I opened the box, took the military medal in my hand and kept looking at it, I like it, how can I not like it? It's like getting 100 points in an exam and the teacher giving a certificate, how can the feeling of being recognized by the country not make people excited?

I laughed and laughed, but I couldn't laugh anymore, I put the military medal back in the box, and then put my hand on the small table on the side, and the whole person was wooden again.

I think of Xiao Wu and them, if they come back, they will also get military medals and awards, but they can't get them, and they can't see them.

Compared to them, I can see and feel that I am still alive, and I have a lot of credit?

I don't think, I really don't think I've done anything, it's them who really pay more for the task, compared to what I have to be complacent?

Xiao Wu, a private of the upper rank, from Xuzhou, Jiangsu, 21 years old, he brilliantly completed the decapitation of the commander of the enemy's special forces, and then broke out of the encirclement to solve the sniper who was watching, shedding the last drop of blood, and the object did not talk about it! Isn't he credited with much?

Li Xiao, a 23-year-old non-commissioned officer of the second phase, from Heze, Shandong, pounced on the enemy who shot at me in an emergency, and the enemy drew his gun and exchanged shots and died heroically, if it weren't for him, would I be able to lie here? He still has a partner at home waiting for him to go back and get married, isn't his credit not great?

Ercheng, a non-commissioned officer, from Sichuan, 23 years old, as an assaulter, he has absolutely excellent military achievements, and he actually applied to become a combat ambulance, I don't know what the reason behind this is, he in order to cover our retreat, pulled the sound of ** and the enemy died together, if it wasn't for him, would we have come out? Isn't he a big deal?

Am I lying here not because of their sacrifice? The passage of three lives represents the appearance of three broken families, who may receive a military merit medal from the army, and then a red notebook with the words: martyr certificate in a few big characters.

Their sacrifice will not be remembered by the outside world, and even their families will not know what their son died for, only to be told about the training accident or the flood fighting. During that time, there were indeed some places where there was a lot of water, otherwise it would have been an acting accident.

I sighed and wanted to smoke, but where did I get a cigarette here.

The door was pushed open, and the nurse from before walked in.

I quickly wiped away my tears.

"Yo, the golden beans have dropped?" She smiled when she saw it.

I didn't speak, just silence, she came over and took my oxygen mask and tube down and put them on a small cart: "It's a good recovery." ”

I stumbled carefully and asked, "Well, hello, how long have I been lying down?" ”

The nurse put it away and said, "About a little over a week,"

After finishing speaking, she turned back curiously and asked, "Hey, how did you get so many injuries on your body?" ”

"Your first year in the army?" I asked with a smile.

"Sort of, graduated from our military hospital school."

"You can't ask what you shouldn't ask, don't you know this?" I deliberately scared her.

Who knew that she glanced at me contemptuously: "Cut, who is rare." ”

It looked amazing, and after saying that, he pushed the cart and walked out.

The nurses in the military hospital are like this, as long as the brothers who have come to the military hospital to lie down should have this feeling, whether it is a nurse or a head nurse, they are all the kind of characters who look at people with their nostrils, and this is not to blame them, after all, things in the hospital are very cumbersome, unlike the local hospital and tell you what attitude problems, in fact, I have not seen a few local hospitals with a lot of good attitudes.

Once again, I was the only one left in the ward, and my heart still felt empty and not at all steady.

I want to know about Yang Yuan's situation, and I want to know more about the magpie.

In the past few days, I kept knocking on the side to find out about Yang Yuan and Magpie, but the nurse kept changing the topic as if she was deliberately avoiding this question, or didn't answer it directly.

I was even more curious about her like this, and in the end she really couldn't stand my constant questioning, and told me that Yang Yuan was not over the danger period yet, and the bullet pierced the lungs and chest, and he was still observing.

I wasn't surprised by his answer, I guessed it would be so, so I asked, "What about the woman?" ”

After changing the potion for me, the nurse put her hands in her pockets and asked with a smile, "What, what are you?" ”

I shook my head, "No, no, no." ”

"Tsk! What are you afraid of, what is it, what age is it and still so pedantic. ”

She laughed at me and seemed to be compassionate: "It's okay, she has woken up a long time ago, the shrapnel in her stomach was taken out on the first day, and now she is in stable condition." ”

"That's good, that's good." I was relieved to learn that there was nothing wrong with the magpies.

"You don't know the scene when you were just sent to the meeting, my God, our dean, and the leader of your army, as well as a bunch of colonel-level officers, a bunch of gun-wielding people, all came over in a hurry, the dean said that he hadn't seen this meeting for decades, and now the nurses in our military hospital are still discussing what you did, and I'm really curious."

In the past few days, I can talk to this nurse, her name is Jiang Xiaoqi, she just graduated from the military medical school this year in the first year of internship, and it is inevitable that she still retains the nature of gossip in school.

I said, "It's a secrecy policy, and I don't dare tell you." ”

She nodded: "Well, of course I know this, but our head nurse won't let me tell you their specific situation for fear that you will lose control of your emotions, but I've told you all now, don't make a fuss for me." ”

"How so? No, no, now I can only say that I have the bottom in my heart, and I am not so worried. ”

If I had just woken up on the first day, I might have gone crazy, but I've figured out a lot of things in the past few days, and I've changed a little bit in my heart, at least I won't be so impulsive anymore.

The door was pushed open, and a nurse probed in: "Xiaoqi! Come out next. ”

"I'll go out first, you stay by yourself, and ring the bell if you have something."

After saying that, he winked at me and got up and walked out.

The door was suddenly pushed open, and one by one my comrades rushed in with joy.

"Oops! Be quiet! ”

"Oh, I got it, sister nurse!"

When they saw me, they all came around me happily.

"Oh, you're still alive! Your bed is fucking cobwebbed! Do you know. ”

"We are blessed with a great life! Lives should not be extinguished! ”

I giggled like a fool: "It's good to come." ”

Some of them were carrying fruits and some were holding flowers, and after a while, the bedside was full of piles.

I'm in a good state now, so I've been chatting with them for a long time, mainly because I've been away for a few months, and a lot of interesting things have happened in the army, in fact, who went to the cooking class to steal food and was caught by the cook, and who fell off the bar again during training. I could only laugh silly, and I couldn't say a word.

They came and walked faster, and in just an hour, they waved goodbye to me, saying that the troops still had too little time for training, and that if I was not discharged from the hospital, they would come to see me next time.

I waved my hand and said, "I'll be back in two days!" ”

It wasn't until they left the room and closed the door that I looked at the door and sighed heavily.

After a while, I recovered well, at least I was able to walk two steps, my injuries did not make me crippled, and I could control the three fingers of my left hand, but it was still a little out of place.

Before I knew it, I had been lying in this military hospital for almost a month, during which my body had recovered, and I would be discharged in a few days, after all, my injuries did not hurt any vital organs, so I recovered quite normally.

When I think of the magpie, she should have been discharged before me.

One day, as soon as I opened my eyes, I saw a person in a police uniform sitting next to me, and when I looked closely, it was a magpie, and she was dragging her chin and looking at me and laughing.

"Yo, someone should be discharged from the hospital these days."

I couldn't help laughing out loud and said why are you here.

She put down her hand and looked at me and coughed twice: "I was discharged from the hospital today, and my colleague came to pick me up, and I should leave in a while." ”

I said, "So, are you here to say goodbye to me?" ”

"Sort of, after all, you saved my life."

I shook my head: "It's not me, it's Yang Yuan, he was shot through the chest by a sniper in order to save you, and he hasn't woken up yet." ”

Speaking of this, the magpie muttered, "I thought it was you." ”

"I just dragged you back, it was Yang Yuan who really saved you, you should go and see him, not me."

"I've seen it, but he's not awake yet."

"Oh. . . In this way, Yang Yuan, what he misses most is you. ”

"Whistling." The magpie lowered its head.

I turned my head: "What's wrong?" ”

She raised her head, and came directly to kiss me on the mouth, I was a little confused, and the whole person stayed on the bed, and my brain seemed to be directly stuck in the master.

The whole process lasted more than ten seconds.

With tears in her eyes, she slowly sat back.

"You~~ What are you doing here?" I was a little confused, and the whole person felt like a dream.

Seeing that I reacted so much, she wiped her tears: "I thought I would die in that place, there are still many words that have not been said, and now it seems that I was wrong." ”

"I heard that you are going to military school, and you will stay in the army, and we may never see each other again after we are separated."

I slowly calmed down, this kiss must be due to separation, she is reluctant to let us be like this, nothing else, there must be nothing else.

"Xiaochen~ What do you think of me?"

The magpie seemed to have mustered up a lot of courage to say this, and my reasoning was shattered by the instant impact of this sentence.

I visibly stumbled, and the emotion kept pounding at my brain.

Yang Yuan likes magpies so much, if he wakes up and knows, what will he think, I can't, I can't do this.

I lowered my head: "I, I don't know. "My voice was small, almost inaudible, as hesitant as my decision.

"What do you mean? What does it mean to not know? The magpie was a little angry when he heard this.

I hesitated for a moment, then deliberately ruthlessly said, "I don't know, I don't know!" We are all comrades-in-arms, and there is no love for children on the battlefield! It's time to go back to your unit when the mission is over! Then move on to your mission! ”

With that, I stretched out my hand to the door and motioned for her to go out.

The magpie covered her mouth, tears flowed out, this was the first time I had seen her cry like this, and my heart was painful and difficult to let go.

"It turns out. . . You've always felt so ... We are all just comrades-in-arms. ”

"Isn't it!"

She stood up and took out a sealed bag from her pocket and took out the withered flower inside: "This, do you remember? You gave it to me. ”

I took it and threw it on the ground: "Now it's gone, you can go out." ”

After saying this, I turned my head to the side and did not look at her, because my vision had long since blurred.

I pointed to the door again, tears sliding down my face and dripping onto the quilt: "Disappear! Fast! ”

She gave me one last look with a wretched look, then turned and pulled the door open and walked out.

"Bang~" The door closed heavily, leaving me to look at the dried and specimen flower on the ground.

The unspeakable emotion in my heart resurfaced.

The one who slept on the edge of the bed like a kitten in a foreign country, the one who squinted her eyes into crescents when she laughed, the one who talked and was excited like a little girl, those pictures kept flashing in my mind, what should I do? What am I going to do?

I calmed down for a few minutes, then I instantly pulled open the quilt, opened the door and ran out barefoot, not caring about the discomfort on my body.

In the corridor of the military hospital, a soldier in a hospital gown kept running in the corridor of the hospital.

Many officers and people in the corridor stopped to look at me.

"Hey! You can't run out! It was Jiang Xiaoqi's voice.

At this time, an officer also pointed at me and shouted: "That soldier! What are you doing! What it looks like! ”

I ignored them and ran down the stairs! I'm going to keep the magpies! I can't let her go!

I walked up the stairs, through the hall, and then I ran out of the hospital building, where I saw a police car with the word "police" on it slowly driving away from the door.

I yelled and chased after it, and then fell directly to the ground, and I tried to get up, but I saw that the vehicle had gone away. I slammed the ground hard!

"Grass!"

Then I lay on the ground and cried like a helpless child.