After returning to the army, no one asked me what I was doing for a day off, and I became more and more silent, in the words of Platoon Commander Zhao, I became like an instructor in the sniper team, and I didn't even bother to put a fart like that.

I don't speak but I have begun to refute in my heart, I don't speak because I don't know what I should say, I feel that everything is not interesting anymore, but I still don't fall behind in training or something, and the sniper instructor that birdman is born like a bird, and he doesn't like to talk in the first place, which is different from me.

I began to calculate the time to go back from the army, time day by day in the past, during this period I also took the initiative to call the magpie, we don't have a mobile phone, this is true, there is absolutely no mobile phone available, the special forces are not other troops can still have a fixed time to take the mobile phone out to play, there are only a few phone booths here or the kind of card inserted, I remember the magpie's mobile phone number, so I don't know how, so I called her in the past.

It's mainly about Yang Yuan, I'm afraid she doesn't know this either, after I said this after I connected it, she was just silent, and then said Do you think Yang Yuan likes me, and then you think that if you are with me, you will be sorry for him?

I paused for a moment and said, "Can we stop talking about this?" ”

My words seemed to arouse the interest of the magpie: "Don't, say, what do I ask you?" Isn't it? ”

I said, "I don't know, it's just that I always feel a little awkward." "I didn't hide this, really, really always felt awkward.

"So what do you mean?" She's a little angry, in fact, anyone else will be angry, in other words, our relationship hasn't started yet, are you going to cut it off?

I said, "Can you not say this?" I don't want to think about that. ”

"Oh, Xiaochen! Are you kidding me? ”

I took a deep breath and hung up the phone, the card pulling out.

I chose to escape, I had so many worries that my whole mind was a mess.

That's it, let's go back and talk about it, I don't care about it now, there are more than forty days left, well, let's go back and talk about it.

Don't I like magpies? No, I really like this woman, don't want to like it, even I have a feeling that I don't deserve her, she is a perfect woman in all aspects, I Xiaochen can be with her in my opinion is really something I haven't thought about before, because I didn't think about this at all before, but after the last time the big magpie came to see me, I suddenly didn't think so, and after I came back from the martyr's cemetery, my thoughts began to change again.

I hate myself, I really hate myself, I hate that my brain thinks wildly all day long, and I hate that I don't dare to show my heart in the face of the woman I like.

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After helping my friend downstairs and getting him into a taxi, I staggered upstairs by myself, and then I didn't care about the mess on the coffee table, lying on the sofa and taking out my phone to rummage through something.

Finally, I organized the wording, and then squinted at the psychiatrist's phone number.

The other side quickly connected: "Hey? It's Xiaochen. ”

I slurred and said, "You're so smart, it's me." ”

"Oh, you say, what's the matter?"

I thought for a moment and said, "I understand what you said earlier, and I know what my problem is. ”

"Have you drunk? I have a big tongue when I speak. ”

"Uh, yes, yes, I just want to ask, what do I do now?"

"Hahaha" The middle-aged doctor laughed heartily: "I said, I am a doctor, my means can only play an auxiliary role, in the end, it is your own level, in addition, I am not an emotional expert, I don't think you should call me, but to her, that is, the magpie you said." ”

I was amazed for a moment: "How are you ......?"

His words really scared me, how did this doctor know about magpies, I remember I didn't say anything about this woman.

"Don't be surprised, you've been saying the word magpie countless times when you're treating me here......

"Okay, thanks, I know what I have to do, thank you, doctor."

"You're welcome."

In fact, I still don't understand how the doctor knew that the magpie was a woman's and not an object, or that it was really a magpie in the sky.

There was a sudden movement on the balcony, I stood up and looked over, I don't know if it was a hallucination that I had drunk too much, next to the pot of Junzi orchid on the balcony, there was a bird on the side, twisting its head to observe the surroundings.

I walked over and it seemed to see me, too, and jumped to the side twice, but didn't fly away.

It's really strange, I leaned over and took a closer look, it's bigger, it's black and white, isn't this a magpie? A real magpie.

I took two steps closer again, and it suddenly screamed and flew away, and I happily walked to the balcony to look at its shadow flying away, and I couldn't help but feel happy in my mouth, but I don't know why, and my heart was happy from the bottom of my heart.

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The days in the army are like this, and I am also counting the time when I will be discharged from the army, and Wang Li, I sigh when I think about it occasionally.

The guy didn't know what it was like now, he shook his head, listening to the snoring in the night, I also closed my eyes and planned to sleep, but within a few minutes, a figure woke me up, and as soon as I opened my eyes, I saw the captain of the detachment gesticulating: "Shhhh Get dressed and come out with me. ”

I wondered, there wouldn't be any more missions, would they?

Although the psychology was not happy, I still got up and got dressed lightly.

The captain of the detachment did not speak, his expression was very heavy, I did not know what was going on, and when I walked out the door, I saw that he was fully armed, with a helmet collar in his hand, and the magazine bag was stuffed with magazines.

He pulled his face and took me to the equipment depot without saying a word to get the gun and equipment, I was confused in this process, what happened?

So I didn't ask much, anyway, it was in vain, something must have happened.

I got my gear and got my bullets and guns.

After saying this, the captain of the detachment led me out of the dormitory building, and a car was parked at the door, so we got into the car, and I didn't say a word from beginning to end, but I saw that the magazine was full of live ammunition.

The car did not drive outside the barracks, but in the direction of the helipad, and I sat in the car and saw from a distance that the helicopter had already started to start and the vehicle was parked.

The detachment leader got out of the car: "Get down!" ”

So I went down, I was stupid this time, I saw that the captain was also wearing a helmet and carrying a pistol and was watching us not far away, and there was the guard standing next to him, in addition to the two soldiers of the second detachment, those two were commandos, to put it bluntly, it was the commando team that Li Xiao stayed in before, and the quality was absolutely speechless.

I walked over with the detachment leader.

The detachment leader stood up: "Report to the captain!" People brought it to you! ”

I stared at the Captain dressed up like us.

"Great, Captain, you ......"

"Strange!"

I shut up and didn't speak, thinking that at this time they were all pulling faces, as if they were very unhappy, and I didn't know what all this was going on, so I didn't dare to ask more.

The detachment leader stood in front of us: "Queue up!" ”

So I stood up with two other commando guys.

The detachment leader and the group leader stood in front of us, and the guard was still loyally standing beside the team leader, expressionless and silent.

"Nothing else, this mission is just four words."

Then I heard the captain squeeze four words out of his teeth: "Sort out the door." ”