There was no wine in the ancestral hall, and even if she wanted to drink something, it would be impossible.

Cheng Yunmo looked through the window and looked at the bright moon outside the window.

She remembered everything, what she shouldn't have remembered, what she should have remembered, she remembered everything.

Cheng Yunmo suddenly felt very regretful, very regretful......

She didn't think of these things when she was about to marry Min Fenglan, but now that everything has settled, she only thinks of these things.

Sometimes, I really don't know if God cares for the world.

She thinks that she has a clear conscience all her life.

However, these two relationships did not get any benefits.

She was indeed willing to gamble and lose, and when she decided to compete with Jing Mu, she had to be ready to die without a problem.

As for Min Fenglan, although she married him when she had amnesia, she was also a little ignorant and innocent at that time.

But he also knew that Min Fenglan was probably using her mostly.

He didn't have much sincerity in marrying her, and he didn't like her much.

It's because she took the name of Song Tingyu's niece when she was Song Yuchu.

Before she met Jing Mu for the last time, she actually made a lot of plans for the Cheng family.

Because of the royal family, the Cheng family was hit hard, but it was not only Mu Wei.

In the battle between the royal family and the Cheng family, the Cheng family also lost many respected clansmen.

None of this is enough to recover in a short period of time.

Therefore, the Cheng family must no longer compete with the royal family.

The Cheng family will not take the initiative to cause trouble, but the royal family may not.

The people of the Cheng family have already passed away because of the royal family, such as her father and her mother.

If she is also in the north because of the royal family's accident, the royal family will inevitably bear the infamy of a family that cannot be tolerated.

The new emperor's pro-government, wolf smoke everywhere, the tyranny of the family, the dispute between the Qingliu family, the vacancy of the prime minister, and the internal and external troubles, how could Min Fenglan go to the truth again.

Even if it is to appease the world, Min Fenglan will not easily move the Cheng family.

In addition to Jing Mu's suspicion, it also made the royal family unable to move the Cheng family, killing two birds with one stone, although it was a temporary method that Jing Mu came up with after learning that Jing Mu would move her.

But she also kills two birds with one stone, and she is not a loss.

It's just that he never expected that Min Fenglan would put down his body and personally go to northern Xinjiang to invite Song Tingyu to come out of the mountain again.

It was there that he met her, who had lost his memory at that time.

It can only be said that the world is unpredictable.

Speaking of which, since she parted with Emperor Song Tingyu, she has never seen him again.

Why did he save her in the first place?

Is it because she is the daughter of Cheng Ji and Chu Cheng?

But Min Fenglan is also Min Yan's only son, but Song Tingyu did not treat him differently.

And the relationship between Song Tingyu and Min Yan is better than the relationship between him and her father.

So Song Tingyu is obviously not a person who will bring the relationship of the previous generation to the next generation.

And at that time, he shouldn't have known that she was Cheng Yunmo.

So why save her?

Cheng Yunmo exhaled slowly, some questions may only be answered by Song Tingyu.

The night passed quickly, and Cheng Yunmo opened the door of the ancestral hall from the inside and walked out slowly.

"Mo'er." Cheng Suyin called out happily when she saw Cheng Yunmo, who had a good complexion, take the initiative to come out.

"Cousin, why are you here?" Cheng Yunmo let her pull it, up and down, back and forth.

"Since you woke up, you have been staying alone in the ancestral hall and not coming out, I was a little worried, so I made some food and came to see you."

"Let my cousin worry, it's Yunmo's."

Cheng Yunmo's face suddenly stiffened, she just suddenly found that the tone of such a speech was used by Jing Mu.

Gentle, polite and alienated.

He seems to be very gentle with everyone, humble and polite, but no one can get into his eyes.

"Where do you stop? Come here! After Cheng Suyin set up the dishes and chopsticks, he found that Cheng Yunmo was still stunned there, and said with a smile.

Cheng Yunmo restrained his emotions: "It's here." ”

"Shredded chicken rolls, whitebait soup, your favorite fruit tea before, fried vegetables, steamed water chestnut, colorful rice, the food box is not big, it can only hold these, what else do you want to eat, you tell me, I will make it for you."

"I like everything my cousin does." After Cheng Yunmo swallowed all the food in his mouth, he smiled.

"It's good if you like it, I've been in the ancestral hall for so long, but I've lost a lot of weight." Cheng Suyin said very distressedly.

If she could, she would like to say that you have suffered all these years outside without knowing your whereabouts.

But she didn't know what Cheng Yunmo had experienced outside, but she also knew that if conditions permitted, Cheng Yunmo would definitely not let herself lose contact with the Cheng family for so long.

And after coming back, he entered the family ancestral hall, and kept silent about the experience of missing for several years, and it was not a pleasant memory to think about.

Since she didn't want to mention it, there was no need for her to poke people's scars.

"There are many restrictions on the food in the ancestral hall, where can it compare to the outside of the ancestral hall? What's more, it is also cold when it is brought from the big kitchen. ”

"So, when are you leaving the ancestral hall?"

"If it's not a big deal, I don't think much of a trip lately." Cheng Yunmo said with a smile.

"How?"

"I encountered some problems, the ancestral hall is quiet, and with my parents, I can also calm down." Cheng Yunmo explained.

"You've always had ideas, and you need to think of a lot of things yourself." Cheng Suyin glanced at Cheng Yunmo.

"Cousin?" Cheng Yunmo paused with his hand picking up vegetables, looked up at Cheng Suyin, and said with some doubts.

"Mo'er, are you happy?"

"From the time I saw you to the present, even when I saw your favorite dish, there was no joy in your eyes." Cheng Suyin hit the nail on the head.

"My cousin is so sharp-eyed?" Cheng Yunmo joked with a smile.

"So, when you come back, are you happy?"

"Cousin, it's all gone." Cheng Yunmo was silent for a while.

"Although it happened when I was still working as a military advisor in Northern Xinjiang, I didn't think at the time that I had so many regrets in my heart when I was born and died again."

"Or maybe I'm sorry."

Cheng Yunmo put down his chopsticks, sat down on the spot without any image at all, and looked at Cheng Suyin very sadly.

When no one asks her, she can swallow these sorrows alone.

However, when someone asked coldly, she felt like she was stuck in her throat.

Cheng Yunmo looked at no one around, and pondered his thoughts: "I haven't come back in the past few years because I have lost my memory." ”

"If I could, I would have liked to have had my memory all the time, or never at all."

If she hadn't lost her memory, she wouldn't have become Min Fenglan's queen in a daze.

If she could keep forgetting, she wouldn't have such regrets as she does now.

"Mo'er, you have never been an evasive person."

can make Cheng Yunmo move her mind to escape, what a thing that makes her embarrassed by Cheng Yunmo.

"Thank you for all these years." Cheng Suyin hugged Cheng Yunmo and said.

Cheng Yunmo's eyes suddenly turned red, and tears fell little by little: "I should be willing to gamble and lose." ”

"I wasn't so sad at the time, but now that I think about everything, I'm sad."

"So what are you upset about?"

"I'm sorry, I don't know what I'm sorry about?"

"Will you turn back?"

"I won't." Cheng Yunmo said with a firm expression: "It's all in the past, and I won't look back." ”

"Mo'er, there will be many regrettable things in this life, but this is nothing, there are still many scenery in this world." Cheng Suyin comforted.

"I know, I'm just suddenly sad." Cheng Yunmo looked at Cheng Suyin, and there was no sadness in his eyes.

"I understand."

Cheng Yunmo stayed in the ancestral hall for a while before setting off for northern Xinjiang.

Although she didn't know if Song Tingyu was still in Northern Xinjiang, she took the name of his niece after all, and she was taken care of by the other party for a long time.

Now that she is not dead, she should also go to see Song Tingyu.

After all, she had some questions in her heart, and she still needed him to answer them.

Cheng Yunmo arrived at a familiar land again, and before he saw Song Tingyu, he met a familiar old man on the road.

"Chu Chu, are you back?" Lian Sang said in disbelief, and hugged Cheng Yunmo very excitedly.

"I'll come back to see Uncle Song."

"Then you can go quickly, we can play together when we have time." Lian Sang let go of Cheng Yunmo and urged.

"Okay." Cheng Yunmo still remembered Lian Sang, so he responded.

Cheng Yunmo had just walked to Song Tingyu's house, and just wanted to knock on the door, when he saw the door open from the inside.

It's an old man again!

"Lord Hatsugishi?" Cheng Yunmo was surprised.

"Empress Song?" Hatsugishi was also very surprised.

"Not anymore." Cheng Yunmo changed the subject and said, "What are you doing here?" ”

"Aren't you a palace guard?"

"It's Chu An who said the wrong thing, I'm here to say goodbye to Master."

"Your master is Uncle Song?"

"Exactly."

"Then what are you entering the palace for?" Cheng Yunmo suddenly had an idea in his head.

"As the girl thought, Master, he can't rest assured of you, let me go over to protect you."

Chu An glanced at the courtyard, and after seeing no one, he said, "Although Master is indifferent, he is still very good, especially when he decides to protect someone. ”

"Thank you, Lord Hatsugishi, for your care in the palace in the past." Cheng Yunmo saluted.

"The girl is polite, I also obey orders, not to mention, I didn't do a good job, otherwise the girl wouldn't have jumped the moat."

"It's none of Hatsugishi-sama's business."

"The girl is here to see Master, right?"

"Yes."

"Then girl, go in quickly, Master, he will be happy to see you." Hatsugishi said with a smile.

After Cheng Yunmo entered, before he had time to salute, he heard Song Tingyu holding a book in his hand, and said lightly without raising his head: "Why are you back again?" ”

"Yu Chu has seen Uncle Song." Cheng Yunmo saluted respectfully.

Song Tingyu slowly put down the book, glanced at Cheng Yunmo, paused, and said, "It's you?" ”