Chapter 172: The Past

"Actually, this is a very clichΓ© story, I believe Miss An also guessed it, my name is not called Dark Xiang, and my family is not from the capital, I am from Suzhou and Hangzhou, and I am the only daughter of a scholarly family."

"My father was a scholar, he was a man of letters, he was a very famous talent in our country, and my mother was a butcher's child, and there was a big gap between them, but my father still married my mother despite opposition, he was a very old-fashioned person, and he was also a lifelong couple, and his character was very stubborn, so that ... The day he took his last breath, he didn't let me see him for the last time. ”

Dark incense said this, her eyes were already red, the valve of memory opened at this moment, and those unbearable memories of the past resurfaced, she originally thought that she would not feel the pain, but as a result, she still did not grow as before.

An Miao didn't speak, she sat quietly beside Dark Xiang and held her trembling hand.

When people are emotionally venting, the language from other places is actually pale, especially like a person like a dark incense, all she needs is a listener to the dark incense.

An Miao was also acting as a silent statue, accompanying her.

Taking a deep breath, Dark Fragrance adjusted her mood and opened her mouth again, only this time she closed her eyes, as if she didn't want to face everything that really existed.

"Even if other people objected, my father still stubbornly married my mother, the two of them were very affectionate, my father was teaching outside, and my mother washed and cooked for him at home, and within a few years I had me."

"I haven't been in good health since I was a child, I often suffered from wind and cold when I was a child, and I was sick for a month, and I spent most of my time in bed when I was a child, and I rarely had time to play with other children, so I didn't have any friends."

"The change came when I was thirteen years old, a new student came to my father's school, he was the same age as me, the family was very poor, and he had been eavesdropping on lectures outside the school before, and after my father found out and determined that he was talented, he was also brought to the school to take classes with others."

"His parents died, his background was very pitiful, he couldn't even eat, his father loved Cai, and he felt sorry for him and such a situation, so he often came to the house to eat, after a long time, he was treated like his own son, and I also had the first friend in my life."

The end fell, and Dark Fragrance also smiled, without ridicule or unwillingness, maybe at the age of thirteen, it was the happiest period of her life, even if she thought about it now, she couldn't feel pain for the misfortune afterward.

"What happened later, you should have been able to guess, young boys and girls love each other, promised to be forever and forever, he said that after going to the capital to participate in the scientific expedition, he must marry me back in style, be his wife, and make me the most important person in the world."

"He left when I was fifteen years old, and soon after, my appearance was shown to my father's other students, and the people who came to ask for marriage almost broke through the threshold, and I did not say yes to any of them, but after that, I found that I had a body."

"It's his child, and I can't have a relationship with other men, but my parents don't know about it, and they think that I am innocent with him, and I haven't even spoken a few words. My father was very angry and felt that I had ruined the door, and his woman should not be such an unscrupulous person, and he gave me two choices, the first was to get rid of the child and find someone to marry quickly, and the second was to get out of the house. ”

Dark Fragrance's voice paused, and suddenly asked, "Guess what I chose?" "Heyuan book

"The second."

An Miao sighed, there is no need to think about it at all, what kind of person is Dark Xiang, she can see it clearly now, looking soft and weak, in fact, extremely stubborn.

And at that age, it was the time when he could be desperate for love, even if he betrayed his family for love, he had no scruples.

Dark Xiang nodded, and suddenly reached out and touched An Miao's face, her hands were very cold, cold without a trace of living temperature.

"Yes, I chose the second one, in order to keep the child in my belly, I secretly left the house, and went to live in the small thatched house where he lived before, I originally thought, just wait, wait, wait until he comes back, stand in front of my parents and make it clear, then there will be no problem."

"But later, I suddenly heard the news that it was my father who died, and I was angry with him, I hurried back home, and saw my mother who hanged herself, you said that she had never read a book in her life, and she didn't know two big characters, but she was very stubborn, and after taking care of her father's funeral, she followed without hesitation."

"I heard from my neighbor that the only thing she left before she left was that she didn't blame me, and my father didn't blame me, but hoped that I could live well."

"In less than a week, my father was gone, and my mother was gone, and a good family was completely scattered because of a wayward daughter."

"That's it!"

An Miao finally couldn't listen to it, Dark Fragrance's catharsis like masochism didn't bring her any help at all, on the contrary, she was in pain, and she was punishing herself in another way.

It's not her fault, it doesn't have to be.

"Let me tell you, you're probably the last person in the world to know this." Dark Xiang shook her head with red eyes, now she is no longer the same as before, she is fragile and thin, like a wind blowing past, about to scatter in front of An Miao's eyes.

"After me, I went to the capital, stumbling along the way, what will happen to a girl with good looks, can you guess? It's a lot, it's disgusting, my child doesn't have it on the road, and I'm trapped by the steward of a caravan, and it took a lot of effort to run out and ask him everywhere where he is. ”

"Actually, I found him very quickly, just on the street, he was riding a horse, followed by a soft sedan chair, and in it sat the wife of the new champion, who is said to be a famous lady, gentle and generous, and fell in love with the new champion at first sight."

"An Miao, the most beloved person is in front of you, but you can only watch him being called a husband by other women, do you know how I felt at that time? Do I hate? Am I crying? No... I even had a feeling of relief. ”