Chapter 50: The Pain of Losing a Child (I)

"Miss!" Nian Nian ran back angrily.

"What's wrong?" Seeing that she looked like she was going to eat people, I was afraid that she would be angry with her.

"Isn't Mademoiselle angry? She is pregnant with the prince and has a child! Three knives on both sides! "As soon as Nian Nian sat on the stool, I was afraid that she would hurt her ass.

"It's not like I haven't thought about it, it's just ......" I paused.

"Just what?" Nian asked curiously.

"I told you you to keep it a secret for now." I looked at Niannian.

"Well, I don't say." Nian Nian immediately covered her mouth.

"I'm also pregnant, more than two months, I originally planned to wait for the fetal gas to stabilize before talking, I was afraid that something would go wrong, but I didn't expect her to say faster." I touched my belly.

"What, Miss is pregnant!" Nian Nian shouted out in surprise and quickly closed his mouth.

"Let me hear it!" Nian Nian said and put his head on my stomach.

"Silly girl, it's still early!" I said with a smile.

"Miss, I'll do everything in the future." Niannian puffed up her chest and looked like she had covered everything.

"It's okay, while I can still move." I don't know how long I'll be able to hide it.

"Miss, I'll go and invite the prince back, otherwise I don't know how arrogant that person will be." When Yang Xiaojing mentioned it, she didn't have a good face.

"Now that she's pregnant, I'm going to be more careful, forget it, when her fetal image is more stable, I'm afraid something will go wrong." Although we have been getting along well these days, I have to be on guard when I know that she is also pregnant.

"Well, I'll protect Miss later." Nian Nian looked at me distressedly.

"Okay."

As long as there is a thought, there will be some comfort in my heart.

"Lord Wang, we have a child!" Back in the room, Yang Xiaojing smiled and took Yan Mo's hand.

Yan Mo twitched his hand in embarrassment, but Yang Xiaojing pulled it tighter, and looked at Yan Mo with an innocent face, and finally he compromised for the sake of the child.

For Yan Mo, being a first-time father must be happy in his heart.

"Pay more attention to rest in the future, and tell me what you want to eat." For the sake of the child's face, Yan Mo is still good to Yang Xiaojing.

"The prince should give him a name." Yang Xiaojing touched her stomach and looked at Yan Mo.

"It's still early, and I don't know if it's a boy or a girl." Yan Mo finally showed some smiles in front of Yang Xiaojing.

"Does the prince like boys or girls?" Yang Xiaojing blinked and looked at Yan Mo.

"It's all good."

At this moment, Yan Mo felt that there was some light in his life, and this little life made him full of expectations for his future life.

"Can the prince come to dine with me often in the future? Don't accompany the children! Yang Xiaojing's tone was a little pleading.

"Well, I'll try my best." Yan Mo thought about it and agreed to her.

"Lu'er prepares tea, and I will play chess with the prince." Yang Xiaojing happily went to find the chess pieces.

"Okay!" Yan Mo wanted to refuse and agreed.

The two of them played chess together, and they really looked like a family, no, that's what a family would look like.

Perhaps it was from that time that Yan Mo began to accept Yang Xiaojing, and he also planned to take on the responsibility of a husband and father.

"Miss, you eat first, the food will be cold later."

I sat at my desk for about half an hour, and he said he would be back in a moment.

It's probably been a few times I've waited for him, and I don't remember the first time.

"Wait a little longer." I also think that he must be thinking about me, and he must have been stumped by Yang Xiaojing.

"Princess, the prince asked you to eat first, and he will come over after eating at the side concubine." Xiao Xiang hurriedly came, still gasping a little when she spoke.

"I see." After Xiaoxiang went out, I sighed deeply, but I didn't expect to be guessed by me.

"Let's all get down." I didn't have much of an appetite for it, and now I can't eat it anymore.

"Miss, you have to eat some, there is still a baby in your belly." Nian Nian said worriedly.

"Let them all go down and make me a bowl of porridge."

Oh, yes! I can't treat the child in my womb badly if I don't eat it myself.

"Wait for me, I'll go." Nian Nian hurriedly sent someone to withdraw, and went to cook porridge for me himself.

I was lying on the chair in front of the window in a daze, and suddenly remembered my sister, and I remember that at that time, my sister was lying on the chair like this with warm thoughts.

How happy her sister was at that time, Wen Yue only spoiled her alone, the prime minister and the prime minister's wife took good care of her, she was a treasure in the house at that time, and she couldn't be touched.

"Miss, let's drink porridge!"

Nian Nian suddenly came in and disrupted my thoughts, a tear suddenly slipped down my cheek, I was afraid that Nian Nian was worried, I wiped my tears and walked over with a smile.

"I added lean meat to it." Nian Nian said and served me a bowl.

When I took the porridge and wanted to drink it, Yan Mo rushed back.

"Why don't you eat? I came back late. Yan Mo looked at me drinking porridge and asked.

"I don't want to eat it." I'm a little listless.

"Weiwei, I have something I want to talk to you about." Yan Mo suddenly said with some seriousness.

"After all, she is pregnant with a child, even if it is for the sake of the child, I may find some time to spend with her in the future." Yan Mo didn't dare to look into my eyes when he spoke.

"Hmm." I replied lightly.

"I knew Madame understood." Yan Mo suddenly felt relieved.

He was afraid that I would be angry and ignore him, and he was afraid that I would not agree to snub Yang Xiaojing, and he was really embarrassed.

"How do you feel about her?" I looked up into his eyes.

"I'm just for the kids." There was more hesitation in Yan Mo's eyes.

I know that it can be seen from his eyes that Yang Xiaojing already has a place in his heart.

If I can account for seven points in his heart, the current Yang Xiaojing can also account for two points, and their children also have one point, after all, in his eyes, Yang Xiaojing is a dignified and generous, sensible and virtuous and pitiful girl.

"Oh." If it were me in the past, I would definitely have to quarrel with him now.

It's not that I've grown up, it's just that I'll think more about the child in my belly now, if I leave in a bad mood, I don't know where I can go, if there is no father's love, I'm afraid that the child will be missing in the future.

During this time, I always refused to have sex with him for various reasons, and he thought I was not feeling well and didn't think much about it.

Winter in Chang'an comes and goes quickly, and everything begins to recover as soon as the winter passes.

In winter, the withered trees and flowers began to sprout, and the birds began to chirp.

In the past few days when I knew that Yang Xiaojing was pregnant, I tried my best not to stay with her, and I didn't see her much, not because I resented her, but I didn't want to cause unnecessary trouble for myself.

"Lu'er, go and prepare some chicken blood for me, let the imperial doctor prepare it, and everything will be done according to my previous plan." Yang Xiaojing waited for many days, and the weather was good today, which also provided her with a chance for her plan.

"Okay, I'll go." Lu'er hurried down to make arrangements.

"I don't believe your relationship is really that good." Yang Xiaojing said viciously unusually.

After preparing the things, Yang Xiaojing asked Yan Mo and me to go outdoors, saying that they were going to the temple by the way and wanted to pray for the child.

Originally, I didn't want to go, but Yan Mo wanted to take me there, I thought about it, and I just went to pray for my child, it's almost three months, and my stomach can't hide it, and today I also plan to give Yan Mo a surprise.

We packed our things in the house and got ready to go.

Yan Mo arranged me and Yang Xiaojing in a car because we had something to say on the road, and it was hard for me to refuse.

When I got into the carriage, I went up first, thinking that she was pregnant, and I wanted to pull her off in the carriage.

I took her hand, and when she got into the carriage, I took her wrist, and with that, I discovered a big secret.

Yang Xiaojing was not pregnant, her pulse was not pregnant, I looked at her in horror, I didn't expect her to use such a trick.

After seeing my expression, Yang Xiaojing instantly understood what I had discovered, and the two of us froze on the pedals outside the carriage curtain, looking at each other.

In a panic, Yang Xiaojing had no choice but to advance the plan that should have been implemented in the temple.

"Ahh

Yang Xiaojing suddenly fell out of the carriage.

The moment I fell, I subconsciously reached out to grab her, but she still fell, and the people next to me looked at me in horror.

"Sister, why are you pushing me!" Yang Xiaojing covered her stomach in pain and poured out the chicken blood that had been prepared to hang in her clothes in advance from a small bottle.

"Weiwei!" Yan Mo rushed over after seeing her fall, he looked at me with complicated eyes, I know, he doubted me at that moment.

"I ......" I wanted to say that she fell on her own, and she was not pregnant, but Yang Xiaojing suddenly cried loudly.

"Blood...... My baby...... Sister, you are so ruthless......" Yang Xiaojing covered her stomach with one hand, and raised her bloodstained hand and pointed at me.

"Quick, find the Imperial Doctor!" Yan Mo picked up Yang Xiaojing, glanced at me in disappointment, and ran back to the house.

"Miss!" Nian Nian looked at me worriedly while I was still standing in the carriage.

"It's not me......" Looking at the people around me and Yan Mo's eyes just now, my heart twisted together.

"I know, I believe Miss!" Nian Nian reached out and grabbed me and helped me out of the car.

"Why is the princess like this!"

"Yes! This is the prince's first child! ”

"Isn't it jealous that the side concubine has a child!"

“……”

Casual maids and attendants whispered on the side.

Hearing these words, my mind was even more confused, it turned out that I was such a person in their hearts, and I was also such a person in Yan Mo's heart.

Pregnant people are the most anxious, suddenly my throat is hot, and I vomited a mouthful of blood and fell down.

"Miss!" Nian Nian helped me in horror, found someone to carry me back to the room.

"Lord Wang, please go out first, the concubine's current situation is not good, and the minister will definitely do his best." The imperial doctor said to Yan Mo with an anxious expression.

"Okay, I must keep the child!" Yan Mo and Qingge exited the room.

"Go get some hot water." The Imperial Physician commanded Nian Nian.

"I'll prescribe a few pairs of body-conditioning medicines for Miss in a while, and you must fry them on time, you can not drink them when no one is around, and if you can't drink some, it's okay." The Imperial Physician instructed.

"I know."

Yang Xiaojing lay on the bed to adjust her emotions, Lu'er took out a few basins of blood and water, and Yan Mo walked around nervously outside.

"My child!" Yang Xiaojing adjusted her mood and began to cry loudly.

The imperial doctor walked out, shook his head at Yan Mo, sighed, and retreated.

Hearing Yang Xiaojing's voice and the expression of the imperial doctor, Yan Mo probably knew what was going on, and just as he was about to go in, he thought the attendant was hurrying over.

The attendant said anxiously, "The princess has fainted." ”