Chapter 158: There is no way back if you leave
In the month before Liu Yao left, neither Yang Xianrong nor him mentioned the separation, just like when the two were first together, no one wanted to care about what the road ahead was, but just wanted to enjoy the happiness of being together at the moment. Because Yang Xianrong is still in confinement, most of the time he stays in the house, Liu Yao does not go out, nests beside Yang Xianrong, listens to her chatter about some previous things, and the memories are still the best.
Time flies quickly, Liu Yao didn't wait for the New Year to leave, the New Year is a day of reunion, a day of celebration, but none of them want to have a false celebration, so they simply separated before the year, happy and clean.
Liu Yao didn't tell Yang Xianrong when he would leave, but on a cold winter night, while everyone was asleep, he got up lightly, and looked at Yang Xianrong carefully for a while in the moonlight, as if he wanted to engrave this quiet face into his mind. After a long time, he sighed, kissed her lightly on the cheek, got up and came to the house where the children were sleeping, picked up Liu Jian and left. He didn't know, Yang Xianrong had already guessed that he would leave tonight, because his gentleness and reluctance during the day were clearly on his face, but she didn't send him, because she would definitely be reluctant, and he would be shaken because of her reluctance, so at the moment when Liu Yao pushed the door out, she turned over and got out of bed, leaned over to the window, opened the window a small slit, and watched the figure leave slowly and firmly.
It wasn't until he couldn't see the figure that Yang Xianrong returned to the bed, and cried bitterly. After dawn, everyone knew that Liu Yao had not seen him again, no one asked about him, no one talked about the past, everyone talked about how to spend this year easily, as if Liu Yao had not appeared.
Nian'er followed Aqi to play outside, but after a while, she came back crying, pulled Yang Xianrong's clothes and asked, "Mother, where did Daddy go?" Brother Aqi said that his father would not come back if he left with Jian'er. ”
Before Yang Xianrong could speak, Yang Fuxian frowned, he walked to the courtyard and carried his son back to the house, and scolded with a slap on his face: "What nonsense are you talking about? ”
Ah Qi hung his head, and he also knew that he was in trouble, and defended himself with some sneering: "Xiao Hu's newly learned boxing technique is always not good, Nian'er is anxious to find his uncle to teach him again, but he can't find me before telling him that his uncle left." ”
Sun pulled Ah Qi to his side and reprimanded his son dissatisfiedly: "Ah Qi didn't say anything wrong, it's really unreasonable for you to scold him without asking." She said and glanced at Nian'er with pity, and said, "Nian'er is not a child who is ignorant of the world, can she still find that a big living person has disappeared like this?" Besides, Liu Yao hurts her, she knows in her heart, she has long regarded him as her father, and if her father says that he will disappear, she will not be sad and wronged? Did Azzi scare her? ”
Yang Xianrong hugged Nian'er in his arms and softly comforted Nian'er, who was crying and was about to lose her breath. I thought I could live like this, then Liu Yao is Nian'er's father, he puts Nian'er in the palm of his hand and loves him, Nian'er has long forgotten the stupid father who was trapped in the deep palace, and Liu Yao's heart is full of joy with a mouthful of "daddy", the father and daughter get along well, and the sheep is happy, but now there is only sourness.
Sun sighed and said: "In the final analysis, this matter is Rong'er's lack of thought, I have already reminded you, Nian'er is older, you still have to give her an explanation for everything, expect her to forget Liu Yao by herself, it is possible for a long time, but in a short time, the child can be sad." ”
Yang Xianrong always felt that the child was still young, and she was afraid that she couldn't stand it after experiencing such a separation, so she simply hid it from her, maybe she would start to think that Liu Yao would go out to do errands, and after a period of time, she would forget him, who would have thought that it was only the first day, and the child would cry like this. Separation was not as easy as she thought.
Yang Xianrong took Nian'er back to the house where she slept, and comforted her for a while, but Nian'er kept sobbing, and asked her in the interval: "Isn't Daddy coming back?" What about thrift? Maybe Sun is right, Yang Xianrong felt that he shouldn't hide it from his daughter anymore, so he simply made his words clear, and it was a good idea that Nian'er was still looking forward to Liu Yao's thoughts.
"Daddy won't be coming back." Yang Xianrong hugged Nian'er and said this cruel sentence in the lightest tone possible, and sure enough, as soon as the words came out, Nian'er howled and cried again.
Yang Xianrong sighed, wiped her tears for Nian'er over and over again, her daughter looked like her when she was born, and now that she is getting older, she slowly gave birth to two points of Sima Zhen's appearance, after all, they can't escape the fate of being trapped in Sima's house.
When Nian'er was tired of crying, Yang Xianrong poured her a glass of water and watched her drink it, then hugged her again and said, "Mother knows that you like Daddy Yao very much, but Daddy Yao has something very important to do, and Mother can't stop him." ”
Nian'er blinked her eyes, and the tears were about to flow down again, Yang Xianrong hurriedly said: "Mother often tells you that Daddy Yao is a big hero, how can a big hero be trapped here?" "Second Chinese Network
"Is he going to fight youkai?" Nian'er asked again.
Yang Xianrong smiled bitterly and nodded. Monster? When Nian'er grows up one day, she learns that her biological father is the "monster" that her closest father Yao is going to fight, and she doesn't know how to feel in her heart. Yang Xianrong sighed, not knowing whether it was right or wrong to be with Liu Yao regardless of it.
"What about thrift? He's still a child. Nian'er asked puzzled.
"Frugal." Thinking of Liu Jian's child, the corners of Yang Xianrong's mouth unconsciously flowed a smile, the child looked like Liu Yao, not to mention, not long after Liu Yao's side, his active personality was also shown, the little man likes to dance with knives and guns, and he also learned well behind Liu Yao. Xu is love the house and Wu, Yang Xianrong likes this child very much, from the first time he saw him, he was loved as his own son, and this child after the beginning of the strange period, also began to stick to Yang Xianrong, learn the appearance of Nian'er, and call her "mother" in a milky voice.
The relationship between Liu Jian and Nian'er is also very good, Nian'er takes good care of this little brother, Liu Jian also likes this little sister very much, the two are often together, and there is basically no time to separate. So suddenly Liu Yao was gone, Liu Jian was also gone, and Nian'er was very uncomfortable.
"Jian'er is the son of Yao's father, Yao's father is a hero, and Jian'er will become a big hero when she grows up." Yang Xianrong said with a smile: "Maybe when he becomes a big hero, he will come back to you." ”
"If you want to be a hero, do you want to leave us?" Nian'er's mood has improved, but she is still reluctant to give up her father and younger brother.
Yang Xianrong paused: "After a while, we also have our own things to do." Now that the words have been said here, Yang Xianrong decided to tell Nian'er what they would do in the future, looking at Nian'er's puzzled expression, Yang Xianrong smiled and continued: "Your brother Qin is the prince of my Great Jin Dynasty, you are the princess of my Great Jin Dynasty, we have to go back to the place where you should have stayed, you have to grow up there safely, your brother Qin must work hard to become a good prince, and become a wise emperor like your grandfather in the future." ”
Nian'er obviously didn't understand what Yang Xianrong was talking about, but what she knew was that they were going to another place, and like Liu Yao, it was also very important to do their own things. She nodded heavily, she also wanted to be as good as Liu Yao and Liu Jian.
After Liu Yao left, Yang Xianrong never received any news from him, at the beginning, she missed him very much, and she also missed Liu Jian, but slowly, she adapted to this separation, in the end, it was not the first time, this separation was not as broken as it was at the beginning, in such a kind of fading sorrow, the New Year came.
Just after the Spring Festival of the third year of Yongxing, Yang Xianrong received a letter from Feng Hang, in which he said that Sima Hao was now in a hurry, and he was trapped in Chang'an with Sima Zhen and did not dare to show his head. And in the month of last year, Sima Ying, the king of Chengdu, rushed to Luoyang with his troops, trying to stop Sima Yue from continuing to move westward.
Not long ago, Sima Yue's army to defeat Sima Hao also rushed to Luoyang, and successively defeated Sima Hao's subordinate Liu Qiao, Lou Bao, Wang Xian and other troops, preparing to continue to march to Chang'an. Years later, the war continued, Sima Ying's army and Sima Yue's army fought in Luoyang, once Sima Ying's army was conquered, Sima Yue would directly attack Chang'an.
A few days later, Sun received a letter of greeting from Yang Ting, which briefly described the current situation of the confrontation between the two armies, and said that he had made a great contribution this time, because he was familiar with Luoyang's defense, and on the way to attack Luoyang, he offered advice and advice, and even two generals in Luoyang, annihilating thousands of enemies, Sima Yue was overjoyed, and immediately rewarded him, and promised him the position of serving in the middle and the position of the prince of the country.
Yang Ting's meaning is very clear, after Sima Yue takes power, the Yang family will definitely have the right to invade the government and the opposition, and then the sheep will be able to restore the back position, and the relatives of the Yang family have real power in their hands, and no one in the government and the opposition dares to try on them, and the Yang family really stands at the top of power, and it is also a long-cherished wish of his father's life.
Sun took the letter to Yang Xianrong and Yang Xianrong, and after the two looked at each other, Yang Xiang took a pen and paper, wrote a reply, and agreed to Yang Ting's request to let them return to Luoyang, but Yang Xianrong's identity is special, and it stands to reason that she should also be claustrophobic in Kim Yong City at this time, so let Yang Ting come up with an idea and come up with a proper way to take Yang Xianrong back to the palace, so as not to settle down.
After the letter was sent, the family that had finally settled down hurriedly packed their bags again, and before leaving, the sheep lord burned down their two houses, leaving no trace, and they would not return, but the short good time they stayed here became an unforgettable memory for their lives.