Chapter 174: Everything is not from the heart

Sima Xuanhua finished talking about her two years of life plainly, and the few words that could not be said were loneliness and depression, she had thought that instead of being trapped in the courtyard of the Fu family all her life, with no hope, it was better to go early, looking for the freedom and happiness she had been longing for at that end, but there was always a trace of something that involved her, so that she couldn't bear to leave and couldn't leave. When the news of the East China Sea King's army reached Luoyang, the Fu family did not cause much movement, they had been in the court for a long time, saw a lot of changes in power, and were well versed in the truth of settling down. Even if the princess's situation became more and more worrisome, and her father was tied up and isolated, they never drew a line with the royal family, let alone looked down on the princess. In addition to their duties, the Fu family has always shown their talents, and all the children they have produced are talented, which has also become the foundation for them to settle down in this troubled era, in the final analysis, no matter who is in power, even if they do not appreciate the talented and sensible people, they are also respected, after all, these people enjoy a very high reputation among the people, and the casual disposal also makes the authorities fall into passivity. So even if the King of the East China Sea hit the city of Luoyang, the Fu family is still very calm, and no one in power can hinder their eating and dressing, but this news made Sima Xuanhua feel inspired, Feng Hang and Yang Ting are both reused by the King of the East China Sea, once they enter Luoyang, the first thing must be to restore the queen of Yang Xianrong, but is the person who has been yearning for freedom outside the palace willing to come back?

She came back anyway, giving up the life she had always dreamed of for a more distant future. Sima Xuanhua looked at this woman who didn't seem to have changed anything in the past two years, and sighed silently, she respected her, obeyed her, and was willing to follow her all the time.

"When will you go back to the palace?" Sima Xuanhua asked, "How do you go back?" ”

Yang Xianrong shook his head, the news of their entry into Luoyang today came three days ago, and it has been more than two hours since they went home, but neither Yang Ting nor Feng Hang showed up, she didn't know what to do next, how to do it, so she could only wait stupidly.

"If you go back to the palace, I will go back with you." Sima Xuanhua said again, a little surprised to see Yang Xianrong, and continued to add: "I can't help with other favors, it's okay to help you with Nian'er." ”

As soon as he finished speaking, Su Chen walked in with Nian'er and Sima Lin, Sima Lin looked around and didn't find Liu Ling a little unhappy, so he asked Su Chen to take him to find his mother, Su Chen let Nian'er go into the house alone, and left with Sima Lin. Nian'er got into Yang Xianrong's arms and looked at Sima Xuanhua curiously.

"What's wrong?" Sima Xuanhua looked at Nian'er's curious but embarrassed little appearance staring at her, and felt a little sad for a while, this little conscienceless, he misses her every day, she is good, she has been crazy for two years, and she has forgotten about herself. She was unwilling, and asked in an accentuated tone: "You really don't remember the third sister?" ”

Nian'er nodded, shook her head again, and whispered, "Remember, a little bit." ”

How much is a little bit? Did you remember a head or a leg? Sima Xuanhua couldn't laugh or cry, and said angrily: "I don't remember you either, what I remember is the little Nian'er who chased me behind my ass and called me 'sister'." ”

Nian'er thought it was funny, smiled sweetly, and said, "Isn't that still me?" I'm just Nian'er. ”

"Yes, isn't the third sister still the third sister that you remember? I'm the third sister. Sima Xuanhua and Nian'er played haha, looking at the child's confused appearance by her, he smiled from ear to ear, turned his face to Yang Xianrong and said, "This little guy is getting more and more fun." ”

"Let your aunt take you to play, the third sister has brought a lot of snacks, you can taste them." Yang Xianrong said to Nian'er.

"I brought you one." Sima Xuanhua looked at Nian'er's suddenly bright eyes, scratched her little nose, and said, "You go to Sister Yuzhuo and ask her to take you to get it." Nian'er ran away excitedly, Sima Xuanhua looked at her bouncing back until the little man disappeared at the door, and then said: "This child is much more lively, and his temperament is a little different from when he was a child." ”

"There are many people in the family and many children, so she just plays with it." Yang Xianrong recalled the life of the past two years, and there was a longing in his eyes that he couldn't hide: "Unlike before, without a child as big as her, she was lonely. Yang Xianrong said that he felt that the room was a little dull, and when he looked back and saw that the window was closed, he wanted to get up and push the window open, who knew that as soon as he moved, there was a dull pain in his waist, which made her stand up stiffly and stand in place immediately.

"What's wrong?" Sima Xuanhua hurriedly held Yang Xianrong, saw her hand rubbing her back vigorously, then also stretched out a hand to help her rub it, and after she eased up, he helped her sit down, ran to the window and opened the window, and then asked worriedly: "When did you have low back pain?" You don't keep saying that you are doing well in Qiantang, so you are lying to me. "First grab

Yang Xianrong told Sima Xuanhua that his life in the past two years was also a passing pass. Sima Xuanhua didn't know about Liu Yao's existence, and she didn't say anything, but only told her that the family had lived a peaceful two years, and later because Sima Qin intended to return to the palace to compete for the throne, she didn't want to force the child to give up her dreams and couldn't rest assured that she would come back together. As for this waist, after giving birth, I fell into this problem of low back pain, and I don't often make it, but occasionally when I am about to forget, this problem will come out to remind her, the pain is a momentary thing, and it will be fine after a while.

Liu Ling walked in from outside the house, and just happened to hear Sima Xuanhua's words, she stepped forward with some concern and asked, "How can it have low back pain, but it is a symptom of a miscarriage?" ”

Yang Xianrong's body stiffened, signaled Liu Ling not to speak, and then looked at Sima Xuanhua, sure enough, her expression was complicated, and she asked in disbelief for a while: "Miscarriage?" ”

Liu Ling knew that he had said the wrong thing, so he ran away again under the guise of taking the child, and Yang Xianrong scratched his forehead, he really didn't know how to open this mouth. Sima Xuanhua is her stepdaughter in the end, if she knew that her father's pillow person had lived with her lover outside for the past two years, I don't know how she would react. She never mentioned Liu Yao's existence to her, and she was worried about whether she would be angry that she still had something to hide from her.

Sima Xuanhua's expression was a little strange, from a look of shock to a look of doubt to a look of confusion, and only after a while did she ask, "Is that man the person in your heart?" ”

Yang Xianrong was surprised, and Sima Xuanhua said again: "I know that you have someone else in your heart, my identity is embarrassing, I can understand if you don't tell me, and you have been in the palace for a few years, and we know that you have nothing to do with him every day. I'm just a little weird, is that man the man you want to be? Since you're out there and home again, why did you come back to the troubled waters? ”

It's another long story to tell. Yang Xianrong drank a sip of water to moisten her throat, starting from her acquaintance with Liu Yao, picked a few important times for the development of the relationship between the two and briefly told Sima Xuanhua, and then told him how he came back from Goguryeo to find her, how the two lived a sweet life for two years, and the child who was ruthlessly abandoned by his mother before he was born, and the ending of the two parting ways and returning to their own paths.

Sima Xuanhua looked at Yang Xianrong in a daze, and sighed for a while: "What kind of good thing should I be, all men are the same, only take care of themselves." ”

Yang Xianrong reacted for a long time before recalling the short relationship between Sima Xuanhua and his second brother, it seems that it has been so long, this girl has not been completely put down, and she was deeply hurt by Yang Ting. It's just that in her opinion, Liu Yao and Yang Ting are different, Yang Ting can do whatever it takes to achieve his goals, but Liu Yao is a real man, if she hadn't forced him ruthlessly, he might really force himself for the rest of his life.

Yang Xianrong didn't want to talk to Sima Xuanhua about this, seeing that she wasn't angry, she brought these past events with her, and she was more concerned about the future. "Do you really want to go back to the palace with me?" Yang Xianrong asked, "Will your husband's family have any complaints?" ”

"I don't like to participate in the affairs of the Fu family, now that they have an eldest grandson, their thoughts are all on the child, not to mention Fu Xuan, I'm afraid I have long forgotten that there is such a person as me in the family, and I don't make much difference if I am not there." Sima Xuanhua said: "Originally, I thought that if you came back, I would ask you to administer justice and let me and Fu Xuanhe, but then I figured it out, there is little difference between that paper marriage contract and not, the Fu family is good to me, they literati are a little arrogant, face is more important than life, why should I put them in the eyes of the world's ridicule?" ”

Yang Xianrong smiled and said, "You." If it weren't for your identity as a princess, I really wouldn't believe that you were the daughter of Queen Jia, and you didn't inherit your mother's temperament at all. ”

"If it was before, I would have made trouble, but now, I really don't have that heart." Sima Xuanhua remembered the people and things in the past, her mother, her sisters, it seemed like a long, long time ago, and it was so long that it was difficult for her to think of them. "My mother used to say that I was the best for her, but I knew that when it was time to stop, I had to give it up, and I wanted to leave a way for people to live. My eldest sister is the most brutal and willful, and after marrying Sun Hui, she doesn't know how to restrain herself, and often makes the Sun family restless, and then the Sun family suffers, and my eldest sister was pushed by Sun Hui to the officers and soldiers who broke into Sun's mansion, and she was insulted before she died. My second sister has a temperament and follows my father, cowardly and unassertive, not loved by my mother, but she is very good to me, if she can live a longer life, she will marry a noble son and scribble through her life. When it comes to me, the ending of the two sisters is not good, how can I learn to be smarter, in this world, it is important to save my life, what kind of temperament, there is nothing that cannot be changed. Weren't you a bold man before? Now it's cautious. ”

Yang Xianrong agreed with Sima Xuanhua's words, if there is a change, they can't be blamed for forgetting their hearts, they are really forced to do so. After a while, Su Chen walked in from outside and said, "The second young master is back." ”