Su Mian left a pocket watch for you before he died, you can come and pick it up tomorrow, and I and Su Mian's father plan to hold Su Mian's funeral here after the sixth, and when the time comes, you can also come together. The voice on the other side was a little helpless and hesitant.

"Auntie, no, Su Mian, he is not dead, he will not leave us, you believe me, I will definitely find him."

After Jiang Nuan heard this, she said a little anxiously, her eyes were full of confusion, perhaps, maybe even she began to have no confidence in herself.

"Xiao Nuan, I know your reluctance, I and Su Mian's father can understand, but the reality does not allow us not to believe it, yesterday the police notified us to pick up the relics of Su Mian during the earthquake, and it is time for Su Mian to rest in peace."

Aunt Shu's voice on the other side said with a little choked and trembling.

Jiang Nuan listened to the words on the phone, and there was no way to answer this question, so he opened his mouth, and Huo Ran was stunned for a moment.

"Xiao Nuan."

Jiang Nuan: "......"

"Xiao Nuan, did you hear me?"

Jiang Nuan was still silent, and the mobile phone she was holding in her hand almost slipped down, until a cold wind blew a little cold outside the window, as if it woke up her consciousness......

"Okay, Auntie, I'...... I know...... Now, let's do it first, I'll hang up first. ”

Jiang Nuan quickly hung up the phone and looked at the house at a loss, she was afraid, afraid to face the reality, without the dream, this house was as desolate as the four walls of the house.

Speaking of which, Jiang Nuan and Su Mian are also a pair of serious childhood sweethearts, the two of them have known each other since they were six years old, whether they are from elementary school, junior high school, or high school, the two of them have come together.

However, what about this Jiang Nuan, but he is a real half of the scumbag, probably because of the Jiang family's free-range education, the principle, that is, it's good to be happy, so Jiang Nuan drank during the rebellious period, went to the K bar, played billiards, and went to the game hall, which was a real "bad girl".

And this Su Mian, from childhood to adulthood, is a child in other people's mouths, probably because this Su family, for generations, has been a scholarly family, and the discipline is stricter, so since he was a child, he has been managed by the rules of the family.

The neighbors of the two families often use Jiang Nuanbi as a demon to scare their children, on the contrary, they compare Su Mian to an angel to educate their children and learn more from him.

However, these two people have not favored each other since they were children, on the contrary, how they look at each other, how they are not pleasing to the eye, and they also ignore each other, and they go their own ways.

Until the two of them were promoted to the first year of high school, the marriage line of the old man * seemed to be quietly drawn for the two, and I don't know if I was enchanted or how, after a severe high fever, it was like a different person.

Originally, it was impossible for two people to be in the same high school with their high school entrance examination results, but Su Mian asked his parents in every possible way to let him go to Jiang Nuan's school, and his parents reluctantly agreed.

On the day of school, Su Mian reported to the class, which scared Jiang Nuan so much that her eyes almost fell off, this is Su Mian, the top student in the city examination, why won't she come to her third-rate middle school, right?

The two of them were actually assigned to the same table, with the help and care of Su Mian, this Jiang Nuan, the results can be said to be all the way forward, just like that, three years of fancy, but also spent a very happy time, these three years, the haze in Jiang Nuan's heart was dispelled by the sun in the morning dew.

Walking on the playground of No. 4 Middle School, the warm yellow sun shining on the green grass, Jiang Nuan recalled that it had been a year since he left this campus.

In her ears, the laughter of the teenagers and girls was like a green and sunny voice, and she sat under the cherry tree with pink petals scattered when the two of them took graduation photos together.

On the day of the graduation photo, Jiang Nuan decided to make one last effort, and he didn't want to leave regrets for his youth, and he didn't know where he got the courage at that time.

However, for this, she has buried her love for three years, and she is a little powerless, I still remember that at that time, after taking the graduation photo, she took Su Mian's hand violently and brought him here.

At that time, she blushed, mustered up all her courage, her eyes were very firm towards Su Mian, she held his face with both hands, and asked very seriously:

"Have you ever loved me?"

Su Mian's eyes were a little surprised, and he didn't understand what he was struggling with, so he stumbled a little.

“……”

Seeing that the other party didn't make a sound, Jiang Nuan looked down at the flat water meadow, as well as the flat shoes on his feet that were almost in close contact with the ground, and began to fall silent.

The cherry blossom petals that fell from time to time looked very desolate, and then, Jiang Nuan continued to ask:

"Don't you feel any heartbeat for me?"

“……”

"Can't you just try to fall in love with me?"

“……”

"Am I just that annoying to you?"

“……”

"Okay, I got it."

Facing Su Mian's silence, Jiang Nuan felt that she was about to suffocate, and she was both aggrieved and sad, and was about to turn around and want to escape.

At this time, Su Mian looked at Jiang Nuan's white and tender face, and the tails of his eyes were so hot that they were red, which was really pitiful and cute, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but raise a cherry blossom-like arc.

immediately pulled Jiang Nuan into his arms, and at this time, Jiang Nuan's brain had lost the ability to command his own actions, and fell into the warm and sturdy arms of Su Mian like wood, looking at him with two eyes stupidly.

Immediately, a gentle and magnetic voice came from my ears:

"Fool, the questions you asked are all wrong, it's not that I haven't loved you, it's that I've always loved you."

The Su Mian in Jiang Nuan's eyes, although there are few words, but the things he does can always move you very much.

Back in the house with Su Mian, I flipped through the photos they had taken together, some of them were yellowed, and some of them still had dates more than a hundred days old.

At that time, when he heard the news of Su Mian's death, Jiang Nuan did not cry or make trouble in front of others.

It's just that she lies quietly on the double chair on the balcony every afternoon and listens to the song, with headphones in her ears, and the song that Chen Baiyu sings is hidden from me, and the surroundings seem to be filled with empty decay.

Every time she listened to a song, she had to squat down, hug herself and cry hard, because she remembered that this was Su Mian's favorite song.

At three o'clock in the afternoon, Jiang Nuan came to Su Mian's house, and when she walked to the door, she stopped, looking at the doorknob with a bit of a blank look.

At that time, when she came to look for him, she was silenced by the noise inside, and inside, it was the sound of Su Mian and his mother arguing.

"Su Mian, my mother knows that you like Xiao Nuan, but you can't delay your studies for her, when you were in high school, you were clamoring to go to the same school as Xiao Nuan, I didn't stop you, and I also helped you convince your father, but now, it's different, college, I can't let you be so willful." Aunt Su tugged at Su Mian's clothes and persuaded Su Mian with all her heart.

"Mom, I like Xiao Nuan, I want to protect her all the time, I hope you don't stop me, I've made up my mind, I want to apply to her university." Su Mian's eyes were very resolute and said to Aunt Shu.

"But the two of you have such a big difference in scores, you can apply for a key university, while Xiao Nuan can only go to an ordinary college with two books, are you sure?"

"Well, I know very well, what I'm going to do."

And Jiang Nuan at the door, his hands were already trembling weakly, and he kept repeating that sentence in his heart:

For me, all for me?

For Jiang Nuan, Su Mian is like an angel, she is a demon, and they fall in love with each other by chance.

Jiang Nuan's self-esteem has always been unwilling to let Su Mian delay her future for him again, she can only wipe her tears and leave, and after that, Jiang Nuan took the initiative to break up.

At that time, when she was just going to university in Sichuan, she heard that a student who could go to Tsinghua University and Peking University in the college entrance examination came to her university.

At that time, she was afraid that it would be him

When he came to the door of the Academy of Arts, Jiang Nuan turned around, and when he turned around, he found that it was really him!

Perhaps, at that time, Su Mian also discovered her, so she put aside the classmates who were laughing at her, pulled the suitcase, and came to Jiang Nuan.

Jiang Nuan cried: "Why"

Su Mian gently stroked her head, wiped away her tears, smiled, and said to her a sentence that she will never forget:

"For you, I am willing to break my wings for your life."

Pushing the doorknob, Jiang Nuan walked into Su Mian's house, Aunt Su was in Su Mian's bedroom, helping him pack up her relics, probably hearing her footsteps, Su Mian said in a gentle voice

"Xiao Nuan, you're here, come, come to Su Mian's bedroom."

Jiang Nuan slowly walked to the bedroom and saw Aunt Su smiling at her, that smile was like Su Mian.

She sat next to her, Aunt Su touched Jiang Nuan's face distressedly, and said unbearably: "Poor child, you have lost weight and are so haggard."

"Auntie, I'm ......" Jiang Nuan looked at Aunt Shu in front of her, she seemed to be a little older, with a lot of gray hair, and a lot of bloodshot eyes, so she should have cried a lot.

"Auntie knows, you are a good child, but our family Shumian does not have the blessing to marry you, listen to Auntie's words, in the future, you have to find someone who loves you, maybe Shumian knows in heaven that you are happy, and you will rest in peace." As she spoke, Aunt Shu took out a pocket watch from her suitcase, along with a few photos, and handed them to me.

Jiang Nuan's eyes skimmed over the selfie she took on the National Day a year ago, which was taken when she returned to her hometown, when the two were separated in two cities, when she was in Guangdong, and Su Mian returned to Qingzhou.

At that time, he was home alone, and I don't know why he fainted? accidentally slipped and hit the coffee table, injured the tiger's mouth, and the blood did not stop

She didn't know until a few days later, when she was startled, and for some reason her heart ached, and finally in the early hours of the morning

I dialed the phone at two o'clock and asked eagerly:

"Are you hurt again?"

"It's fine, it's just a minor injury. ”

At this time, Jiang Nuan was silent for a long time, and said guiltily:

"I'm sorry, I'm not with you this time, I..."

Before Jiang Nuan could finish speaking, Su Mian interrupted her......