"But Sister Shen, you don't know the specific situation at the beginning, that's why you think like this, but if you know everything that happened at the beginning, you will definitely be able to understand this kind of thing!" Du Zhong's tone was a little anxious, "Besides, if Sister Shen, you are really like what you say, that kind of person, how can so many people like you so much!" ”

"Anyway, there's no way I'm going to accept these things right now!" Shen Zhimeng slowly spoke, "I can accept that I have a fiancé, and I can also accept that I have a sweetheart, but I can't accept that I have a fiancé first and then have a sweetheart, this kind of thing outside of morality and ethics, no matter what the situation was before, I think from my current point of view, I am really difficult to accept!" ”

Du Zhong actually wanted to say that this marriage contract was made by Han Luyun by improper means, but she thought that these things must be said by Han Luyun himself, so she couldn't bear to explain it, so she could only watch Shen Zhimeng give up on herself here, but she couldn't find a good way to comfort her.

"Sister Shen, do you really think that as long as you have a marriage contract, no matter what the situation is, you can no longer accept that you have a sweetheart?" Du Zhong asked.

"If mine, I thought it suddenly appeared after I had a sweetheart, then I can understand it, but I will also deal with it properly, instead of having an unclear relationship with both of them, but according to the things you told me, I should have a marriage contract first, and then I met the senior brother, and then I had a situation where I was unclear, then I have no way to admit and accept this kind of thing!" Shen Zhimeng slowly spoke, "I don't know what I thought before, but for me now, I just want to live well and do my part, so these things are really overwhelming me!" ”

Du Zhong's eyes closed, his heart was horizontal, and he asked, "Then Sister Shen, what do you mean, you want to give up your senior brother, and you want to be when those things between you and him have not happened, right?" ”

"Actually, what I want more now is to figure out everything with my senior brother, break off these inexplicable relationships, and then cancel the marriage contract with Han Luyun, I know that it is not good for both parties for me to do this, but this is the most appropriate solution I can think of, I can never marry or start a family in this life, but I really can't accept that I have two boats!" Shen Zhimeng said, "I heard my mother say before, I have my own property in the capital, and they have prepared a lot of dowry for me, so I have the capital to do business and support myself, there is no need to get married, no matter who I choose, it will hurt the other person, so it is better not to choose anyone, and I can't be chic but my own!" ”

"But general, will they really agree with Sister Shen, you make this choice?" Du Zhong said worriedly, "If you choose Han Luyun now, Sister Shen, then you fulfill the marriage contract between your two families, if you choose my master, then you are the desire of your heart, these two situations are acceptable to everyone no matter what, after all, as early as after this incident, everyone thought of these two results, but if Sister Shen, you have to artificially open up the third and fourth results, then it may not be acceptable to everyone!" ”

"But marriage events, marriage events, isn't this just my big thing? I can accept things, why can't they accept them! Shen Zhimeng opened his mouth puzzled, "Or must they have seen one party sad before, and this matter is a correct result?" ”

After hearing Shen Zhimeng's words, Du Zhong replied, "But it's better to be sad alone than two people to be sad together!" ”

"If it's really just for that reason that I made my choice, I really don't want to at all!" Shen Zhimeng slowly spoke, "If I had true feelings for any of them now, then I would definitely choose without hesitation, but now things are not like this, so my rejection of them is the same, and I have no way to force myself to make such a choice, just as I can't accept that I will be entangled with my senior brother after I have a marriage contract!" ”

Looking at Shen Zhimeng's appearance of not giving in at all, Du Zhong also knew that he couldn't tell her about these things today, so he simply unconsciously changed the topic, "Sister Shen, let's not talk about these bad things first, you have been bored in the room for a long time because of hiding from them recently, why don't we go out for a walk, you have already talked to them today, I believe they will also know your feelings, and they will not come to force you in a short time!" ”

After hearing Du Zhong's words, Shen Zhimeng also nodded, she really didn't want to continue to dwell on this matter, "Okay, then let's go out for a walk, just to see what my father and mother plan to do in the future, the things they told me during this time are almost the same, I guess I won't stay here for long!" "Ninth

"So Sister Shen is planning to go back with the generals and them then?" Du Zhong asked.

"Of course I would like to go back if I could, but I also want to know if there is any possibility of recovering my memories!" Shen Zhimeng said, "I really want to know why I made these dilemma decisions in the first place, if my memory can't give me an accurate answer, I think I may be trapped in this matter for the rest of my life!" ”

"Okay, anyway, Sister Shen, you just need to remember that no matter what decision you make, I will be on your side!" Du Zhong smiled at her, "I still remember what happened when I was a child, that time I thought I was about to starve to death, but suddenly I saw Sister Shen, I had food, a place to live, and endless clothes, I felt that I was really lucky, I was able to meet Sister Shen before I died, you are such a good person, but slowly, I know that my happy days are still to come, I don't know why Sister Shen saved me in the first place, but I know, I can have today because of Sister Shen, so I am willing to share more than half of my happiness and luck with Sister Shen, I don't want Sister Sun to be entangled and doubt yourself because of what happened at the beginning, in my heart, Sister Shen has always been the most perfect person, of course, not only in my heart! ”

After listening to Du Zhong's big string of words, Shen Zhimeng wanted to say that she was not moved at all, it must be false, but when the words came to her mouth, she didn't know how to speak, Du Zhong and she have known each other for many years, and it would be too pale to simply say words of thanks and gratitude, but if you don't say anything, it seems to be a little excessive, and after hesitating again and again, Shen Zhimeng only said one sentence, "Anyway, since we know each other, it is the best result." ”

The two of them didn't say anything else along the way, and walked slowly to the courtyard of Shen Qing and his wife.

Shen Qing and his wife didn't have anything to deal with, so they were sitting in the courtyard discussing Shen Zhimeng's affairs at this moment, and after hearing the movement, the two looked at the gate of the courtyard together.

"Ah Meng, why did you come here at this time, are you looking for something with us?" Feng asked one by one, "Although the weather is not very hot now, but if you want to go out at this time, at least you have to have an umbrella, just this kind of weather, what if it is stuffy!" ”

"Mother, don't make such a fuss, I just lost my memory now, but my body is still very healthy, just such a little distance, there will definitely be no problems!" Shen Zhimeng smiled and said, "I came here this time to ask you and Daddy what your next plans are, isn't Daddy still an official in the imperial court now, you just spent a lot of time here, if you keep asking for leave, will it make the imperial court dissatisfied?" If I delay my father's future affairs for this reason, then I definitely don't want to! ”

After hearing Shen Zhimeng's words, Shen Qing was pitiful and touched her head, "What are you talking nonsense about this little girl, how can your father's career be as important as your health, besides, before coming here, I have already told the Huangshan side, if your matter is not completely resolved, I will not go back, the emperor also knows the situation of our family, and magnanimously granted my request!" Besides, now there are still a few of your brothers in the court to support you, and no one dares to hit our family with an idea, no matter how bad it is, so don't worry about it anymore, stay here in peace, and wait for your master to come up with a solution for you! ”

"Then when you leave, can I leave with you?" Shen Zhimeng opened his mouth and asked, "Anyway, it won't be of much use for me to stay here, if Master finds a way, I can come back again, I haven't been back for so long, I really miss the people at home!" ”

"Anyway, you've been away for so long, why don't you stay for a while, and wait until your master thinks of a way to completely solve this matter before going back!" Feng Yi slowly spoke, "Although we miss you too, but your health and safety are the first priority after all, if your father and I take you back now, then your uncle will not have to scold the two of us to death!" ”

"So Daddy meant to leave early and let me stay here?" Shen Zhimeng's tone suddenly lowered.