[Fifty-eight times] since ancient times, love and righteousness are in dilemma
Dou Xunfen is such an arrogant person, he has never said sorry to others in his life, today, he bent his body, his face was pale, his expression was sad, and he said these three words with guilt, which made Dou Yueshan deeply touched.
"Father, all the things that were before are gone. Either way, you are my father too. Dou Yueshan tightly held the trembling hands of the middle-aged man beside her and comforted him in a deep voice.
Dou Xunfen hung his head, especially didn't dare to look up at him, with a thick nasal voice, he continued: "I found this letter in your third uncle's relics. ”
With red eyes, he endured the bitterness that came up and said, "I can't stand your third uncle." Your grandfather was right to be reluctant to give me this letter. He probably wants your third uncle to know and let him know that you have survived well in the Dou family..."
When he said this, he couldn't help the pain in his heart, and he began to cry.
Dou Yueshan touched the scene, her eyes were also red, she held the golden lock in her hand, and asked with sourness: "I... What kind of person is the third uncle? ”
Dou Xunfen recalled the past, and his voice trembled with sobbing: "You shouldn't call the third uncle." You should call your father.... He never heard you call him father in his life. He was at the time.... How uncomfortable it must be for you to call my father? ”
Before the age of seven, Dou Yueshan only remembered the years when she was a classmate with Ning Nan.
He had seen Dou Xunen three times, only three times.
It was a dazzling sun, scattered and falling, shining on the young man, as if he possessed it.
The young man smiled at him, picked him up, and played like an ordinary father and son.
He once told himself softly: "Zi said... Zi said. In the future, the third uncle does not expect you to become an official, and it is enough to be a carefree person. ”
The young man, who was often dressed in a white silk satin robe, said to him, "This world is so big, you have to go out and have a look." Experience the suffering of the world and enjoy the joy of the world. ”
Dou Xun slowed down before he said, "Your father." Pingsheng is a talented person who takes the joy of the people's livelihood as his own responsibility. He is passionate, courageous, and unyielding. At the same time, it also attaches great importance to love and righteousness. ”
"Back then... When we were still in Chang'an..."Dou Xunfen planned to tell everything back then, including the mistakes he had made, and the facts that he regretted but could not make amend.
Dou Yueshan listened quietly, and the more she listened, the more unpleasant she became, and she often clenched her fists and bruised out of anger.
This story is as long as a thin stream of water, but it is full of thrills like turbulent waves.
As he listened, salty tears ran down his cheeks, into his lips, and on the open wounds of his heart, making him tremble.
By the time Dou Xunfen finished the long story, he couldn't stop the tears gushing out, angry, aggrieved, unjust, sad, all kinds of emotions intertwined, making his eyes red.
He carefully held the golden lock in his hand, gritted his teeth and said, "Ning Zheng dare? ”
Dou Xunfen also clenched his fists and said with a sad expression: "He has done all the bad things in his life, but now he can live well, which is really hateful." ”
Over the years, he has watched Ning Zheng's power in the DPRK become more and more powerful, and he is also resentful in his heart. But with his little Marquis Anping, he couldn't fight against the power-leaning king of Huai, and could only watch the people who hurt Dou Xun's wife and die in Huangquan live freely in the world, and nothing can be done. Ground floor
He looked at Dou Yueshan beside him, only to see his gloomy face, staring at the letter and the golden lock in his hand with pity, it was difficult to calm down, and he couldn't help but worry: "Zi said.... Although Ning Zheng is hateful, but... But your father doesn't want you to be drawn into endless hatred because of this. Promise me not to ruin your life because of this. I know that Zhaoyuan's kid has also made a full plan because of Chang Mengjun's rebellion, and wants to fight Ning Zheng to the end. He's alone... It is enough to avenge your father. ”
Dou Yueshan said in disbelief: "Father... DID YOU KNOW... What are you talking about? Zhaoyuan is also my own brother and your own nephew. Don't you know what kind of pain he has endured for so many years? You're now... Order me not to meddle in this matter? Don't you think this is too unfair to Zhaoyuan? You don't want me to ruin my life because of this. Don't... Is Zhaoyuan willing to ruin his own life? ”
Dou Xunfen was choked by these words, and opened his mouth slightly, wanting to explain something, but he heard Dou Yueshan say: "Father, the revenge of killing my father, the depth of the sea of blood." Can I especially spare that scumbag villain? ”
Dou Xunfen said anxiously: "Zi said, you listen to me." Zhaoyuan he... These years have not been as rumored to be, unlearned, cowardly and incompetent. He has Emperor Ming personally handed over to him the Jing Du Wei and other people, and he has privately collected the momentum over the years, if it is brought to the table, it is enough to confront King Huai. Moreover, Zhaoyuan did not have anyone who wanted to protect him to the death, except for Mrs. Cao and the Jiang family, he could almost throw everything away.
And you, Yu Zhongzhong does not have any power, your two brothers only hold a small amount of power, and behind you the Dou family, there is me, your great-grandmother, grandfather. Hundreds of people in the Dou family, if you are involved in this power struggle because you are angry for a while, and in the end you do not get good results, resulting in the decline and decline of the whole clan.... Can you bear the consequences? ”
Dou Yueshan was even more annoyed, her heart was blocked, and she glared at her eyes and said, "Father! What exactly are you talking about? Could it be that the Jing Inspector Guard under Zhaoyuan is not what he wants to protect? Could it be that in the case of Chang Mengjun back then, the soldiers and descendants of the warriors who survived were not what he wanted to protect? Don't... Could he really leave everything behind and do such a dangerous thing? Don't forget, he is still nominally the son of King Huai! It's Ning Zheng's son! Do you want him to bear the name of killing his father and leave a stench for ten thousand years? ”
"How can he be left stinking for 10,000 years? King Huai is now more and more unable to restrain himself, and his behavior has made everyone in the Great Wei Dynasty angry. If he kills his father, it will only be a righteous killing of his relatives! Dou Xunfen's words became more and more intense.
Dou Yueshan couldn't understand, let alone agree with his statement, he was angry, his face was red, he suddenly stood up from the front of the case, took two steps back, and said in disappointment: "Father, I didn't expect... That's what you think of Zhaoyuan. I didn't expect that you would be for the Dou clan... Just as my grandfather chose to give up supporting my father. Now, you have to give up Zhaoyuan completely... Let him fend for himself? ”
Dou Xunfen was just anxious, and he didn't want Dou Yueshan to participate in this matter, but he didn't want to give up Ning Nan's worries, but he was in a hurry, and his words inevitably lost proportion, but they had the opposite effect, which made Dou Yueshan even more reluctant to obey him. Right now, he can't tell clearly: "Zi said... I didn't mean to... I..."
Dou Yueshan didn't want to listen to him continue, so she bowed her head and bowed: "Father.... Please forgive the son for not being able to understand his father's pain. My son swears to you that he will never implicate anyone in the Dou family. The son begs you to ask for one thing, please take care of your great-grandmother and grandfather..."
As soon as the words fell, the young man dressed in a reddish-brown silk satin and silk folded robe kowtowed goodbye, and left the south wing of the post station without turning his head.
"Zi said!" Dou Xunfen hurriedly got up, only to feel dizzy in front of him, shook twice, and almost fell to the ground. When he came back to his senses, he saw that the young man had long since left.
His eyes were full of desolation and exhaustion, and his legs suddenly lost strength, and he fell heavily to the ground, a little helpless.
A year ago, he learned about the connection between his aunt Dou Yue and Emperor Ming from the terminally ill Dou Jue, and he became suspicious of the mystery of Dou Xunen's life experience. This matter is confusing and difficult to investigate for a long time, but by chance, he found the old woman who delivered Dou Yue on the day she gave birth, and the nurse who was sent back to the countryside by Dou Taijun and served Dou Yue, only then did he learn Dou Xunen's true identity.
At that time, he immediately noticed that there was something strange about the murder of Dou Xunen in the eastern suburbs of the capital, and after in-depth investigation, he learned the truth about Dou Xunen's death, and also learned that Dou Yueshan, whom he had always regarded as the heir, was actually the son of his own brother.
Afterwards, he felt especially guilty and indebted. If it weren't for the fact that he didn't have the heart to guard against it, he was used by Ning Zheng and invited Cao Xiu to the restaurant for a gathering, which gave the despicable villain a chance to take advantage of the situation. Perhaps now, Dou Xunen, who has won Cao Xiu, has already let go of the grievances between the DPRK and China and returned to the mountains and forests.
At the beginning, he died of his concubine Chen's dystocia, blaming Dou Yueshan and estranged him since he was a child. Fortunately, Dou Taijun and Dou Jue were very doted on him, which eased the guilt in Dou Xunfen's heart, who later learned the truth.
Although Dou Yueshan is not Dou Xunfen's biological son, she has long been regarded by him as his own. Therefore, what to do for him, Dou Xunfen will not hesitate. The mystery of Dou Yueshan's life experience was well concealed by Dou Taijun and Dou Jue, and was not known to outsiders.
But Dou Xunfen is still worried.
At this moment, although Ning Zheng didn't know anything, Dou Xunfen knew that if Ning Zheng found a clue from Ning Nanwei one day in the future, the first person to suffer would definitely be Dou Yueshan, and then the entire Dou clan would definitely be implicated.
He didn't want to hurt Dou Yueshan, and he didn't want the Dou family to be implicated because of this, so he chose to kill Ning Nan and wanted Ning Zheng to never know the truth.
But he never expected that Dou Taijun had not only spoiled Dou Yueshan over the years, but also regarded Ning Nan, who was alone in the Huai Wang's Mansion, as the treasure in his heart. When he privately ordered Cheng Yue and Sun Chi to frame Zhao Fu and forced him to assassinate Ning Nanwei, Dou Taijun had already received the news and immediately ordered Dou Yueshan to go to resolve the crisis and solve the situation he had set.