At that moment, time froze, we were all frozen in time, and I was the magpie with my mouth open anxiously trying to stop the rush in.

The magpie's eyes were murderous, and he raised his pistol and aimed it at Wang Li.

And Wang Li, his expression seemed to be relieved like never before, and I could even see the smile on the corner of Wang Li's mouth.

After many years, I gradually understood Wang Li's thoughts at that time, he really didn't plan to live that night, or rather, the word "live" had become a luxury for him.

"Don't shoot! ......" I shouted out and was noticeably late.

The magpie rushed in from behind the door and fired three shots.

"Bang! Bang! Bang! "I think it's already a step too late to stop.

At such a close distance, even a person who doesn't know a pistol can hit it, let alone a magpie who has been trained in various systems of the Security Bureau?

Three bullets pierced Wang Li's chest directly, he held the gun and froze in place, I stared at Wang Li, and the magpie still didn't put down the gun.

I saw that the clothes on Wang Li's chest were slowly stained red with blood, and the pistol in his hand fell to the ground, and then, he gasped and knelt on one knee, and then he lay on the ground weakly and breathed heavily.

"Who the made you shoot!!"

I yelled at the magpie almost heartbreakingly, and she stared at me innocently, as if to say: I didn't know about it, I just wanted to save you.

I ran over and put my hand on Wang Li's chest, his blood kept flowing out, he couldn't say anything, just opened his mouth, and his eyes began to slowly drift.

At this time, the SWAT outside also rushed in, and they all stopped when they saw this scene.

Wang Li gradually stopped breathing, I let go of my hand, sat on the ground and looked at Wang Li in front of me, until the last second, I didn't say a word to Wang Li.

Then these gunshots also made the people outside rush up a bunch of people, and then Wang Li was carried down by the medical staff, and I was still sitting on the ground, and after a few minutes, I looked at the blood stains left on the ground in a daze.

At the same time, the voice of the team leader came from the earphones: "You are fine, Xiaochen, you can go." ”

I stood up, then stood there for a moment, and walked outside as if I was tired, and the magpie came out after seeing it.

"Xiaochen, I ......"

"Stay away from me." I didn't want to talk, and I didn't want to talk to her.

I walked down the stairs, and people from various departments began to work on the scene, and a large number of reporters tried to break in and were stopped.

As soon as I walked out of the stairs, I felt that the scene around me was beginning to blur, and I felt that the heavens and the earth were spinning, and I shook my head and walked step by step to the position of the captain, and the magpie was still following me.

"I'm sorry Xiaochen, I thought ......"

"Get the out of here!" I yelled, and many people around me were drawn to look at me by my yell.

The magpie lowered her head and covered her nose, her eyes turned red at the same time, and she walked out with her head down and walked quickly past me.

I gritted my teeth and walked towards the captain, my throat feeling like something was choking, and it was very uncomfortable.

"Whistling." The captain watched me walk out, he must know what happened, and he must know what I feel in my heart now, he originally wanted me to persuade Wang Li to come down, but now that Wang Li was killed by a magpie, he knows that I am very sad now.

I walked up to the captain, stood up with tears in my eyes, and replied in a crying voice: "Report to the captain, the suspect has been killed, and the hostages have been rescued safely." ”

The captain's expression was also sad, he nodded, stretched out his hand and patted me on the shoulder: "Go back." ”

I was enduring the clogging sensation in my throat in the car back to the SWAT team, and I was still enduring that feeling in the helicopter.

Wang Li died in front of my eyes, and in that scene, I could see his expression of relief when I closed my eyes, and my mind kept recalling what Wang Li said to me.

"The water is too deep for this mission...... You won't be more brutal than I am......"

What does this mean? I didn't know, I didn't have the heart to think about it, I just kept my head down and was silent in the helicopter cabin.

Everyone else is like me, they all know my relationship with Wang Li, there is a commando soldier who speaks, and the soldier who is the captain of the detachment "Sisi" twice after the soldier closes his mouth and looks at me worriedly.

The captain of the group pulled his face and remained silent until our planes began to approach the troop barracks.

The captain spoke: "This mission, die in your hearts!" Whoever says it will be dealt with as a leak! ”

"Yes!" "Yes!"

I didn't speak, the captain looked at me and looked away.

The helicopter landed, we walked to the equipment depot to unload the equipment, now the sky is almost bright, the captain explained that we have a good rest and do not need training, so I went to the shower room and turned on the faucet, I even forgot to take off my clothes, I watched the blood on my hands keep being washed away by the water, and the pictures in my mind are constantly flashing.

I squatted on the ground, let the water from the sprinkler head keep rushing on my body, I finally cried out loud, there was no reason, I don't know why, the blockage in my throat gradually dissipated after I cried, I cried very little, my tears mixed with the rain from the sprinkler head flowed down my face into the sewer, and the blood on my hands was washed away.

Time began to pass day by day, and the psychiatrist of the military hospital was invited to give me psychological counseling again, because now I have really changed a lot in the eyes of my comrades-in-arms, as if I have completely changed as a person.

Once again, I started to run around and fool the psychiatrist, after all I felt like I was okay, I thought I was okay, or I really didn't want another person to know what was wrong with me, and I started to be very resistant to people asking me anything.

I didn't know what was going on and I was a little bit resistant when people asked me about training, which wasn't a good thing, and I knew that something was definitely wrong with me, so I started trying to change myself and recover.

But it was impossible, I became silent, I became wooden, and even some of my comrades-in-arms said that I was now a kind of stupid feeling compared to before.

When the sniper instructor heard this, he said unprecedentedly: "He is not stupid, but no matter what happens, he will not panic." ”

After finishing speaking, he walked towards me: "For me, you are a good seedling, but it's a pity, if you don't leave, I will lift you up for anything." ”

It's rare for a sniper instructor to be able to say so many words, and in training, this guy doesn't have a word at all except for what is necessary.

I said, "Thank you, instructor." ”

He nodded, smiled, turned and began to lecture.

As my discharge from the army drew nearer, my heart became more and more excited day by day, and even began to regret it a little.

I just kind of don't want to leave this fucking bird place.

I love this special brigade that made my life worse than death before, I love my comrades-in-arms so much that I don't know what kind of bird I will become if I go back.

Those tall pickets walking around don't seem so annoying now, the cooks in the cooking class are babbling more and more amiable, the training that makes me feel boring and boring all day long and repetitive is gradually becoming more interesting, and the boring gunshots and wake-up calls that I hear every day have become clearer and clearer in my mind, and even have a different kind of beauty.

Those who shout slogans all day long: unanimity decides everything. and those military songs that would be sung roaring before and after meals every day, and gradually began to become endowed with melody, no longer so dry and boring.

But all this is a foregone conclusion, I still have to leave this special brigade that I love so much, this unit that has made me pay more than five years of youth, I love this place deeply......