Nanying left the palace gate in despair, only to feel at a loss in his heart. Could it be that the traitor was able to come out publicly because of his own encouragement? Haven't you become a sinner in this age of trouble?

He got on his horse and walked forward. Several guards around him saw that his face was different, but no one dared to ask more, so they had to follow behind him.

If he hadn't come to this era himself, would someone have made the same suggestion to the Spirit Emperor? Nanying had heart palpitations for a while, and he naively thought that he could change history, but from the recent indications, he was still just following the established trajectory as a car! So...... An extremely terrible thought welled up in his heart, wouldn't the tragic fate of Gao Shun, Dian Wei and others be unchangeable?

No! He clenched his fists tightly, his nails were deeply embedded in his palms, and he let out a beastly roar from the bottom of his heart, it must be broken, it must be reversed, I will turn things around!

"General! Please stop! A guard shouted from behind, "The front is the Yuan Mansion!" ”

What the? Nan Ying was shocked, and when he looked up, sure enough, the horse head was only ten steps away from the gate of Yuan's mansion.

How did you come here without knowing it? His heart moved, the last time he was troubled, it was also Malen who woke up the word "tranquility" to himself. Could it be that in his subconscious, whenever he is confused, he can't help but ask this peerless talented woman who is like a mother?

Several generals in front of the Yuan Mansion were looking at them with puzzled eyes, if it weren't for Nanying's general's attire and many guards hugging each other, I was afraid that they would have already stepped forward to expel and ask.

Nan Ying smiled slightly, just about to explain his intentions. But I saw a person in the house, this person is more than 30 years old, his body is majestic like a mountain, his face is handsome and free, and between his expectations, there is a compelling momentum that makes people look up to the deep eyes contained in the edge.

The man raised his eyes and saw Nan Ying, he was also stunned, obviously he was also impressed by Nan Ying's heroic spirit and handsome appearance, and arched his hand: "I, Yuan Shao, the original word, I don't know why this general is here?" I'm so well received! ”

This is Yuan Shao? In the future, the generation of male lords who will dominate Hebei, if it were not for the changes in current events and the chess gap, he would almost become the founding emperor of the world!

"It turned out to be General Tiger Ben!" Nanying had mixed feelings in his heart, and replied: "In Xia Nanying, I have come to visit Mrs. Yuan!" ”

"Southern Hawk?" Yuan Shao blinked and blurted out: "Is that the famous Eagle Yang Zhonglang General?" ”

"Don't you dare to be down there!" Nan Ying said modestly: "Bo has a false name, how can he be famous in the world?" ”

Since he was visiting in a private capacity, Nanying no longer called him by an official title, but instead used an unofficial title.

Yuan Shao took a step back and looked at Nan Ying carefully, as if he wanted to keep him in his heart, and when he saw that Nan Ying was displeased, he said apologetically: "Brother Nan is not to blame, it's just that Brother Nan has made great achievements, and the three armies of the brave crown, especially the work of pacifying the Yellow Turban, have been spread to the government and the opposition." And Shao Jiu heard the honorable name, but he never had the opportunity to see it, and he has always hated it in his heart, and today he finally got his long-cherished wish fulfilled, but he was a little rude under the surging heart. Please forgive me Brother Nan! ”

Nan Ying heard that he was speaking earnestly, and his displeasure suddenly disappeared, and he smiled: "I don't dare to be so loved by the first brother, in fact, the first brother is the male among the people, and he will definitely shine in the future and look at the world!" ”

What he said was the truth, and his tone was naturally not the slightest artificial, but as soon as these words came out, Yuan Shao's face changed, and he was a little embarrassed and said: "Brother Xie Nan encourages!" However, these words are a bit forbidden, so it's better to be cautious! ”

He leaned over and lowered his voice and said, "Don't hide it, brother, I just got rid of the party and got this official position, so it's better to be careful when you speak!" I can't compare to Brother Nan's outstanding achievements, and I am the favorite general of the Son of Heaven, so I can naturally speak freely! ”

Nan Ying heard him say that he was funny, and he spoke deeply, and he had a good impression in his heart, and he also said in a low voice: "Thank you for mentioning it, although the younger brother spoke abruptly, he said what he said in his heart!" ”

Yuan Shao laughed: "Okay! Thank you Brother Nan for his good words, and I will never forget the virtue of Brother Nan's good words in the future! ”

"By the way, my brother has not thanked Brother Nan for his great kindness to my Yuan family, last time my uncle was in critical condition, thanks to Brother Nan's wonderful hand!" Yuan Shao said happily: "Brother Nan, please come in, my brother is also here to visit my uncle, she is in good health and is drinking tea by the pavilion!" ”

"Brother Nan, Shao still has official business to do today, so I won't take the liberty to invite you!" Yuan Shao got on the horse, and said with a sincere face: "But Brother Nan must leave a time for me, you and I can drink and talk happily, and talk about our hearts together!" ”

Nan Ying looked at Yuan Shao's distant back, and sighed with emotion in his heart. This Yuan Benchu, no wonder he was able to dominate the four states of the Han Dynasty and almost encompass the world! It's just that his generous and bold appearance is enough to make many people fall for it! There is also that Yuan Shu, which is also a school of Corporal Lixian. It seems that there is no vain under the fame, and he can't be misled by those understated evaluations in the history books, otherwise when he fights with these people in the future, he will not know how to die!

The melodious and melodious sound of the piano came like a murmuring stream, which made people feel like a spring breeze and was intoxicated, and even the heavy feeling in Nanying's heart immediately disappeared.

He saw the talented contemporary talent again.

After not seeing each other for many days, Malen seems to be a lot younger, not only is the sickness between his eyebrows gone, but the whole person is full of vitality. Although she had already learned of Nanying's arrival from her subordinates, at first glance, Nanying still couldn't help but let out an "ah", and her eyes radiated a look of joy, as if she had seen the return of a wanderer who had been away from home for many days.

Nanying also has a different feeling of kindness in her heart, this talented woman can be said to be deeply grateful to herself, from the "quiet" realm of persuasion to the trust of thousands of miles to Lu Zhi, how can she not be deeply moved?

He stepped forward quickly, and respectfully bowed and said, "Madame, the boy has returned from an expedition and is here to visit!" Seeing that his wife is in good health and fitness is really delightful for the boy! ”

"Shaojun has a heart!" Ma Lun was pleased: "Although the old body stays at home, he can also hear the good news of Shaojun's victory on the battlefield from time to time, and he is happy to be happy, but he can't help but feel worried, and I just hope that Shaojun can be invincible!" ”

"Invincible?" Nan Ying smiled bitterly: "The kid is invincible, which means that many people will die, is the price behind this victory too heavy?" ”

"Then if the young monarch is not victorious, there will be no dead in the war?" Ma Lun leaned forward slightly, and looked at Nanying carefully: "The young gentleman has no spring breeze on his face to return to the dynasty with honor, but he faintly reveals a great heart, could it be that he has encountered something incomprehensible!" ”

Nanying's mood suddenly relaxed, like a troubled teenager who couldn't help but confide in his heart when facing his mother. He walked to Mullen's side, sat cross-legged on the ground without any scruples, and said bitterly: "I am really in pain, because I have inadvertently done something wrong, which may cause many innocent people to be indirectly harmed, is this a great crime?" ”

"Then it depends on Shaojun's original intention!" Ma Lun said softly: "If you didn't do it on purpose, then it's not wrong, and there is no way to save it!" ”

"But all this is a foregone conclusion, the Son of Heaven has always obeyed me, but he also rejected my opinion!" Nan Ying said blankly: "It's irretrievable, I originally thought that I could change the world by myself." But I was wrong, I was powerless to help others, and even backfired. ”

Holding his head in his hands, he said weakly: "Sometimes, I really feel that I have completely lost my way, and I don't know what is right and what is wrong. Where do I go from here? ”

"Shaojun was able to say such a thing, which really surprised the old body!" Mullen's voice came softly: "The old body has always thought that the young monarch is stoic and indomitable. Unexpectedly, Shaojun's heart still has a great weakness, and he is far from reaching the state of tranquility! ”

"Does Madame know what the consequences of me have been? can only be described with the words "disaster to the country and the people......" Nanying's bitter words were not finished, but they were interrupted by Ma Lun's soft voice.

She smiled and said, "The old body doesn't want to know what happened, because even if it happens, it is definitely not the original intention of Shaojun's kindness and generosity!" Even at this moment, the old body can clearly sense the pain in your heart! ”

The soft and warm palm gently landed on Nanying's head, gently grinding: "Lost?" This is not a bad thing, let alone Shaojun? People in the world are often lost in this rapidly changing world, forgetting where they came from and losing their way home. But the scariest thing is that people don't think they're lost at all. ”

Nan Ying raised his face in astonishment, looked at Mullen's deep and wise eyes, but his heart unconsciously calmed down, and quietly listened to the voice like heaven: "Some people are a little stubborn and a little complacent, thinking that the phenomena and hidden meanings in this world are all under their control. In fact, this is precisely the biggest loss! Because he no longer understands life and the meaning of life! ”

"Then dare to ask Madame, what is life and the meaning of life?" Nanying involuntarily blurted out.

"Shaojun, please take a seat!" Mullen raised his hand to signal Nanying to sit across from her, and slowly poured hot water into the celadon tea bowl from the pot, but did not put in the fragrant tea.

"Shaojun, what is this?" Nanying was stunned when he heard this, last time he said it was a bowl truthfully, but he answered wrong.

He probed, "This is my heart? This was the answer Mullen gave last time.

Ma Lun covered his mouth and chuckled: "Shaojun will be stubborn, but unfortunately he still answered wrong!" ”

Nan Ying said embarrassedly: "The kid is stupid, please ask Mrs. for advice!" ”

"This tea bowl full of water is life, and it can also be regarded as our life!" Mullen suddenly leaned over and picked up a puff of dust from the ground, and calmly spilled it into the tea bowl under Nanying's stunned gaze.

"No one can be happy all the time, there is always some pain that will torment our hearts!" Mullen said softly: "Life is a bowl of water, and pain is the dust that is sprinkled in the bowl. If there is pain in your heart, you should choose to calm your heart and slowly settle those pains. This is what I call a state of tranquility! ”

"If the mind is restless, it is like boiling water, then the dust will always be stirred up and down, and pain will fill our lives."

Maren turned his face sideways and said softly: "The old body thinks that even if the bowl of our life falls into the dust, we must strive to make every day clear. Does Shaojun think this is right? ”

Nan Ying lowered his head: "Madame is very right, but the kid made a big mistake this time, but he has no regrets, if it really makes the people unhappy, I am afraid that he will die without turning a blind eye!" And how to settle this guilt? ”

"Dead and blind?" Ma Lun smiled dumbly: "Shaojun's words are too much! Of all things in the world, who can be immortal and immortal? However, even if each form is formed, it is the embodiment of consciousness and the existence of spirit in this impermanent world, so they are not really dead, but they are constantly changing, constantly reborn, constantly appearing in new forms, after temporary, circulation and regeneration, they meet and merge with each other! ”

She stared at the frozen mirror-like pool water not far away, and said softly: "People live in the world, both true and false, like a dream like fog, just like this thin layer of ice, we are also wrapped in a transparent shell, shape or mask!" But what about when the snow melts? Is ice or water? Is it still the same water as before? And whether people live or die, what will they leave behind? ”

Nan Ying was dumbfounded and said: "Madame's words are too heavy, and the boy can't understand the deep meaning!" ”

"It's the original intention!" Maren sighed: "It's still not enough to pursue the peace of mind in your heart, even if you don't want it in your heart, it's still easy to get lost in the current world that goes with the flow, I think, this is the state of mind of Shaojun now, right?" ”

"Chuxin, what is that?" Nan Ying was at a loss and said: "Does it mean that at the beginning of human beings, nature is good?" ”

"Nope! The original intention is a sober and conscious heart, and a heart of concentration and wisdom. Ma Lun smiled and said: "Shaojun feels that he is in a fog, so he should look for his original intention, this is not to teach Shaojun to blindly resist change and reject the phenomenon that he does not agree with in his heart." The world is full of dust, how can Shaojun turn it upside down by himself? ”

"So how do I find my original intention?" Nanying's heart was even more confused.

"Throughout the ages, there have been people who have lived outside the smoke and dust, and some people can even pass through the smoke clouds or stay outside the smoke clouds and get out of the smoke clouds, without being affected by the smoke and dust in the slightest, but they are powerless to change the whole world." Ma Lun's face was as calm as water: "But the old body thinks that only by living in the smoke and dust and breathing the misty breath can we understand the essence of the problem and find the original intention in the confusion." ”

Nan Ying seemed to understand a little, and blurted out: "Madam is waking me up, in the torrent of the world, since I can't change it for the time being, I can only find out the root cause of all these troubles according to the right time, and then prescribe the right medicine?" ”

"Well said! is worthy of being a miracle doctor in the world, and he will not leave his profession in three sentences! Ma Lun smiled happily and said, "So there are some things, why should Shaojun bother himself at this time?" As long as you maintain the inner realm, no matter how the sky falls apart and the vicissitudes of life, the young monarch can have a clear conscience! ”

"Thank you, Madame, for the point!" Nanying's heart seems to have lit a bright light, Malen is not wrong, he is just a passerby for this era, everything will eventually develop naturally, as long as he tries his best to change, no matter success or failure, it is the natural law of social development.

Thinking about it, he smiled dumbly, but said sincerely: "Madam, the boy still wants to give it a try, no matter whether he can benefit all the people in the end, but he only wants peace of mind!" ”

"Shaojun's ambition is higher than the sky! The old body is waiting and seeing! Mullen's eyes lit up: "No matter how time changes, the world changes, only the will remains the same, the spirit is immortal, they continue to move forward like a surging river, penetrating any gap." Shaojun's conduct is like this river, as long as it is passed down to the world, I believe that one day, future generations will find out the true meaning of life and go straight to the other side of another life form! ”

"Madame is overrated! The kid is an ordinary man, but he can't compare to those big people who open up the world! Nan Ying grinned: "I don't know if it will last forever in the future, or it will be stinking for thousands of years!" As long as you can find your original intention and maintain your original intention, you will be satisfied! ”

"Big shots?" A sarcastic smile appeared on Mullen's lips: "What is so good about them?" Throughout the ages, those so-called big people, they looked down on all living beings from top to bottom, but they only saw the heads of people and didn't know what people were thinking, so no dynasty can be passed down from generation to generation! ”

"Madame is right!" The admiration in Nan Ying's heart was beyond words, and he said softly: "In fact, just like a lady, she can be regarded as a big person, and a few inadvertent words are like a lantern in the bitter sea, illuminating the way the kid comes and goes!" ”

He stood up and smiled, "The way is clear, it's time for the kid to say goodbye!" ”

Suddenly, a crisp sound of firecrackers came from outside the house, Nan Ying was stunned, and then remembered that it was nearly a year at this time, and it was about to celebrate the New Year, he bowed to the ground and said: "The boy wishes Mrs. a smooth spring, summer, autumn and winter, and wealth every year!" Congratulatory gifts followed! ”

After that, he laughed and went away.

Ma Lun stared at the figure behind him when he turned into the corridor, a touching smile appeared on his lips, and he said in a low voice: "Young Jun, the old body also wishes you a heart like spring grass, and every year is green!" ”

PS: Late New Year's greetings to everyone!

And congratulations to the students who are popular for three consecutive months to be on the throne of the ticket king, and Bai Xue has also bowed to you to the ground!