Yang Xianrong's reaction this time was not as big as last time, although her appetite was not very good, she could still eat, unless eating that caused special discomfort would make her vomit, most of the time she was still in good spirits, and she still had the strength to continue teaching Liu Jian and Liu Lin.

Liu Jian has something wrong these days, in addition to often looking at Yang Xianrong in a daze during class, more often he will avoid Yang Xianrong, but when he hears that she is uncomfortable, he will appear in front of Yang Xianrong in time and ask her if she is okay with a concerned face. Yang Xianrong often deals with children, and she can probably guess what this child is thinking, but whenever she wants to hold Liu Jian and tell him about her younger siblings, Liu Jian always leaves impatiently, and her whole body is full of refusal.

In addition to Liu Jian, the people close to Liu Yao are very happy, after all, Yang Xianrong has just arrived in Pingyang with such good news, they are really very happy, they believe that this child must be a blessed person, can bring his father good luck, bless Liu Yao quickly get out of trouble, and take Chang'an.

Chang'an is not easy to fight, after Luoyang was captured, many people loyal to the Jin Dynasty were unwilling to be ruled by the Huns, so they raised the banner one after another, to protect Chang'an first, and then recapture Luoyang, but also to welcome His Majesty the emperor back to the palace. So Anding Taishou Jia Kai was promoted as the general of Pingnan by the protector Lu Yun and Pinyang Ling Liang Su, and led 50,000 people to attack Liu Yao, and Fufeng Taishou Liang Zong and Lu Te, Zhu Hui and others also led an army of 100,000 to attack Liu Yao.

In the first war, Liu Yao sent Liu Ya and Zhao Ran to resist them, but Zhao Ran and others were defeated, and the war fell into a stalemate. When the situation was reported back to Pingyang, the Han Kingdom had just learned that Princess Zhongshan was pregnant, so Liu Cong believed that this must be an auspicious omen from heaven, and if this battle continued, Liu Yao would be able to return triumphantly.

Yang Xianrong didn't know the situation on the battlefield, Liu Cong ordered everyone to keep their mouths shut in order to let her raise the fetus with peace of mind, and not to tell Yang Xianrong the news from the front line to make her worried, and attached great importance to her, in order to let her eat something that suited her appetite, Liu Cong did not hesitate to invite a chef from Luoyang to cook for her. Liu Ling came to accompany her every day, afraid that she would be bored, and would invite jugglers in Pingyang City to relieve her boredom.

In short, Yang Xianrong is cared for in the center of everyone and lives a very comfortable life.

The only thing that worried her was Liu Jian. After class that day, Liu Lin and Liu Jian ran out to play, Yang Xianrong talked to Liu Ling for a while and was going to see the two, but when he walked to the courtyard, he saw Liu Lin chasing a puppy and having fun, on the other hand, Liu Jian, he sat on the side, his eyes seemed to look at his younger brother, but if you look closely, you will find that his mind has long been unaware of where to run, and his little face is wrinkled, full of thoughts.

For a period of time, Liu Jian has been like this, at a young age, his mind is deep, but he is not like other children who cry and shout when they are dissatisfied, he is just stuffy in his heart, making himself unhappy.

After Yang Xianrong sat next to Liu Jian, Liu Jian suddenly noticed her, and in fright, he stood up and wanted to run, but was pulled by Yang Xianrong. "What's wrong?" Yang Xianrong deliberately said unhappily: "You ran away when you saw me recently, but I provoked you?" ”

Liu Jian shook his head, but his small mouth was still pouting.

"Do you think I'm not good at teaching, so I'm embarrassed to tell me if you want to change my master?" Yang Xianrong asked deliberately.

Liu Jian hurriedly shook his head again, and vigorously denied it: "No." ”

Liu Lin, who was having fun with the puppy over there, also echoed: "I also like my aunt's teaching." ”

Yang Xianrong looked at Liu Lin with a smile and asked, "Then why did your brother Jian'er ignore me recently?" ”

"He said you have a child of your own, so you won't want him." Liu Lin said heartlessly.

Liu Jian was startled and rushed to Liu Lin's side to cover his mouth, but it was too late, he glanced at Yang Xianrong in annoyance, slapped Liu Lin hatefully, and shouted angrily: "It's a secret, what kind of brother are you?" ”

Liu Lin remembered that he shouldn't tell Yang Xianrong about this, and looked at Liu Jian with some fear, seeing that he was really angry, he didn't know what to do, and he was stunned in place. Liu Jian's face was flushed, and he didn't know if he was shy or frozen, but the next second, his eyes were red, he glanced at Yang Xianrong aggrievedly, turned around and ran.

Liu Ling also came out, and when he saw such a scene, he asked curiously, "What's the matter?" ”

Liu Lin also cried all of a sudden, wiping his tears and shouting: "I didn't mean to. ”

Yang Xianrong coaxed Liu Lin for a long time, finally stopped his crying temporarily, and asked Liu Ling to take him back first. She looked for Liu Jian everywhere, and finally saw the child sitting on the ground in Liu Yao's study, staring blankly at the portrait of Yang Xianrong, Yang Xianrong smiled and shook his head, for a person who has not loved for a long time, the most feared thing after suddenly having a mother is probably losing his mother. He is not sensible yet, he doesn't know what the arrival of his younger brothers and sisters means, but he feels that he has only enjoyed the mother's love for a few days and is about to be separated by others, he is sad and sad, and he doesn't know what to do, he doesn't want to be a stingy brother, and he doesn't want to be an ignorant child. boundless

Yang Xianrong pushed open the door and walked to Liu Jian and squatted down, and asked with a smile: "Why do you think that I don't want you if I have a new child?" If you call me a mother, I will always be your mother. ”

Liu Jian still had red eyes, and he had been crying for a short period of time. Liu Yao doesn't like boys to shed tears, he used to cry and Liu Yuan protected him, after Liu Yuan left, he never cried outside, and when he was wronged, he hid and didn't let his father see it, and when the grievances passed, he wouldn't cry outside anymore.

Liu Jian was very aggrieved, he didn't believe Yang Xianrong's words, he just looked at Yang Xianrong innocently with red and swollen eyes, and the meaning was very clear: You must be coaxing me, and you must not want me if you give birth to a child.

"Your uncles have several children, have you seen which mother gave birth to a child and didn't want the original child?" Yang Xianrong touched Liu Jian's head.

"That's different." Liu Jian opened his mouth: "They are all born to their mothers, and I am not born to you." ”

Yang Xian couldn't help laughing, "But you recognize me as a mother, I am your mother, what can I do if I am not my own, I don't delay my liking of you, and besides, I am your father's wife, how can I leave you as your father's son?" ”

"Then why did you leave me behind?" Liu Jian asked: "I also left my father behind, I know, my father misses you very much, and he will always look at your portrait every day." ”

Yang Xianrong was speechless, she always thought that Liu Jian was too young when she left, and she didn't remember everything, and when she came back this time, she was indeed quickly accepted by Liu Jian, he is a sensible and caring child. But he didn't think about it, just because he didn't remember it didn't mean he didn't mind, being abandoned by his mother who he identified was no different from being abandoned by his biological mother, and he would feel heartache.

"At that time, I had something I had to do." Yang Xianrong had to think of the previous years, and she didn't know what to say to make a child less than eight years old understand, so she said with difficulty: "To put it simply, if I don't leave, your father will not become such a big hero today, and he will always regret it." ”

"Then why don't you take me?" Liu Jian asked again.

"For thou art thy father's son." Yang Xianrong blurted out, and as soon as she said it, she realized that she had said the wrong thing, and sure enough, she looked at Liu Jian, and saw that his little face turned white as soon as she brushed it, and tears flowed out again. Yang Xianrong couldn't wait to bite himself, and hurriedly said: "You are your father's eldest son, do you know how important the eldest son is to a man?" I can't leave him and take his eldest son with me, it's not fair to him. Jian'er, in my heart at that time, you are no different from the child I gave birth to, I will be very distressed if you fall ill, I will be very happy when you laugh and be happy, you slept with me when you were a child, only let me feed, and your dependence on me also made me very satisfied, so Jian'er, you are also very sad to leave me, you don't know how many nights I woke up crying after dreaming of you, I miss you very much, but I can't take you away. When I came back this time, I saw that you had grown into such a wonderful young man, so similar to your father, and you didn't know how relieved and happy I was. ”

Liu Jian's expression was moved, he was a child in the end, and he felt warm in his heart when he was coaxed by such kind words as a mother. Then, cautiously, he asked, "Then you won't leave me again?" ”

Yang Xianrong shook his head: "I won't leave, you don't know what I went through to return to your father and you." My biggest wish in this life is to be with you, we can find my sister again, and then we will never be separated. Yang Xianrong hugged Liu Jian: "Jian'er, I feel sorry for me leaving you back then, can you forgive me and give me a chance to make amends?" ”

No elder has ever spoken to him like this, and even asked for his forgiveness, Liu Jian was flattered, he was just making a child's temper. He snuggled into Yang Xianrong's arms, and asked angrily, "Won't you really want me when you have a new child?" ”

"No, you're my eldest son." Yang Xianrong said: "I will not want you, and I will not leave you again." ”

Liu Jian finally put his mind at ease, he nodded heavily, and said, "Then I will forgive you." ”

Yang Xianrong smiled and gently touched Liu Jian's head again.

Liu Jian raised his head and asked, "Are you still uncomfortable?" ”

"Sometimes." Yang Xianrong replied honestly: "But it's not a big deal, you don't have to worry too much. ”

"Sister Nian'er......" On the topic of Nian'er, Yang Xianrong told him before, the amazing thing is that Liu Jian almost forgot about Yang Xianrong, but he vaguely remembered that he had a sister, and even when Yang Xianrong mentioned it, he blurted out the words "Sister Nian'er", which surprised Yang Xianrong. Liu Jian was very sad about the disappearance of Nian'er's sister, and he also knew that Yang Xianrong was sad, so after that time, they never mentioned her again.

"I'm not going to give up." Yang Xianrong said with a smile.