the end! ”
"Yes, prince, I know, you have always been thinking about Le'er, why don't Le'er miss you every day and every night? I believe that as long as both of you are more determined to each other and braver, there will still be a chance! ”
Listening to Xiao Changxiu and Qin E comforting themselves like this, the prince seemed to have a little more courage in his heart, but there was some hesitation.
"However, I still don't know if Le'er will want to see me? Also, before, my father was very opposed to this matter, and I can't be completely sure if I can convince my father! ”
The crown prince thought of this, and thought of his father's attitude towards him last night, and couldn't help but frown even more.
The father, who pays attention to the views of the family, will definitely not be willing to let him marry a concubine, but the prince is full of satisfaction and feels that Xiao Leer is already the whole of his life, except for Xiao Leer, the prince will not fall in love with a second woman.
Although the prince also has some hesitation and lack of confidence in his heart, the prince knows very well that if he really misses such an opportunity, he will definitely not be happy in this life that he loves.
"Prince, as long as you can all unite and stand firmly with each other. I believe that the emperor will be moved by you in the end! Moreover, Le'er has been in the house recently, why don't you go and meet her? I'm sure Le'er will be very happy to see you! ”
Qin E also continued to encourage the crown prince, hoping to be more firm in her choice.
There is nothing more distressing than the loss of a loved one.
What's more, it is to watch his beloved, but he can't be together, this kind of experience Xiao Changxiu has tasted before, and he doesn't want the prince to continue to regret it in the future.
"That'...... Would Le'er be willing to meet me? The prince was always a little unsure, afraid that Xiao Leer would be angry with him, angry that he couldn't stand firmly on her side, didn't accompany her well, and was afraid that Xiao Leer would blame him for not being able to protect her well!
"Don't worry, you are thinking about each other in your hearts, why can't you be brave and take that step? Even if you don't want a vigorous one, but I hope that there will be no regrets in this life! ”
Qin E said to the prince with a smile, while stretching out her hand and pointing in the direction of the backyard, she continued: "Prince, Le'er has been reading and writing in the backyard every day recently, and she has made a lot of progress recently!" Why don't we also let His Royal Highness the Prince, who is proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, go and give advice? ”
This somewhat playful and lively tone also made the prince's mood change from nervous to slightly relaxed, and he couldn't help but smile lightly, and then gradually relaxed the knots in his heart, and stood up and walked towards the backyard with determination.
"Okay, then I'll go see Le'er!"
As he spoke, the prince couldn't hold back the nervousness and anxious anticipation in his heart, clenched his hands into fists, and took a deep breath to cheer himself up.
Le'er, I haven't seen you for so long, I don't know, have you ever missed me as much as I miss you?
Le'er, since I was separated from you, I have been unable to sleep almost all night, and I must dream of you every night, I really want to be with you again, too eager to be with you to be able to know and cherish each other......
This time, let's all stop missing each other, okay?
With some nervousness, the prince strode to the backyard, looked around, and sure enough, under the pavilion, he saw Xiao Le'er who was practicing calligraphy seriously.
Reading poetry and writing, Xiao Leer has insisted on it for a long time.
Although Xiao Leer has always understood in her heart that the views between herself and the prince will never disappear in this life, Xiao Leer still has never given up hope. And with Qin E's encouragement, he began to learn to read and write, hoping that he could become a little better, so that at least he would not be timid when he saw the prince next time.
When he can calmly stand in front of the prince and greet him, this is already the biggest expectation in Xiao Leer's heart.
"Le'er!"
The prince looked at Xiao Le'er, who was about to be fascinated, and couldn't bear to disturb too quickly, until he had already walked behind Xiao Le'er, he gently raised his hand, patted Xiao Le'er's shoulder, and called Xiao Le'er's name softly.
Xiao Le'er's whole person seemed to be frightened, the whole person was stunned for a long time and didn't dare to look back, nor did she dare to move, holding the brush in her hand, the ink droplets had begun to penetrate into her sleeves, but she, as if the whole person had been stunned, was stunned and motionless.
This voice, which had appeared thousands of times in dreams, and this sound that was familiar with Xiao Leer's instinct and was about to react, made Xiao Leer suddenly feel a little overwhelmed at the moment!
"Le'er, how are you doing lately? I...... I really miss you! I have not dared to forget you for a moment since the days of my separation from you, but I have been blamed for being too cowardly to come to see you in person......"
The prince buried his head deeply as he spoke, his eyes full of self-blame and shame.
"Le'er, I'm really sorry! It's me who didn't take my responsibility as a man, it's me who didn't take care of you, and I made you feel wronged for so long! ”