Chapter 213: Uncontrollable Grief
From the Sogo Hall to the Chongming Hall and back, it took less than an hour before and after, but once and again, the heavens and the earth seemed to be turned upside down. Yang Xianrong locked herself in the dormitory, and her mind went over and over what Sima Qin told her: her grandmother died of illness, and the third sister and Nian'er's sister disappeared. As the night passed, she seemed to realize what it meant, and at the moment when the sky broke, her tears finally flowed uncontrollably.
She couldn't remember what she said to her mother when they last met, it wasn't a long time ago, it was just over a year, but she couldn't remember what her mother's last words were to her, and no one realized that it was the last goodbye. What can flash in my mind is the sweet smile she snuggled up to her mother's arms when she was a child, and the sense of happiness and satisfaction has supported her through many thorny roads.
For her, Sun has never been like other mothers who hope that their daughters can marry a child of a family and have no worries about food and clothing for a lifetime, she only hopes that Yang Xianrong will marry her loved one and live her life plainly, so she doesn't want to do things that she doesn't want to learn, Sun never forces her, and when one day she proposed that she wanted to study, she tried her best to find a lifelong teacher for her. For her, the Sun family does not expect her to become a dragon and a phoenix like his sons, although he found a master for her, he just thinks that his daughter likes it, so he tries his best to meet her wishes.
For Yangfu, because he is the eldest son and grandson, he was born to be surrounded by people to serve, even if the family was later in the middle of the road, his education has not been slack, Sun also covets high hopes for him, and also follows the ancestral precepts not to interfere with his educational life, therefore, there is always some strangeness and estrangement between Sun and Yangfu, although later it is still Yang attached to the mother, but this childhood did not establish a sense of intimacy after also established.
For Yang Ting, he has never been taken seriously, and Sun gave up on him very early, thinking that he would only fight and make trouble, until he later served in Liu Yuan's army, she began to face up to this son who seemed to be doing a good job, and began to be proud of him, but Yang Ting finally disappointed her, so that even if she died, Sun only shed a few tears and said: An Sheng.
From the mother's point of view, Sun was indeed unfair to her two sons, and even if they complained about her, she could not defend herself. And Yang Xianrong is the only child who got complete maternal love from her mother, her mother who did not give her was made up to her, and even if her father hurt her, her mother also healed her, this only one is as vast as the sky, as deep as the sea, and the mother's love supports Yang Xianrong to this day, and she has become a mother. Now, she can't repay this mother's love, and the imagination of how to be filial to her mother when she grows up has become a fantasy, she has lost all opportunities, and even when her mother is lingering on the sickbed, she is still hiding in this small world to live her own little life, when her mother is about to die and still thinks about her and misses her, she has no feeling at all. If you miss it, you miss it, and there will be no more opportunities to make amends in this life.
Sun's love for Yang Xianrong is too great, and it also makes Yang Xianrong remember this love and pass it on, she loves Nian'er, as Sun loves her, since Nian'er was born, she wants to give her daughter the best, from the initial hypocrisy and grievance to the next step, she didn't take a step to pave the way for her daughter. From the earliest hope that her daughter would not be wronged for a lifetime with the halo of a royal princess and have no worries about food and clothing, to only hope that she would have a smooth life, peace and joy, all of them are a mother's most ardent hope for her daughter.
But this road was broken after only a short walk, Nian'er disappeared, and her life and death were uncertain. When she didn't think about it, Yang Xianrong was holding on to a glimmer of hope, she had Sima Xuanhua by her side, Sima Xuanhua was a good sister, very good to Nian'er, she would do everything for her, so she would find a way to keep her safe, and find a chance to bring her back in the future. But the night always brings people deep despair, why is Nian'er lost, is she lost or caught? If he was caught, with Sima Yue's ruthlessness, he would like to kill all the people related to Yang Xianrong, Nian'er is a child, it doesn't matter, kill it. If she loses it, will she be able to survive the plague that follows? There was little hope of her returning to herself.
For the whole night, Yang Xianrong only had these two people in her mind, the two most important people in her life. Overnight, everything changed, and she was in pain, but she couldn't do anything but cry.
Yang Xianrong locked himself up for a night, and there was still no movement until noon the next day, and the four subordinates didn't know what was going on, so they were so anxious that they went around outside, and went to ask Zhou Yi, who didn't know, ran out to inquire around, and didn't inquire about what happened in Chongming Hall last night. The five of them scratched their ears and cheeks and took turns outside the door to persuade them, but there was no sound in the room.
Lin Shuang cooked the meal, heated it over and over again, and seeing that the sun was about to set, she knocked on the door that Yang Xianrong had closed from the inside again, and persuaded: "Niangniang, eat something, this day, your body will be burned." Lin Shuang had said this several times, but it had no effect at all.
Zhang Hui dragged Lin Shuang and wanted to be ruthless, but when the words came to his mouth, he became weak again: "Niangniang, if something happens, you can't skip eating, and you can't solve the problem if you are hungry, if you don't eat again......"
Before he finished speaking, Zhang Hui was thrown out by a force, and before he could react, he saw Zhou Yi kick on the door, and the people next to him came back to their senses and hurriedly stepped forward to stop him, but Zhou Yi didn't care, three times five divided by two to throw a few people aside, and then raised his feet, but after two clicks, the door was kicked and broken.
Zhou Yi retreated again, and motioned for Lin Xin and Lin Shuang to go into the house to take a look, she must have known something bad last night, she had suffered such a big blow, not eating was a trivial matter, if she couldn't think about it for a while, it would be bad, at this time he only regretted that he didn't kick the door open earlier, and persuaded the time of the day, it was useless at all.
Lin Xin and Lin Shuang walked into the house worriedly, for fear of seeing something they couldn't stand the scene, simply, the house was as usual, Yang Xianrong was lying straight on the bed, her eyes were wide and staring up, I don't know how long she cried, her eyes were red and swollen, her face was pale, and there was no trace of blood on her lips.
Lin Xin and Lin Shuang secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and walked forward to Yang Xianrong's bed in three or two steps, and they were very sad when they saw her like this. Lin Xin's tears followed, and his mouth was already choked, and he said, "Niangniang, why is this?" Is there anything you can't tell the minions? Why is it so hard to torture yourself like this? "Haha Literature Network
Yang Xianrong still didn't react, so Lin Shuang followed and said: "It's a big thing, let's figure it out together, it won't help you if you boil yourself up like this." ”
Yang Xianrong could hear the voices of the two, and two lines of tears flowed down the sides again, down his temples and into his hair. Such a forbearance of grief made Lin Xin and Lin Shuang cry uncontrollably without knowing anything. Zhang Hui's inquiry came from outside the house, and Lin Xin wiped his tears and walked out.
"Niangniang is fine, but I don't know what's going on, and I don't talk or move when I'm lying in bed, I just shed tears." Lin Xin said that tears flowed out again, and said: "It's sad to see, you can also go in and persuade you." After speaking, she looked at Zhou Yi again and said, "General Zhou's identity is inconvenient to enter, please find another way to inquire about what happened, Niangniang, she is willing to say anything." ”
Zhou Yi nodded and left, and Zhang Hui and Hu Sheng followed Lin Xin into the hall. Lin Shuangzheng was holding Yang Xianrong's hand, looking a little anxious, and when she saw a few people coming in, she hurriedly said: "Niangniang has a fever, her body is very hot, you quickly ask General Zhou to find a way to invite a doctor over." ”
When Zhang Hui heard this, he quickly turned around and chased Zhou Yi out. Hu Sheng and Lin Shuang carried the sheep to make it, and Lin Xin poured a glass of water and handed it to her. Yang Xianrong's whole person seemed to have lost his soul, and when the water came to his mouth, he opened his mouth and let them pour the water down.
A glass of water belly, Lin Xin went to pour water again, but this time Yang Xianrong blocked the cup, it seemed that the soul had returned, she opened her mouth that was still dry, and said, "Don't do it." ”
Finally spoke, Lin Shuangyi was happy, and quickly asked Zhang Hui to hold the person, she was going to get food, those dry meals were definitely not suitable, so she went to the kitchen to prepare to boil some porridge, and then get some light side dishes. When she got everything done and brought the porridge and vegetables to the room, she saw Yang Xianrong lying on the bed like just now, lifeless, and Lin Xin and Hu Sheng beside the bed were silent.
Lin Xin motioned to Lin Shuang to put all the food on the table, and then pulled her out of the door, just now Yang Xianrong opened his mouth and had already told them what had happened, Lin Xin relayed Yang Xianrong's words to Lin Shuang: The old lady died of illness, and the little princess was missing.
Lin Shuang covered his mouth at the moment, and tears flowed down instantly, don't say that the sheep is present, just these people, they all grew up watching Nian'er, from a wrinkled baby who began to babble, to toddler, and then to pestering them to play, and would sweetly call them sister, this bit was poured into feelings, it was such a lively and lovely child, and he was lost. The dignified princess of the Great Jin Dynasty said that she would lose it.
Lin Shuang's tears fell like beads with broken threads, and she still didn't stop her tears until Zhang Hui and Zhou Yi came back. Lin Xin greeted him and asked, "Is there a doctor?" ”
"There's a doctor who has been searched." Zhang Hui said, looking at Lin Shuang again, with a puzzled expression.
"Doctor? Can it be trusted? Lin Xin asked. In this ghost place, there is not even a serious doctor, and if you don't get good treatment, isn't there a big problem?
"No way, I've already asked my brothers to go to Luoyang to ask for a doctor, I don't know if I can invite them." Zhou Yi said, pointed to the house again, and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
Lin Xin sighed, and also told the two of them what happened, both of them were shocked, such a blow is no wonder Yang Xianrong suddenly became like this. Lin Xin walked up to Lin Shuang, wiped her tears, and said: "Niang Niang is already like this, and now she needs us the most, if you keep crying like this, how sad will she be when she sees it?" ”
Before he could persuade here, Zhang Hui burst into tears again, stomped his feet and shouted, "How can this be? ”
Several people were crying outside the house, sighing and sighing, and suddenly Hu Sheng ran out of it and shouted in panic: "Niangniang vomited blood." ”