Chapter 261: Sorrowful
It was four or five o'clock in the afternoon, the sun was shining obliquely, crumbling, but the heat was still unabated, and it was still terrifying. The heat wave roasted the entire Hama like a steamer, and it was breathless. However, the streets were still bustling with people and cars, and people did not stop their hurried steps because of the stuffy heat.
Although Xu Wenlong successfully escaped Li Xianghua's surveillance, he did not have the slightest sense of happiness and joy in his heart, on the contrary, he looked extremely heavy and lost. Dejected and worried, he drove aimlessly through the wide, clean, tree-lined streets. Like a lonely ghost, like a wild ghost, like duckweed, like a flat boat, although in the bustling city, but still feel endless loneliness, boundless loneliness!
Alas, it's really the heavens, and the creation makes people. Once upon a time, because of Liang Shiqi, how happy and happy I was! Before the moon before the flowers, by the river and willow river, hand in hand, whispering, how many indelible footprints have been printed, and how many memories have been carved that cannot be melted? Especially her cheerful laughter, affectionate words, and the fiery body temperature and sweet fragrance, how intoxicating and nostalgic! And in the blink of an eye, all happiness vanished, disappeared, no longer existed, no longer visible, no longer able to go back to the past! How heart-wrenching is this? How heartbreaking is this? It's over, goodbye! From now on, the sky will no longer be blue, the clouds will not be white, the flowers will not be beautiful, the sun will be less lovely, and everything in the world will be cast with an annoying dark shadow, and it will become so hateful, hateful, and hateful! But then again, who's to blame for that? Who hath allowed himself to be self-defeating, and his heart was higher than the sky? Who makes himself restless and down-to-earth? I don't think about my identity, and I don't think about my own catties! A young boy who came out of the poor mountains and remote mountains has no illustrious background, no strong family wealth, and no diploma that he can even get! But the people's hearts are not enough to swallow the elephant, and they want to become the boyfriend of the richest daughter in Binyang, isn't this just as Qi Jiajun said, the toad wants to eat swan meat? It's really self-defeating, and it's self-inflicted. If you had been strong-willed and treated her as a friend; If you don't take her to eat this damn tea egg that day, and don't accompany her to the annoying "Orchid Park"; If you stay away from her from now on, avoid her, and no longer have anything to do with her, how can there be such heart-wrenching pain and bitter sorrow today?
Xu Wenlong's heart was turbulent and full of sorrows, like a robot, he drove the car at a red light, went at a green light, turned left and right, turned seven times and eight turns, had no head and no brain, and drove without a goal and no direction.
Before you know it, it's dark, the street lights are bright, there are erratic neon lights everywhere, and there are beautiful men and women in red and green everywhere. Watching them murmur and talk intimately to each other, shoulder to shoulder, Xu Wenlong's heart was stinging and sad. He hurriedly sped up his car, avoiding the young lovers who were like glue, trying to find a sparsely populated quiet place to relieve his depressed and depressed mood. But is it possible? In this overcrowded international metropolis, in this good time when night falls, where is there a lack of affectionate love? Where is there no hearty laughter? In desperation, he had no choice but to park the car on the seaside boulevard, standing quietly by the solid guardrail, silently watching the rippling sea under his feet.
The sea breeze blows strongly, the fishing light is dotted, the dark green sea is endless, and the starlight of the blue sky is handed over, which makes people feel fresh and comfortable, relaxed and happy.
Xu Wenlong retracted his gaze, gently took out the pair of jade bracelets he bought in the morning from his pocket, took them in his hand and turned them over and looked at them upside down. The jade bracelet is soft and delicate, pure and flawless, and the words "Qi poem, dragon text" are engraved on it. The handwriting is elegant, dynamic, and highly appreciated.
"It looks like I'm not going to need you anymore!" He sighed, ruthlessly wanted to throw the jade bracelet into the sea, so out of sight and out of mind, but thinking about it, he felt unbearable, and he couldn't do it at all, so he could only usurp the pair of jade bracelets in a daze, looking at each other with tears in his eyes, speechless and choking, and he didn't know where to start with a thousand words.
The promenade is crowded with pedestrians. Talking, walking, watching the sea, and even running at night. Everyone who passed by couldn't help but pause for a moment, looked at the silent and expressionless Xu Wenlong with curious eyes, and then left him with a puzzled look.
Xu Wenlong didn't pay attention, let alone be in the mood to pay attention to it, he kept playing with the pair of jade bracelets with tears in his eyes, and the scene of meeting, meeting, knowing and loving Liang Shiqi in the past suddenly appeared in front of him. Who can easily let go of that bizarre, twisty, romantic and warm coincidence? Who can easily forget? I remember her innocent and helpless expression when she pretended to be a beggar and stole tea eggs, how worthy of sympathy and pity! Remembering her strange behavior and naughty demeanor in "Orchid Park", how can it not make people suspicious and confused? And who would stand idly by and ignore the inhuman torture and tragic experience she endured in Khaira? and the mysterious appearance of taking herself to eat tea eggs and visit the park after returning to China, as well as the shocking mood after learning about her amazing life, all of which are fresh and unforgettable. As for the lingering stay with her later, it was the sweetest and warmest moment when I came out of my mother's womb! How can you say that you will throw it away, and forget it? But she, but now that she has done such a dirty thing and such a heart-wrenching act, will she still have me in her heart? Will she still have a hint of guilt and unease? Is it really a woman's heart, the clouds in the sky, that are inscrutable and incomprehensible? Is it true that women in the world only have money and status in their eyes? Even if she is such a wealthy person, she is no exception!
It seems that Li Xianghua's crow mouth is really good, the woman who sees it has to strike first, and if she is late, she will change, and if she hesitates, she will be the first to take the lead. But is that interesting? The twisted melon is not sweet, even if she gets married and starts a family, if she doesn't have you in her heart, if she feels that she is not happy with you, then why not just break up and go their separate ways? Why do you need to bring shadows and guilt in your hearts? Fortunately, both sides can hold on to it, and neither side has further development. Otherwise, how would it end now? Therefore, you must be cautious in love, and there is also a degree of intimacy, and you must not be angry.
Xu Wenlong stood by the railing, thinking for a long time, feeling bitter for a while, hurting for a while, painful for a while, annoying for a while, mixed tastes, all-encompassing, really sweet, sour, bitter and salty, everything was full of heart.
"Young man, what are you doing standing here? Do you have any intractable knots in your heart? Just as Xu Wenlong was standing on the beach with a heavy heart and a long sigh, an old and kind voice suddenly sounded beside him.
Xu Wenlong was startled, and quickly looked up, and found that there was a kind-looking old man standing in front of him at some point, staring at him with caring and loving eyes.
"I didn't ...... Nothing, old man, I just want to see the sea here...... Look at the sea......" Xu Wenlong hurriedly put the jade bracelet back in his pocket and replied as if nothing had happened.
"Is it really nothing? I've been watching you here for a long time. The old man looked at Xu Wenlong with distrust, and said to him in a serious tone, "Young man, I can tell you, whether it is a broken love or a loss of money in business." In short, you have to drive a little, there is still a long way to go! But don't be like those who are weak-willed, when they encounter difficulties and setbacks in life, they jump into the sea. Leave it alone, it's a hundred! The parents don't care, and the children don't want anymore, who do you think he is right for doing this? Don't you feel guilty and uneasy in the Netherworld? Go back, go back, be strong, it's not a big deal, the sky is falling and there is a high mountain top! ”
Xu Wenlong looked at the amiable old man, and couldn't help but be moved. Although he didn't have the idea of jumping into the sea to commit suicide, who would be indifferent in the face of his kind words and persuasion? Who wouldn't be grateful? So he hurriedly said: "Thank you, grandpa, I'll go back now, I'll go home now." ”
"Go, go, just figure it out." The old man smiled and said, "No matter what, the sun will still rise, life will go on, and tomorrow will still be beautiful!" ”
"Thank you, grandpa, I'm leaving, you should go home early!" Xu Wenlong bowed to the old man, hurriedly jumped on the Audi, honked the horn and hurried away.
The Audi sped silently along the wide promenade, rows of verdant tropical trees flashing through the window.
Xu Wenlong was engrossed in driving the car, and the old man's touching words echoed in his mind from time to time. Yes, life has to go on, and tomorrow will still be beautiful! Why bother asking for trouble? Everyone has the right to love and be loved, and everyone will do their best to pursue happiness and pursue happiness. Since she thinks that others are better than herself, she should pray for her, bless her, and be happy and happy that she can find her true love! Why bother with it? Why not hold your head high and embrace a bright future? What's more, she is not from the same class as herself! The so-called door is not right, the household is wrong, how much of such love can be cultivated? Aren't most of them dead in nothing?
The car turned a corner and entered Yanjiang Road. The long-lost Xianghe River is still sparkling neighbors, still cruise ships are blazing, the Xianghe Bridge across the north and south is still so magnificent and magnificent, or so exciting, just a food street where people come and go in the past, and the fragrance floats for ten miles, but now it has been shoveled to the ground, and the emptiness seems to be particularly deserted and lonely. Even the "Garden of Eden" construction site, which was originally unprecedented in scale and lit all night, was quietly pitch black everywhere except for a few dim street lamps, completely losing the busy scene of overtime and hot in the past.
"What's wrong? Isn't this a joint development project between Tianyu Group and Liang's Group? Why is it stopped again? Xu Wenlong slowly parked the car on the side of the Xianghe Bridge, touched the iron chain as thick as an arm on the bridge, and looked at the deserted construction site very strangely.
It is indeed puzzling, it is said that Tianyu Group has abundant funds and unparalleled technology, and as soon as it was established, it voluntarily took over this hot potato from Liang Jingxuan, and was ambitious to build Chuangye Street into a large-scale comprehensive project integrating entertainment, leisure and high-end residences, and there was also Liang's Group to assist from the side, but why did it start vigorously, held a groundbreaking ceremony, and built some cement shelves, and there was no follow-up? What is the reason for this?
Xu Wenlong thought about it and couldn't understand it, and finally simply said as if he was laughing at himself: "It's really salty and eating radishes, don't say that it has nothing to do with the Liang family now, just go back to the past, how can you understand the strategic policies of those big companies and big groups?" Isn't everyone a big boss a big boss? ”
Looking at the familiar entrepreneurial street, Xu Wenlong couldn't help but think of the kind and kind Guo Yanping. yes, if it weren't for her zealous adoption, what would she be now? Can you make it through? Will you be able to find a job? Can you have a stable and satisfying life today? Are you still running around for a place to live? Do you still have to rack your brains for three meals a day? Alas, what a good person has nothing to repay, a person who doesn't even dare to kill a chicken is brutally injured by a shameless murderer! Is there justice and justice in this? But fortunately, the murderer finally got the punishment he deserved. It can be regarded as giving her a little comfort!
Time passed quietly, the moon slowly tilted westward, the lively cruise ships gradually decreased, and the fragrant river of warblers singing and dancing calmed down unconsciously, only the microwaves in the circle were still rippling and still flooding.
It's over, it's home, life has to go on, and tomorrow will still be beautiful! Xu Wenlong moved his sore and numb limbs, looked down at the "Qilong" double jade that was tightly usurped in his hand, and gritted his teeth for a while, closed his eyes and slowly released his hands......
Boom, the jade bracelet fell off his hand, plunged into the river, and disappeared in the blink of an eye, leaving only pieces of splashing waves and ripples spreading in circles and circles, just like Xu Wenlong's broken heart!
The jade bracelet bought with great effort in "water burial", and the "water burial" is an unforgettable love. Although it makes people reluctant and even stunned, Xu Wenlong still feels as if he has thrown off the shackles on his body, and he suddenly feels extremely relaxed and boundless. He clapped his hands gently, got into the Audi with his head held high, and galloped towards the "Bashan Love Club" like a gust of wind.