Chapter 129: A choice was made
Sima Xuanhua was rescued from the cold palace by Yang Xianrong, from mutual suspicion to mutual trust, Yang Xianrong always thought that the two people were grasshoppers on the same rope, or rather, she always felt that Sima Xuanhua was her person and a confidant, so no matter what she did, she had to follow her and be consistent with her. But today's arrival of Liu Ling made Yang Xianrong feel like a pot of cold water was poured on her head, and she found that from beginning to end, no matter what her heart was, she was heading for a road of no return, as for whether this road was correct or not, she didn't know, whether the people around her also wanted to go together, she didn't care.
Yang Xianrong looked at Sima Xuanhua very sincerely, the two are now comparable to sisters who can make friends, share the joy of success together, and swallow the consequences of possible failure together. But this friendship is so fragile, because she never knew if Sima Xuanhua handed over her sincerity, or if she was just for the purpose of repaying her kindness, she had to follow the sheep to offer her face.
Sima Xuanhua was stunned, pointed to the door in annoyance, and said, "What did Princess Zhongjing tell you?" No matter what she says, you shouldn't take it to heart, she is now a person from Chengdu Palace, and she is different from us, no matter how good your friendship was before, you should forget it at this point. ”
"It has nothing to do with her." Yang Xianrong pressed Sima Xuanhua's raised hand, took a cup of tea and put it in her hand, signaling her to vent her fire first. Seeing Sima Xuanhua drink tea, she took the cup again and continued to ask: "The question you answer me is, what do you think about the road we have traveled and the road we will take?" ”
"We're alive now, aren't we?" Sima Xuanhua asked rhetorically. If they had gone the wrong way, they would have been two souls by now, no, counting Nian'er, there would have been at least three.
Yang Xianrong nodded, and asked again: "What about after that?" We gave up Sima Yi and switched to Sima Yue's court. ”
Sima Xuanhua was silent, she should have told Yang Xianrong that this was forced by the current situation, under life and death, they could only choose to live, she was Jia Nanfeng's daughter, she was once said by her mother to be the most her daughter, it is said that she should perfectly inherit her mother's ruthlessness and ruthlessness, but maybe Jia Nanfeng has been dead for too long, or maybe the king of Changsha has really treated her well, and she feels sad that they have to give up the king of Changsha.
Maybe that's the wrong way.
Sima Xuanhua didn't speak, Yang Xianrong looked at the sleeping Nian'er, Nian'er didn't have to be this princess, maybe she grew up carefree outside the palace, and finally became a rural village woman without any burden is what she, a mother, should do for her daughter, Nian'er doesn't understand anything, and when she grows up, she may complain that her mother trapped her in this dark palace.
"Niangniang wants to give up?" Sima Xuanhua asked.
"Now think about your mother, do you regret it when she was in a high position? Have you ever regretted the lives you have harmed and the hearts you have broken? Yang Xianrong asked, she didn't know if she should give up, she didn't have such experience, so she needed someone to tell her.
Sima Xuanhua couldn't answer this question, although she had Jia Nanfeng's blood on her body, but she was not Jia Nanfeng, she didn't know if Jia Nanfeng regretted it, but she clearly remembered that when she was a child, she wanted to sleep with her mother, but she was awakened by her strange screams in the middle of the night, Jia Nanfeng was having nightmares, and she was afraid.
"In fact, climbing high is not necessarily foolproof." Sima Xuanhua said: "My queen mother has held great power for eight years, and in the eight years, she has encircled her cronies and consolidated her power, so it stands to reason that she should sit back and relax, but what is the truth? In the past eight years, she has hardly slept well, and there is still a group of people who oppose her, she not only lives in the fear of being abolished and killed, but also lives in the entanglement of a group of unjust souls, but what is the end? She died, and of the four children she worked so hard to protect, I was the only one left alive and under the protection of her successor, do you say ironic? ”
These words made Yang Xianrong sober up a little more. Sima Xuanhua continued: "I can't look at the problem from my mother's point of view, but I am a princess and Nian'er's sister, if I had to choose, I would rather be born in a poor country, and I can simply worry about food and clothing every day, even if there is a risk of starvation, at least I don't have to worry about one day I will suddenly be in a different place, and there is no place to bury me." ”
"Xuanhua," Yang Xianrong lowered his voice and said, "What you told me today is the truth." ”
Sima Xuanhua shrugged, she didn't think so much about it before, Yang Xianrong is the queen, but the emperor is a useless master, there is nothing wrong with the queen to protect herself, it's just that they are too paranoid in how to protect themselves, and they have gone astray on the path of constantly seeking a way to survive.
Yang Xianrong smiled at Sima Xuanhua, the atmosphere relaxed all of a sudden, Yang Xianrong figured it out, Sima Xuanhua was also willing to follow her, then the next thing was simple, the heavy sense of guilt and nowhere to release the pressure that had been pressing on Yang Xianrong's heart disappeared in an instant, maybe everything was late, but it was not irreparable.
The sky gradually darkened, Nian'er woke up and played for a while, ate some more things, and fell asleep after dark, she did not have a fever again, Yang Xianrong also went to sleep with confidence, she had almost no rest in the past three days, so she slept very peacefully this night, and when she opened her eyes, it was almost noon. I went to Nian'er's dormitory to take a look, Nian'er had fully recovered, and was playing happily with the nurse and a few girls, she saw the sheep come over, plunged into her arms, and called "mother" with a milky voice, and then "giggled" and pulled her to join their game.
After playing with Nian'er for a while, Yang Xianrong went to Ganquan Hall after lunch, since she had made up her mind, she had to come up with a practical way, and the only person who could help her was Feng Hang. 4E
The main hall of the Ganquan Hall is the place where Feng Hang usually worships, prays, and practices, and Feng Hang lives in the side room behind the palace. In fact, Yang Xianrong knew in his heart that Feng Hang had a strange problem, one of which was that he didn't like to be disturbed, he nested in his own house, he could sit without sitting if he wanted to, and he could lie down at any time if he wanted to lie down, and he was uncomfortable with outsiders.
Sure enough, Yang Xianrong pushed open the door of Feng Hang's house, and saw him lying on the couch on all fours, humming the community in his mouth, and there were a few small dishes that had been moved on the small table next to the couch, and there was a wine jug, Yang Xianrong picked it up and shook it, and it was empty.
"Master is so interested, pouring himself a drink, happy like a fairy." Yang Xianrong knelt down and sat down after a few years of affection, looking at Feng Hang with a smile.
Feng Hang sat up with a smile, pointed to the sheep and said, "I won't let people report when I come, it's purely to see Master's jokes." ”
Yang Xianrong commanded his subordinates to clean up the leftovers in front of him, and said: "I thought that the master wanted to drink a good cup of tea, and brought Lu Ming, but you are afraid that you will be full of this wine, so do you drink this tea or not?" ”
Feng Hang hurriedly waved his hand and said, "The person who gave it to you, I will come back again to lose face." Master has always been coarse tea and light rice here, if you don't dislike it, I will personally make you a pot of tea. Feng Hang got up as he spoke, took care of himself and went to fetch tea leaves to make tea, adding hot water while chattering: "You are a daughter, it is rare to come to me in ordinary times, come to me once, I have to provide for you, you are good to be this master?" After that, he brought the brewed tea to Yang Xianrong, scooped two teas, put one in front of Yang Xianrong, and drank two sips directly from the other, and asked, "Say, what's the matter?" ”
"It's fine." Yang Xianrong hung his head weakly, pretending to drink tea carefully.
Feng Hang glanced at the sheep: "Nian'er is just sick, you left her to come to me to drink tea, do you think I will believe it?" As a teacher, I know very well in your heart. ”
Yang Xianrong smiled embarrassedly again, glanced behind her, Su Chen understood what she meant, went out with a few people who were waiting with him, and closed the door tightly for the two of them.
"Master, I've changed my mind." Yang Xianrong spoke, she felt a little sorry for Feng Hang, she was the one who invited Feng Hang into the palace to help her, and now she is the one who decided to give up.
Feng Hang waited for the sheep to offer his appearance, suddenly laughed, pointed to the sheep to offer his appearance, shook his head and said, "You, you......"
Without waiting for Feng Hang to ask, Yang Xianrong told him about Liu Ling's visit yesterday, Liu Ling has the most friendship with her, if anyone can make her regret what she did in an instant, at present in this Luoyang City, except for her mother, who is Liu Ling, her mother will only support her, so the only person who can make her realize that she is wrong is Liu Ling.
Feng Hang smiled secretly in his heart, he had already classified himself as the person who sacrificed his face, everything he did was for her, as long as Yang Xianrong spoke, whether it was for him to go to Daoshan Mountain or get off the oil pot, he would not hesitate, just because he would never forget the pair of bright apricot eyes and a puzzled innocent expression when the six-year-old girl looked at him when he first arrived in Yangfu.
When she was out of her mind, Yang Xianrong had already begun to talk about how Sima Xuanhua supported her, Feng Hang hurriedly stopped her and said, "You don't have to convince me, just say what you want me to do." ”
"I will do my best to help the king of Changsha get out of trouble." Yang Xianrong said: "He is now my Nian'er's savior, no matter what, I can't watch you put him in danger." I know that you chose the king of the East China Sea, but I also know that you must have more than one way, the king of Changsha can't die. ”
"Now on the bright side, the opponents of the king of Changsha are the king of Chengdu and the king of Hejian, and the king of the East China Sea entered Beijing to help the king of Changsha." Feng Hang said.
"And after that?" Yang Xianrong asked anxiously.
"After that?" Feng Hang laughed: "I know that your previous ambition is to bluff yourself, Rong'er, you are a kind person, and a kind person should not sit on the throne of the queen." ”
Yang Xianrong frowned slightly, and suddenly burst into a bright smile: "Then I won't be this queen." ”