I leaned back on the edge of the bed and sat on the cold floor, staring blankly at the ground.

My mind was quickly pulled back from the memory by the roar of a motor.

The house I rent is next to a street, it's not good here, every late at night there will be a lot of teenagers racing in the city, the roar of the motor resounded in half of the city, you can hear it from a distance, if you skip from the street where you live it is even more harsh, the movement seems to be vibrating in the air, many times I am always very irritable to be awakened from my sleep by these sounds, and then take out my mobile phone to call to report.

But today they are here again.

"Woo woo woo woo ~ ~" The sound of the engine came from far to near, I got up irritably and turned on the light, and then wanted to close the curtains.

At this time, I clearly saw four or five motorcycles roaring past.

Teenagers who were driving wildly on the road, they were fast, they didn't have helmets, and there were even young girls sitting in the back seats of several motorcycles.

They hugged the owner of the motorcycle, and seemed to enjoy the feeling, probably thinking that their boyfriend was the most romantic and majestic person in the world.

And these young people who don't wear helmets are enjoying the thrill of speed, enjoying the freedom of the wind blowing their faces.

But I didn't feel that I was so far away from them, that there was no wind blowing in my face, and that I didn't have the pleasure of speed, and I wasn't alone, all the inhabitants around me were just deeply bored and repulsed.

I closed the curtains to block out the noise.

That's when I felt a little relieved.

Later, when I complained about it to a distant friend, he always laughed and said that I was too sensitive, isn't that common in the city?

I'll just tell you how I didn't notice it before, because it always wakes me up so many times in the middle of the night.

He said that you have been gone for five or six years, and you have derailed from society, so you must not adapt to anything.

After he finished speaking, he began to scold this group of young people for not dying in late-night drag racing or something, and no one cared.

I was stunned because of what he said earlier, he was right, I was too derailed from society, and many things made me incompatible with the people around me.

Then he said something that I still can't forget.

"This person, once he stays in a safe environment for a long time, he will always do some unbelievable things, what kind of scum doesn't have it? Society is like that, you have to learn to get used to it. Ay? Xiaochen, do you know that you are guarding these things, heartache? ”

I didn't know how to answer this sentence, so I laughed twice and changed the subject.

My friend's words echoed in my mind, and I don't want to say anything big about right and wrong, I just want to say that the vast majority of people nowadays should reflect on something.

They grow up in a safe environment, and then they do things that hurt the motherland and hurt the people.

Picking up a bowl to eat, putting down the bowl and scolding your mother, this is not an uncommon thing, in comparison, what can you count as driving a motorcycle on the street and hitting the accelerator?

I would like to say to my friend now: "Actually, I don't regret it at all, although there are all kinds of scum in this society, I can't deny the vast majority of good people because of this part of the bad people, any sacrifice and dedication we have made is worth it." ”

I closed the curtains and lay down on my bed looking at the roof, the whole room was silent, and only my own breathing could be heard.

I then got up and opened the cabinet to find the box.

I lay on the bed and opened the box, the familiar object fell directly on the bed, I put down the box and picked up the object and looked at it carefully.

It was slammed to the ground by Zheng Xin a few days ago.,But it's supposed to be copper.,And it wasn't damaged because of it.,I look at the exotic characters engraved on it.,That feeling slowly spread to my heart.。。

---- saw Yang Yuan walking out with a gun, and there was no movement in the woods, we had the bottom of our hearts, the enemy army was really gone, and it was very likely that the sniper behind the canyon was left in this hill except for us, but he couldn't see us at this time, so he was not afraid at all.

After skimming over the complicated stone ground beneath our feet, a few of us slowly walked into the place where the enemy had been hiding.

Yang Yuan stopped and observed for a while, then stretched out his finger and pointed: "Where is the bird that was killed?" ”

Looking in the direction of Yang Yuan's finger, he saw a sniper in a gilly suit lying on a tree branch, with a bullet hole in his head, and blood was still dripping under the tree at this time.

"That... Where did Xiao Wu go? Ercheng asked anxiously, seemingly more anxious than I was.

I deduced from the angle of the sniper's bullet that the shot should not be far away, after all, we all heard the gunfire clearly.

Yang Yuan looked around: "That's not right! It's time to come! ”

We also began to search around with our eyes for the place where Xiao Wu was hiding.

Ercheng shouted: "Little Five! Stop playing! Hurry out and get out! We have to go! ”

Ercheng shouted twice in succession but there was no response, and Yang Yuan also tried to shout a few times, but to no avail.

Just when Yang Yuan was about to order to search down the mountain.

"There it is!" The magpie's eyes were sharp, and she pointed to a bush below the hill and shouted

We looked in the direction and could only see a hand reaching out of the grass and waving it at us twice.

"Look! That kid is there! ”

I said happily.

"What is this kid playing? Why don't you hurry up with us this time and return it? Go check it out! ”

Yang Yuan picked up his gun and ran over first.

We also followed vigilantly.

Xiao Wu is fine, this is one thing I never expected, the current situation inferences, he killed the commander of the enemy special forces Buck nine times out of ten, and successfully completed the beheading plan formulated by Yang Yuan, and even helped us solve the sniper who was watching, if it is solid, Xiao Wu has contributed to this mission.

Our group happily ran to the bushes where Xiao Wu was hiding, only to see a gun muzzle clearly exposed outside the bushes, this kid is still sloppy.

Yang Yuan shouted: "Little Five! Let's go! ”

I kicked the bushes: "You kid is not dead, get out quickly!" If you don't come out again, believe it or not, I'll go in and arrest you! ”

Ercheng and the magpie were also full of happiness, but the excited expressions on our faces slowly condensed.

Because in the bushes in front of us, there was not only no response, but a pang of painful gasps.

I suddenly had a bad premonition! The first one rushed in! Yang Yuan, they also pushed aside the bushes.

At that moment, we were all stunned.

I can't forget that moment, and in the days that followed, that scene came to my mind from time to time like a freeze-frame photograph.

The sight was almost shocking to all of us.

Xiao Wu's whole portrait is a bloody man. A bloody man who fell into a blood bucket and crawled out.

I squatted in front of Xiao Wu in disbelief...

The visible wounds on his legs and arms were now turned out, his tactical vest had been pierced by bullets, and there were more than a dozen wounds in the places I saw alone, including knife wounds, gunshot wounds, and fragments from the explosion.

The wound on one of his legs was even bone-deep, and one of his arms was covered in bandages, which had also been soaked in blood, and by this time it was so dry that it was impossible to tell when he had been injured.

He was lying flat on his side, breathing faintly, his eyelids twitching, and he wanted to open them.

I knelt next to Xiao Wu with a "poof", my breath was shaking, my voice was shaking, my whole body was almost shaking.

I slowly stretched out my hand and held Xiao Wu in my arms.

I opened my mouth, just opened my mouth, and I lost my voice.

It took me a while to recover.

"Xiao Wu, don't sleep, I'm Xiaochen, I'm your brother Chen, obedient, don't sleep."

I choked up as I spoke, and my vision immediately blurred.

"Little Five~~~"

Xiao Wu heard my voice, he squinted at me, and his voice was very weak: "It's Brother Chen, Brother Chen, I'm homesick." ”

"It's okay, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, Brother Chen will take you back, Brother Chen will take you home~~"

My voice was no longer the same, and tears were dripping on Xiao Wu's face, which was covered with camouflage oil and mud.

What happened to Xiao Wu? How the hell did he get here? I don't dare to think about it, what kind of pleasure did he endure, dragging his crippled body and holding his breath to get here step by step?

What kind of will would make a soldier do it to such an extent? A man fights the enemy, then kills Buck, who is disgusting to all of us, and then he stands alone to take out the sniper who has been staring at us.

Xiao Wu, who was seriously injured all over his body, completed an impossible task.

The slogan we shouted all day long: will determines everything, Xiao Wu did it, he really did it.

I looked at him with mixed feelings, my heart was like a knife, and Ercheng also squatted on the ground with a twisted expression, and couldn't stop sobbing.

When the magpie saw this, he covered his mouth and turned around.

Yang Yuan slowly squatted over and held Xiao Wu's hand, and he was already in tears at this time.

Xiao Wu turned his head and said to Yang Yuan with difficulty: "Team leader. Task.. I'm done. ”

His voice was small, inaudible.

"Little Wu, I see, you've done a great job."

Xiao Wu turned his head to look at me: "Dust, Brother Chen." This one.. You take it back. ”

As he spoke, he slowly raised his right hand, holding an object in his hand, the same object that Tasina had given him at that time, a token of love between men and women in their country.

I took it and held it in my hand, this object was already covered with blood and dirt at this time, and I nodded to Xiao Wu: "Okay, what do you say, what does Brother Chen promise." ”

"I miss my mom anymore."

After Xiao Wu said this, he began to gasp heavily.

I hurriedly said: "Little Five~~Little Five~ You hold on!" ”

We all know that Xiao Wu has no way to save him, so we can only cheer him up and let him hold on a little longer.

Xiao Wu's eyes began to slowly dissipate, his breathing began to become rapid, and he kept muttering a sentence in his mouth.

"I'm homesick. I feel homesick. I want to go home.. ”

"Little Five!"

"Little Five!"

Ercheng and Yang Yuan both began to call.

I held the object that Xiao Wu handed me tightly, and tears kept flowing from my eyes.

In the room, I looked at the object in my hand, tears blurred my vision again, I put it in front of my heart, and then there were crazy tears...

All about Xiao Wu, except for those memories, he only left me this.