On the second day, I talked to Yi Xuan about this matter, and asked him if he had ever known Linchi, Yi Xuan only told me that he knew such a person, but he had never had contact with him, and he told me that he wanted me to tell Fu Yuying about these things, and maybe he would get the answer I wanted.

In the evening, I was about to ask Fu Yuying, but before I could speak, Fu Yuying told me first: "Yi Xuan has already told me about Linchi, this person, you should be extra careful in the future, try to avoid talking to him, in case he takes away important information." ”

I frowned and asked, "Who the hell is he?" ”

"He's Fu Yu's person."

I couldn't help but be a little stunned, King Yuwen Fu Yu, the person who saved me in the lotus pond last time, I didn't expect that after Linchi left the Guogong Mansion again, he actually took refuge in King Yuwen.

"Then if you keep him by your side, you won't be afraid of repeating the mistakes of the past?"

Fu Yuying knew that I was referring to Liu Yang's matter, but he didn't care, "The same thing, I won't allow it to happen to me twice, even if he is the third brother's person, it doesn't matter, as long as I can teach you well, I will let him die a decent death in the end." ”

It turned out that Fu Yuying got up early with murderous intentions, and I realized that although he cherished talents, he was not afraid of talents, and anyone he identified, as long as he was willing to work for him, he would be under his command, but he would also carefully check the details, and this check... Whether the man dies or not, and when he will die is all in his thoughts.

Fu Yuying no longer chatted with me, but began to stroke the piano and asked me to listen carefully.

At the end of today's training, I asked him, "In a few days, will it be the day of the death of the lady concubine?" ”

This is what I learned from my mother-in-law, after all, it is not a secret, and my mother-in-law did not play dumb riddles with me.

Although his face was still impassive, I could already hear the wariness in his tone: "What are you asking for?" ”

I looked at him in front of the candle flame, and my mind was a little misty, "Do you miss Concubine Shu very much?" ”

He replied to me: "The deceased is gone, and it is useless to miss it." ”

I looked at his nonchalant appearance, and suddenly felt my heart tighten, I really didn't understand, what can make a person do such joy and sorrow.

"In the past, I always felt that you were too cold-blooded, and there seemed to be no one in this world that you cared about, until I remembered Concubine Niangniang, I suddenly understood that you are impersonal and decisive in killing, maybe just because in this world, you have no one to car, Fu Yuying, if you are sad, you can actually say it."

He suddenly laughed, "You're too self-righteous. ”

I ignored his laughter, and still said to myself: "Childe, I have also experienced the pain of losing my mother, so I can understand you, I am telling you this to tell you, don't trust anyone at all, although I can't guarantee that you can rest assured of other people, but for me, you can try to trust, so you don't need to keep testing my loyalty back and forth, whether it's Fu'an's death or Yanhua's disguise, you're completely doing too much, because from the moment I decided to follow you, I will not betray you in life or death, but if my loyalty is only exchanged for your tests again and again, then I think, maybe I don't have to stay by your side. ”

I finally said all the words that had been sitting in my heart for so long, and I thought he would laugh at me or ignore me, but he sat there thinking carefully about my words.

It was a long time before he raised his eyes to look at me, his deep eyes were like jewels in the night, shining brightly in the light of the fire, and for the first time he said to me seriously: "I do not want to believe anyone, as you say, after all, the bowl of poison, which I have seen with my own eyes, was brought to her by the concubine's own sister. However, what you said is not entirely true, there are still people in this world that I fully trust, but if you want to fully gain my trust, I advise you to die as soon as possible. ”

I thought his mind would change, but I didn't expect him to be so stubborn.

"I'm not trying to gain your trust!" I stood up abruptly, my eyes still on his eyes, "I'm telling you that if you want me to do things for you in peace, you have to trust me!" Childe, smart as you, don't you use people without suspicion, don't you understand this truth? ”

"Song Yizhu." He spoke coldly, his voice low and deep, "I told you that I can do without you, but if you dare to run away without permission..." ”

He threw the half-burned painting in his hand on the ground and got up to leave.

I stared angrily at his departing back, very angry.

Fu Yuying is simply a stubborn stone, and he can't listen to his opinions no matter how others beat him.

But I can't be discouraged, after all, having Fu Yuying's trust will play a crucial role in my future position in Ningxiao.

On the day of Concubine Shu's death, Fu Yuying didn't come to teach me, I heard Yi Xuan say that every year on this day, he would spend a whole day alone in front of Concubine Shu's mourning hall, without eating, drinking, or sleeping.

At night, I played the yaoqin alone, with only a candle to accompany me, and I practiced the first piece that Fu Yuying taught me over and over again, repeatedly, just to eliminate the loneliness in my heart.

If he doesn't come today, I'm a little unaccustomed to it.

Before the song was over, I stopped playing, stood up and blew out the lights in the room, I took off my headgear, changed my bedclothes, and went to bed, but for some reason, I lay on the bed tossing and turning, never sleeping, feeling empty, like something was missing.

I sat up, put on a plain-pigmented brocade shirt embroidered with auspicious clouds, and went out with my hair scattered.

I wandered alone in the courtyard, it was more than half of the hour, most of the people had turned off the lights and fell asleep, but I didn't meet anyone, the road was very quiet, and the emptiness in my heart finally dispersed a little.

Unconsciously, I walked outside the courtyard where Fu Yuying lived, and I saw the light on in a room in the courtyard, and I knew that it must be the mourning hall of the concubine.

I walked in step by step, very slowly, very lightly.

I stood in front of the room and saw Fu Yuying, who was still kneeling on the ground looking at the portrait and pondering, and heard him say: "Mother, my sons miss you very much, and it is my son's fault that I failed to fulfill my filial piety during your lifetime." ”

Looking at Fu Yuying, who was not far away, and listening to his words, my heart felt a little pain as if it was grabbed by something.

I just feel that he is very much like me once was, I can't take my eyes off his body, I keep looking at his figure like this, I feel sad and distressed from the inside out, and there is an indescribable resonance.